Work

I think by the time I got my first payroll hor I will be in great debt edi and the gaji will be used to toh tiap the uncontrollable expenditure due to the psychological equation of working = more $ = higher consumption = sure no problem cos got income! But in reality it is working = more $ = higher consumption = liquid inflow (equal or less than) outflow = DEBT!

Cos you see, I just started working for 3 days and I had already spent 3 figures on my dinner for that 3 days alone. 3 auspicious it may sound but it's only an innocent numerical symbol which can be pronounced differently as three, tiga, san1, san, sam, sa, tres...so don't infuse some arbitrary meaning into it! If this shall continue, habis habis lah gaji!

I think I can sack my boss edi in that case and we shall see (note : i never ask you to see alright cos it sounds wrong if i put "i shall see").

On the other hand, the uptake of fat/carb/calories sudah mencecah langit but then the consumption still subject to stalemate or worse still unbecoming!!!

I'm feeling 100kg now. Holy shitake! And my looooooooooooong break is coming soon, I'm anytime expecting this body to kembang hingga ketakterhinggaan then explode into pulp during that interval. Bye everyone wtf.

Oh parents will be coming up during Raya to pit stop over KL and then proceed to fly on to timbuktu! No la but then they are going for group tour with saudara mara, cucu cici sekalian and godparents, all but me. Very weep worthy I reckon. But nvm la since this kinda damage can be compensated by anything of monetary value or the like ANYTIME but still...I'm getting emo now.

Don't know if it's just me or what but I always have paradox feelings that part of me wish to be busy like bee but part of me want to be lazy like khinzir, hehe I like to make lame metaphor. Anyways, I guess by keeping myself occupied is not bad an idea better than splurging all the free time mengukur jalan, sai meng.

And so I vow to thee, I must rajin-rajin bergym to melangsingkan badan cos a lot of my close friends are signing up (there I was talking about quitting!), but to hell FF, I'm paying 1.5 times more than they are paying all this while, seriously, if I was born with enough middle fingers, I'd give each and every one of their staffs a friendly gesture from the bottom of my heart (read : fuck their double standard price scheme). If I can just sue them and claim back my retrospective losses, this life will be one step closer to becoming millionaire. And if you think it's funny it's not.

Gracious, we're going to Taman Negara later! Pray for me so that I won't be chopped, minced and eaten up by some disgusting looking paleolithic ogres that came right out from WrongTurnToDeadEnd. It's sooooooooooooooooo impulsive ok, the time from suggestion to decision probably took 1 hour and another few more hours into action. Blame noone, that's our modus operandi afterall.

Before I forgot, sempena musim perayaan, hereby wishing all the Muslims in the world a happy Hari Raya Aidilfitri! I want kuih raya! And is it true where we need to see if the moon appears on the last day of Puasa to decide whether the next day's a Hari Raya? Pardon my ignorance but rumour has it that this actually happens but there's hardly any mention to it.

I personally think that one of the Raya songs which goes like "sudilah rasa kuihku dengan rendangya sekali..." is very high spirited. Haha I must listen to this song in office everyday in order to keep up my pace lo. And believe it or not, I never been to any ramadhan bazaar at all this year (haih i think i should migrate la damn malu can)! I know it's one of the 7 greatest sins on earth but once I get involved I will proceed to commit another greatest sin, gluttony. Le sigh. And guess what's my breakfast for tomorrow? Nato + white rice + miso paste, another weep worthy case but it's healthy la nonetheless and should be made as staple meal in Malaysia lo. But then I wish I can wake up to the aroma of rendang, ayam merah, nasi briyani, nasi kunyit, laksa Johor, all the gulam-gulam...etc EVERYDAY!

Now kill me.

Susuk

Don't know why it turns out like this.

STUPIDESTEST LIVING DISASTER REPORTING IN FOR A PUBLIC APOLOGY

Why on earth was I so blurrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr *please rollllllll your tongues* ?

I was dumbfucked cos I thought I lost my house key upon reaching doorstep.

I called Charles for help, crashed at his place and burned 20 bucks of cab fees mind you midnight surcharge applied (was supposed to be frugal or so I told myself)!

Called Mr. Leong for help as well to ask for spare keys, cracked our heads whole night to sort things out.

Called FF M.Axis for lost and found but to no avail (of cos).

And basically the whole world was involved in my fiasco!

So after dragging my weary soul back in my room finally (infinity thanks to Mr. Leong, if not I'd be reaching home at 3 am),

when I opened up my gym bag, LO AND BEHOLD.........

THAT FREAKING HOUSE KEY IS NO WHERE BUT HERE INSIDE MY GYM BAG THAT I'D BEEN LUGGING AROUND WHOLE FREAKING DAY!

Miserably stranded for 5 freaking hours outside for fuck's sake.

My deeeeeeeeeeeepest apology to everyone, I should be eliminated, sorry to all, your mothers, your fathers, your neighbours' cats, your maids, your friends, your friends' parents and your ancestors. I'm so not worth.

When have I became such a great joker on earth. Far more greater than you can ever imagined. Seriously no joke.

Alright, gonna turn in now. Today I must sleep on cold hard sea of needles to repel my sin, really, don't stop me.

Kthxbye.

历史.歴史.역사.история.Sejarah

Click on the link.

Unit 731

Gruesome?

Without the past there won't be present.

That's why we LEARN from the past to MOVE ON.

"Today cannot be turned into a real tomorrow if you believe that the future is just a repetition of the past." (Carl Jung)

080917

Hello...*knocks*
Yesterday was the "supposed" September 16 and today is the 17th already (2008 Anno Domini).
Did the world shatter a single bit at this platform where we spill our blood?
No?
Understandably,
Dodgy words from some past-prime ministers (self proclaimed leader of the people) are merely psychological tactic that prone to failure.
It's rather a handy tool to arouse unstable emotion among people.
Who do they think they are again?
God?
Come on, we are not even that mature and civilize yet to comprehend the sacred meaning of God's existence.
What?
Think God will jump around euphorically if He sees witless gender segregation, dog eats dog, power struggle, etc.
Do we really understand what He's trying to convey?
Wait! We are not supposed to understand God, He's omnipotent and superior among everything. Then how do we know what He wants in that case?
How do people interpret prophecies, mantras, epiphanies, God's signs and came about all these imaginary obligations?
How sure do you think we are going to be better off under different ruling?
Is our saving accounts going to bloom simultaneously with a better economy PROMPTLY?
It is not who's ruling that matters.
As long as it's people for people, Malaysians for Malaysians.
As long as you can keep up with your work.
Actualize those promises and substantiate those claims.
The working is fundamental, the manning process and people came along mystified it with personal interests. (Man never greed for less, face it)
Why does true democracy equivalent to terrorism and needs to be suppressed by overaged means of sustaining civil order?
The application of ISA shows how weak our current government in handling problems.
Cos you see, it's easy, if you talk bad about me, I will throw you into dark rooms in order for you to have a taste on your words without giving you any valid reasons for the detention.
It's constitutional afterall.
You can sound and argue but it's the LAW.
It favours dictatorship and nurtures weak goverment.
Tyrannic and obsolete but useful for that kind of ruler.
It's no wrong to use ISA to counter terrorism but merely voicing out facts and realities don't constitute to terrorism, it's a form of liberation and fundamental freedom to show how open minded our society can be in the sense that we pay heed when people point out our mistakes, learn from it but not bury our heads into ground.
In extreme cases, if we were to strictly follow "Dasar Pandang Timur", they'll have to admit their mistakes, kneel/bow down on national TV, shave to bald or sent packing altogether.
Aren't they lucky now to not instill this into our culture?
We are peace loving cos we are Malaysians.
But look what we've got instead...
Politicians mocking each others, put others down blindly, picking on trivial issues, magnifying silly remarks, being all vengeful.
Well lost is lost, this is what we voted, you are incompetent, good for nothing, come back 4 years later then.
Why do politicians making themselves look stupid nowadays instead of being the opposite?
So many crazy things happening and they are not even pushing the country forward.
Hello there, constructive critisms, constructive attitudes, read, CONSTRUCTIVE.
Right, we may achieve Vision 2020 in 12 years time virtually but it can never be factually if the current condition and system prevail.
2020.
Myth? Propaganda? Self-contented slogan? Soon-to-be fact?
Where are we heading?

Happy Mooncake Festival thoughts

Do you know why I loathe Chinese wedding banquet?

First of all, it follows Malaysian time. Like for e.g. I just attended a distant relative's wedding a while ago that the organiser had informed beforehand to compel us to arrive at 7.00pm sharp with strong emphasis, so we thought this time might be an odd one and gave it a pass. Thus, we reached there 7.00pm hoping to start the dinner at 7.30pm sharp with lotsa butterflies fluttered inside. Little did we know that there were some VVVVIPs who took 1 hour to walk from lobby to restaurant's entrance, yes it was you Datuk Shahril (note : never bothered to find out the correct spelling of his name also). Thanks for abiding to the law of Malaysian time.

And when it's wedding banquet by Chinese, it means typical menu at a typical Chinese restaurant with typical folks. I love cold dishes platter but the rest is maximal bummer, well what else we can have aside from sharkfin soup after platter, chicken after sharkfin soup, fish after chicken, prawn after fish...yada. It's an unbiodegradable format and order that God knows who invented and I shall give a lethal kick on his fat-prone ass. Muesli bars that resemble chicken feedstuffs taste 2000x better.

Circumstance where your grandmother/mother will force you to address complete strangers or distant relatives intimately like been knowing for ages. The "yin chan yin chek" session. This is where all the pain in ass catching up happen.

Hopping around from table to table means socializing and paying respect right? And what if running out of topic? Fret not, with all the showy old folks around there's no such thing as lost of words. You will most likely be interrogated with a series of questions pertaining to your whole life. They are trying to know you thoroughly in let's see, 15 minutes? But wait, it's no harm to entertain those whereabouts, whatabouts, howabouts, etc questions, not until when they reveal their fangs and claws. A whole lotta underestimations! They just can't stop comparing everything from how much you earn to how much pubic hair you once had during your salad days as an outlet to flaunt in later conversation. It's like a batte of I-am-greater-than-you. Typical things you can hear : my son/daughter earn XXXXXXXX a month, my son/daughter is studying in XXXXXX Uni in XXXXX country, i'm going to XXXXX for vacation, my children/grandchildren bought me a RM XX XXX massage chair, my son/daughter just married to so and so and bought a house in XXX district, so and so is driving XXX car.........what more to say, typical I-wish-to-get-robbed conversation at banquet. Not that they sound really bad in real life but to draw it down to a simple conclusion, they are none of my businesses. Unless you are willing to make donation to real frugal cheapskate like me selflessly otherwise my saving account is not gonna hike up 10 folds upon hearing all your rubbish. Please don't be showy on the value of your material possession and well being, just bring along your personal values or start gossiping on so and so has XXX mmHg blood pressure, so and so has XXX mmol/L LDL level, and so and so has XX% of proteinurea. I know it's totally incoherent haha.

Noise pollution to max! Kids yelling like cacophonous sound machines, lame songs playing/singing, people scream their lungs out on toasting session ("yum seng")...I swear I can just reduce into dust particle and fly away from that place when either one of them is going on. i know la, the more the merrier but merrier doesn't have to come in the form of noise! Nuff said.

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There is no way press freedom and ISA can co-exist in any sense. To adopt First Amendment in this country is like an everlasting myth.

Our political scenario is so weep worthy isn't it? Don't you find it disgusting that some people can just put everything in country at stake to fight for more power for their own interests? To them, personal pursuit is more important than economic well being. He has lost his mind to power struggle. Now that you think he is much more eligible? Jijik. Think again. Hypocrites are all around.

Just let God cast apocalyptic curse upon us then there will be no more fightings after all the existence perished. Period.

壁花小姐

She's your super dancing queen ala gua tai. Kthxbai.

Semester 5

Basically my semester 5 is gifted. Soft holiday, alhamdulilah.

Blame me not for I'm too free and feel obliged to butt-stick and hang around here for the time being.

Bad omen for weight control management, I just did some casual body fat % measuring and it came out with depressing result. Needless to say la, numbers don't lie. 1 whole month intake of assorted rubbish in absence of sufficient workout. In a nutshell, too much free time calls for a strong positive correlation with weight index that's it. Sad but true.

In conjunction with this hor...

I will be up for a job I think, any recommendation?

Willing to start work anytime next week.

Just wanna kill time, $ is not important.

Random wtfs

Party hopping for $ = doormat, tailgate, laughing stock and conformation for lousy people(so sad to see our country's administration being manipulated by some past-prime politicians, three cheers for dirty politics)

Cibai Students For A Free Tibet (SFT without the prefix C of cos) = biggest hypocrite on earth, it's neither pro-Tibet nor pro-Chinese, it's pro-Brainless(don't understand what will Westerners gain from a truly independent Tibet, more like distraction than solution).

Got an Ipanema flip flop for only $9.90 at IMM and it doesn't feel much different from Havaianas though, which the latter cost me around $50, yea unfortunately! And bought lotsa cheap stuffs from Daiso, man, this place is totally heaven on earth tailored for cheapskate like me who goes around nipping 平.靓.正 deals unabashedly. $2 STORE WIDE, who can resist?

College rang just now, have to move my ass back for enrolment otherwise pay for late enrolment penalty; FF sms-ed just now for my outstanding payment this month. Suddenly I need to rush back tomorrow instead of Sunday T.T

Gotta face all the hypocrites again.

Fuck this stupid world. Kthx.

Hanamizuki

Hitoto Yo + Hideaki Tokunaga (original version)

Hayley Westenra (cover version)

1 word,

SPECTACULAR!

Of buaya and the Buaya...

I was being wakened from sleep this morning to hunt for seafood and visit relative at Johor Lama with the parents. Yes, visited that uncle who owns the croc. farm and that place has now turned into a tourist spot!

Luckily there weren't much Singaporeans around today, malls were calm, traffic was tame or at least better than Merdeka Eve which was a total disaster. Me and my kkls went to Danga Bay completely forgotten about the eve of Merdeka and got stucked in Jam for 1 hour along the coast together with rowdy crowd of Mat Rempits after chancing on the escort team of Tengku Mahkota Johor (TMJ) and Raja Muda Johor (RMJ) 10 minutes before that. It was a stalemate of good 1.5 hours on that very road that usually takes us only 10 minutes or so to reach the other end. The only common thing about the aforementioned people is they think the road belongs to their grandfathers. Hereby, a toast to our 51 years of nationhood, it seems that our fellow politicians' bellies are getting prominent these days whilst necessitating us with expenditure cutting suggestions that look like some real good deals we've been missing for long.

Nonetheless, we still love the tanah where we tumpah our darah.

*****

This bugger is damn cute (note : when it's still small and harmless). My face is weird I know.

和風

喜月堂 has got the best packing among all the confectioneries! The casing and the paper bag come in a set which matched perfectly like a gift. For only 1 piece, you are entitled to get the Japanesey packing without paying extra!

Seriously who cares about the content and the taste of the mooncake. I didn't even know which flavour I was paying for.

And they have many more exotic Japanesey packings for 2 pieces, 4 pieces and so forth. Now, fuck curry and yoghurt mooncake for all I care (inside joke kthx).

Heh!

Paid my due, like FINALLY in donkey ass manner. Anyways, survived from slavery. I mean it cos for weeks of slogging off like android which involved mugging for finals and working CEASELESSLY. I haven't really been enjoying the sacred holiday bestowed. It's like a piece of missing puzzle in life.

Whatever. I'll be having extended holiday on my own given the insignificance of subjects offering on next semester. What have spray painting, pointilism, tracing and yada got to do with science lab? Hello, do you think I care shit about musical genre some artsy fartsy musicians invented during Middle Ages, Renaissance, Romanticism and whatnots. I think seeing how Jolin fucked up her face with a blizzard of rashes while doing acrobatic dance is even more interesting.

And also...

Thank god, my semester 4 result has finally rebounded my CGPA although it's still kinda low but at least I'm now qualified for SBU admission requirement IF they really answer to their promised cut off CGPA without obscure adjustment, affirmative action, quotas or some shits.

Wanna catch some real serious rest now. Period.

Siap Siap Sui!

Yes, 4th semester has finally became yesterday. No more boring Politics lectures, no more early morning Irene's lectures, no more dreadful Statistics lectures...! No strings attached for 2 weeks at least but then gotta work still T.T

My last paper touched down at 7pm and I went AC to watch Badminton semifinal with the unusual crowd gathered around bersorak-sorai and giving ovations. I wonder since when did we become so supportive towards national sport players? I think we can buy up Phelps to achieve a record breaking of 11 golds in history instead of paying huge stipends or rewards to some unworthy one-time-goner duo (you know who)! Looking from a long term view I mean. Way to go Lee Chong Wei! But then he's gonna get from Lin Dan eventually during final...what an interesting showdown! Hopefully he can scrap Lin Dan down from world No. 1's throne. Anyways, we went Japanese buffet after the last paper which again, violated my principles of dieting. Sad case. I'm getting worse nowadays, everything I see = food, Sleep = food, dream = food, study = food...

I'm having a problem now...what subject should I take for next semester? I've already fulfilled all my Uni's (SBU) prerequisite requirements except for Biology II. Whatever I take on next semester will just be a waste of time and money but I don't wanna do interval break either! How ah? The Uni application deadline for spring intake is Oct 2nd, meaning, around 1 month from now and I haven't taken TOEFL yet. Sighs. But then if result is good for this semester I might seriously consider to transfer on spring instead of fall. My friends are all leaving this fall and next spring :( I don't wanna be stagnant lo. But then I don't think I can make it for spring 2009 like I said. Mafan. I think I should take a 8 months break to intern and then travel that's it. Otherwise taking 1 subject on each of the following semesters will not do much good on my transcript either.

And the thing is I don't really feel like working on this Monday anymore but I've already promised T.T cos I could have gone to Penang/Pangkor with friends by now. Really 为五斗米折腰. If only I'm a golden spoon-fed...which obviously I'm not.

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Quoted : All men struggling to remain distinguishable in their own ways, but their efforts are insipid and often overlook the similar core shared among each other as hypocrisy is the ruler of them all. They sell their souls and live in shells that rot in time.

Machiam kena kantoi pulak

So, was supposed to eat light for the day due to my bad eating habit of late which unfortunately involves lotsa junk food, fast food and whatever that is expensive when you look back after 20 years from now, in the sense that it costs bombs on medical expenses (yea, clogged vessels, hypertension, high LDL, protein urea, etc.) or a LIFE. I've almost discarded my healthy eating habit ever since lapsed into final week + exam week to take chances. My energy bars became pencuci mulut instead of substitution for meal and muesli left completely untouched after unsealed for the very first time (seriously I don't understand how could Germans and Swisses put those sand tasting cereals in mouth in whole of history). Now they should've tasted our chee yok fun, curry mee, lobak, lo pak gou, wet popiah, tong sui, sundae chocolate......and these are what I had for my dinner yesterday approximately 5 hours ago fyi. I've been eating 2 bowls of chee yok fun and 2 plates of lobak so far in this week, and it's only Wednesday now :D Tell me how can I not be happy leh?

Anyways, just now when I was crossing the road in front of Ikea around 2:30 am, driver of this car (Subaru Impreza who thinks it's very yeng but it's not) wound down his window and yelled "hello" at me in mockery tone. I got so irritated to max (apart from Bio notes I was reading that wrecked my nerves earlier on) and threw back a wtf-ish gesture, then this guy (Malay) at the backseat yelled back "berlagak eh, kau ni bodoh!" and sped off.

*deep inhale with long pause*

Now I'll like to pray to god that they will crash their car within this 2 days (shower with police summons and not able to claim insurance) and have their neck sprained in brutal manner (physically impair-worthy). A compulsory brain screening session is a must for them also since they might not have their brains intact or wait, do they even have brains to begin with? Put them in mental asylum for years altogether will serve them best and helps eliminate sampah masyarakat (does not automatically implied all mentally incompetents are sampah masyarakat, please get this right!). The lesson is don't fuck with a person who's having his finals, EVER.

Insyaallah, I think I should wake up early for some serious morning jogging session tomorrow, HOPEFULLY. Kononnya, badan sihat maka otak cergas. I need to stuff in 2 textbooks worth of knowledge into my pea brain for this coming Friday. So much for Biology and Politics! Wth. Don't even get me started on Stats paper, it went disastrous, all credit shall be given to the dreadful Probability's part.

*****

Just realized, for this year, I'm a 2-faced baddy who constantly attempt to undermine people's friendship. I hope it's not because of me for I'm a peace loving people after all. Should get all my priorities right from now on. There are certainly things that don't matter in life anymore or simply don't worth all the endeavours. Who's important and who's not, why bother? Not like it will be heard, appreciated or anything.

Apparently, when the table is turned, there's no use in pointing fingers. What's done is done, if it's proven fragile, I don't see fit to it that it's worth picking back all the pieces again if they're no longer having sentimental value. Might as well go on let them rot in oblivion.

Ilham tak sampai

I don't wanna say this but my face is exploded with purulent zits overnight because I simply burned too much midnight oil. The one whole night was out for only 1 chapter and some odd questions that's it, how pathetic. Freaking 7 am now, and still can't kiss my bed for all the caffeine kicked in 6 hours ago. Damn, I didn't know I'm so intolerant.

Had my meeting for STACT's mainboard committee today. The rather extraordinary happy atmosphere burst forth into awkwardness and tense when both the opinionate advisor and senior made sound. It's like we were in midst of planning for some holiday fun as allowed according to agenda and these party pooper came in out of no where to pour a pail of chilly water + a big tight slap in our faces.

Let me tell you why I joined this club from the first day, my initial purpose was to take part in rural service before it kicked the freaking bucket. Yea listen RURAL SERVICE, R-U-R-A-.......read Rural Service, the 19th's. In the name of God, our dearie BN lost extensively in the latest Pilihanraya which was well...UNFORTUNATELY. It goes without saying that MCA which incidentally is the sole organizer for this very event, was badly hammered so they temporarily canceled the event and the possibility of having similar events in future. Plan called off and we were in some awkward position stringing in between STACT origin and Rural Service origin. So without giving much thought to it, we swore in for club membership. It's fine with me, I had lotsa fun in organizing events and all. Give in my effort, if not all to accomplish each and every divine missions.

And there...today, our advisor and one of the seniors which I can't care less to remember him verbally pwn us. Hello? It was so obvious that they were trying to insinuate us in the most polite manner to ensure their hypocrisy is well hidden behind those beautiful masks they exhibited. I've no idea to whether their points made sense or not but they sure dampened our enthusiasm towards this club. He expressed how disappointed of him for our batch of committees performed the worst and had we under his militant administration then, he would without questions beyond doubts filtered most of us out of his committee and further infuriated us by equating us to rubbish or some shits. Hey, what a SMART metaphor you had used. That fits perfectly "well" into our personal worth indeed if it's what you think but DON'T pass judgment on someone whom you hardly know and please see things in two ways I beg your freaking pardon. What you see is just tip of the iceberg about us cos wtf we don't even know you well although you had already exclaimed like fretting we didn't know you actually earn 10 grands a month of salary from an atas unachievable Corporate Manager position at the enviable age of 26. Well, I won't say that wouldn't bother me as looking at your everything just unable to relate to earning high salary, you look more like blue collar slave. Now we see hopes cos for average people like us we will be earning no where less than 10 grands when we graduated. Thanks for enlighten us with the fact that people like you can still earn that kinda money. Since when salary aspect in Malaysia is getting so sky high? Maybe I should burn all my books and see the world. So go on and brag about how fat your wallet is whilst giving all the credit to STACT club for nurturing those perpetual burning spirit in you at whatever industry you venture. I bet you are one of the busiest people around cos after all you earn 10 grands a month, definitely not some puny businesses, so why not you just leave us all alone and STFU? Stop condemning the chairperson also for incompetence, respect every single individual has their own managing style. You might be that sort of war-ridden type that emphasized on discipline but read this---HAS BEEN, darling. I got nothing much major to complain about my current "boss". He's approachable, amiable, and charismatic that all of us like to commit our effort with. We will be more than happy to work for him than asshole dictator like you so fuck you.

Dear advisor, if you are so keen on polishing us which we can't thank you more since you personally claimed to have all the interest in us rather than your rice bowl. Face it! You are just not, what if some other colleges offer you an increment of 50% from your current salary? Will you hop over or insist on staying on the same boat with us still? You should be able to comprehend what reality tells more than us can do so fuck you also.

Not like I'm fishing for compliments but most of our activities are done promptly and not forgetting, successfully even though it's not perfect but please accept nothing is perfect in this world. Praise us generously when we do well too, not just magnify our mistakes over and over again. We consciously aware of what we are doing so far. Have fun if we want to, be serious if we need to, we are amphibians who know where to go. And also I won't take your words like CGPA 3.80 is good for nothing, first class honour degree is merely for ornamentation purposes and whatnots that practical industrial performance is most important so we should just give all hearts on organizing club events as it resembles the operation of real life corporates. Those are just independent rare cases and your incredible assumptions. In real life, nothing beats a CGPA of 3.80 and above, first class honour etc cos that's how pragmatic bosses are gonna judge your worth at first sight before he/she digs anything further. It's self worth that makes people respect us. Status is equally essential as ability today. Can you foresee Bill Gate as a multi-billionaire when he failed to present a nice degree holding last time? He's just an one in a million case. If everyone was to be like him, do you think the world will evolve? Read again, R-E-A-L-I-T-Y. STACT club is not our everything. I don't wanna screw my exams and tell people I will definitely earn a fortune in future like Bill Gate or Michael Dell when in fact I got nothing to begin with at this ground.

p/s : It doesn't automatically deduced that a charity based club shouldn't be having fun by ourselves all the time. If we're not happy, how can you expect us to spread happiness to others? Another thing, I don't mind to withdraw my membership as well.

Disturbia

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better get back to my books before I got brushed off.

Dosa

I gulped down 1 whole LARGE hawaiian chicken pizza in blink of an eye.

I thought I couldn't finish and able to leave some for tomorrow.

12 freaking inches people!

Seriously.....

what's the point of living now?

Fuck Pizza Hut Delivery.

***** Dr. Borges after History's trial which reminds me of walking calories -_-

Blahs to infinity...

I've finally got something from Megasale.

MPH is having a storewide 10% discount for ALL their books! DIGI users are entitled to 20%!

Yea, I got another Haruki Murakami's instead that cost me about RM 32 after 20% off from RM 39.90, pretty amazing isn't it? Can't wait to finish it!

And so I never got myself any garments, I was like dying to buy those skinny jeans but heh, those who know me in person will definitely got impressed by my well defined thighs and calves (alright eventhough you people didn't comment straight to my face but I can tell from your subtle mind, grr...) . Moses! They are HUGE and thunderous ok? Anyways, I shall just stick to conventional boot or straight until I found out the best solution to slash my bottom half vertically. Cos skinny's will render my bottom half bak zhang :(

Speaking of which, I've frozen my FF account from this month onward simply because of time constraint. Finals and all. By right I should watch my diet from now on but chao Datuk was in gleeful mood just now so he decided to treat few of us to bak kut teh! Don't know what wind blowing eh? Anyways, that's blasphemous from dietetical perspectives T.T

I got quite a few PT job calls last few days, first was some marketing survey interview at some advertising film, then later MO was looking for some helpers to set up PA + assorted odd jobs and Photography club was seeking for photographers for new block's launching ceremony (like hello, I don't even know where the hell I keep my DSLR, perhaps on its way to limbo after months of waiting for duty call wtf). Zapped the rest I opted for the first simply because it takes only less than 2 hours to be 100 bucks richer. What I did there was drooling over dozens of free pizzas and isotonic drink, yes they force fed us but I was able to abstain all of those calories bomb after the sinful BKT lunch a while ago. In any case, we were being asked on few questions in group pertaining to things like our daily modus operandi, rate of activeness and stuffs which I didn't pay much attention as I was effing sleepy. Stoned my way out and got paid for 100 bucks summore haha. Well had they changed their medium of language to Mandarin ,Malay or English, I would by all means from head to toe blabber like talking machine cos I'm Canto-handicapped despite all the efforts that my Grandpa and relatives trying to convert me all these years. Whatever la.

Anyone applying for internship next semester? They don't seem to dig for AUP students lor...sad case. I need to build up a beautiful CV from now on with not just some odd jobs of selling retail stuffs. I need apprenticeship in some medical labs, corporates etc. But why are they only up for business students? I swear in utmost seriousness, wages are NOT important but at least be humane a bit la, a grand or so will be nice *hypocritical chuckles*

Alrite alrite, gotta get back to my Stats. tutorials now which I haven't been doing ever since the first lesson.

Jualan Megasale Yg Melampaukan

As per the title saying,

I "tried" to relive my passion for retail therapy after for about 7 months and it failed miserably. Why ah? I don't seem to get turned on by any of the fashionable garments in sight. Or is it mainly because I'm targeting the sales items only? As you all know la, no free lunch in the world, cheap is not always on par with best. Thus, explained why all the garments I eyed are trashy. You know they gave me the feeling that they are being mass produced by factories in Guangzhou (yes China!) and look mega thrifty. Can someone tell me why do people still selling cargoes, jeans with patches here-and-there, stripe tees with glistening rubber stamps, checker shirts that resemble napery, leggings wtf and assorted street wears ala lala style which in trend all day all night long ever since the invention of time wtf.

I personally like to patronize pasar malam, flee market and bazaar simply because I'm a giga broke cheapskate who can't afford/bear to buy overpriced designer labels who's also by any chance, like to BARGAIN (= si lai). Seriously lor, there will be thrill of excitement whenever I know that I'm paying only 10% of what people paying in FULL retail price. Correct wad, they are all came out from the same factory with different labels only. Why pay more and get all gaga over that piece of approx. 3cm x 3cm label tag stitched to some hidden corner of your garments? I sound very sour grape right? Cos "Tristan" and "fashion" although somewhat rhymed remotely but they sound more like oxymorons that's it don't ask further.

I'm sure that one day if I'm financially entitled to couture, it will definitely open up a whole new chapter of choices in wardrobe but today, it is NOT. So I'm basically financially dependent in the lowest rank of purchasing power group that ethically/economically shouldn't possess any form of disposable incomes. So I must squeeze that 1 cent and break it down to smallest atoms out of different use. Yea, it's THAT stingy ok?

Anyways, I was with CJ the whole day doing retail-therapy-turned-window-shopping later on joined by Bagus. We browsed around and shook our heads for gazillion times at those disastrous fabrics on sale. Come on la, if wanna give sales please include your utmost sincerity, don't give me bull crap tip of iceberg's 10%, 20% and 30%. Why not 90% I dare you?! Secondly, don't display things that look as if they are heading to recycling factory or waste yard next, no one's gonna buy that even if you hang them on until it decomposed. Thirdly, don't bring pasar malam quality goods and sell it in some upmarket shopping malls then charge a fortune for them, Malaysians are generally if not all, have the slightest common sense at least.

After about 6 hours of aimless browsing, eyes rolling, blood spilling, price comparing and profanities exchanging. We came out with NOTHING at all except for stiffer calves. There goes the 6 hours of my life being wasted. I have all the more reasons not to exercise any retail therapy in the mean time. Pretty traumatized, dumbfucked and rather a waste of time.

Well, it could be a completely different story if someone was to buy me out for an ultimate splurge in Champs Elysées. What more to complain there?