ALL FUCKED UP

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I've encountered the hardest Economics paper 4 today!Eventhough lecturer himself was telling that this was "unexpected" questions.WTF?I thought they'll gonna come out with wat we've studied but in fact so cocky they went and set all this kinda quirky,complicated and indirect questions.ESSAY summore!ANd to hell is most of the questions are taken from sources like BUSINESSWEEK,NEWSWEEK,MONEYWEEK,WALLSTREETJOURNAL,READERDIGEST and all others financial based materials.Fuck,if I would have known about it earlier I'll burn all the Econs reference books away and resort to newspaper and multitudes of magazines...instead of sticking to the boring text book,John SLoman,ANderton,CIE published.FUCK la!

Cambridge is such a sicko...wat r they up 2???

SO depress now,luckily I'm resitting on AS paper 1 and 2 which I still put some hopes on them afterall cos they might be able to push up my grades to a better one.As for A2 paper 3 is another gone-thing la...MCQ u think easy?My ass...fucking hard.

No mood to blog,bye!

Law is another pain in ass...the only remaining passion is the one I have towards Statistics 2 paper.huhuhu!Cos no memorising needed,just solve them wif calculator and pen.Argh!

Take a deep breath and let out some gases

I noe we're having exam now...but for goodness sake,kill some tension and dun be so moody.It'll get worse off...

I can't bother so much about those moody moodswing thingy cos I dun have the time to do that and it will only makes me feel blardy more tension and depress.CHILL guys!!!

Played basketball just now,was fun but damn tiring.Man,my bones are dismantling by themselves.Should have work up more often.Haiz...no incentive and motivation lor...boh pien.

Anyway,24 days ahead are so hard to move on.I got 8 papers scatter around this 24 days.Wish me luck please.

PS: FUCKING piercing started to itch.Damn!1 more week to rip 'em off!

Nothing special but exams

As expected,life has been tough recently.Other than studying ass off,I've no idea wat I should do otherwise.So the point is..................it SUCKSSSSSSSSS!

Anyway,I was doing past year paper for P3 today only to realise how hard it is when it comes to the latest and recent papers,difficulty rate is like increasing as one is getting harder than another according to ascending years.Now the hardest will be that one of the most recent one,May/June 2006!Walao...can't even started to imagine how hard the coming P3 and S2 will be like...pls kill me now!

*groans*

And nope I didn't get irritated by things happened around me just becos I punched 3 holes on my right ear at once.Just felt like doing so,that's it.I dragged Susan and Samsul along wif me to Pyramid for that and the default studs they pierced into are in shiny gold colour which totally look like those freakish auntie aliked earring...one plain golden dot...or perhaps u can describe them as grandma earring without the enhancement of jade only.Freaking out of trend and oldie!And the worst thing is,I can't take them down within 2 weeks time to allow the hole to expand to its ideal shape.Walao...die,2 weeks of face covering period.It clashes wif exams as well!My god,kill me again!Anyhow,I've prepared new earrings after that.Can't wait!To be honest,not pain at all,I was totally chickened out b4 that cos it made me feel that it could be worse than doing tattoo.In fact,much much more relaxing and unfeeling except for the upper most one which triggered me a lil' bit cos of some nerves and soft-bones around.

Anyway,better get back to my revision...

Ignore the kan chan look,look at the freaking 3 golden studs ala your-granny style -_-

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A2 EXAM STARTED OFF WITH THE FUCKING "KICK-ASS" P3(PURE MATHS) PAPER

*_*

How???5 more days left.....shit!I'm so well UN-prepared and empty apparently!

KNN...

Kill me please.ANYONE?

Let us hand in hand eliminate DoTA freaks from earth!

First of all,

All the DoTA wackos...I despise YOU ALL!Not for being over-addicted to it but the side effects you all have caused upon us,INNOCENT ppl.Did you all ever notice how annoying is it when you play the game(disclaimer:I'm not trying to put DoTA down here,DoTA is harmless).What makes my bloood boils is the way you fool play it.Day and night,skipping meals,neglected studies and worst of all,annoyed ppl around you cos you freaks can play it for 24/7 without taking into consideration of others' benefit.Hey,we wanna sleep afterall.If you really wanna play pls fuck ur ass of the room and fuck it further to CC,paradise of knnccb DoTA's freaks where all you geeks gather and compete each other for invisible glory and perhaps,fame which we can't be bothered to acknowledge anyhow.Diu nia ma!Obviously this post is pertaining someone whom I talking about since ages ago,that filthy creature resides with me currently,of cos diff. bed.I dun wanna die so young of some unindentified disease,where various new viruses and bacterias may be growing on ur skin due to ur best known hygiene that I'm bearing right now.....and pls pls pls shut ur fucking mouth while playing game before I shove my week-full unwashed socks into ur mouth,yea sock-s(plural)!My socks are 10000 times better than ur mega-stinky mouth,at least!And pls also,tell all others creatures from the same habitat of urs to behave and shut the fuck up as well.Dun come to my room and make noises that resembling some deep in jungle living creatures(apparently BEAST) or better yet TARZAN(consider I'm a bit more lenient to call u all that).I sibeh tulan now,chao terrrr!It's no doubt that this particular dominant race in our country is having a very common and well-known inborn disposition of being brainless,or maybe they are made of some rotten durians.OTAK UDANG is too kind to describe them.They seems to go further by having no brain at all.A stupid puppet that can't think which subsequently ruined our country into this state today.PATHETIC bunch of people.....waste of resources.CB!

Ok enough of cursing,I'll be sitting for my judgemental A2 exam next next week.Trying to accumulate some good deeds and hope to be blessed.

Oh yea,to vent some anger.I went to eat bak kut teh again today to show that how I hate those ppl so much.Ehehehe!Bak kut teh seems to become my significant food.Once think of bak kut teh,image of me sure will flows.BUT I eat them because I hate them...I wanna make them into piles of shits and flush them away into that you-know-what that they are meant to be in da first place.Wuaha,I shall introduce this racial segregation to isolate us from harmful creatures.Oops,chill,I mean nothing...I'm innocent.Whatever I said are craps,agree wif me if u think u r dumb enough k?Pls dun enforce ISA on me.*teary eyes.....rolls*

SICKO is me!

DAMN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Fucking tap-liked running nose!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!WHy can't u come after I finished all these fucking exams???Of all time why must u choose this time???And why headache,why migrain???

As if not worse enough,HAZEEEE!!!Really feel like shoving one whole bunch of tree bunches up in their asses...fucking tree burners!I burn ur asses one day I tell u!Fucking terrible,the air quality deteriorate exponentially u happy?Oh yea,govt. shud enforce a new capital punishment,BURN TO DEATH or GAS CHAMBER(choke to death by carbon mono.) or to those saboteurs!

But I wonder how come no one is using mask,and if u are the odd one using mask out there.U r the oddball lo...freaking Msian thinking rite?Tht's wat makes ppl stop using tht thing and rather get suffocated in order to remain their charmness and pretty faces!Fucking vanity world!

And da fucking library is crammed wif ppl out of nowhere recently.It's like totally out of spaces during peak time.Sunway University College Tun Hussein Onn Library certified wif the honorable ISO 9001 : 2000 which I fucking don't give damn to it at ALL.All I hope is a bigger,comfy,QUIET place to study.Sunway/Monash students obviously don't noe the etiquette of using the library.SOme buggers even came in purposely to discuss their stuffs,gossiping away...which makes the whole library more like a pasar malam!Wonder why?

I'm so fucking laid back now + stupiak running nosey...can't een study properly wif 100% concentration.

Anyway,I hate A2.I am so gonna screw this up!

And also,courtesy of Sunway Monash Condo Hostel that bestowed me a defective air con which choses to spoil at this time,yea,to spice up my fucked up life currently.Hey,I left 1 month here why can't u let me sleep in peace?Why must it leaks...yea,water leaking from the freaking idiot cool air dispensing box.Drenched my past year papers that sat peacefully on my rack...fortunately I moved my plugs earlier.Or else all my elec. appliances will gone and maybe I won't be sitting here typing nonsense again...got electrocuted!

Bye~

Study or Slack?

Today I was awakened by Steph. saying that we should go and have lunch and then go to the LIBRARY,it seems....

Later called Susan to SS15 Little Taiwan to eat...ok...after eating supposed to go back to LIBRARY but then we went Palmville again instead -_-

Lepak there for a short while then Pyramid for movie but too bad dun hav the slot wen wanted...we headed Summit instead for "The devil wears Prada" which was fucking nice!!!Anne Hathaway is sooooooooooooo cute and elegant!!!Anyway,it finished at 9 sumthing and off we went to Palmville again for nothing but to eat some homcooked Maggi Mee instead -_-








The moral of the story is :

Dun ever go to Palmville if u ever plan to study.And dun go to places beyond Sunway's sidegate!It's addictive where there'll be no turning back anymore.Study?Of cos procrastinates again and again as USUAL.

BORING LIFE!

엄력받다 ~시 험~ ㅠ-ㅠ !!!

Half of my life has officially taken by BOOKS!

In fact I've been studying a lot,but that's not the point,NONE OF THEM GOES INTO MY MIND so far!

When I go further,I tend to forgot those I'd touched earlier(previous topics)...and goodness I have to restart all over again so that I can understand those shits that applying previous topics' theories!Bah,fucking complicated!I hate ECONOMICS,especially the graphs...yea it can claim for the honour of encyclopedia of assorted graphs.Whether it is cobweb shaped,crisscross shaped,spiral shaped,big parabola+lotsa smaller parabolas,ladder shaped,zigzag...all the fuck la!The only emo u can have after studying those is @.@ ~ *kepengsanan*

Tell me how la?1st Econs paper is Paper 4 (freaking 2 hrs 15 mins),with more than 4 essays that u need to write if u are so fortunate enough!

And to hell,I'm resitting paper 1 and 2 as well!!!Which I can say I totally cleanly forgot all about them,AS topics?No thanks,I've already returned to lecturer all I've learnt!

Can just kill me instead of prolonging the endurance and agony!C'mon la~

Getaway

So,today is public Holiday for Selangor state.At first,thought of studying for the entire day as usual but then woke up freaking late and then went to Palmville...then lepak a bit.Lunched at a sucky American Restaurant which served Italian dishes -_- .I ate the rather non-marinated Chicken Picatta which suppose to be breadcrumb and tasted crispy but due to the overportion of brown sauce,it turns into softened flour...tasted like bread crust soaked with water.YUCKS!

Later,went to One U,watched Rob-B-Hood starring Jackie Chan and Louis Koo which was damn fucking funny and touching...that particular baby is sooooooo cute overdose,feel like pulling him out of the screen but obviously I'm no god nor super-possessed.Oh yea,b4 that I went to Italiannies and stuffed up my tiny stomach with foods enough to feed an African country.All came in very big portions,cos we ordered the pasta series,Shrimp Aglio Olio(moderate only cos only normal olive oil was used and it looks as dry as it seems,tasted like maggi mee),Chicken Pamborado(wrong spelling I supposed)-A kinda spaghetti in thinner form which tasted rather nicer and La Viva...blabla Lasagne which err...too filling to say and it was overflooded with bolognaise caused us to stuff in lotsa tomatoes.Which I don't really like tomato,cos they tasted sour and appetitive.SIEN.Meanwhile,not really into typical pasta like alfredo fettucine,carbonara fettucini or wateva white sauce becos I'm so sick of it edi,PINK has it in their menu as well for only whooping 5 bucks where the sauce is freshly out from the can,they taste the same which too insignificant for my tastebud to be able to differentiate them!

We were so in a hurry to rush for the movie on 7.20pm.Couldn't finish the pasta and lasagne...what a great sin!The bonus of the day might be the Strawberry Calada(smoothies) which was a blend of banana and strawberry flavour,nice :)

Stayed there for stingy 30 minutes only I think -_-

Anyhow,I have Italian dishes for lunch and dinner today.Phobia-ed now.Esp the lasagne really left me in despair and traumatized as it doesn't taste as nice as/than it's competitors'.That's the drawback.The rest are actually so-so nia!Not sufficient enough for me to gone ooh-aah over it.Or maybe next time I should've try other dishes that recommended by Cheesie.How bout the Insalata ala Ringo & Jasiminne ,it should be nice?Argh yea...I forgot to try out the Panacotta topping with strawberry jam or something,I should go after A2 or try them in JB's(although the ambience not as good as One U but Tebrau City not bad afterall compare to boring Sunway Pyramid atleast!).

Viva la Italiano!


Clock wise from top left : Chicken Pamborado or Picatta thingy,Lasagne,Shrimp Aglio Olio.Look at the mozarella topping of lasagne,so fucking cheeeesieeeeeee,of cos I like it!


Strawberry Calada better than those smoothies from San Frans. Coffee and yet cheaper :)

PS:Italian foods are not meant for a person like me,I don't know how to appreciate them anyway,and that,Western dishes are nothing more than salt and pepper unlike Asian cuisines.We are using obviously more than just salt and pepper...

Fuckhole,I've been encountering this photo uploading problem for 1 whole year,duno wat's went wrong!Should be that stupiak hostel network or my template :/ I'm using 3rd party software to upload photos now...nabeh!

Between angel and devil,reviviscence?

Recently,I'm so annoyed by someone(once again) that I know.I dun wish to spell out HIS name hee to keep his pride in anonymity and freely venting all my frustration and do's/don'ts on him.

I'm actually quite speechless about it.I know all the while I'm being such a parochialism without the bravery and the strength to practicalise some aspects that you think oh-we-should-be-hand-in-hand-do-it-unanimously or watsoever in this civilization.In my 20 cents,you are the parochial one who grab-hold others as your entertainment and fun.SCHADENFREUDE!I dun care how u gotta insult me or humiliate me in ur own unique way but there's always a limit to everything,dun try to cross beyond my authority and challenge my patience.So u think it's fun?Then u can jolly well go fuck the toilet bowl for all I care!Iive had enough of all ur malicious or unintentional pranks...or maybe they could be a way of urs to try to show ur goodness but I'm sorry,that don't works on me.Save all ur effort and go get a life!

I'm here talking to you as a FRIEND of urs for ur own benefit.Take it or leave it is just up to u,not my life.I'm a pragmatic person or better yet a practical and realistic person.Don't try to bewitch or bedevil my stony brain.I hate hypocrites the most,like MOST OF THE MOST!If u wanna continue on playing hypocrisy and masking.Wrong person here to say.Get ur ass outta me and fuck off.

Don't trigger that trivial but POWERFUL innate devil behind those innocent looking eyes.IT CAN BE DESTRUCTIVE BEYOND UR FILTHY IMAGINATION!

God knows.

PS:Saw a brainless couple lingering at the freaking open-common-place of cafeteria.Obviously ppl with brain won't do such thing in the public esp. at one of the crowdest place of college.WTF they were like doing wetkissing,petting and all sorts.It's not say corrupting public moral(am not a narrow-gauge or cave-man thinking kinda person though),but the thing concerning the most is the sensibility of keeping in low profile.Tell u what,there are 58672930 couples in the college,wat do u think?Idiot ppl...pls go motel or brothel if u can't hold back ur lust.Idiotic.

So you think you can bedevil?

Excuse me...

*clear throat*

DIUNIAMACHAOHAIPUNDEKNABEHCHEWJIPEKJIAKGUNTAOBOPUHBOHYAMGONGBABIKHINZIR

씨발 눔!!!

*groan*

Sorry...

Where to begin...yea...so I'm so damn annoyed but lotsa stuffs happen around me lately!

First of all,why the fucking haze here again?To show us how nice if we can live in thick fog and dimness?Genting?The Fog?Waht about toilet brush up ur ass!Fucking HOTSPOTS from nowhere(apparently,all the fingers are pointing at Indonesia but I think our own country bear some responsibilities as well).Am I right?DO something...kayus!

Oh,prbably another smart and far-sighted minister of us will stand up(time to grab hold on the golden chance!) and seize this oppurtunity to promote the tourism market with the unique phenomenon that in their shit-filling brain might become an attraction(same case as the MAT REMPIT only...).It'll goes like 3 DAYS 2 NIGHT KUALA LUMPUR FREE&EASY HAZE EXPERIENCING TOUR PACKAGE...I've no idea why our country is manage by all these fucked up people.WORDS SPEAK LOUDER THAN ACTIONS,worst of all,the WORDS are exactly like a dull-witted + brain damaged 10 years old child will answer you if you ask them "What do you think abt this country's future prospect?"...obviously,don't expect to get constructive feedbacks.DUMBO!That's is why this country is always a 3rd world country(although they officially claimed that we are DEVELOPING),think deeper and you'll know what I mean.It's not FULLY developing,as long as our living standard still stepping on the same ground and no sense of better off at all!

OK enough,so we are encouraged to stay in indoor.For me,nowhere is a best place than my room.*blood boils*.I rather go out get suffocated by CarbonMono. than staying inside rotting away with that brainless creature residing with me.Wahlan,you know what,this is definitely the worst roommate you can get in your entire life I bet.NO LIFE is all I can describe him.

Tell me la,he stayed up yesterday whole night playing DoTA until dawn,8 am today!I went to bed around 530 am and constantly awakened by his massive keyboard and mouse banging sound.As if not bad enough,he summore can play and then talk to himself like some stupid brainless tarzan,yells and blasts profanities.WTF!!!I feel like throwing my pillow,cup,books over him and pour a cup of water on his lappy...then go back to sleep nonchalantly!Shit!I couldn't sleep until 8 am where this creature finally went dozed off .His final is on 29th Oct and mine is 30th.Bastard asshole fuckhole faggot!I think he shouldn't have came to Monash University.IMO,the best place for him is Tanjung Rambutan or some forests or national parks!He's not a human but a creature that words are unable to describe how barbarian he is...I really swear to GOD that I'm never ever wanna share a room with anyone else anymore,NOT ANYMORE.

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I'm still under procrastination now,so dead,FINALLLLL A2!!!Don't ask me to count my blessings or what.I believe I CAN DO IT...against all odds!

Feel like killing someone now,suck his bloods out and then burn the body into ashes!

PS:I wanna go backpack tour!

Happy Mooncake Festival(Mid-Autumm) to all the peeps

So,at the end,after lotsa hintings and grumblings,I still couldn't get the chance to eat mooncake.I told myself to forget it and give up,it's only for a year and so convinced that mooncake is in fact darn FATTENING.

No fish prawn oso good.Go play lantern downstairs enough.I saw lotsa students playing beside the pool and field,so damn fucking nice.lolx

I went for Bak Kut Teh again juz now in Klang!But not as nice as what I thought and what they claim,the pork meats are too much and were cut into too big piece like feeding animals only -_-.Damn hard to chew and then the ambience was not that nice also,smells like smelly tofu permeating everywhere because of the effing clogged longkang water.*pukes*.Cleanliness -50%

Anyway,since our Mr. Oh-So-Damn-Fucking-Nice-And-Handsome Dominic was on high form and mood today,so we got the GOLDEN chance to go.Only me,Susan,Dom.,Li Yin went...ditched Vinodh and Samsul.Blame Samsul for being Muslim...heehee!

So nothing for today,this is an exceptionally lonely mooncake festival without the presence of all the important elements to fulfill the meaning of celebrating this meaningful day.Sien.

Anyway,TAKE CARE of urself Kei!So sad that we gonna end this soon,so after A2 sure we have to play and party and clubbing everyday...Susan is going back Korea on Nov.(damn fast!,the rest is still undecide yet but hope we can keep in touch after A-levels k?No matter where we are...overseas or local!Gonna miss u guys :(

Damn Steph. is going to celebrate her 2006's Xmas and 2007's New Year in UK upon travelling there...damn envy la...too bad I think the likelihood that I'm going to travel overseas is very miserable cos I have to work and save money for my future backpack tour!

DAMN!

What bout me?Where should I go next...

Lunar deep thoughts

The title speaks all,Mooncake Festival is around the corner.Pardon me,I almost forgot how's the moon and the mooncake looks like.Probably becos of the pervasion on untraceable haze in Sunway,obfuscating the outline of the moon.Apparently,this place sucks,that's all I can say.

A message to unknowns and some anonymous lads out there :

I wanna stuff in 3542 pieces of mooncakes into my mouth so bad.The ironic thing is I never even have the chance to taste even a tiny bit of mooncake pastry up until now,few more days before the due date of our Mid-Autumm Festival.Now,I can't be bothered much anymore,eventhough there are only conventional lotus paste or boring redbean flavour without salted egg yolk left redundant on the market,I FUCKING CARE JUST GIMME ONE ENOUGH!It seems quite impossible as I'm already having trouble dealing with my daily meals.I can still remember those day I don't even bother to look at those mooncakes that people gave to us cos,undoubtly,with my intuition,instinct or wateva u called it,those 4 pieces hiding beneath are none other than lotus paste filling with either 1 or 2 yolks,some don't even have...so rigid,o-bit,typical,repellant and grossed out.....However,it's different scenario now.I would love to have it even if it's only lotus paste kosong.DESPERATE OVERDOSE!

Assorted new and innovative flavours are so breathtaking enough to get me into catch-22.We are simply spoilt by all the choices out there.Hell...,Nyonya,Shanghainese,Chocolate,Cheese,Mua Ci,Chicken Floss...are just a minute of them among the far-flung of choices!!!I swear they can be so orgasmic that you might even craving for it during off-festival season.

All but if only I can have one little piece place on my desk the next morning by unknown(that could be the responsibility of the Moon Fairy(嫦娥) as a way of adopting the same method what the Santa usually do)...it's time for REVOLUTION!Just ask yourself why should we let Santa have all the fun and credits? -_-

Anyhow,I dreamt about one of my classmate KISSED me last night.I'm clueless about the indication of that dream but apparently it was yet another spice of life,another way to "indulge" myself...in a healthy way la!I'm so blessed that it was not other girl than her...or else it could just become a nightmare instead!LMAO :) so sweet...O.0

Dun ask me who was it,it was only a dream which beyond my ability to control.And fuck those who think that it was a wet dream.I'm not as horny and desperate as you,asshole!

MOONCAKE MOONCAKE MOONCAKE MOONCAKE MOONCAKE MOONCAKE MOONCAKE MOONCAKE MOONCAKE MOONCAKE MOONCAKE MOONCAKE MOONCAKE MOONCAKE MOONCAKE MOONCAKE MOONCAKE MOONCAKE MOONCAKE MOONCAKE
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PS : Preferably from Yong Sheng,Lavender,Season,Bakers Cottage,Dai Thong,Hoi Ngoi Tin...ghee!!!

Series of breaking down events

Skipping classes...
Swollen eyelids...
Floating legs...
Panda eyes...
Listless expression...
Draggy rhythm...
Sloppy dressed...
Tonnes of books in hand...

If u haven't realise yet,that's the sketching of my life currently.Library is no more a monastry to me,but tomb of wisdom.I'm constantly moving towards the extent of becoming a geek and super duper nerd.

Yesterday,one of this Korean friend of mine was chatting with me and suddenly he popped,"hey,u look GENIUS,aren't u?",then I was like "...-_-!"(momentary abashed to his statement made on me).

I just wanted to figure out what does his term implies?Was he telling me that judging from my look,I should be a scholarly type of person which at the end of the day,I wasn't one of them,becos I told him how I screwed my results?If I'm ever a genius,will I be oh-so-faithfully sticking to this rotten university college of Sunway?I could've already made my sweet way to one of the top university like NUS,Melbourne U,Harvard,Ox-Bridge...and bla bla IF I ever a so called genius.I would say,mind your words and don't judge a book by its cover.Obviously he didn't get what I'm trying to convey.Pathetic gay fellow.

Enough of that,finally,I started off my tort law's revision today and almost decided to call it off the same day.NEGLIGENCE...nono...Law is really pain in the ass.Seriously I never hate a subject so much than this.Last time,History was like killing us but still it was pretty interesting and damn suprisingly/miraculously I got an A notwithstanding.To get A for A2 Law,1st and foremost,you have to have the ability to read up a dictionary(not the electronic one),in like 2 months time and another dictionary for the subsequent 2 months.How am I suppose to do that?I can't even bring myself to finish the a whole set of newspaper...and then celaka my writing speed is as fast as turtle crawling only.Now,tell me how to finish a set of paper which comprises 3 essays anwering,in 1 and a half hour with standard length of 2-3 wordful pages MINIMUM?It's better to ask me to go to hell directly and stop complaining here for the 789207th times.

Some samples of legal terms in tort and contract :

novus actus interveniens,res ipsa loquitur,volenti non fit injuria,restitutio integrum,caveat emptor,promissory estoppel,non est factum,uberrimae fidei...these are not all yet.(Note:those words are Latin terms where they'll lead to a whole lengthy complicated interpretation which can go like chapter-ful)

Not including mountainous of example cases and their facts yet,and you have to memorise one by one CHRONICALLY and ORDERLY!Worse to worse,APPLICATIONS where they'll give u some dumb scenarios and u do the interpretations and elaborations with illustrations of tonnes of cases along.Oie!I'm just a Pre-U student la...why the hell teaching me all those first year syllabus?

With all these are able to deprive my time to prepare for the other 2 miserable subjects.All I know is at this stage I shouldn't have sitting here in front of my lappy complaining every single bit of it and go get a life or study.BUT THIS IS MY OWN SPACE TO VENT ALL MY HARDSHIPS which at end of the day,endurance is the only solution.*sigh*.Again thinking about my pathway after A-Levels is even more depressing and can anytime send me to the Psychiatrist.It seems like there are lotsa obstacles ahead of me from time to time.What to do?I'm still so young(I assume!) and it's not even my turn to worry about all these stuffs as there are lots more of people that having worse situation than me out there.Unbeknown to my parents,how I wish they could just sit down and pay me their attention for a few minutes to listen to my plan.Yet I failed to own their few-minutes worth of time.I got no more time and my varsity life has to start off as fast as it can be.The good old cliche goes like : Failed to plan is plan to fail...

Seriously,my problem is the common problem for most of the the Pre-U students out there.Especially A-levels and STPM.If I have an excellent result,worry is none of my difficulty but with only average result,it's so hard to make my future route more visibly seen.

I've yet to lose the spirit of perseverance but of cos not yet,time will tell.And I'm so tiring now after studying for all day long,and still gotta get back to books after ranting here just becos I wasted some time earlier on.I wanted to go to the Ramadhan Bazaar nearby but as we came out of the library only to realise that it was already dusk(rarely got the chance to come out from the library with bright sunlight these days)...stalls mostly sao tong jor...and then we went Pasar Malam at ss14 again found that food stalls are yet to close with only few pathetic dishes left.Desperately we went further to D'sara uptown,no parking.Plan to go Klang for lala but realised that we are so broke.Finally the most economical way,we just had our dinner(my unofficially buka puasa,yea,I fast!) in ss2,nasi lemak -_-.Reached Condo. with rather loosened bone rack.I'm dead beat!

Burning midnight oil tonight as well...!Needless to say :(

This one to test the ability to view Chinese

大家好，终于可以看中文了！但是我还是会继续blog in broken English...哈哈！万分抱歉-_-

Ok fine,so my blog is able to shown Chinese now,all the while my noobiness told me that it doesn't support Chinese somehow cos of my blogskin codes.So my attempt for today finally washed off my misundertanding and stupidity.

Courtesy of Jason la...( http://www.zhyferox.com )"I lazy to encode it into instant link,so jus copy the link and go urself or find it under my linked blogs session la" -_-...his new revamp blog.Very professional and got some Jpops as well!!!

And so,I really think I should seize the oppurtunity of my break after A2 to start polish my kaputed skills.Damn~