Har...!

Out of the blue...something caught my mind.

C-H-E-M-I-S-T-R-Y

I can't help but to swear out a few words of glory, I used to score A2 for that during SPM but of course given my mediocre standard A2 at that time was pretty good already.However, that doesn't imply anything good for future consumption also.I can't even remember a shit for good!

Not even the basic ones seriously,

Can someone tell me what is,

Empirical Formula
Stoichiometry
Chemical Bonding
Masses
Periodic Table
Transition Elements
Oxidation and Reduction
Acids,Bases,Salts
Organic Chemistry
Electrochemistry
Atomic Structure
Thermochemistry
Chemical Equilibria
Formulae,equations,solutions,calculations sekalian...*.*

I used to love Organic Chemistry during Form 5 a lot partly because I was lucky enough to be bestowed with one of the best Kimia tutors in JB...she motivated the whole class with her easy yet compact teachings!Don't even mention about my school's Kimia teacher back then, like useless only.And so, I don't know how...Calculus shouldn't be a problem anymore but Chem and Physics are a bit out of track, long gone.Guess I need to skip meals for Chem's revision, skip sleeping times for Physics and skip a bit of leisure times for Bio. Bio is not much a problem given that ability of memorising is the core to key of success + tad bit of comprehension la...

Well, have to stem the tide no matter how this time. I won't allow the past history to repeat again today! But I often heard from ppl that Physics is easier than Chem at times...it all depends I think. Physics is more on calculations and deep understanding of physical elements but Chem you have to base a lot on theory and imagination cos you can't see the reactions happen with naked eyes...somehow...depends la!

School's starting soon I'm happy :) but a bit sad :( though.

Have to pump in 5 times more efforts than the others...which apparently will be younger than me in age :s .Afterall, bak kata pepatah "agi idup agi ngelaban"...although SAT is ngegeh banget but in order not to throw 64 USD down the drain, I have to get over it no matter what.

***

Today around 5 in the afternoon I heard police siren around, dad came back and told us there was a murder case happened in our neighbourhood just few houses away from mine there was this family of three where the wive was being strangled to death by wires. And the son was upstair without even noticed that his/her mum was being murdered. No signs of being ransacked or break in by robbers but they suspect,

1)that it must had been done by either robber who accidentally killed the lady and later ran away out of panic without taking anything valuables along.

2)Insider's job which concluded by us after some laymen discussions.The husband(my dad knows him!) did not have alibi. So we suspect he could have be the murderer where he mocked up the whole scene by murdered his wife and went out then came back pretending he did not realise it until he was back...somehow it was weird that the son could not hear anything during the incident...well these all have to leave them to the crime investigation department!CSI~

OMG~I can't stop murmuring OMG! somehow...it just reminded me about how many past incidents of murdering happened in my neighbourhood.Let me list out,

1)I saw a teenage girl being pulled forcefully into a car by 2 paikia looking men right in front my doorstep.However I was too chickened(hey I was only form 3 back then, yea, so what the big deal, I've already said that I'm too chickened and unsure about the situation), so I just stood at a hidden corner looking at them with one eye and later I told this to my dad and I think he did a police report on that...

2)Wife murdered husband case at other residential section of my neighbourhood.

3)Husband murdered wife case at this apartment behind my house.

and some which I forgot already.

And we used to be victim of theft,robbery and fraud(to me they are no difference) in our own neighbourhood. I can't stop numbering them already.

First was a huge ransack when I was still in primary 6, my house was nearly emptied by damn fucking robbers who came and moved everything included soft toys,kitchenwares and so on that can sell a cent or two away in lorry!Everything was lifted and uncovered....and my house was practically empty after that incident and I could hear my own echoes in my house.Our passports and birthcerts and sis's IC were all gone as well...nia seng!

Second, some drug addicts came into the car porch to steal away our shoes and sneakers...this happened twice as the latest one was last year where my beloved Adidas threestripes limited edition sneaker was sacrificed :(

Third, back then when I was form 3, I was waiting for my dad to pick me up at the bus stop. This stupid drug addict looking Ah Beng rode on his fucking shabby motorcycle came and conned away my handphone...I was so angry and threw my Squash Club's report book towards the motor when he happily swifted away.It did not hit him and the book was found badly damaged...

My neighbours next door and behind had gone through a lot of similar incidents...where the prominent one is house break-in theft cases.....and so they formed this Rukun Tetannga(Neighbourhood Community) to hire external security guards for patrolling around the area since apparently we know the ability of our district's polices.And recently,residents based patrol teams were also formed after robbery cases at the shop houses behind us getting frequent.Imagine we need to take up the police's job by our own cos the PDRM is no longer reliable here.Don't even make me go further and mention about this police inspector who came to investigate over the ransacked case asked for Duit Kopi (sort of asking for extortion money) before he went on collectiong the thumbprints everywhere...and in the end no breakthrough also.Corrupted officers!

Out of desperation, some of the areas at my neighbourhood have been fenced up.The so called Gated Guarded Community.But was recently rendered illegal by the municipal council due to a lot of criticisms and conflicts going on around.Unless they request from the authority to acquire permission.

How sad is that :( .Being a homegrown citizen of Johor Bahru, I don't need much of economic development or development towards a big metro like New York or HK, not even hoping for a new Disneyland to be built at our doorsteps...neither will I be pleased by more installations of shopping complex.Just give me a zero crime rate environment will do, if not more.I believe with that we can even attract more foreign developments around...rather than proposing all sorts of white elephant projects ambitiously.

No title la...

Must be some subtle poisons that doing all the shits behind...why can't I just hit the bed and sleep at the time that I normally do?

Bum!

PS:Thinking of going for Eng. crash course to brush up my skill...getting horrendous these days
not like it was very good but kinda rusty to say :(

The purpose of life is a life of purpose

Go ahead and ask me what I've gained so far in my hiatus period between my next study pursue and the previous A-levels, go on ask me la!I can tell you besides unwanted weight that came meddle with the scale and some other side effects developed from those lazy bones of mine.The most apparent one is I've been transformed into a nocturnal animal T^T.Not like I don't feel sleepy at all you see somehow I just don't know where the problem lies.My accomplice,the best companion all time all day no matter you eat shit sleep,it won't ever absent in life,let me introduce you...Mr. Lappy The Laptop!*applaud*

No doubt you are small and puny but I can see a whole new big world inside of you.The monitor of you just like the best window that leads to anywhere in the world conveniently at one click away.

Right,enough said.Because of you I sunk deeper.Because of you my vision deteriorated.Because of you I am fatally stressed out.Because of you I had inharmonious disputes with my family.Because of you my shoulders slouched even more.Because of you I'm constantly walking into sleeping disorder.The 2nd idiot box you are.I'm the idiotic owner who owned this idiotic box.Sounds reasonable right?

Anyhow,procrastinating for so long.Here I am,staring at my OFFICIAL SAT BOOK aimlessly.Flipped through those pages,wow,again,a brand new world that somewhat seems strange to me!How deadly it can be I tell you.First thing,the Critical reading part,if you're lucky enough you get easy vocabs but if you're not,find a nearest wall and bang your head against it to end the misery.That should simply implies,you can't escape from reading a brick/grenade dictionary!Especially when you're someone like me who hardly read,it can be real pain in ass!For once,I thought I'm reading a Yellowpages Directory -_-.Perhaps the latter can be a bit lighter in reading.

And then the writing part,yea,how lucky I am,I'm sitting for the new format of SAT where WRITING is a new addition to the old format.Although it's only 300 words of weightage but the essay title can really push me ahead for a nice mental/nervous breakdown.I'm so happy that I'm gonna write Manglish for my writing part...who cares *roll eyes*.I'm MALAYSIA truly Asian!Asian pride yee-haw~

Ok now you tell me the Mathematics section is damn kacang.Yea,you will be entitled to that ONLY IF you do revision everyday like your good old college days.In my case,I'm pretty much a goner,my hiatus period is blank and debauched(not what you think ok?).Mana ada masa dan tenaga nak menceburi ilmu baru mahupun ada ilmu yang telah dihayati tapi dah lah lama tinggal kaput!Of course after 1 and a half years of torments from Cambridge A-levels (yea it was Cambridge board mind you!),I can't be possible to forgo that mere few months of break...of course gotta let loose and indulge myself la...what else can I do then,study meh?I've had enough and it's coming back again in no time :s

But contrary to that,after a long lost from going for classes and rushing to meet due date for tutorials and so...I'm getting much more eager to venture back into that field again.Haha,at least I can get busy and come to know that I'm not a scum who sit at home doing nothing but idling in front of the laptop doing the same motion for few months...having to think of that it's better to get out from exiling and bury into books.Nostalgia I think haha...but somehow same thing will still happens once get sicked from studying :( .Life is full of paradox!

Oops,drifted away from the Maths debacle already.Yea.So after a good long parting from Vectors in 3 ways,Complex number,Prime number,Polygons,Trigonometry(most evil ones)...now this test can provides me a soft review+revision on the past syllabus I've learnt(ahem,excuse meh but have I ever learnt?).In any case,I just wanna tell you my imaginary peeps that you have to constantly do revision in order to keep your grey matter functioning well when in need.And the deadliest thing is all my A-levels book are stranded in my godpa's house because afterall I thought I won't be using them somehow and to hell I even threw some away or sold to old newspaper collector T^T...as a Chinese proverb saying "书到用时方恨少"(loosely translated : that you come into a crucial situation where the knowledge derived from books is insufficient to help you.)Something like that,correct me if I'm wrong,proverbs are not my forte.

Fortunately,there aren't any Calculus questions.I do like Calculus but time is the factor haha...I need more times to revise if it's ever been asked.Not easy wei.....

Now all I can do is pray hard that they'll ask more questions that involve simple arithmetic calculations hehe...so my score won't be that miserable since I'm most probably will flop the reading part :( Will God bless me?Hm...I think God will given I'm a pious follower of God.

Hope I can get at least 1350 out of 2400 scores in order to ensure serenity over my ears from parents although I'm too early to sit for SAT but just get used to it first...if backfired still can resit haha and the price is only less than half of the IELTS that I used to take.To my glee,it's charging in USD so it all depends on the forex rates.Speculators have already foreseen the high possible of depreciation in USD(towards the Ringgit)sometimes end of this year la...so time to reap a veritable boon!Moreover,I'm gonna give up my IELTS's validity date since I'm not going overseas in any time soon in 1+ years ahead.Even if I do,IELTS will be irrelevant because I'm aiming for ADP instead so TOEFL is more appropriate in that sense.Holyshit,have to sit for a English standard assessment test again T^T...luckily TOEFL is not that costly I heard and most importantly,EASIER...I hope.What else can be harder than Queen's English?

I shall cease myself from writing unwanted journal from now on 'till the very end of my SAT test or perhaps longer 'till everything is settled for my coming intake.

Wish me luck and till then...adios for time being.

PS:Finally got my first reject letter from NTU...30 SGD down the drain.Expected.SMU is another gone case...I'm not keen in any place to get an offer from SMU also.NTU is a bit pity though :/

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LIFE IS JUST SO VULNERABLE

And I won't regret to say this, humans are nothing but a bunch of powerless creatures who are

trying to jumble up nature's course.

But they are fatally shattered by a mere fling of finger from the earth.

Plain sad creature we are...

Deat beat

What could happen when you never sleep for the whole night but was required to go out the next day early morning?

one word, vampirised.

***

I went out at 0715 without asking dad to fetch(yea, you know what happened).Instead I took cab and public bus to checkpoint only to find out that the two who asked me to reach as early as possible were late themselves, celaka!Thought Janet was very punctual and must have reach NYP at sharp 0900.Anyway, she got a divine offer from NYP's Occupational Theraphy, a very high requirement course.Well, having to score 2As,1B and 1C, nothing is a problem to her.Glad she got her ideal course afterall.

Not like what but when looking at ppl around you happily accepted their offers from their ideal Uni/Poly/College with their ideal courses,aside from feeling glad that they have been spared from misfortune,can't say that I careless to bother about my own calamities.So what if I got offers from RMIT,MacQuarie U,UniSA...?Those are not what I wanted,part of it is too costly and part of it is I couldn't help but to only opt for their finance and business courses that I don't really in favour of(although I'm a Alevel art stream holder...).Many a times,I was asked to go with the flow,but what if I refuse and go against it?How much business can do these days,to me it's nothing but all about marketing,management,econs,law,finance and so...that don't even elevate my interest and worse of it,I can't even go into the extent of thinking myself burying in law books again...econs is ok with those graph to instill you into critical thinking,and also marketing,management and all else...they sound dry,dull,boring,conventional and *(insert your own word).I wouldn't even wanna think of venture into these at first place.Well,look at Occupational Theraphy,it sounds so not-dull and eventful,things happen inside must have been interesting enough to my like.lol.If I was ever required to take up business,why bother to apply to so many Uni,I can jolly well ended up in one of the many shophouse-based colleges in downtown somewhere around Jln. Tebrau and Jln. Wong Ah Fook...plenty of them catering suspicious accredited business courses.Not an inside joke that I'm about to make but it's fact...for those who aware.It can be very nice to get stucked in this town for whole life if you are those kinda nostalgic person,to consider myself fortunate enough or not that I've no idea,but I am certainly NOT one of them.I'm claustrophobic,I hate to lock away in a small enclosure.Can u smell the hint?

First few batches of SMU admission interview has already commenced.Least to my surprise,they asked something like"What do you think about the impact to SINGAPORE of the rising of China and India today?",typical current economic issues.I can list out a lot of impacts given that it's only a matter of general knowledge and application of economic theories/policies....can further blabber about if you want like switch away from labour intensive,phase out the cheap labours and resort to high skilled industry to latch on the opportunities that bring about by the open gate of China and India...that's like kill 2 birds in one stone,fiscal/monetary policies and blahs...but if I ever get the chance to participate in the interview,I'll ask them go to hell,cos they can't even manage some trivial documents properly,let's don't even hitch on that titular name of "Management" university!Oh and the interview will be conducted in group...sounds scary cos higher possibility to flop if you chickened out last minute(formal dress code and excessive bravery needed),for those who don't know much about SINGAPORE economic issues,you gotta do last minute studies.What an obsessive-compulsive-disorder's sad case,ain't that sucky?Well,take the plunge and go on answering,you asked for it since it's "SINGAPORE" Management University that you are applying.By all means,expect all of those to happen.

In any case,

after the NYP session(hell that place was jampacked with teensy students...Singaporean*roll eyes*).We headed to a hospital at Ang Mo Kio cos she gotta do med. check up for NYP and then took our lunch at AMK hub...basically we toured the whole AMK la...damn residential place with nothing much interesting.Taxi was the only way we travelled en route cos we had no idea where the bus will be heading lol.

Haha, then we cleanly forgot about BT was waiting for us in Dhoby Ghaut at 1200 as appointed.SHe went all flamed when I sms-ed her and met her...cos I was uplifted by all the foods in AMK hub and just ate crazily cos I was damn famished...never even took my last night's dinner well and same day's breakfast(you, know why la...)*pouts*

I didn't even hit the money changer so through out the trip I was surviving with only 30 SGD :/

In any case, went to SMU again to submit our documents and nearly quarrelled with the admission officer lol.She was being unfriendly I guess given that they are the one who made us suffer from all these detriments at first.

Hell, Singapore was damn hot...not much greenery around I guess especially around the SMU area and Orchard.Siao.

I came back JB, picked up by sis and went home sleep all the way until today for around 17 hours...still feeling kinda drowsy.I crashed my feet with all the walkings,my thumbs are frying now....damn pain....think I'm a bit old for that already :(

PS: Eh,Sanjaya Malakar is not that bad besides his voice is more on the "tender" side,I don't see it as a problem at all lor...afterall he's unique with his own personalities unlike others just like carbon copies of one another.Yes la...sick of power lungs and dunno why this season's male contestants are so a bit of faggoty :p I wish I had Sanjaya's smile...I thought it looks charismatic *slaps* @.@

Singapore Management University had me on!

What on earth is happening there?

I just went to check my application status from SMU website and it written that my supporting documents are not yet received?hello~Hello~HELLO*trails off*...Lao Yeh went all the way across the causeway,crammed how long of MRT to Dhoby Ghaut(u can look for that particular post in my March's archive) and walked,perspired and drenched just to find out where was the fucking admission building in Victoria St.I wish I had GPS with me but NO I DIDN'T!

I thought it was the safest way to send my documents over personally but hell I was wrong,I've made the biggest mistake on earth.The admission office actually OVERLOOKED my documents can you believe it?How far can absurdity goes you tell me la??!I trusted it because it is funded by Singapore govt. but yet the service and efficiency turned out to be as bad as 3rd world's service!I don't wanna take this kinda silly excuse from them anyhow,I'm not afraid of making scene!Shitty wanton ppl.And tht particular day,this particular receptionist lady was still using her MSN for chatting completely igonored our presence.And now,3 of us our documents are in oblivion....screw her man.If they can't even handle this,let alone to send those documents by post la.At first I thought it was only due to the absence of SAT result that puts it for not being received.But later,Steph told me she has already received call up appointment for interviewing from SMU where she doesn't even have SAT as well like us,not even in any place to register yet!
This is crazy definitely!

And the only solution I got from their robotic reply was to boh pien but to resend everything all over again!Fuck them only...think I so free shake leg eh?Detest their way of doing things big time.Disgrace to all the Singapore Universities and MOE.

Strangely,they didn't receive anything but only the fees.Which again implies that they are bloody money driven.So long as they received the money,nothing else much they would care.I know my result is not that good afterall to deserve for their tiny bits of cheap attention but I can't help but to curse them!

JIBAI!

To add salt to wound,I have a very unsupportive daddy.I don't wish to say why but he just doesn't have faith in me.

So this is what I called SNAFU where Situation Normally All Fucked Up!

Saturday

I tell you, never ever go to City Square during the weekend. The crowd is damn dense!With all those ppl coming across the causeway and going downtown, this place is the intersection of both.



I was very reluctant to go out on Saturday cos I don't like to squeeze away with the crowd but since Michell hardly calls and coincidentally I have to collect my watch, and so I went.



And starting from Friday until Sunday, Pikom is having PC fair in CS's concourse.Which again tells us not to go!



Anyhow, I reached there around 11 past a quarter and the crowd was already apparent!While waiting for those ffk kings and queens to arrive.I just loitering around MPH cos that's the quietest place to runaway since JB-ians hardly read :p



Later, Felicia came with a supersized pimple around her chin haha...funny.Then we went to find BL who's working in Nokia and I went to see Cheryll who's also working in Body Shop(yea I got lotsa frens working there currently...nearly 10) to try out some EDTs and being a cheapo of cos must rip some freebies as well but was told off by her lol.



After all the ffk kings queens arrived we then as usualy went into our Neway's cabin.Sing sing sing happy happy happy like mad cow.



After that session, I barged into the PC Fair's crowd to look for external HDD drive. The stupid aisles were standing with lotsa static stopper-by who blocked thee whole lane which made us hard to move forward, stupid. And I bought one 60GB from Navotech for only RM 150 lol.Due to the heavy crowd around, our mood kinda dampened so me and Charles went back earlier.



This eejit salesman from Navotech is damn forgetful, all he cares was only the money not the service at all lor...never told me how to fix the HDD which seems like a maze to me *scratches head*.So only found out later from Kim Keat that the drive requires a good format!Damn tulan...I was never told by the salesman also, yea eventhough they espect us to know cos to them it's general knowledge but this is just a plain stupid excuse of their bad customer service!Thanks KK :)



And Uncle SJ nearly had me jeopardized!He asked me to tear off the sticker behind the hard drive which warranty will be rendered void once I do so!*phew*Uncle ah uncle...thought you're always the agony uncle who knows a lot! No la, not blaming you, just wanna make fun on you at least you know this better than I do. I don't fucking even know shits about "master" and "slave" the only scene that will associate with 2 of those words that I can think of is ahem...well.



So afterall 60GB is not very sufficient to be frank since I will never delete anything after I force-fed the storage lol.So to cultivate a habit, might as well buy smaller storage and start off deleting ribbish!Finally have my own HDD, if not I'm gonna live under Sis's "min sek"!



I'm on a lil' depression currently since all those room I found in Mentari are having flaws. Be it or not a minor or major one but my requirement is rather simple. Just a furnished room with water heater, fridge, washing machine and broadband in the unit. That's a very down to earth demand lah...since college hostels can provide this kinda facilities, why not private homestays? Cos they see only profit returns in their eyes. Fulat! And the rental ideally should be ranging around 300-400 if it's without a/c. Otherwise I can't think of any better reason to make my payments worth unless they furnished it with gold plated and diamonds or any other diamantes mounted furnitures.



For instance, this landlord is pricing his unfurnished single room for 250 per month. With furnitures, it goes up to 480 per months. 230 bucks increment per month. Let's say those ciplak wooden furnitures in that room cost her around 700 altogether. In less than 4 months, she'll be able to earn back her "prime" cost with profit! CCB.



Now still miserable in lodging...might be temporarily homeless for the first week to second if I'm ever there to study. In the mean time, have to look around and hunt for a nest! Sien...hate to imagine that.



Fan ar...!


I bought these 2 IYS series of EDTs from Cheryll thought they smell sooooo nice!Rougeberry is MTV's choice and Aztique is effing fruity can!

Single room wanted around SS15

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Basic requirements :

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2. House is equipped with broadband internet connection,water heater,washing
machine,refrigerator,cooking stove if possible and thereof.

3. Friendly and studious non smoker housemates preferably Chinese.

4. Budget range RM 350-Rm500 (best if inclusive of utility bills)


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PS : this is an urgent unilateral message made to fellow Malaysian public as I need the room before or around early May and I request your good self to consider my offer :)

RSS Feed?!

I can't seem to figure out the problem pertaining to RSS Feed,Atom,and all the blahs thereof...

XML,FTP,HTML codes,I'm flooding with all these matrices inside...sorta becoming like @.@
a very apt emo to describe.

I know there is no point for me in doing so,enabling feed seems rather pointless for my blog given that it is still in "closet" without popularity due to my poor language handling,monotonous writings,explicit contents,excessive profanities,poor layout,annoying scrolling bars.Oh well,by "feed-ing" it ,who knows someday my blog will records a tremendous increase in viewer overnight?By saying "someday" it's very obvious that that was a hypothetical statement which MAY OR NOT happens!I'll just assume that it is gonna hit the chart in no time :p

I think this post is rather a shout out of S.O.S to none(no one's cave) and do I hear echoes?

But still,how am I gonna squeeze out my brain for this knotty RSS Feed galore!Kill me...

Culture shock

Well...this might came a bit late but I just found out that,

盆踊(Bon Odori) = 盂兰节(Hungry Ghost Festival) !!!

Pardon for my ignorance!

Something like a Buddhist celebration dedicated to remembrance of the dead. It is believed that souls of the departed return to the living during the festival.Of course they share a same origin with similar plot behind...

So the question is how come each and every mid-July or mid-August, there will numerous of so called trend-setters and Y-generations settle down in an open field doing all the dances in Yukata(Japanese bath robe), mesmerizing in the ritual of other ethnic, I bet most of them don't even have clues what are all these about!

And do they even acknowledge the existence of this festival in the Chinese counterpart?Yes, we have it on our own but often being neglected by the young ones because Bon Odori seems more appealing which bear the chances of meeting Japanese chicks while for ours just nothing but burning joss sticks,candles and paper dummies offering(which rather global-unfriendly and ridiculous).Hello~if that's what their main purpose, they can jolly well download Japanese porns few clicks away in front their monitors and watch as many as they like while doing their hanky-panky jobs.

Bon Odori is a festival for younger Japanese to remember their own culture even when they're residing at overseas.For none Japanese like us,I won't stop you from going of course but at least you have to know the meaning behind before you make yourself present at the scene...for like let's say you are interested in knowing Japanese culture.However,if you come in without knowing a shit but blindly live up to other ppl's foolishness of following the trend...better still,go fug yourself!

All in all, Japanese Bon Odori and Chinese Hungry Ghost Festival are the same festival celebrate by Buddhists and ain't an ethnic based festival afterall.The only difference are Chinese and Japanese each celebrates it in their own ways which they are more accustomed to for which they are of different ethnic groups with different cultural backgrounds and mores.

Find out more details on :

Wikipedia-Bon Festival

Wikipedia-Hungry Ghost Festival

New books on shelf!

Saw 2 of this under the recommendation section and I just bought it after some instant reading.Supposed to buy Adibah Amin's "As I Was Passing" but it comes in 2 books and I find it rather dull after a few reading from the first book, just not as nice as what I expected it to be but Adibah Amin is a very famous reporter/journalist who wrote numerous columns in NST titled "As I Was Passing"...the books are the compiled version from the collection of her articles.Used to love it but somehow lost touch after some time since parents are inclining toward Star and Sin Chew Daily, lol, and I can't be bothered much so long as I get to read news.I'm such a poor reader I guess.

Anyhow,I won't write reviews on these books...my time is getting limited and I bet my reviews are nowhere on par with professional reviews by other bloggers.Thanks to my poor vocabs and grammar.And yea, I AM SO LAZY!

Take the gloomy

........

Somehow mood fucked up today due to the effing flu and damn mo-fo fickle weather.

My boredom has been slowly transformed into claustrophobia, that I can foresee it :/

Anyways, that could be me being stir-crazy and a lil' bit of paranoid resulting from some long term idleness...don't really feel like talking to anyone not even my close ones. Guess I need time to overcome...

Am very emo and demotivated lah!

And dare you to come fuck with me, I won't bite though but I'll slit my wrist.

Introspecting is needed now...so as to spice 'em up!

Listening : Gravity by Embrace

Report's out!

Dad has just gotten my latest health screening report.

This time quite a number of problems :(

1. LDL too high...resulted from my fav. cheese,choc,fried stuffs and so on.
2. Trace of protein in my urine(proteinuria?)!Die this time seriously,it could be a sign of kidney failure but the pathologist told that it can be traced in urine after excessive consumption of energy.It can be good or bad either.But I think most probably is lack of water,as I hardly consume much water at home due to little perspiration(since my house ain't a sauna).

Although diabetes and high blood pressure (hypertension) are most commonly
associated with proteinuria, other factors can result in temporary proteinuria.
These include:

Dehydration or
heat-related injury
Fever, infection or acute
illness
Emotional stress
Intense
physical activity
Seizures
Extreme cold
Abdominal
surgery
Administration of epinephrine

Since my blood sugar level and blood pressure is nothing but very normal,so I assume the causes can be one of those listed above.Phew...as what the patho. told my dad so.

Another form of this condition, which is considered fairly common in
adolescents, is postural or orthostatic proteinuria. In most cases, protein in
the urine is detected in a routine screening of the child and normally appears
without the presence of other symptoms. In these patients, a significant amount
of protein leaks into the urine when they are upright (orthostatic). The level
of protein in the morning may be normal.
It is believed that standing adds to
the pressure on the kidneys’ filtering agents, which in turn causes more protein
to leak into the urine. Conversely, when lying down, the pressure is relieved
and little or no protein gets through. The concentration of protein in
orthostatic proteinuria is often greater in the afternoon than in the morning.
Most adolescents who have this condition outgrow it.

I wonder am I still come under the adolescent stage?I'm 20...

Anyhow,I'm dying I know...bye all.

Reason of death : Kidney failure

Choi touch wood...from now on yat yat bat pui sui(8 glasses of water per day)!

No eggs,no chocs,no ice cream,no cheese,no butter,no fried,no potatoes,no oyster and oily stuffs!

More cereals,more veges,more whole wheat meals,more work ups!

Less sugar,less salt,less oil!

Last but not least,less "da bao" food!Those foods outside are really evil...aji aji aji!

Blesses~

Make it the doggies way!

Cheryll had recently got herself 2 new puppies from someone who was so generous enough to give away 2 newly born doggies for her collection!




Happy and Mocha(the names tell all)...Mocha is the one with terrier's breed in brown fur and Happy is the one who resembles Beethoven,with St. Bernard's breed.(She claims lah...)Who cares cos they are so fucking adorable,that's it.

Whoa.Ain't it cute!With that lil' tongue sticking out which is the killer pose to melt one's heart *cuddle*.And either way,it is chubby enough to my liking!

@.@ What kinda pose is it?!It's alluring me to hook them away one day...secretly.(It was actually sleeping lah...)

Cheryll is so greedy and mean cos she refused to grant me one of them as she has already got 3 doggies.I told her to let them inter-fuck each other when they grow up but she gave me excuse of both of them are females -_-.I don't mind having a hybrid doggie as long as they are cute and adorable.I'm thinking of buying some rodents to overcome my crave for doggies since rodents are easy to manage and parents are so dogged to turn down my request all the time(pun not intended),since my house don't have sufficient space for them,but my room can spare out some space I guess and everything is complete until I realised that I have slight allergy to fur and hairy stuffs,bummer!Wish I was raised up in a cottage villa on a country farm or something like that.

I'd love to have a pomeranian,chihuahua,golden retriever,maltese,siberian husky,shihtzu...if anyone can hear me out there...

hello~

PS:I really wanna proclaim to a certain someone whom I know for years that SHE should know who I'm referring to...stop all your foolish and naive malicious statements against me ok?I'm telling you those stuffs for your own interests.It doesn't even do me anything good,eejit!Anything please confront me in person instead of doing it the cowardly way.I'm in for ear bashing instead of some badmouthed connotations!And the fact is I'm telling you the truth that you don't even wish to face...but it's ok and up to you to decide,take it or leave it.No harm to me since I won't get t'd off in any case.Please also,I ain't telling ppl that you're a thicko...stop being sensitive and if you don't like some random someone to view your blog why bother to set it up and constantly updating some blahs and tommy-rots to insinuate or better yet loud criticisms against someone.Well anyhow,none of my jurisdiction anyway,can't say I give a shit.

It didn't affect me at all...

tally-hoooo!

:)

And all in all,I'm still craving for a doggie so much.No substitute.

:(

Reprise :

I got an offer from RMIT University but have been hearing all sorts of negative comments on it.Anyways my purpose to IDP was only to try out my luck and immense in the situation of being offered for a place,I have the right to indulge as well ok?Not that I'm qualified for a Ox-bridge's placement also with that kinda confusing result of neither below or above average.Sigh,RMIT is nonetheless another Uni. with city campus,can't I just have a Uni. with profer fence up campus?Although ranking wise it is not that backward but still I'll rather opt for a Uni. with proper compound without ranking than a so called city campus which is nothing more but few classrooms up a building or shophouses.I hope Uni. of Adelaide can give me a reply as soon as possible although I'm not intend to go in the first place.Haha,just wanna prove to daddy that I actually put in my heart on those applications rather than rotting doing nothing with my 20K exchanged paper certs.Still,I'm yearning a place in the northern hemisphere instead of down south.

And OMFG I can't stop tuning into Sarah Brightman's songs now,they're addictive.Her Harem and La Luna are major kick ass ok?!I don't know why I'm so into mysterious genre of late like Silent Hill OST,Hayley Westenra,Secret Garden,Enya and Gregorian...and all other Celtic and new age voices.They are so clean and crisps,heavenly nice.Alrite,I can't find any better descriptive words to describe those voices prabably due to my habit of listening to rock punk goth emo screamo music of all time.Haha.I'm currently flowing between these two very extremes.Before I forget,I do keep up with some canto musics like Hocc(Ho Wan Si),she's currently one of my fav. canto female singer that she totally out-perform Miriam,Sammy,Kelly and all others lah with her uniqueness in rock hardcore genre,that in canto music scene you hardly get this kinda singer as mostly are predominate by pop and some other mainstream musics.Her hoarse and powerful lung in combine with up beat bass guitar drums really a major turn on!Hocc all the way...!

Alrite,finished bitching and ranting.Shall turn in to bed...

All bad things come to an end

1. Topshop Tebrau City called yesterday asking me to collect my F3 card within this week.Muahaha!

2.Swatch called this morning telling me that my FUn Scuba is available to be collected already.Muahaha!

It's all coming back to me now...~

PS: Had a nightmare yesterday which was something to do with SAT,I dreamt that I couldn't finish the teast paper on time and begging the invigilator to spare me few more minutes,and perhaps retake the sameday -_- ... then there was another dream about me being coaxed into a marriage with my late cousin.It's kinda scary and I wonder what does it mean?

31

Thanks to it,I'm not alone every rotting night.I see light in my future.

Behold...my one and only companion:

Cow dung?Nah,fuck you.It's BR vanillachoc marble ice cream.Totally orgasmic..................

............and fattening :( I love you and I hate you.

9:56

What the phuck is this thing called "do not turn off the light before 9:56?"

wasted my time on another pointless Korean horror movie again,pui!

wanted to change my glasses but then couldn't find a suitable one,looking around for those thick black framed but they look funny on me...:(

of cos it has gotta be looking more nerdy la(since my hair is at default level now)...what else -_-

then...

SAT T^T

I'm practically reading dictionary now,trying to materialize what Tony Buzan has taught us in his remarkable Mind Mapping shit...which I can't be bothered less currently.Shit!

666!

Rubbish thoughts

Thought of dieting from today(again I know) but couldn't resist the temptation of Baskin Robbin ice cream,mum's yummy cooking and tit-bits that just filled up the rack yesterday from groceries shopping...so hm yea.Next monday baru start off la...seriously this time.*hope so*

Thought of not talking to sis today but then she bought Baskin Robbin,so you think I can help this and make myself sorry for not answering my crave?No,I am NOT.I just rushed out to the freezer and grabbed a mouthful of vanilla-choc.Innate hunger for food,destined to be chubby for whole life...gawd.

Thought of getting sufficient of sleep and wake up for some SAT studies but in fact I've got enough of sleep and woke up for brunch,then a crazy downpour with thunders shattered my mood,so I thought lying myself flat could help...and so I was drifted to lala-land once again after I woke up for less than 2 hours until late evening.Had dinner,junkies and hogging my lappy till now.

Thought of doing so many things but nothing was done.That's what makes our lives keep on procratinating and preventing us from moving forward.Staying put on the same ground under the same roof,doing the same stuffs all over again ain't gonna put us to 9 miles higher.Contradictions,reluctance,laziness,cross purposes...everything for my life is on null acceleration at this point.Static...rooted.Soon,rusty and die.

Thoughts...glad that I still have thoughts in me given my brain is at low point now.Grey matters are filling to its max now and facing non-consuming status.

I shall reserve them for my future undertakings then...recharging now for future consumption.Eh,do I sound like reading the Econs book?

I'm residing in Nothingville doing nothing.I'm nothing.I wish I'm everything I'm not.And well.....period.

There it goes another rubbish post.

Ps : suddenly something flashed pass my mind, where is my Swatch Fun Scuba that the auntie promised to call me up to collect within this week?It's already Sunday and I don't wish to make another hu-ha like F3 card.

Pointless thoughts

Just some verbal arguements with my sis earlier over some stupid matters resulted from her harsh words and little of my fault.

She scolded me for heartless and I just yelled back few words and slammed my door shut for the rest of the day.I didn't came out for dinner with them even they had asked me but I just pretended to sleep and carry on with my stuffs.

Well,I don't know...but I feel that I'm so immature to behave this way in my 20.

Gosh,shoot me a bullet into my head please.

Feeling damn emo and sucky for now...situation will be awkward between me,parents and sis tomorrow...should I just carry on hogging my bed forever and pretending that nothing happened?

ish!

Yay!

I just got my paid today.All I'd say is I'm very much satisfied with the figure although I have to pay my staff purchase on the spot just now for they who forgot to deduct from my paycheck but still very glad I got this...I deserve it all!Muahaha...

Don't ask me to treat anyway...I'm on saving.

Ps:She told me I'm the only one who got this figure of salary...muahaha!Which is a lot more than other ppl...

Homerun!

Today is just as hell tiring as any other day that we visited Singapore as usual.Walk walk walk...I think we never walked so much in our lives also...can even walk to KL if we want from now on after those practises!

Anyway,today Yee Fei being the rare one joined our Singapore exploring 3-some gang and so as Charles bro. and Uncle haha...but we went seperate ways of cos.Me,Charles and Yee Fei went to NYP and gao dim everything very early b4 noon so then we went to Bugis to eat Mos Burger -_- and hell downpoured,kena forced to shelter under Bugis Village and later drenched back to Bugis Junction...haiz.

Later,went to meet Felicia who was in City Hall and went up to Raffles City to find the place she wanted to go but to no avail haha then we headed Orchard for Kinokuniya and Borders...couldn't find the SAT book they wanted though.So Yee Fei couldn't withstand the long walking hours so he and Charles went back JB first,me and Felicia went ahead to Vivocity pulak...not couple though yucks...and shopped for nothing until we made our way back JB already 10 pm!Hell!

Ps:It was raining and the floor was slippery and we saw this Indian uncle fell down on top of the drainage cover with wounds on her head and bleed like hell...the floor was full of blood and this nurse from the hospital nearby was performing 1st aid to him in the rain...-_-...a lot of ppl looking,hope he's fine by now.

Pps : I saw 2nd season Project Superstar winner Chen Shi Wei right beside me when I was buying Teriyaki Chicken skews when he happened to stand right beside me buying from the same stall as well at Takashimaya's basement...hehe...but nvr bothered to look at him oso la...lazy and he's just an ordinary chao ah beng...who can hardly sing.

here it goes the lamest of the lamest posts.I lazy to type nicely...so broken language hope u can understand la...

Pictures worth a thousand looks

Now you see with the convenience of photoshop,I can be a punk rockstar too at own fingertips :



#1 : Some light one 1st which resembles some teensy punk group like Bowling For Soup,Click 5ive,McFly...

#2 : This is not a preacher lo...but mild gothic look with touch up around the eyes area(shadows)

#3 : After adjustment from Hue & Saturation,it became like this with touch up on eyes area and complexion(it's a core ok?!) ala My Chemical Romance,Fall Out Boy,Green Day.Good Charlotte and yadda...

#4 : Ah,this one...reminds me of Evanescence and Avenged 7fold...gee!Vy Gothic in fact already steep into Satanism region

#5 : Ala vampirism...hmm I smell bloods...*yums*haemo-maniac!

Goth is only a subculture not subgenre,if you're talking about punk then there are lotsa branches like psychobilly,Riot Grrrl,Ska Punk,Street Punk,Anarcho Punk,Celtic Punk,Hardcore,Pop Punk,Cow Punk,Alternative Punk,Emo Punk and etc...those are subgenres not cultures.

Goth is about they way they dress up,and they way their music presented in front of us which is we see what we hear...it's only a visual effect!

But personally I'd prefer Emo over hardcore gothic look,cos that will be kinda scary.Hehe.Emo is more well built with attitudes and characters.Unfathomable.

Done or Undone?

Finally after constantly of massive bombardment to TopShop/Topman and F3 company.They've finally found out where the problem lies.And it is lame as usual,the staffs(either MV or F3) have misplaced it somewhere where they can't even find it now(hope they can verify this,if not more.So that they can learn their lesson!)

Well...*speechless*

And just a moment ago,this friendly lady called from KL aoplogized to me with the excuse of above while asking for my particulars again,this time they had my home address as well in order TO RE-PROCESS MY REPLACEMENT CARD PROCEDURE!*sigh*Again some promises are made again that I should be able to receive in around 1 or 2 weeks time and this time directly pick up at JUSCO TEBRAU CITY store without having to go through the mushroom growing MV store anymore.Damn I tell you this MV staffs really flared me up for past few months with their ignorance...enough let bygones be bygones.Since I'm not in the worst case scenario of paying 10 bucks for reapplication,gotta thank god for this.Should I?

Hope this will leads to the end of my frustration...and my bad impression upon Topshop/Topman.

And please,don't stir me up on 2nd disastrous wave anymore,u can just fuck off and I'll pay 10 bucks to apply for new one or worse to worse I'm in any position to give up my membership as well...it's driving me mad(over this little things) which I've no idea why.

Pre-Ending.

***

Next up : My Swatch Fun Scuba under servicing which I haven't receive any call from them since 1 month b4.I went last week they told me should be able to collect my fixed watch by this week or next.Waiting...

Next next up : My 2nd paycheck release from YS still no news of ityet at this point which apparently has been overdue!Mahaidiuniaseng,they PROMISED to release paycheck 4-5 weeks after Chinese New Year and now it is the 6th week and we still waiting with long neck.Of cos 2nd paycheck is in hefty amount of 4 figures of cos!IT MUST BE...that's why dragged them longer and reluctant to disburse!Last few weeks summore called me telling me that account and sales of my counter having some problems,I fuckoing care just don't be wishy washy and release our pay as soon as possible by April or early April!Diu!

***

I need to boil myself herbal tea to cool down my off late's boiling tempers...damn gek!Didn't even get my hands on my SAT book till now!Procrastinating...

Heck! -_-

Patience challenged!

I am so not gonna compromise for tiny bits.Really can't through with it lor...sorta kena tricked by the staffs of Topman round and round.

The thins is I've been buzzing them for grand total of 7 times,made visit to the store in Tebrau City for 2 times,emailed the Style Advisor once,reflected by feedbacks and enquiries at F3 websites for 4 times,email F3 update which I don evn know who the recipient is for once...yea so much so that I almost got my temper erupted for GOOD!Nia ma chau hai!

Each time I would get the same conventional yet diplomatic way of response,bear in mind this is their cliche edi : "oh sir,can I have your IC,contact number and full name please so that we can confirm with the HQ.We'll get back to you very soon..." *hung up* and THAT'S IT for eveytime!

If I make myself present at their store,hoping it will be better than just getting shit line.Duh,I was so so wrong...their staffs are all well trained from the same machine.I would most likely to get the same old line again(with some lame excuses and oxymorons to kill off the awkwardness of cos so they can seal my mouth from nagging)..."oh sir,lemme double check with the HQ and no matter how I'll get back to you by tomorrow for your card's status..." I was so stupid enough to believe them then happily went off without giving them some lessons of zapping!

Naivety kills!They promised to call yesterday "for sure" "swear with their mother's lives"...still never call in the end.I've waited like idiot whole day for the phone to ring.Pundeks!Bunch of mushrooms!

TODAY and TOMORROW b4 I made my next trip to Singapore,I'm gonna bombard them with whatever remarks I can make!Mainly through phone calling and zap them off...seriously can't let them off with those stupid excuses anymore,I need explanation and reason!Whatever happens with reason...that's what I need!The most I'll pay 10 bucks to reapply and put them into boycotting list for rest of the months since their spring collection is nothing to go ooh ahhs about also.*roll eyes*

I've decided this week,I'm gonna fire an ultimatum showdown!

Wish me luck.

Off.

Ps: prob. goin to NYP SG this thursday with Janet n CHarles...wanna shop in Topman Sg cos more variety than JB and even KL!

Pps : Jess is coming from Jakarta next week and asking for meet up,so gotta make another trip across the strait again!

Financial draining season.

SAT 1 's coming as well...@.@

Haven't receive my 2nd release of paycheck yet...pokkai sai lek!

Ppps : F3 card is their loyalty card which entitles you with 10% discount on all normal items in Topshop,Topman,Dorothy Perkins,Miss Selfridge with 1 buck spent,u'll be accumulating 1 point which will leads you to a limit where you can get a voucher of grand total 20 bucks for every 800 points recorded in the total transactions across Singapore and Malaysia retailers from you!So far I've already used up my first 800 points and left 300 points upon the day they took away my card.KNNCCB rite?

Really off.

Nah,don't ask me why but they very much deserve this.

Welcome to Cafe Del Bored

Today's special IDLE menu (3 course):

~Appetizer - Lackadaisical Olio Smoked Shrimp Salade

~Main course - Monotonous Grilled Turnips Salmon and Flat Foie Gras with Porcinis

~Dessert - Inertia Tapas (choose 3 out of 24 flavours)and Procrastinato Panecotta

Special beverages today :

~ Boring Bordeux
~ Dull Martini Baccardi Zucchini Pepperoni Cocktail
~ Plain juice

Ala carte dessert (chef's recommendation):

~ Go-back-and-starve-yourself-to-death-do-not-eat Apricot Tiramisu with extra garlics

***

I'm such a goner,SAT I preparation is in midst of dying (not so easy for me to comprehend those questions la!).

Thinking about 4-5 more months of procrastination + rotting ahead makes me wanna jump off from KLCC and call it an end.

I fucking wanna study,I miss classes,I miss lecturers,I miss tutorials...and all!

SOS!

PS : Still can't get over with Topshop F3's matter,curse their customer service attitude.Ma de!

PPS : Going for health screening next week,have to practice abstinence on food from now on...

PPPS : Mr. Bean On Holiday,Pirates of Caribbean 3---can't wait to watch XD

PPPPPperiod.

THE VENDETTA!

Thoughts on wee hours

No la...not sentimental thoughts,I'm not that kinda jiwang type of person who will write down my inner thoughts on my blog,my inner is somehow full of angst and wrath instead of emotive rush haha...

Went out with my gang of 3 and Yien Meei,cos so long nvr catch up with Meei Meei edi ever since we all left Inti.Well,did the most conventional activity,Redbox K-ing(u can't find any other nicer place here in JB other than goin to the BOX,I don't really like yumcha cos 'm sick of mamak's chas,but well,can spend hours long in Kim Gary and Wong Kok though bcos the ambience different ma...).



Meei Meei didn't join us for long cos she wanna fetch her sis in Convent at 3.30 so couldn't tag along to CS and we headed IDP to do some Australian Universities registration,damn took me hell long to complete the long winded forms.Anyhow,tried my luck on University of South Australia,MacQuarie University,University of Adelaide and RMIT,all the 2nd tier Uni's la...cos the counsellor were so mean enough to tell me that with the result I got,I'm practically in the position of waterloo of the qualification for Melb. Uni,U of Sydney,UQ,UWA,ANU,UNSW and so la...



After we had done with that,took cab to CS to collect my damn Mini-Me and it actually doesn't resembles me in any way also,I look here look there also couldn't convince with it...and funny thing is it looks more like Charles than the supposed ME.Thus,Felicia called up the boss to flare and created some scenes but rather ended up in compromise of us...damn sien lo...the damn promoter who had taken down the details earlier is so pah pai!How can my lips be so pale as I'm very much having an oh-so-famous reddish lips in fact.Mind you,not because of what we were creating scenes...the fact that the exorbitant price they were charging which didn't correspond with the quality of the end product and the SERVICES!Mahai!All the lalas managing the store is enough to bring down the business...enough of it...I've already started on convincing myself that it is the ME anyways...no photo will be posted here as it is highly private and confidential stuff :p...no la.



Oh yea,and I got so panicky when Felicia told me that I should've filled in my first name and last name in SAT I registration form in the western oriented way instead of persisting to the Chinese way...damn I'm so suagu!So my previously registered first name was my surname(it should be my given name instead) and last name was my given name(it should be surname)....Holy molly...I got so shattered for the next few hours!Cos Felicia called RELC b4 to verify this and tht representative told her if something goes wrong on name,we are supposed to make a call to US...whoopedoo chargings in IDD call rates 4.5 bucks per MINUTES...mad!But then I managed to email their customer officer to make the amendment,and very efficiency indeed,they responded few hours later and got my registration details updated...good job...unlike those Fashion Fast Forward craps Topshop loyalty card,Swatch JB and Inti SJ,it takes them forever to reply to customer...and still pending now!Fuck them...esp F3 card!



Swatch gao dim edi...I went to the shop and asked the lady and she pointed at her assistant for not contacting me as she had already informed her to do so(excuse)...well...I dun care as long as she promised that I will be able to redeem it within this or next week without having to pay for any charges...guess it was only a minor problem bah!



***



And also,while I was on sis car today...



She was making a turning from a T junction around Kg Melayu in very very low speed and suddenly this motorbike of 2 came from nowhere happened to turn into the same direction as us coming ahead...and tht 2 sikinnah Malay(I assume them to be one of those Mat Rempit gang) I think didn't bring their eyes along and turned in without giving signal summore their turning is in very huge degree that almost ramped into sis' car on my side...in fact if their turning was in smaller degree they can be able to go around the road shoulder(as wat most motorists usually do)...as I said Mat Rempit all otak udang...so they just brainlessly blindly making their own turning as if the road belongs to their grandfather...



Later,that 2 siao rempits chase after us along the road for few minutes and once they got us and kicked the door on sis' side...I asked my sis to swerve towards their side so that we can make them "buang" motor haha...but of cos we didn't la...Mat Rempit is unofficially legalized in our beloved country...their power and gang is so huge...wat if they "choi gai" and call up their gang to trace us and give us a good lesson leh!Life's at stake...



Somehow they managed to get on my side and yelled at me twice...but I just gave them the usual "kan chan" and don't-give-damn look...expecting them to flee away later but they didn't!They followed us until another junction and again yelled at me,this time they yelled,teased and gave me head signal which I still dono what they want la...as u noe they are the brainless one,not me haha...and I returned them with my provocative expression and head signal...in addition to this some gestures as well...of cos not that gesture of middle finger la(I would if I could...chic out abit')!The next thing I knew was we quickly got our move on to the highway,haha!They were quite shocked by my response and actions though...lol...just didn't want them to bully us out of nothing but their own mistakes at first.Curse them and hope their presence as Mat Rempit will constitute to the accident rates one day,especially those involving huge trucks or some other large vehicles on road(it's my great honour to see them lying underneath a truck's wheel...only if they continuing on their road bully acts).Insyaallah!



Off*





Well,don't comment...and from which angle does it resembles me?Tell me la...-_-

Tell you what

Tell you lor...

U can never find any worse after sales service around the world anymore except here.The level of their worthiness is damn mutha fucking lowwwwwwwwww,although worse is already worse but I still can't get over with it anyhow.I'm not gonna let these matters rest that easily for them.

Well,still,gotta rake up some past like my Topshop F3 card that has been undergoing endless damages rectifying(they took it off with hell reason of damages found on the tiny card *roll eyes*)...and 5 months passed,I've reflected my feedbacks to them for twice directly to F3 company in Singapore by e-mails but I found out that instead of having database down for the past months,the most likelihood's will have to be the tendencies of overlooking puny cases such as MINE!Big corporate?*sniggers*I think it's common to them...bunch of mushrooms!I've used up all the methods to contact them,by emails,by phone calls and approached them "personally"...I've got one promise after another which to no avail in the end.Curse them,I literally mean it!

Case 2 is the recent one regarding the servicing of my Swatch Scuba Diving which I bought around 2 years ago in Heeren but found out that the watch keep on having same problems that doesn't seems to properly rectified.And so instead of having to send it all the way back to Orchard Rd ,I was thinking why not I give the new Swatch outlet in JB a try.Holla,this time,indeed nice try,they "confisticated" my watch for more than a month already and promised to call me up for verification until now never yet a single reply from them...guess they are not far away from my cursing as well and again,I literally mean it.

So,bad aftersales service is one of their strategy from Marketing 101 which resulted in cutting costs but losing customers.It proves that this is not the right solution afterall.KNNCCB *yells out aloud*

Visit Malaysia 2007 and Wawasan 2020?????Phantom or wat?

Gonna massively bitch about later if it drags on until my varsity life commence where I got no time for them anymore.

I just lurve to bitch on all these unfortunate retail's encounters...partly is to infuse the sales environment with "customers prioritized" regime!

Argghhh...

Yea tht's it -__-

*****

I was away on a vacation for the past weekend at Port Dickson and KL.It was undoubtly short.My mission to get tanned kinda failed also haha...I couldn't be bothered much already since tonnes of good food are lying in front of me at approachable distant,so was busy gobbling up food instead of going down for the beach...however...I did give it a try for around 30 minutes in 2 consecutive days,it's just that it doesn't seems to work and triggers my pigmentation.But then, I'm darker than b4 la...not that dark thought but comparitively difference nia...haiz.Weight gained inevitably lor...although I did pick one day to the gym and some sauna sessions but all I'm getting is muscle pain.I don't see myself get any slimmer or lighter also.

*****

Went back to Sunway to college my hardcopy result cert....damn it's already 3 months after the soft copy released but yet we still can't collect it.The lady at the reception table told me certs have arrived but can't be released yet until the admin. finished the finalizing procedure which happens to be just arranging them accordingly and sort out the checklist I guess...fucking waste of my time,summore asked to come down again next few days...hello pay me petrol la...JB to KL u think within walking distance ah?

Luckily dad didn't scold me for that cos I should've called them up before we went.

*****

Later on,we went to Ikea and bought around 600 bucks of odd stuffs forked out by sis...haha and went to Kim Gary at The Curve for dinner then off we went to highway leading back JB!

*****

Finally got the Official SAT BOOK that I've been looking for quite some time and guess if everything goes smooth sailing,I will be sitting for SAT I reasoning test in Singapore for the coming 5th of May or 2nd of June...so that I can get my SMU applications going and of course it will gives me more choices to apply to University,mainly those in US.

Gonna starts bury myself into SAT I reference...from NOW...get busy!!!

*****

And believe me,when u get 2 A's 2 B's...u are everything but if u're like me didn't excel in ur studies that well like them...u're nothing but to be left in limbo.Nobody will wanna talk about ur future prospect/undertakings and worse to worse cleanly forgot about wat hav u done in the past(well,of cos doing pre-U la...).Tht's wat we called realistic and it's part of our lives.No one's gonna bother about u...and I don't need ppl to care for my well being also cos afterall none of their business,my life is in my hand.I can ruin it or build it up nicely at my discretion.Even if I bite the dust,I'm left without words of repentence!

To those who didn't get flat A's and worse...u're not alone here fighting...strive hard for wat u want and prove them wrong!

period.









me,sis and SL chillin at balcony

me and my nephews

That was how I sunbathed cos the beach weren't that fascinating and jampacked with ppl only

Yea...what u lookin at...?

PS:Gained fucking 1.2kg thru out the entire trip...

Stupid Streamyx Connection

Streamyx is fucked up like no one's business...can't even sign into MSN though I have a lot of things to settle with my friends.Grrrr....!

Well,I had been to Singapore for 2 consecutive days...1st day was in NTU and 2nd day SMU.Overall,I lurve those campuses,NTU is a typical kinda deserted campus(Jurong East) with residence halls and all the facilities housed under one compound whereas SMU is a city campus,with all its campus located next to one and another in the CBD area of Singapore(much more happening)...and access into the campus is very strict,gantry after gantry,security check and security pass to access the elevators!Damn high tech and the buildings are all state-of-art design!Cun la!

But one thing,SMU requires SAT I...so we are none of the exception as well.Gotta register for SAT I test online and sit for the test during May.Fuck k,the test seems hard...esp the English standard they using.

I was damn exhausted and all drained out today.Firstly,we went to Dhoby Gaut for SMU then later RELC at Orange Grove Rd for SAT I enquiries,then went to Heeren for Korean food,and after that Vivocity for some shopping...discount was spotted in few retailers though...and I bought 2 FCUK's tees and 1 OP's board tee...prior to that I bought one flip flop with back ankle strap in NUM for 49.90 SGD T^T...pokkai jor this time,but since I'm going to PD tomorrow,so it kinda save my day!

My toes are aching like shits now due to endless walking in Sg.Custom checkpoint was jampacked with crowds and vehicles.It took me around 2 and a half hour just to get through the Sg custom and Malaysian custom...phew.Later on,we went to Kim Gary for some SAT I 's discussions and headed back home,met Terence on bus though,lol...tht guy haha!Nothing yea...-_-

ps:really hope that I'll be admitted to either NTU or SMU,the best still NTU.And I think it is a much more wiser choice than doing ADP in my 20 cents.For now,ADP is my last resort if I failed to get admitted to both...so tht simply implies I'm gonna rot for another futher 4 months either working or idling at home whilst waiting application outcomes.ADP last intake at Inti is Sept.....gosh!

Insyaallah! :)

Vivocity is kinda sucks but lotsa mid level branded stuffs though like Zara,Topshop,Esprit,Levi's,GAP,FCUK and so on.Still prefer the native's One U(no one can ever compete) and MV!

SAT I...(new format:Maths + English and Critical Writing) @.@ I need headache's remedies,anyone?

Gimme a break

I was awakened by a call from Jenny(she's in Muar rite now),something to do with the missing of sales report/cashnotes/transfernotes I did on 15th of Feb.

Well,all I could say is,those are important documents and reference to the accountants.I WON'T even dare to risk my life to lose it under any circumstances...and I've already made sure that everything is well compiled and packed on that closing day.So,it makes no sense that office in Muar didn't receive and couldn't find it AT ALL.Must have lost it somewhere on the way back to office.Damn,trace back yourself la...fancy calling ppl early in the morning.Diu,I only slept for 5 hours....just gimme a break and my pay as well ASAP!

*I'm going to 3 Sg Uni's on this thursday personally without driving!Damn,NUS,NTU and SMU are so far apart in Sg I guess,and without direct access by MRT also...I think I'll gonna walk a lot and take bus,take cab,take MRT *faint*

Something to say

As far as I know,I don't have the habit of layan-ing those tagging games but for this will be an exception since there is CERTAIN SOMEONE who's so sincere enough to get me tagged,eng siu can edi la...haha!

And here it goes :

Each player of this game starts off with ten weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own ten weird things or habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end you must choose six people to be tagged and list their names.

1. I have enormous amount of zits ang scars rooted on my back and shoulder and I can't help
but to squezee 'em for pleasurem regardess of those scars.
2. I camwhore a lot more than you can ever think of,I will come out with themes for my
camwhoring sessions,instead of doing it spontaneously with hideous settings!
3. I used to told my parents that I studied my ass off in library for few consecutive
months,true,but most the time chitchatting and mingling away.
4. I used to smoke without being noticed by others but quitted after 2 months,nah,I hate
cigarettes NOW!
5. I bite my nails and dead skins...well I eat them as well.
6. My display photos are heavily photoshopped,I look fucking hideous without the tools.
7. I did hair rebonding and extension to my liking,they looked horrible of cos...
8. I can't sleep without bolster and with blanket.
9. I am always the one who get late for dates,highest record 2 hours I guess,sorry Charles and
Felicia.Eventhough,I can't help but get late most of the time(everyone knows
it!),afterall,better later than never.
10.I don't like kids and toddlers.Am very vengeful and mean towards them...can't stand their
naivety.Yea,I know they are kiddo but still I'm having hidden urge to "jeorpadize" a kid once
in a while.

Well,the list goes on but I think it's not important and it's enough for the time being.Nope,I won't pass on this tagging game to anyone...so the myth shall ends here!

Ps : SPM result released today and as expected,high profile top scorers with 12-18A's are stealing away the headlines and well nothing to get ooh-aah about,since the cut off point for grade A is declining each year,correspondingly,more candidates are scoring more A's...it's not a bad phenomenon since more ppl get more A's,MOE can't get any happier,Pak Lah get well explanation from MOE,all of us happy,and it proves that MALAYSIA really BOLEH!Whoop-dee-do!Let's praise and sing for joy!

Next up,STPM result on 15th.Another huha is expected.MOE shouting : more A's and more more more~!

In the following year we shall get 25 A's scorer and so...

Congrats but can I excuse myself for a question?Why is it most of our Uni's can't make it to the ranking chart instead slumping,given that we have such vast amount of elitists coming out year after year.

Time for meritocracy era to come!Wawasan 2020 shall no longer a propaganda and mouth made anymore...we're counting down 12+ more years to 2020...time to act accordingly and bring back our pride to where it was!

Pps : screw SMU,ICSJ and F3 for not replying my e-mail!fuck their inefficiencies to 10 miles high!

Applications

I'm going to Sg next week right after they got their STPM result.It will be released on 15th of March which happens to be the last day of application date for NTU(Nanyang Technological University).

So I'm just basically gonna try my lease imposible luck,upon Charles cajoling.By the way,SMU(Singapore Management University) is in my list as well.I have 3 places to go,NUS(National University of Singapore),NTU and SMU but not gonna apply to NUS anymore since the chances are fucking slim and peasy,and,I've missed out the closing date -_- .

My only hope left is SMU since their requirement is looser,which I heard it through the grapevine :p ...but at least the official website has stated that applicants with passing grades are eligible to apply unlike NUS and NTU do not state at all,so very much will be based on merit cum quota's modus operandi!Fucking lotsa supported documents needed leh!And also application fees,grand total of freaking 45 SGD equivalent to 102.70 after conversion according to the up to date's rate of 2.27! T^T and of cos non refundable...so I'm just basically bestowing some non-benefit-return money to them for good.

And I will only knew the outcome on mid May or around that which Inti's ADP has already long gone for it's intake...and of cos if I ever go for Inti,I'd have already paid to the college and it's a matter of no return like those days in Inti Nilai -_- don't wish to withdraw and had my 7000 bucks forfeited to their uncategorised funds,again!

SO how,I'll either take ADP's September intake while waiting for SMU or NTU(impossible) acceptance or just go for May intake directly without having to bother about them anymore...but Sg's Unis acceptance are fuits of golden chance lo...haiz...again decisions making!

I'll be doing Health science under ADP or whatever business courses those Sg's Unis can offer me...

bah!

sign off...

Thoughts before I sleep

ahhhh....

I'm fucking sleepy but can't seem to shut my eyes and stop toss-turning!

Could it be "sleepy" insomnia?

well...

Just finished cleaning up my dusty room...and left with nothing to do tomorrow since I've already done with the task that I supposed to carry out tomorrow according to my personal agenda @.@

Ah the mango tree outside is so tempting...

I think I found myself a clue,

*drum rolls*

count the leaves tomorrow.

thx bye.

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1. Clinical Laboratory Science (Med. Tech.)
2. Cytotechnology
3. Nuclear Medicine Technology
4. Food Science and Technology
5. Nursing (RN)
6. Accounting
7. Finance
8. *any others which can enlighten me*

I've finally received the long awaited e-mail 3000 miles across the globe from Edmund.Still I'm pretty muddle and headless now but good to know that piece of info.,man,it helps a lil' though not too much but still,IT HELPS...thx!

Having to think of the consequences of taking up ADP (again!) is plain agonizing...to name a few :

Physics I and II with lab (hated and still hating Physics -_- )
Organic Chemistry I and II (hell the text book is thicker than your dictionary)
ENL 101 (English language 101.....yea it's "101")

Yea,none of the business for BUSINESS relating fields that I'm supposed or possibly gonna take up only if I'm not doing ADP.Well,business is something u can never study and understand cos it's everchanging and unpredictable...probably gonna build up through tonnes of experience in "social" university.

Recently I'm trying to review my long lost PSY105 (General Psychology) which was kept in limbo with dusty surface at a neglected corner of my shelf.It was fun...but fun is insufficient to amount to anything here :(

P.S. One of my net friend got pissed of becos of my frigidity.He was telling me all his anecdotes,emotive encounters,ups and downs...well actually it was more of downs that he was trying to air his grievances which I can't help but to roll my eyes console him for all I can help but it seems everytime he has to make all the conversations into emotive and depressing state...dug his heart out!This is like,alrite,once or twice I'm fine with it BUT having too much of it can be sicked and causes trauma,I mean it's just some puny matters which seems fine to me...perhaps too fine!Dunno why the hell he wanna stir up everything and get it tangled.I guess I was cold hearted and I am as well...but this is beyond that.Can't be bothered much as I have my own unsolve problems as well which is a matter of life and death.I won't allow anyone to reduce me into depression again like before,I've just gone through my 20th birthday and all grown up as an adult now.I have a new set of thinking which of cos without any single doubt,WISER AND MATURE.PLEASE...........leave me alone and get over it!

Anyways,I'll never ever get triggered by this kinda problem as he's only some net friend of mine which we haven't even met in real life before.Even if we did meet each other before,I'm not bound to help u anyhow but depend on the degree of the matter.If I'm not in da mood pls don't meddle with me.

So,haha...guess he has deleted me from list which I fucking give damn :)

k thank and bye!

"20"

Look at Charles rubber stamp loud print!lol

Too big of heads to squeeze into the lens -_-

:) blessful...I needed 2 big candles only!

**********

Thank god I'm officially 20 today,yes,I'm no more a teenager so don't mess around with me aye!Or else I'll bite.

Anyways,big big thanks to those who greeted me and celebrated with me...

Thanks Charles,Felicia,Boon Ling and Michell for accompanying me this afternoon and daddy/mummy/sis for err...everything including that costly meal earlier.

And special thanks to Charles and Felicia for that one and only MINI-ME...you won't how much it mean to me!Surely it costs a bomb I know...but heart is what most important...muacks!

...Those who had greeted me on MSN,SMS,Friendster,Email...thx for remembering this special day of mine!

...and those who never greeted watch out I'm still very much open to accept ur belated wishes,or maybe u don't even remember cos of its inferiority...nah it's ok! :)

Loving everyone,I'm so much alive now!

pok pok lalala~

Why should we give way to royalties on the road?I don't see the need in doing so since all of us being part of the road users and bound to pay road tax...and hey we feed the royalties as well by paying them multitude of taxes,levies,fines and yada...so it concludes that we shouldn't give in to them and as a matter of fact,they have to adhere the road regulations!

I'm getting so worked up cos just now when my dad was driving in the downpour on one of the federal roads and out of nowhere we heard traffic police's siren and then the next thing happened was all the cars are giving way to some unknown member of royalties...dad became panicky as he could harly see the road in front as the raindrops were slapping the windscreen so fucking hard and there it came some d**bo royalties which are so inconsiderate to us until dad's car almost get out of control and swerved to the road shoulder which was less than 10m away from a steep hill...had my dad run out of control and ram down the hill,we'll all become one of the many restless spirits on road looking for substitutes...I'll haunt the royalties down then if it ever happens,and NOPE it won't ever happen cos me and my family are long live creature unlike those royalties here who feed themselves into all kinds of unwellness such as heart failure,obese,diabetes,kidney failure...cos they are spending the tax payers money like tap water to satisfy their greed!When they're enjoying their life away with their inheritance of royalty blood whilst using all sorts of fine-dining equipments for their meals with crew of drivers,unlimited supply of maids...at the same time do they even think about those who struggling just to meet both ends meet?They can't even afford a single meal sometimes albeit some are sheltered under the social welfare funds but that's only a single dot out of a borderless ocean.Plenty of ppl out there are still jostling their way to the attention of public and govt. bodies but unfortunately they still can't help but being left out in limbo.

Ah,well...shouldn't talk much about these kinda things here to prevent myself from any unwanted lawsuit or the suspicion of raising sensitive issues by challenging their rights...since there are 2 FAMOUS bloggers(and I'm not...) being caught for publishing sensitive issues regarding the govt. in precedent.

So well,haha,anyways...that's only some ramblings of an inferior citizen of Johor Bahru,it's sooo puny enough to be noticed.lalalallalalalal~gonna go watch my HK series now.period.

Concerts

"†.I Seek Solace iN The Shadows & Learned tHat There is Beauty iN Sorrow.†"

Such a nice quote that quoted from Cheryll's blog on friendster...but what I like about this is the intended rhyme and the profound contemplation that stirred up my inoperative brain since...forever once again! -_-

And one thing should be noted,can you feel the essence of "emo" in that sentence?(alrite,rhyme not intended-_-)

Sorrowness,grief,brokenheartedness.....you can never comprehend unless you're in our shoes *roll eyes*...cheh!

Ok,shall not drift away to unrelated topics from now on(an attempt to reduce the act is being carried out anyhow).

What I wanted to grumble about here is..................................

WHAT THE FUCK IS GOIN ON WITH ME THAT I JUST SLIPPED BY THE OPPORTUNITY TO ATTEND 2 MAJOR CONCERTS IN TOWN RECENTLY!FUCKTARD!SERIOUSLY!

At first,Fall Out Boy in Singapore Expo and then Lee Hom in Bukit Jalil.

The Fall Out Boy's is that I overlooked this piece of big news,big and juicy one in fact!Mahai!The gig is on today and I guess all fella rock fans there are grooving their ass hard and zillions of hand are waving along with the bass and the drums and the beat NOW,goddamnit!They probably still rocking their way now to temporary excitement...dammit...hope they'll get frozen through!*clench fists* Bah,anyway I'm not gonna be rowdy "teenagers" unlike them,I've grown up in case you haven't yet come into sense,all the poops and noobs! :p But it would be great if I could make my way to the scene...and the goddamn arm race!!!Argh,no point talking bout those shoulda woulda coulda now...just pray they'll be coming to Malaysia very soon!

Later on,Charles called me and offered me a ticket worth 200 bucks to Lee Hom's concert which is TOMORROW...his dad's friend is driving us to KL but coincidentally I'm forced to spend my weekend with parents afterall it's the 15th days of lunar new year (chap go meh) cum the divine day for yours truly *applauds*(ahem...the day that I will lose my teenager status).Nah,I can't be any happier to flick off adolescence.HEY,an adult I AM now.....er...soon!

Back to Lee Hom's topic,since I've already took glance at Lee Hom when he came to Lagoon's man-made beach last year for some mini concert and autograph session shits...so not so keen anymore but still I'm gonna let leave a golden chance of going to a major concert...comes after Rain's concert which I turned down a free tics. offer as well which worth 300 bucks and so!Gah!I'm gonna stuck in my little space in front of this lappy forever...T^T

I should really work out a way to stop this from happening in future at my own expense!So "sip dai" leh!

Kla...*toodles*

The Pursuit of Happyness

Finally watched this long anticipated movie with Cheryll,Terence and Satya today in CS.The story line was quite boring though,yea I know it was touching but that's individual case of its own.I almost fell asleep,shame.All in all,I'll give 4 out of 5 stars since Will Smith's biological son really compensate all the downsides of the movie,he's cute no doubt :)

Nothing much happened to day actually,i went CS and met the Inti counsellor(again!) which was coincidentally not Stephanie on duty but rather the know-nothing guy...so expected,I don't get much useful info also.DAMN~!

This ain't a scene...

Damn I got hooked on to this song,it's addictive!

By the way,did you notice the opaque rice ball that camourflages on her shoulder in the cover above?Wonder what does it implies,could it be "rice and seaweed" flavor of life?Or we do the guessing on what flavor is in the rice ball(filling inside la...).Somewhat it seems rather unmatch with the cover but it did formed a mutual relationship with the corresponding song title.Kawaii ^^...just like her previous single "bokuwa kuma"(I am bear -_-).Was taken aback by the title at first but then it jazzed me up with her creativity in introducing concept as such.It's really distinctively bold,all that I can say.I know some of the caveman out there will throw in lotsa profound criticisms and their so called professional opinions to pick apart but just get over with it,the music industry is doing so bad that all the new comers are just the cover of another without unique variations.Can you differentiate the voices of all those who flew out from Morning Musume and Johnny Jr. corp?Can they really sing?You can never find anyone else like Ayumi,Utada,Mika,Ayaka.Ken Hirai,Kuraki Mai,Glay where u can easily recognise the voice upon listening!bah...*roll eyes*...and why should I get so worked up by some imaginary phenomena that mocked up by ME?As long as I like it...

Apparently,I've been listening to lotsa ads on radio(P10) saying that Fall Out Boys are coming to Singapore for gig in Expo centre (Max Pavillion...dono where the hell issit?!).Tics. are selling at quite reasonable price of 70SGD onwards excluding Singapore's GST and some minor service charge.The most expensive is 125 I think where you buy it at the entrance on the day of the gig itself...which falls on 3rd of March(Saturday).All free seating,so all fellow rock fans,be there 6 hours before the gate opens,bring along your tent nd canopy if you're gonna have promising view of the band!

Oh,I wasn't very convinced that they are really coming to Sg at first,I thought they are giving out tics. for their overseas' concert.God knows...miscalculation!It's too late now anyway,I'm NOT going to the concert cos I don't have transport,neither do I have a companion with me to attend.CHERYLL!!!I'm so gonna miss the chance of catching their live performance T^T lemme weep a river.Fall Out Boys concert is 100000000 times more worth watching than some unkown Brit band called Muse which happens to get their tics. sold off so early...I guess Malaysians are somewhat "sua gu" and xenophilic.Cos we hardly get any of the international bands coming to the tiny market of Malaysia :(

And ppl,stop bothering me with my spelling error(it's not even my fault).The movie which starring Will Smith and his REAL son titled "The Pursuit of Happyness" where the "y" of the supposed "happiness" spelling is deliberately made error to potray what the movie trying to convey...and vicissitudes of life and encounters of that particular man in real life(not Will Smith).GO WATCH IT anf then you'll know.I haven't watched yet but I read about the true story of this guy in Jan. copy of RD long ago...thus,the know-it-all.Very inspirational,just like the recent's Dreamgirls,though I watched none...:p

Anys,gotta get back to my Super Mario Bros. 3(yea I noe it's kiddo game,fuck off I don't own a psp nor ps3,not even 2).period.