This one is totally disheartening...

lYea,so afterall my result is bad...as bad as what you expect,

SAD?hmm...not anymore,it's pointless struggle.ACCEPTED fate?Not really oso,I'm still gonna fight for what I wanna do in future,this piece of paper won't be able to imply or conclude anything of mine cos it's only some inks printed on a piece of shit that made from trees.My live is more valuable than that can be able to determine...it's my life,I paint it myself without the need of papers and inks...I paint with feelings and thoughts that are so abstract yet practical.You amoeba won't understand it...

My AS - ABC + IELTS Band 7.0
My A2 - BCD
Overall - BCD (amazingly degraded by one grade)

My A is gone T^T...I won't tell which subject that achieved these grades,you make the guessing yourself!

...so I'm unabashed and not ashame to show off my "gemilang" result here,yea yea,you mushroom heads laugh for all you want,I don't care...I have a life unlike you!

screw it...effing sucky now!Might bite...cos I've already made my position clear that no D shall be obtained in any one of the subjects and yet I still got a effing D for the effing fickle ECONOMICS(this I have to reveal cos I've retake the AS part and thought I will do better but still my effort spent on retaking it is now down under the drain)...rather spend my time on solving krypton,sudoku,kakuro and watever than squeezing my brain juice on Economic graphs,plain sad subject!

I'm quitting my job in YS cos I think it's the time to reconsider what I really want in future, perhaps a post mortem on myself and mental recollection...and most important of all,settle with my applications(I doubt it will be in smooth-sailing...) and decision!

gahness*...I AM NOT UPSET,AM I?

Yea,to those that have seen this post,don't try to buzz me ok?Whatever your starting point is good or bad,I'll just have to be mean and ignorant to you.Sorry to say that.I don't need your consoles and cheerings cos it only makes you think that I did bad and in fact I don't feel that way you feel,don't get misunderstood,I'm sad of my Econs only,mushrooms!Don't pretend that you know me in fact you are not ok?

bahness*

I've hearing a lot of negative and positive feedbacks...of cos friends around me has been giving me support and we share our feelings and hardships.That's ok...but those who wanna compete and have a good laugh on it,sorry hope you burn in hell and won't get your reincarnation! roll eyes*

Yea,mum sighed a bit but dad still silent...godpa and godma told me it's ok as long as I passed all and encouraged me to go on.Those are the saints and the saviours in my life,ever and all the while.However,I can't deny that there is also bad mouth among those I love.Yea,my finger is pointing towards you...yes it's you my Aunt's husband(aka Uncle).Initially,I was very upset about my result(he fetched me to college) and you've been blabbering on your own beside my ear endlessly about those been-there-done-there thingy about how expert you are when it comes to navigating around KL and PJ roads(and wtf you still asked me about the directions?just to show how clever you are,not!).As if not enough,least to my surprise,he started on with his mantra on how should I be considerate for my dad that I shouldn't go Sunway in the first place and opt for STPM instead so that I can save that amount for Uni.Of cos,I can't shoot him back as he's gonna fetch me back JB on Sunday...I just nodded and gave him some "indicative" smiles so that he can shut the fuck up,but unfortunately,he didn't...and went on telling me how he dislikes commercialised colleges and what a leecher they are...and all his personal pet theories which for me,beyond absurdity!C'mon I didn't even wanna bring out the biggest downside of you and still hoping you'd respect me a lil' bit at least for good.What a jerk!

I never ever regret of taking A-levels in my life,although I didn't do big thing out of it but at least I get to experience a multi-diversity college life with bunch of good friends from all over the world.I get to use English which I never speak in JB.I get to experience campus life earlier than others.I'm more exposed.I met alot of ppl.I'm more independent.I can handle my own life(of cos with financial support from the other side).Those are what I call the most important elements when facing varsity life aside from getting AAA in exam...in fact i'm out from them now at least.To my glee is that,i spent a lot of time in library than my room,THOL is fantastic.I miss those days we spent in library,going clubbing,chatting in friends' rooms,hogging friends beds,swimming,Pyramid-ing(a legendary shopping mall for us),Palmville!,rushing assignments(law),moving houses,badminton,Bak Kut Teh,Orange,Pink,Blue,Medan,poolside,RSB,Jaafar,live football matchescall for McD delivery,study until midnight,preparing for Presentations...and whole loads to list!

I will never get these if I still stay put in tiny JB and lead the same kinda life as in Sec. school.It's not that I did verrrry bad,at least my AS part was pretty well.I got merit award for AS Law still!And thx to Mr. Raj a great lecturer(but not in teaching la!)...Ms Wong(for doubting us)...Mr. Soma(for....hmm...making me hate Econs.)...Ms Joy(who doubted me in GP class)...Mr Leonard(for being a clown in IELTS lessons).Thk all of u!I can still remember how shy and pathetic I was during the 1st sem,I'm the least active one during orientation and hardly talk to my classmates...lol.And now,lesson learnt,I will not be that afraid of meeting new friends anymore,and I've get used to rushing assignments due date,burning midnite oil,presentations...I

And,Brit. system is better than our own native system to be honest.For sciences,maybe Brit. pattern is tad too easy comparing to STPM but for Arts...wayyyyyyy harder than you think and not easy to get an "A" given that 95% of the assessment is based on essay writing.I know sciences have that as well but not as many as Arts.Cos Arts are abstract and they rarely have a definite and objective answer to them.

Get what I mean,Uncle!If I ever go to English College(the Form 6 school tht I suppose to go),I'll never get good lecturers like them(mentioned above) as govt. institutions are still lacking of good lecturers and in fact when it becomes the pain in ass for MOE...how can we expect our student to be productive when they can't even overcome the what most basic problem of themselves.It's a matter of scarcity.The "human development engineers" are getting extremely low pay,in return,they are not motivated and it then brings on a bad circulation in education system...the by products(students) will still be only a bunch of study machine even if they get the most A's.

So,get over it!

ps: I was awakened by a pair of familiar voice this morning again talking about me wasted my parents' money in A-levels to the other relatives outside...I know I should follow what my cousin doing in the first place,yea, one of my close cousin is waiting for his STPM result as well.Don't make comparison if you are not in my shoes.I'm different...and I can't be bothered much anymore.It's your mouth,talk for all the cocks you want.At the end of the day,you'll realise you were talking nonsense afterall. roll eyes*

This one about a sleepless nite b4 getting result...

Apparently.....

The only reason why I'm here is...I couldn't sleep,not that I'm not sleepy or sleeping disorder but I can't help but foresee my result slip once I closed my eyes.Now the scary part is I couldn't really see those grades I got...very unpredictable especially for Economics.Well others are nothing better,I shall cut the craps and complaints that I've been blabbering about ever since I've finished my last A2 paper.

They told me not to worry,whatever is done cannot be undone,take it easy,que sera sera but I say,SHUT UP,you ain't me and you don't even know how tension I am.I like to study,I like exams but I hate to get the results(partly also bcos I didn't put in allmy effort this time...padan muka la!).Feelings are all mixed up...terrible horrible incorrigible vegetable!I am that kinda ppl that mm gin gun choi mm lao ngan loi ,means never sheds tears until I see coffin!Lesson learnt now!

What if I get DDD,CDD,CCD,CCE...and so on until U(unidentified aka fei lou)? = sei lou yat tiu

What if I get AAA,AAB,ABB,ABC,,BBB? = fiesta la bamba!(TGIF,Hyatt humpalang...all on me!)

What if CCC,BCC,BCC,ACC? = contradiction

Many circumstances and many possibilities,not even Statistics can be able to solve!It reminds me I did sucky in Stats 2 paper...like real sucks!Ahhhhh...I've regretted my GOD!Pls grant me a "nice and presentable" cert....tht'll be more than satisfaction.

Pai lor....in less than 10 hours time it'll be released!

This time I got less confident than AS...and AS already sucks,let alone..........*trembles*

I've prayed a lot during HK trip I hope it will be answered.I've been to Lantau Island Buddha Statue,Repulse Bay Temple...pls!

I'm sai lang this time...all out!What more should I ask for?Except for bad grades...T^T I rather work myself to death or even if I'm able to survive from it,I'll rather be no difference from donkey...

Everything anything whatever...I need good grades only,is it too much that I'm asking for?

I don't wanna sleep cos I don't want tomorrow to come so fast...I'm all chickened out!

Someone sent me this..

“轻轻的我走了，正如我轻轻的来，
　　我轻轻的招手，作别西天的云彩。
　　那河畔的金柳，是夕阳中的新娘，
　　波光里的艳影，在我心头荡漾。
　　软泥上的青荇，油油的在水底招摇，
　　在康河的柔波里，我甘心做一条水草。
　　那树荫下的一潭，不是清泉，是天上的虹，
　　揉碎在浮藻间，沉淀着彩虹似的梦。
　　寻梦？撑一支长篙，向青草更青处漫溯，
　　满载一船星辉，在星辉斑斓里放歌，
　　但我不能放歌，悄悄是别离的笙箫，
　　夏虫也为我沉默，沉默是今晚的康桥。
　　悄悄的我走了，正如我悄悄的来，
　　我挥一挥衣袖，不带走一片云彩。”

徐志摩


Although I can't really comprehend the meaning but the sentences are so beautiful,I can see the poet's loneliness within and hidden/mixed feelings...and he has no other alternative way to make himself feels better...I hope this is the main point.

I'm not that philosophic though but no harm reading since it's a good material.

!

Fuck the result

Fuck the job

Fuck stresses

Fuck the fat

Fuck everything...

From today on I shall uphold a vulgarities-free blogosphere perhaps,PERHAPS only!

Wat the Fuuuuu.........funny thing to say!

god damn!I am so happy that I'm dying away!

1. Shit loads of work in that stupid confec. company called Y.S.(u do the guessing la!),stand all day long but none a of single passerby bothers to take a look at our cookies cos they seem as dry as how they look.And to hell is that we are bound to lotsa puny rules and regulation laid down by company such as the the sentence "...try our cookies" is highly prohibited for some unknown reason that only they'll know.As if not bad enough,I'm gonna take charge of cashier when I'm on duty in CS.Hellishly no!!!!!My kaki and tangan are not that fast enough to handle those transactions esp. operating the cashier machine...I will make up a long queue for sure in front of the booth due to my retardent in typing the numerical keys!And I'm gonna give the wrong change to customers and I'm gonna mess everything up...hey...our daily sales are RM 10k of matter,I can't fool around with that.Tiok see!

2.Fucktard,I did not aware that my online result can be printed out by the college,so it means I

can get my "gemilang" result earlier than I thought!Wah happy...!I think DDC will be my A2

result and CCD will be for the overall grades.Again,very happy!

3.That one of my male colleague is giving some lame excuses for not coming to work that I have to standby for him tomorrow!I've already thought of not coming and arranged my mood but suddenly he told me he couldn't make it for tomorrow.I'm his reliever now...asshole!Carrefour stall is fucking dead and businessless...boring!

Fuck la...enough of unfortunate events again...I'm not able to shop for CNY clothings!Ah Zai's restaurant is having vacancies now,Leong is working there already on 5 bucks per hour as waiter and some other odd jobs la.Mum asked me to go over and help out.It may be a better pay than YS but they're in KL.zsssssssssssssssssssssssssss...I dun feel like working there since I'll be spending most of my time there after I furthered my studies.Aiks...bad!

Aleisha(not sure of the spelling),my temporary teammate.She's a nice teammate of mine!She camwhored with my phone.

Ish...I look fucking pale and haggard inside...face bloated(munching sushi la)...half closed eye lids...partly bcos of the low resolution of camera and some are constituted by my own habit of sleeping late and lack of sleep then!And look at that funny Mandarin collar of our uniform...so orientally effeminized :s...thx to YS.

Hair extension(before and after)

It began like this...thin straightened fringe

Then...during the process,they used the longest ever bunch of hair to make me look like some kinda ancient Chinese swordsman,




And then,upon requested,I chopped off more than half of the actual length and it turned out like this,Japanese cosplay artist wannabe...




But then,later after a few round of washing and blowing,the so called "real" hair deteriorated due to the lack of protein and other nutrients directly irrigate to the real "fake hair"...and once they are heated,they'll crimp and split thx to the vaporization of the protein and ions(no more looking straight and healthy now and there's no way u can do treatment to improve cos they are dead hairs)...they become hideous later like this,




Fucking hideous and "la yeng" rite?!Rainie Yang Chen Ling alike of fringe,gosh,I don't wanna become like those lala mui with flat fringe and constantly acting cute in front of the purikura machine...*gasp*

And so after a few times of self trimming and "adjusting"...got rid of some split ends and wavy parts...





Now(13/1/07),it looks like this...but not that emo enough to my standard though :(

gah!

...and now thx to them I'm gonna spend more time than before to style 'em up *faint*,afterall they're not my inborn hairs that they always get off disoriented no matter how many times I iron them,fuck,more hassles now!Luckily my fringe looks so bushy now unlike last time,a Baldy I was!-_-

There's no way I can remove them now or else I'll lose a lot of hairs...cos they'll come off with the real hair of mine if u forcefully remove them without professional removal by hair stylist(that of cos u gotta pay 'em...)

The new year trip 2006-2007

Allow me to make a summarising for my 2007 new year trip as simple as possible here cos I'm really lazy to post all my reflections,feedbacks and some other lengthy rambings here that written to none in fact...so to get things short,the trip lasted for almost 2 weeks(passed by Macau,stayed in ShenZhen for 2 days and the rest in Hong Kong).



Macau - the place was nice and surrounded by sea,lotsa suspension bridge which I dunno why but I suspect Chinese govt. is fucking rich now to build one after another and another and so on...Macau International Airport is so tiny just like the one in Senai -_- and Changi Budget Terminal is so frugal and stingy...tiny and looks like Giant Hypermart -_-"



Shen Zhen - 26 years old city with 5x more buildings than Kuala Lumpur,shame on us boleh-land.Chinese govt. hired Singaporean to do town planning in SZ and there are like infinity of buildings over there,very exaggerating but true.Roads are as straight as u can ever imagine,like a whole stretch of ruler to infinity end,boring.Drivers there are rude,horns are flying everywhere eventhough midnight.Vendors(Dong Men Market) there are like those in Petaling St.I did some fucking cheap hair extension there for only 100 RMB(50 Ringgit only) which surprisingly turned out to be not too bad.Foods there sucks big time,smelled and tasted like shit and drainage water...to hell was that ppl there enjoy the foods a lot*spooky*.We were brought to some typical tourist spots like Window of the world,Cultural Village cum miniature world with some performances presented jampacked with lotsa tourists,not to forget places like Jewellery factory,Chinese Herbs Factory...that hoping us to fall prey on their fraudulent tactics so that we would spend our money to buy their mega thrifty pruducts(they gave discount generously like 70% if u ever ask them for it,and of cos u GOTTA ask them...they are cunning and they'll spurt lotsa reasons to get ur pocket burns out for their fake products,eventhough they seem professional and well dressed in uniform trading in a proper sales premise.)



Kowloon(HK) - took KCR line(commuter) from Shen Zhen custom across New Territory to Kowloon(30 minutes journey) where our hotel was located right in the middle of Mong Kok business district,yea,the infamous Women Street was nearby only within walking distance.Things are cheap and of cos with the condition of good in bargaining.I'm sucks in it so I din buy much from there.Vendors are rude just like those in Petaling Street but still u can see lotsa caucasions and tourists scattering everywhere there.The best is to bargain in Cantonese or else u'll get slaughtered gao gao.Tsim Sha Tsui was nice with the promising view of HK Island skyscraper at the harbour area,u'll get LV,Prada,Armani,Gucci over there where there's no way I can afford.So,boring!Starwalk was nice and the view is magnificient cos it was facing right in front of the significant HK island city and sumwhere nearby Peninsula Hotel.



Hong Kong(The Island) - View was nice at Victoria Peak...amazing and it was very cold over there.In fact coldest ever in HK which claimed by some meteorologist(10c to 12c),for me it was ok only.Went to Causeway Bay(Tong Lo Wan) for several times to shop,got really headache and suffocated by the amount of ppl there...many is too little to describe,I shall use much instead.Tried out the native Red Box Plus over there courtesy of Christine(Charles aunt. a capable woman of PCCW).Bought a lot of odd stuffs in fact -_- and ate a lot.Extended for few more days to stay in Christine place in Kennedy Town(Western part of HK island adjacent to Central-Zhong Wan and Hong Kong University) a classy area with lotsa high rise buildings and of cos the price of real properties there are 3 folds of M'sian market price starting from million for everything...Bukit Tunku,Damansara Height,Mont Kiara,Hartamas area...are nothing compare to those in HK.Houses are tiny but costly...but the view from Christine place was nicest cos it was facing the sea...public transport is nothing to complain about,best of all even better than Singapore I think,of cos they charged more...count ourselves lucky to stay in M'sia where train ticket from 2 ends are so fucking cheap...but then gotta trade off with good services since we're all in favour of cheap things instead of good services,don't complain too much will do with the price we're paying and other ppl paying.Tram is only 2 HKD and service is good as well...the longest time I'd ever waited in HK for a public transport was 1 minute.Learn it up RapidKL,TransitLink,Maju,KTM...*roll eyes*



Lantau Island(HK) - Went to visit the huge Buddha statue right on top of the peak of some mountain range(Dai Fat San) that required us to take cable car then climbed up hundreds of stairs just to reach the "foot" of the buddha statue... did some holy deeds such as ate vegetarian food,donation for sure since we are devoted Buddhists.Later on,off we went to Disneyland which left us in disappointment cos it turned out to be boring and dull.No exotic and challenging rides like those in DisneyWorld Florida and Tokyo Disneyland...all we could see is kiddo rides like Merry Go Round,Flying Jumbo,Tea Cups,Locomotive Train,some lame rafts and slow sampans...-_-...295 HKD weiiii!Wasted just lidat...could've buy a lot of winter clothings.The castle is the shortest ever among all the Disneylands,parade was pretty short like 30 minutes only...souveneir shops are the most in Disneyland HK...fucking Disney corp. that earning so much from us...without fulfilling our childhood dream to the fullest,in fact,it makes me feel like Disneyland HK is more of a place for selling souveneirs than bringing us fun.Genting Highland can anytime beat 'em down in term of fun.It sucks and I left so early that I didn't even bother to wait for the closing ceromony which comprising some fireworks...who noes whether they're gonna charge us for "viewing" or not.Disney theme MTR train was nice and cute and comfy!But not the theme park.Don't go to HK Disneyland ppl out there or else u'll regret for whole life,it won't answer ur anticipation and dreams...pay more and opt for other Disneylands.It's a shame I skipped Ocean Park for Disneyland,Ocean Park is much more bigger and nicer but the tic. costs only 100++ ,a lot cheaper than stupid Disneyland.I felt so lame when I left the Disneyland gantry...in fact started to question myself what the fuck I'm doing and paying this for?



*overall the entire China trip was nice(inclusive of HK and Macau),but ppl there are less polite than our local ppl...so don't ever say that Malaysians are rude if u haven't seen the rudest.I wonder how come a highly civilise city will nurture so many of uncivilise ppl...the China Public Securities(Gong An) are so unhelpful to our problems such as asking road direction,there were either getting wrong direction from them,getting a total cold shoulder from them(i'm gonna whack this particular one if I ever seen him around),or they will just tell u they dunno or shrug(mahai,can't u just ask ur comrades or wat instead of shrugging),food in HK is nice but not in Shen Zhen.HK sp. administrative govt. is very considerate cos they're enforcing "no smoking"policy into their law that ppl are only allow to smoke in limited places in HK...almost everywhere banned smoking and also u can see hand sanitizer dispensers anywhere in shopping complexes,hotels,MTR stations,restaurants,private residential premises...to overcome birdflu,SARS,influenza and other respiratory disease tht can spread easily among ppl esp. given the crowd in HK is never ceased from dusk till dawn.Thumbs up for their public health awareness...


PS:I've missed out on so many nice places like Ocean Park,Snoopy's world,Mid-level escalator walkway(passed by few times but din manage to go,it's da longest escalator walkway in the world I think),The wishing tree in Lamma Island,Wong Dai Sin Temples(although it was only 2 MTR stations away from my hotel,damn!)...some other nice places recommended by the HK tourism board.

pps:Oh yea,there was some strange things happened on the 1st day I checked into Newton Hotel Kowloon.Bcos of some "special" incidents that made us worried for the whole night for the safety of Michell and Chanel...so we didn't actually sleep well in Shen Zhen the night before.Thus,we compensated in our HK's hotel since we arrived there too early like 11 am sumthing only...and while sleeping I could hear someone pressing the doorbell massively and it happened constantly that it was so annoying...and I opened the door few times only to realise there was none,and the corridor was fucking spooky can!It was so deserted and eerie that I was goosebumped.Then later on I found out from Chanel which claimed to have this sixth sense that this floor of the hotel is not very "clean"...argh...*faint*!No wonder they don't even dare to answer the door even when we rang it.Luckily I'm a holy man...paranormal creatures will just fuck off from me and leave me alone!But after that day everything was fine and normal,weird.I still believe they were someone "real" pressed the doorbell,that could be a prank since our room is facing directly at the elevator,so I suspect he/she could've escaped easily from us after playing those pranks!Fuck!

The castle tells everything,yea,it's da Disneyland in dispute -_-"

Look at the stairs to the peak of the Buddha statue...damn a lot...and I saw there's lotsa elderly managed to climb up without external aids,and nope I didn't see any ambulance around as well.

The Repulse Bay(Tsin Sui Wan),a fishing village,with Charles,Michell and Chanel(Michell's mama)

Breathtaking view of the HK and Kowloon skyscrapers from Victoria Peak

At Victoria Harbour and the Starwalk in Tsim Sha Tsui.

The Cultural Village in Shen Zhen,the posers and nose digging seems vy fun for them.

The mock up Eiffel Tower at Window of the world,I wish I was in Paris...argh my Euro Trip seems bubbled to me now since I'm freaking broke edi...

In a taxi,on top of one of the many suspension bridges in Macau,that was the reknowned Macau Tower with casino inside.Taxi ride was fucking expensive in Macau especially(HK is nothing better oso)!

*I got dear lotsa photos but too lazy to post la!Used up all 5 memory sticks we have lol...2x128mb,1x256mb,1x32mb,1x16mb.....still not really sufficient for our 2 weeks trip to be honest including all the camwhoring ones.*ooops*

Bon Vogaye

I'm flying off in less than 12 hrs from now...

Wish me yat lou sun fong,jit lou sun huang,safe trip,selamat jalan!

:D

Come back have to get result,broke,work,decide on future undertakings...yada yada!

T-T

Absurdities happen all the time

Today I woke up and realised that I wasn't able to open hell lotsa webpages.Not even Yahoo,my homepage.And to hell,MSN was crashed.Blogger was all fucked up.Let alone Friendster.

Then I was like bah!Screw them and continue on solving my New Straits Time Puzzle Mania entries which I doubt I'll be finishing them on time albeit due on 3rd Jan. for this 2nd round.All I can tell u is,it's never easy to win any prizes from a post!Why the fuck is that,2nd round of Puzzlemania is tad harder than the 1st...and furthermore,me is getting lazy and immensing in the mood of going on vacation on weekend.

Ke mana I nak cari mood untuk selesaikan semua Puzzles yg membingungkan kepalaku?!

Whatever,I'm gonna try to solve it by today for my very last try so that I can post out on Friday since after that follows 3 days of public holiday...and I won't be around as well.Argh...gonna consume lotsa grey matters during the holidays!

And also,you people tell me why the hell can earthquake affected our connection speed one la!And to hell is that the earthquake occured was like thousand miles away from our homeland.Official statement is that the earthquake triggered the under sea optic cables or whatever blah blah...wow...all thanks to the active movements of the tectonic plates of the "pacific ring of fire",had it not been for the incident of earthquake,I wouldn't even know the possibilities of this kinda absudity can be that high.Man,this is the 21st century already la...no more primitive thinking.*sigh*.All the great deeds of human being...floods!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I fucking wish can stop raining soon!

Irrelevant ps:Nabeh...before I forget everything,gotta call up Topshop Megamall to urge them for the replacement of my loyalty card which promised to reach in a month time.Up 'till yesterday is exactly a month up and I've still not yet receive my replacement card!Diu...not even a call from them.So what if I requested to pick up my card outside KL,that I'm bound for waiting then?Imma gonna shop very soon,so I can't wait to get back my card.Don't understand what's the problem with my card as it seems fine to me but to them it was damaged.cheh meh staffs!

OMG...I can't sleep!

What type of music are you?

Rock on, dude! You are Punk music!
Take this quiz!

Yea right...so fuck off.

Went for job interview today after Charles told me last minute about YS having interview at Giant Plentong...and luckily Jenny still able to recognise us that we didn't require to further our interview session but just submit the form.

This year will gonna work in either Holiday Plaza,Plaza Pelangi or CS.But then the obstacles are HK trip and the release of A2 result...dunno...take leave?-_-

They no longer having sales target to determine ur pay increment anymore for this year but rather draw from overall sales,something like commission la.Dunno whether it's a good sign or not.

Aftermath

Supposed to go Kota Tinggi today to visit some flood affected relatives but too bad the only road leading to Kota Tinggi was under constructions to fix the mudslide spots.And we were there halfway after Ulu Tiram but too bad they changed the road to single lane and the jam was unable to move...and seeing that it was gonna rain again,we took U-turn back instead -_-

But on the way to KT...we could see lotsa mudslide spots.And potholes filled with muddy water.And cars on tow out of soaking in water...

Heard that there's a few crocodiles escaped as well in KT...:s

Hope everyone is fine and all the victims are safe...thank those NGOs and all other private sectors and even Red Cross Society from Singapore who assist in helping the victims due to the incapability of our very own state government in handling this matter...*sigh*

Merry Merry Xmas and Happy New Year!

SO this is Xmas...

and Merry CHRISTMAS TO ALL!!!!!!!!!

Where's my presents!Mana...?

I'm so disappointed cos santa didn't visit me this year anyhow like before...so ppl don't ever believe the existence of santa cos afterall it is bullshit...or to blindfold all the children out there like how we used to encounter last time.I still remember my mum bought me a Xmas socks when I was very young and in the middle of the night she came and stuffed a present inside for my sis and I but of cos I knew that was her...cos I DUN BELIEVE IN SANTA.

I don't even celebrate Xmas as I'm not even a Christian,just to steep into the atmosphere and enjoy the decorations and carols!And this year Xmas eve was given to my cousin sister cos she organised a mini BBQ party for my family and her family...and that's it for this year.No present at all but then the time spent together with family is more important and meaningful than others.

So I didn't go Orchard Rd this year like last other years...cos Charles wasn't here and BL was working...miss the lights though!

And I gotta start packing my stuffs cos ME GOIN TO HONG KONG this SUNDAY!yay...I never join parents for Genting trip bcos of this...they are goin there 4 days 3 nites is like,hell!!!What can I do there for so many days...1/2 a day is more than sufficient for me in Genting(the last place to travel in my list...).

So this year Xmas,I've picked few nice songs to recommend :

Mariah Carey - All I Want For Xmas Is You (all time fav.)
Sarah Mclachlan - Happy Xmas(war is over)
Corrinne May - Joy to The World,Hark the Herald Angel Sings,Angels We Have Heard On High

and those other angel voices like Josh Groban,Il Divo,Hayley Westenra,Corrinne Bailey Rae,Emi Fujita,Sarah Brightman,Andrea Bocelli,Charlotte Church,Michael Buble,Jamie Cullum...are so suitable to be listened at this very season!I got so addicted!

Best Xmas movie :

Love Actually

ps: I wanna learn ballroom dance sooooooo bad especially,Jive,Quick steps,Waltz,Tango...after I watched Take the lead,Shall we dance? and Step up...I have the sudden urge to learn dancing -_-

Do I really have to look like them?!

Whoever that are so convinced that they "really" look like those people in the photos displayed by this fictitious software and started putting glitters on themselves...go bang urself against the wall for good.

I'm all in...

Triple postings~some silly arguments~

I just hung up my conversation with one of my net friend in a rather unhappy and jumpy chat-o-sphere.

I mentioned to him that I could've use "tongue piercing" by all means as a dietetic restraint.Cos obviously after you get that little fleshy made up by cells and veins punched,infection is inevitable.And so...the adversarial chatting started and gone worse until I told him I had my ear lob and cartilage pierced as well,not to be left out,my tribal tattoo sitting tight on my ankle.Whoa,he then rebutted my statements massively as if I've committed some punishable crimes like that which should've send to the gallow to be presecuted immediately.All sorts of "do's and don'ts" and the atrocity to spout flowerish nonsenses which carry heavy religious remarks.I had to really beg his pardon and further begging to differ...am I compel to accept all his rubbish talkings and absurdities?!Well,he seems smart becos he used spiritual attack like "it's self-hypnotizing","dare to be different","trend","following my frens"...yada yada of sarcastic implications.The smart me of cos smelled rats and so stopped him from preaching after all he ain't a pastor or what and to me pastors are crappy.He's involving in some kinda 9th class Buddhist teaching clan called "Soka Gakkai" originated from Japan,and to hell he still dares to tell me that this mysterious clan is a NGO.Ok!Now,pardon my ignorance but I really never heard of this organisation before.I'm a pious Buddhist and all I know is we should respect our god and the same time not to harm the others...I burn incense,jossticks and I don't offer meat to my god on the altar...that's all I know!And those mantras that I'm familiar with(or as far as me and ppl around me concern) are all written in Pali instead of Japanese.Don't tell me how great is the founder's(Prof. Imeda XXX sumthing la,a Japanese) philosophic quotes(I suspect they are propagandas) cos I won't appreciate them,I rather listen to a monk than him(a person that I never heard of and doesn't exists in my life).CRAPS!

I try to absorb the virtues and moral values that teach us to be good to society.As long as I come in clear conscience and I don't do harm,then what's the big deal of having piercings?Ok,well you may tell me one of the teaching goes..."do not harm ur body bcos they are sacred"...*roll eyes* C'mon then tell me what do you mean by "sacred" in this 21st century where we see things in a down-to-earth way rather than abstraction.Tell your founder to get a life and face the reality then.Some values are meant to be inherited but some are don't.It's not even the matter of what "god says..." but rather what "the situation tells..." or maybe what I feel right that is none of your concern cos it doesn't affect you in any way also.

He was telling me that I'm lying to myself and I'm doing that to commemorate my naivety and childishness.Excuse moi!A caveman like you don't even know understand the "sacred" of symbolism and freedom.It's a symbol that can carries anything that we like and it's our liberty to do that...I have all the rights to mention HUMAN RIGHTS here cos I feel that you were trying to intrigue my personal interest and trying to tell me what I did was wrong where there's over a billion of ppl doing exactly the something as me without being enforced by any statutes in the world so far?!You can anything bring your religious craps and statements to the Human Rights Commision...I sure layan to the max and see either facts or religious is gonna win over this lawsuit.Hey,my lecturer once told me that I'm not corrupting public moral as well.So what's your 20 cents on religious and moral issues?Wanna debate,I'm all out?Moral is something really "sacred" that can be explained in scientific way as why should we adopt those moral values and why should it be integrated into our elementary education.But religious is not compulsory except for Muslims in M'sia.The imams are urging their ppl to modernise Islam to be more civilised and yet a small clan like yours unable to?Well,I thought Japanese is a highly modernised and diversified society?And just can't believe that the existent of such person's teaching can still be echoed by so many foolish ppl like you out of Japan(ok I apologise to the founder if that person I was talking to misapprehend the intentions and teaching values but yet still going around preaching everyone with mixture of his personal reflection,twisted the facts...deeply apologise to whoever the founder is,now isn't he the one who commited the biggest sins of innuendo and confusing others?Shall we send him for prosecution?Perhaps in a primitive way like stoned-to-death,seal his mouth...castration?! )

C'mon man,face the facts.You don't know anything.And you don't even know what I'm thinking and how can you dare enough to say that I'm self hypnotizing,lying to myself and naive?

Afterall,everyone lies to themselves in different ways(whoever doesn't lie to themselves I call them the biggest hypocrites).Those that you mentioned could be one small portion of them but definitely not me,I will never ever opt this way to lie to myself.Wait a minute,does that even means that the clothes and pants that I'm on my putting on is also a way of self-lying?Cos they do enhance your very appearance as well.Aha,I almost forgot that you are a jungle dweller which inhabit with our dearie national treasure called sakai(primitive man) where they where nothing to cover their private parts which to me...it's more of corrupting public moral if I wanna to pick something to fire on.....but luckily they do cover them now with at least some cloths nowadays.Thank them for inspiring our fellow designers,so that we can enjoy the "benefits" of a G-String and T-Back that has brought to us.

A few holes and some paintings on my body do not change my inner values and my character,the only changes is appearance which can be very deceiveful if you didn't already realised about it cos you are practically lying to yourself as well by judging a book by its cover!

And next time if you try me again and cause commotion...I dare you...I'm gonna fuck you off and applaud your masterpiece to the public(If I'm made capable of doing that,why not?!)

...sign off!

Double posting~Xmas wishlist~

All I want for this Xmas is :

~EXCELLENT result!
~Found a high pay part time job
~Money drop from sky
~Slimmer
~Done with my Uni. application and decided with an ideal course
~Stop raining so frequently
~World peace(conventional :p)
~Safe and healthy
~Wish Santa can visit me and grant me another inexhaustible wishlist(that not mere wishlist that simple but a list that can be materialized!)

Gah!

Flood!

Wah...Kota Tinggi road mudslid and collapsed...!

And tht's the only major road linked to KT and now ppl from JB and outside KT can't access to KT...the same goes to those staying in KT where they are trapped inside and practically waiting to be evacuated.

-_- wonder what are those Bombas doing?!...heard that there are still victims trap sumwhere in the midst of flood which overlooked by "cheh meh" Bombas...!

Well,hope it won't be ended up as a second Katrina.Or else people will gonna boo~ the state government down in no time once they get fed-up of it.

Abacadabra...stop that Mother Nature!

OMFG

It's raining cats and dogs now for almost 3 days UNCEASINGLY!

Nabeh!The tiny domestic road in front my house also can jam because of stupid flash flood?!The whole JB was like under chaos...cannot even go out!

Summore keep on running nose.....sien!I hope the barometer in HK now is on the higher side.Please don't rain in HK until I came back!

And stop raining here as well...annoying!

Must be tropical cyclone that transformed and reduced from "Durian"...diu...no mood!

And look!Now the sun is shining and glaring like mad.....just wait till the next second for those clouds to mask over it and the pressure will rise again!*clinch fists*

Ouch and ....err....yea...ouch!Case analysis...

Ouchy senario 1 :

I was chatting with Mark(one of my net frens) and to hell he just underwent the 1st stage of dental bracing!2 freaking molar teeth have to be removed and that hasn't done yet,next monday 2 more have to be extracted.Fucking agonize man...the way he described to me and his current feelings.Dying to eat but unable to chew to his max. enjoyment,so all he can eat is only liquidized foods like porridge,oats(yucks) and etc. at this very moment until the braces are fixed on and lying idly without causing pain to his gums and teeth.Ok,so this entire process will be lasted for at least a couple of months!Hell.It will then burns out 5k from your pocket.The intrinsic and extrinsic price for it...for sake to beautify the ugly duckling!But I WANT...my fucking ragged and uneven teeth needs remedy this time,I especially hate it when foods get stucked easily in between the gaps!But still I do like the fact that I have 4 nice and big canine teeth somewhat resemble vampire!Eeek.....!

Just imagine when they inject anaesthetic into your vulnerable and sensitive gums is able to tick me off.OUCH!According to him when the anaesthetic goes off,the recovered pain + the bleed is damn irritating and hardly bearable...mind you it's able to cause you a serious mental breakdown summore.And to hell again,he needs to put on the braces for the next 2 years time.Niamah!2 yearss!!!Extreme make over indeed...with heavy price.

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Outcome=Daddy said too costly and asked me to go for government hospital instead which takes only 500 bucks but the trade off is shortest period of waiting time can be at least a YEAR!So may have to wait long long for your turn...by that time,man,I'll be either studying or already fled to elsewhere not here anymore :(

Conclusion=After I graduated and get my own job,earn my own money and spend it with my own money,bummer -_-.

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Ouchy senario 2 :

Again out of sudden,the urge to get myself the long-wanted TONGUE PIERCE...*sighs* here the obstacle is my family but I was thinking just to reduce the frequency of opening my mouth and showing my tongue before them will do but that's very hard to control anyhow cos it's againt nature course haha...you can always do that subconciously or even unconciously when you don't even aware of it.However I think it can still works to some extent if I dare to take the risk of piercing it......I knoe it's pain but what I fear the most is the pain I have to suffer from being condemn by parents!

...it's better to ask for forgiveness than permission as how the cliche goes....so....what should I do now?Follow it or against it?!Eeek......!

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Outcome=Well...what more can I say?It's a firm reject by conservative Mummy and Sis.Dad didn't know though cos I still don't feel like dying yet...Mum threatened if I ever do tongue pierce,she will cut off my allowance financing,no room for negotiation for all the requests I want in future,worse come to worse if I did secretly and she found out,she might just stop financing my tertiary studies and urge me to get a job.Indeed,an expected outcome...can lead to family tragic perhaps :(...haiz...let's see then!

Conclusion=Postponed for no time limit ahead...until new piece of mind is found and time is ripe.Could be 2-3 years time...longer period away from home...no doubt I'll still do but it's just a matter of time and permission where the latter can be ripped off easily(yea,I'm bad and rebellious :p).Well,I don't see there's any problem why people should associate tattooing and piercing with religious,moral,ethical issues,and way off the wall.Bummer...see how then -_- the most resume my previous long gone 2nd tattoo plan lo---more expensive sial!666!

A great site about ppl experiencing various piercing's encounters : http://www.bmezine.com well the ppl there really enlightened me and gave me courages to go ahead and pierce it.Cos according to them the process of needling and penetrating itself do not hurt as much as what the aftermath does.....heard that swelling,pus,scabs,dryness,irritants,difficulties in eating,lymph,lisps are inevitable but only eligible for the first few weeks up to a month or a couple depending on the rate of your body healness...yea...it's just like ear piercing rite?!Cos tongue is muscle,there goes the same as your ear lobes but well cartilage is different though cos it involves the softbones and lotsa veins and nerves unlike tongue I supposed.Correct me if I'm wrong....*sobs*

Weekend!

Woke up pretty late today feeling somewhat moody...

Didn't even have the appetite to eat...so I just had a few more extra papadam to bury my stomach.

Later on,tagged along with sis and mum to Z studio for hair scalp treatment + hair spa!!!My head is so light now and the poles are all so relieve...clean...refresh!haha

Dinner was nice since we had Korean food at Jang Won in Stulang...an authentic Korean owned restaurant.Stuffed up really full,I had a bowl of Bibimpap + Sweet potatoes' vermicelli + assorted side dishes + a bowl of extra rice along with "Sang Mut Tang"(seafood steamboat I think,damn spicy can!).FUCKIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIINGly full,and damn supposed to diet(again -_-).And I'm munching on papadams and breads now again since the Korean foods weren't that filling afterall...soupy and full of vegs.

Rubbish

Went to Zon today to pay up and discuss about the itinerary.Suddenly feel so heartache cos I just dried up both my saving and spending account in a day or practically a trip.Yea,I'm extremely poorer than u think.Paid 1.5k(partial) for the deposits and stuffs,visas' fees are waived,and got a pretty useless travel bag(as usual),or should I say vanity case?Cos it can't even fit in few more extra garments...what to do...on tight budget so have to opt for 9th class service like this.And to hell I'm still overbudget!See...told u I'm fucking poor!

So we will fly off from Changi Airport on 31st Dec. and will be arriving Macao in approx. 3 hours time.Then right after that have to take ferry to Shen Zhen and stay there for 2 Days cos HK's hotels all nabeh kena fully booked or crammed at the moment so have to wait for few more days in Shen Zhen.Well,we can jolly well go shop for mega thrifty mass produced goods in China though,boh pien like I said BUDGET(well it's restricted to moi only!).After Shen Zhen will be HK,and we still thinking to go or not to go Disney cos I'm not really interested in those kiddo mascots but since it's famous so...we'll decide later la...freaking 250 bucks per entry 666!The trip lasts for 7 days 6 nights I think,flying with Tiger Air(a lowcost budget air managed by Singaporean...what to do,no money!and to hell their fares are increasing daily when approaching New Year and Xmas...super peak!).Yesterday was still 364 SGD and today 20 bucks increment,diu!50 more bucks we can take off by Singapore Airline lo.Stupid festive season haha.So anyways,I'm going with Charles,Michell and her mum at this point,there will be changes though,depends.

So please PM me if any of u are so kind enough that want to subsidise me k? :p

ps: I saw few amusing entertainment news that really makes me laugh till drop.1st is the one of canto-pop singer Yumiko with her pants fell off during an acrobatic performance,omg,if I were her I'll just jolly well quit myself from the field forever.And then Elva Hsiao's upcoming album after long awaited titled "1087" kena transliterated into "依琳白痴"........*speechless*what da fuck those ppl got nothing else better to do lidat rite,deliberately playing prank and raised sensitive issue to trigger 2 mando-pop so called superstars or better still,Dancing Queen!Will they be enemy then,we shall see...haha if Jolin is so stupid enough to take it serious cos Elva's explanation is that "1087" stands for the days she waited for this upcoming album to be released.-_-.Well...

Dying inside...

I need a job I need a job I need a job cos I need $ I need $ I need more $!!!

I get so fed up of late...especially hate it when what I opted to do didn't get any support from parents instead criticisims.It's crappy,just need more of understanding.What I've been wanted to do are not high off the hog nor extravagant like their piece of thoughts but for me I feel they are rather realistic and practically like other commoners will do.But to them,those are full of unbearable descriptions that you will never wanna hear any...kinda dampening!Shitty.

I'm nearly 20 ok?Still expecting me to be that lil' kiddo demanding for lollipops/toys/gizmos???I want knowledge...something abstract beyond my(and ur) imagination,beyond what we can learn from textbooks.No longer wanna be a"frog underneath the well"...I have wings but I use them on the right time.Hope they can ever understand that.

I have my own ideal plan and I hope no one is there to shatter or trigger it down.

It's only through that that I'll grow to become a official "adult" provided I'm gonna be 20 soon!I really wish they don't put their personal yardstick upon me which can be totally inaccurate and out of standard,at the same time hope they can respect my decisions and don't put them in disdain.

And so...I'm getting fucking emo lately for reasons above!My patience is running out,so as my positive mood....so melancholic!

PS: my Clark Hatch gym subscription cancelled cos I still thought of working is more important for me at this moment haha...summore if I go gym have to shallow out my pocket again which already burnt...guess I'll have to wait until I found my new course and get membership from FF in the end in KL.Not JB :( cos Clark Hatch is not cheap and not many facilities here in JB compare to the one in KL and PJ!I wanna go to FF The Curve!!!I want Body Jam GroupX from FF!!!

The loud grudge within

I just can't stand those xenophiles that having overdosed affection for caucasians or get so obsessed over them.They are superior and in the other way they look down on their own cultures and people.What's that?Go burn in hell please...it's so making me sick!

I'm not being xenophobic anyway...but at least I am told to remember my own root all the while.

*frowns and roll eyes*

Irrigation 1

Yea...it's been long since the last time I logged in and updated.Not that I'm busying with anything right now on hands but I got really thirst out of inspiration and the momentum to blog on.*sigh*.Come to think of it,it's been almost 2 years that I've been blogging constantly no matter what happens and whatever obstacles that blocking my way.After all the ups and downs,I'm still standing strong blogging my way here...wonder why.On the contrary side,I blogged the most during exams but least blogged when I have fruitful of time.Argh...cos there's really none a single fucking interesting event happened so far during my entire free time you see!You could probably tell me that DOHA 2006 is interesting enough but fuck off cos Malaysia got only 3 golds in pocket so far.Such a shameful outcome how am I suppose to blog?Oh maybe I should be grateful at this point that our national bowling team and that of 2 badminton player that has finally bring us glory that we should shout out loud "boleh!".Well,none of my business also although I'm dwelling on this so called boleh-land.I'm kind of pragmatic,their glories are none of my concern.Do I get 200k if anyone of them get gold medal?No!

Enough of rambings...

Ok,I'm feeling damn emo after I got my not-so-emo hair cut.Wonder why?I think I've been hibernate a lot at home which makes me completely forgot there's a nicer and better place beyond the main door called "outside".The main reason of this is I'm damn freaking broke ok?POVERTY!I'm trading off this on-purpose's poverty with my coming trip to HK.If I can really make it to the trip,my savings will fall exponentially to "nil" or worse come to worse negative index...debts!haha...nevertheless I'm still gonna struggle a way out cos I so wanted to go beyond boleh-land this season.Although I won't be able to see snow but somehow,a different atmosphere do help.So it implies that a high remuneration part time job is on demand once I got back from HK,if and ever no matter what.So dead.Just fuck it!

But deep down there's a hidden feeling of wanting the trip to be cancelled as I don't make effort to push myself but same time I don't counteract against it.Just let it be...que sera sera.Come what come may,I'll just take it calmly.haha.Shhh.....

Megasale is around the curve...so tempting T^T.Forget about it this time.I'm so agonized...Had it not been the worthiness of going HK,I'll just raid all the retailers here at once!

So boring anyhow at this moment,hope Mr. Santa Claus will come visit me.Pls I don't have chimney but you can come in from either the dormer,main door or back door anyhow cos I have lotsa wishes to be fulfilled!I need santa to deliver me an excellent result for A2 first of all and secondly lemme get at least one of the prizes in New Straits Times Puzzlemania contest!Talking about NST Puzzlemania,I just realised I'm lacking one of the 2nd Dec. copy after the completion of 9 copies(10 in total).What a waste of time!Fortunately,the closing date is 20th of this month and there's another 3 more rounds to go until February!hohohoho...Santa *wink wink rub hands*

Anyways,I'm just here to irrigate my own blog in order to prevent it from rotting away in dismay(rhyme is not intended).

What I've been doing....

Practically none ever since the day I came back to JB land!Damn...feel such a waste to live life like that.Im'ma go gym soon!Swimming lesson soon!

I'm still downloading Step Up...damn!Can't wait to watch it...the OST are heavenly fabulous!Nicey!

Suddenly this A2 result thingy came into mind...wonder what kinda result will I get...bet it's not so a nice and flying colours result since I hardly put in any effort.

Duh!

Where I belong

FINALLY,after surrendered my hostel card and keys,here I am,no more part of the hostelites of Sunway Monash Condo Hostel.No more the dweller of B3A-02 room 1.No more poolside's foods :p

Gah...!Miss those good old days hanging out in library and foyer of Sunway and Monash!Pyramid is not a bad place to hang out afterall...ish!

ANyways,I'm back in JB for good now.Won't be back until the release of my A-levels result!!!Damn...screwed it!

I got hell lotsa things to do now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Mega sales coming.How I wish I'm in KL now counting down for the sales :(

Kinda broke now as Susan hasn't repay me my money....weeeeeeeeeee!

I'm so boring here............

No plain plan

Ish!

Mum told me Bangkok trip cancelled,but for me I don't have any feeling over it afterall Thailand is so not an ideal destination that I've wanted to go :p I rather go to the more classy and civilise across-the-causeway-new-paradise called Singapore.As the Xmas season of Great Singapore Sale is approaching.Time to store up my piggy for the next coming shopping spreeeeeeeeee!

I have hell lotsa things to buy...cologne,watch,digi bag,PORTABLE mp3 player(not iPod again),sunglass,beanieS,accessories..........all sorts you name it!Again,why can't guys do shopping like what the girls do to stimulate the ever-in-recession economy?We are doing our part to contribute to the final GDP figure as well :p

Well anyways,I've been doing lotsa rehab. for post exam disease(sounds familiar) for past few days.Went out almost everyday after exam,and the sad thing is I'm gonna go back JB tomorrow and check out from Sunway Monash Condo. Hostel where I encountered lotsa sweet and bitter,ups and downs,highs and lows in this enclosed place for almost 1 and a half year.I'm surely gonna miss the view from my window,the panoramic view of Sunway Laggon,Sunway College,Sunway Pyramid,Sunway Medical Centre right up to Extreme Park!SO beautiful(albeit I wasn't feel that way before this)...*nostalgic*...I'm so used to the screaming that coming out from lagoon,the roller coaster brushing pass the track,the cranes tht working for Pyramid 2 which caused high decibel...those Indonesians yelling,poolside cafe,the generous olympic sized swimming pool,those guards,management team,people store,car park where I used to do roping there with Susan,hanging out in Vinodh,Susan,Eunique,Cheryll,Andrew's room,the study room,the elevators,the stairs tht helped me through my diet period,every single things here which I don't really bear to leave behind but I'm forced to somehow...there's no eternity anyways...cheh!Well,at least I'm leaving this place to a better one called "HOME" where I always belong to *cheers*.

Oh yea,I went The Curve's Redbox(Kim Chi Jji Ggae in Ikano spoilt my vocal!) and clubbing for the past few days but they were not as happening as I thought(clubbings).The one at Ruums was not bad but still there's room for improvement.The one at Loft was quite terrible since there's some sucky DJ spinning tht day,no R&B musics were played!All the trance,techno and house which was totally disastrous.Potong steam to max and we went home damn early...not even thinking of getting drunk.Should've just stick to the nearest Q-bar or La Flam instead with R&B groove-able musics provided in order to get HIGH!Whatever la,I don't get to club for even single tiny bit in JB under supervision of the parents and fyi. JB don't have any nice clubs,it's either Ah Beng conquered,corrupted or with too much of drugs commitment...except for a better and westernize one called New York Club but I bet there's no difference apart from that they are slightly more classy outside.*sigh*.

Ish what to do for this long long long long long break?????Pls give me some suggestion!

Break the chain!

Yay!

After enduring for almost 1 month plus...here I am...spread my wings and ready to fly!

After screwed my last paper(tort law) yesterday,I can't be bothered anymore...

My mind was full of enjoying and excitement after A2 although the result is coming out pretty soon and my A2 Econs + Stats. are more than enough to dampen all my vitals cos they are just so DEAD which I don't wish to mention again here *sigh*.

Yesterdy was quite beat while I went Pyramid after the paper and had Dragon-i "xiao long bao"...some kinda pao with watery filling and served in steam-cage(dunno wat's that called).One word for that,FUCKing not cheap.

Went to Ruum at KL at night,too bad I'm not really in the mood to drunk cos I drank like 2 shots only I guess -_-.Anywhere they told me that's a new club and previously it was some other club but unknowingly closed down few months ago.It's at Jln. Raja Chulan right above TGI Friday and next to Wisma SPK(Fitness First).The place was kinda empty yesterday probably becos of it's weekday.BUT LOTSA EYE CANDIES NO DOUBT!

Anyways,came back pretty early like almost 3 am as I was damn sleepy already.

I'm gonna start packing my stuffs,parents are coming this Friday.Going back home for emo haircut!!!I'm so lazy to do packing.Damn I'm sure gonna miss Sunway so much!

Assorted rants

yippy!In less than a week time Tristan will be freed from exams!No string attached,I can do whatever I want so long as I'm HAPPY.hohohohahahahohohohahaha *smirks*

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Wait If I'm not mistaken,Law paperS are coming in 3 days time.*smackforehead*.Fulamak.2 books with over 10 over chapters to cover.Contract + Tort = Grave (=/= Law).Shhhhhhhhhhhhit!How???Still under procrastination,had been lazing around and lepaking over Cheryll's place doing nothing but ranting and sleep!Somebody save me...and for those that u think I've already finish studied everything and attempt to seek help.Screw u nicely first of all,for ur own sake,go ask lecturer.I'm unprepared yet.

This time I really did extremely bad in A2 Econs (p3 + p4) no doubt and Maths(Stats. 2) da one of my favourite subject,can I believe it?I'm so gonna flunk it.Just hoping for credits enough at this point,dun even dare to go further to the extreme of getting any hella distinctions cos I noe well with my capability as well as my capacity...C's are pretty adequate for Econs and Maths.The rest over and above are BONUS.As long as I'm made eligible to apply for top 100 Uni's in the world...I'm gonna fly~-_-

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Tristan has been extremely busying on sorting out what to do ahead instead of sticking to the books,there you go his to-do-list for this long long break :

1. Polish up my kaput-ed driving skill
2. Take up swimming lesson(yea I'm a drought-ducky,screw u if u wanna laugh)
3. After the completion of 2. I'm able to learn diving!
4. Learn French or Spanish or Japanese...
5. Learn classical guitar or bass!(yea I know I'd been learning lotsa instruments in my life for sake of fulfilling the greed of my passions...let's count...Electone organ,keyboard,violin,Chinese flute...the longest is Electone organ for about more than a year,teehee!)
6. Working for part time...need more of moo-lahhhs!
7. Diet!666!(Jogging on daily basis)
8. Finished reading all my political science books that in redundance which I've stored for more a decade on rack!

In my mind

...girls in the boys' room,boys in the girls' room,you free your mind with your androgyny.....oh my god...this is a catchy tune I started to get hooked on recently(yea when I'm feeling sucky).Anyways,it's by GARBAGE.

So what I've been doing past few days?

hmm...practically nothing -_- .Yea I know I'm having exam around the curve but you know,I can't control myself from stop procrastinating.Teehee!

The same old good excuse I always give right?Yea I just can't seem to find a reason for stop procrastinating.It's addictive and fun by the way.I should have pursue a degree with major in Procrastination Studies and a minor in perhaps err...comtemplation.Haha.Philosophy sounds not too bad as well but yours truly here is not a linguistic,deep-thought and intellectual kind of person.So not in my list la...lol.

Yea,I got to know this interesting Bangladeshi friend which is currently doing his 2nd degree in VU *eyes pop up*.He's already in his 25 and I really admire his spirit of learning unceasing(well the truth is actually he couldn't find any good job in a degree in Philosophy).Anyways,let's not even talk about that but he's willing to take a 2nd degree is in itself a pleasant thing to be heard of.Come on man,Philosophy is not a simple degree and it is really a challenging and almost unreachable subject for all of us here.Who else in this society can accept this kind of degree holder provided that society is damn fucking conservative?Salute to his bravery of pursuing that.

He's graduated from University of Chittagong in Bangladesh.I find him very nice a person because he thinks differently,you may find him an oddball for all I care but I really got enlightened by his mindset.It's no doubt a philosopher thinking,It's rather profound for your simple structure of brain cells which can only think about eating,sleeping,procrastinating,clubbing and stuffs.To top them up,you are living your life like an amoeba,that's it.*roll eyes*.Yea,I'm implying myself as well ok?Shame...!

But deep down,I do think that he's kinda distinct and dissimilar than us.Not fickle minded but in a rather offensive way of description,nutty.Oops...but all in all he's nice!Except for the fact that he can lose his temper like water,somehow it's hard for his to hide his feelings within but that is like when he get provoked or what la...of course he won't went off amok with knife although he is jittery.

Well,enough of that.

I'm having so bad hair day today just to compensate my 12 hours of sleep.Wtf.I think I hardly sleep more than 5 hours in my entire lifespan after Form 3 and obviously it's getting worse perpetually.I won't deduce that It messed up my health and lifestyle but then my temper do eaisly get heated due to that and partly also because of my loosely masked anger management.And yea,of cos that has constituted to a bigger amount of my daily fatigue.I started to take nap very often long before I can realise.*yawnsy*

Now I really know why I feel so tired whenever I open the books.Nah,not because of the reasons above at all.It's the freaking lazy bugs!!!Gotcha.....I'm the super duper laziest person in this planet.Feel free to eliminate me,cos I will spread my disease around.hohohaha *yawns*.

Crap off.Gonna go hit shower and study!If I'm not feeling sleepy...

Do I look like some rockstart cum songwriter to you?Ryan Star,Jason Mraz perhaps?Or maybe not....(the eyebrows were airbrushed -_-)

Words of misery

Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

This suppose to be my favourite paper and I couldn't do anything but screwed it up badly,like real bad!

So super super depress now!

I skipped whole nite of sleep just to ensure that I can cover more of them but at then end of the day,it all went down the drain and washed away to nowhere infinity!

At least 2 questions out of 7 are a sure gone-thing.Due to my dumbness and limited in capacity...I'm sure those questions weren't that hard but then when ur mind was blank and u can't do anything to it but let it slipped away...that was real sucky,time is one of the important factors as well if only I could have another extra 10 minutes!And to make thing worse,that's ur favourite paper :s

So far,I screwed 2 papers which is the previously Econs Paper 4 and the recent Statistics 2...fuckhole knn ccb!Why am I so dumb!I predict I will either get a maximum of C or lower for S2 :( *cries out loud* ...I need at least credit for all my subjects in order to apply for Uni...I mean I'll get the chance to apply to more prestigious Uni.Even if I don't,ADP will have require me to get at least C for credits exemption!This implies that if no C is achieved,ur entire time spent in A-levels is only equivalent to white elephant,in short,waste of money and nothing gained!

I am so not confident at getting any good grades up until this point...none at all!Tell me how?It's only pre-U!

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I trade off my whole nite of sleep for this paper,bearing the consequences of having zits rooted and wide spreaded across my face,dark wrinkles outlining the eyes reminding me how nice of them can be naturally without the retouch of extra vanity goodies,saggy eye bags that apparently deflated my already-small eyes...Godness knows that I'm into Gothic addiction and bestowed me all the essential features of Gothic spirits.I'm gonna be either zombie or vampire in no time.I am SO happy!My body is capable of providing me free make up!Yippy

-_-

U know,it's like u being over complacent about what u possessing all the while and at the end of the day only to realise that those are just peasy and trivial to onlookers.Yea,I can see them snigger behind me...shame on me!Anyway,fuck them...they are bunch of faggots that go around laughing at others' downsides and they are so nerd.They would've pointed their fingers at me saying I'm nerd but on the otherside,but pardon me to stifle my laugh and look who's talking there.They are so damn effing nerdy that the most amusing thing they've ever done is saying other people nerd.Lame to da max!

Alrite,I can't stop ranting nowadays.I got so hooked up,I rather sacrifice my revision time on my blog...or just wandering around doing nothing.I have 3 more papers to go...A2 Econs which I'm pretty sure that's a gone-thing as well and LAW(the only hope)

And so,

The hardest is yet to come...

Kill me please.

Unceasingly ill

Ah,

guess I have nothing better to do but to rant and grumble about...

my few days of flu and nose blocking finally mutated into dry cough and throat irritation(well,kinda itchy not the typical sorethroat anymore).

my next paper will be the so glorious Economics resit paper(1 & 2),I'm sitting her typing all these vapid texts out of nothing...

oh wait a minute,maybe if my dry cough further mutating into cancer or TB or wat,this could be a piece of precious posthumous writing of mine!Somewhat I can follow the footstep of the one of "1 litre of tears"...like record down my daily journal in way of optimistic mode while telling others that I'm so not fear of death,I'm gonna fight 'till the end.

In fact deep down,I'm more chicken-ed than any others...of cos...that's my life afterall.

Well,haha...*beep* ur *beep*...I still have long long way ahead ok?It's so not worth to die this young without even having sex family of own rite?

Anyhow,1 litre of tears really inspired me a lot.But there's no way I can find the translated version of that book,what a waste.

PS: My ear piercings suck,they are aching like shits and the hoop earrings I bought are kinda small in perimeter.Thus,unable to get them connected to the other end of holes.And so,I inserted them to the holes with brutally...for nearly 1 hour plus repeating the same stupid and painful motion *ouch*...now they are hanging tight upon my ear despite some unavoidable bruises...:( KNN!

Rant-holic

Sick!My gawd...it happens every now and then at those critical time.The weather hasn't been that well past few days and library is freaking cold,for those amounted to my freaking flu.U noe that kinda sucky feeling where u wanna sleep but ut head is like 1000 needles poking in while at the same time ur nose can't function properly and u are forced to use the damn mouth to breath until ur throat runs dry and itchy.WTF!How am I suppose to sleep in this kinda conditions I wonder.And so,I effectively slept only at noon around 12 to 1 sumting.My nose still running and sneezing,I've used up 2 rolls of toilet paper on the damn mucus which bound to be yellowish.For that,my grandma will most probably say,"over heaty,must drink more water ah..."However,I drank almost 2-3 litres of mineral water but still to no avail,the only thing is my bladder keep on pushing and filling with water only.DAMN~

I off-ed the air con but still,SNEEZING.I ate lotsa mentos and applied lotsa Vicks but still SNEEZING.My nose is red and swollen currently,call me Rudolph people!Fucking pain summore cos of constantly rubbing at the skin...DIU!

Really no good luck.

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Oh,I received a call from sis. that the "parents" are planning to go Bangkok for trip.Anyway,not a big surprise to go ooh-aaahs over cos afterall I was expecting places like Korea,China,US or Aus.Better than none still.

Finally,I'm gonna move out end of this month(few days after the completion of idiotic A2 last paper,LAW),I'll say I'll miss all my coursemates and housemates and classmates here but the only thing I won't be missing is roommate and the foods around.Shit,I'm so gonna miss Sunway Lagoon,Sunway Pyramid,Asia Cafe,Bak Kut Teh,Palmville,SUNWAY MONASH CONDO HOSTEL and the SUNWAY UNIVERSITY COLLEGE(since I won't be continuing studies here anyhow,not even Monash...it sucks!).I so like the ambience around despite the contruction areas and mining.Sunway rocks my socks...it is 10 times better place to stay than SS15(Taylors,Metro.,Inti) despite the foods,I gotta admit that.At least we have proper hostel facilities,olympic sized pool,tennis courts,squash court,basketball courts,football field,gym...it's really like how their slogan goes : RESORT LIVING WITHIN THE CITY!

I can't wait to go clubbing and clubbing and clubbing after A2.Eat and eat and eat after A2.Play and play and play after A2.That will be my only motivation to move on at this very season.Yea,exam so what,FUCK'em all!Watch out SOMA,I won't let u sleep in peace if I got no credit for my Economics!

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I've been planning on my new tattoo design past few days as well.First is a raven-cross with my name in Yiddish/Hebrew below it and the other is a not-so-holy cross with a pair of wings embedded,in between the wings will tattoo-ed my name in Yiddish/Hebrew.I'm still on my way deciding on which to get tattoo-ed and thx Cheryll for her positive feedback all this while!lol :)

Anyway,I have to leave them in suspense :p

will show the end product a.s.a.p once I've done with it ON MY BODY only :p

it's up close and personal afterall...haha.

ALL FUCKED UP

KNNCCB CCB CCB CCB CCCBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBB!

ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR*

I've encountered the hardest Economics paper 4 today!Eventhough lecturer himself was telling that this was "unexpected" questions.WTF?I thought they'll gonna come out with wat we've studied but in fact so cocky they went and set all this kinda quirky,complicated and indirect questions.ESSAY summore!ANd to hell is most of the questions are taken from sources like BUSINESSWEEK,NEWSWEEK,MONEYWEEK,WALLSTREETJOURNAL,READERDIGEST and all others financial based materials.Fuck,if I would have known about it earlier I'll burn all the Econs reference books away and resort to newspaper and multitudes of magazines...instead of sticking to the boring text book,John SLoman,ANderton,CIE published.FUCK la!

Cambridge is such a sicko...wat r they up 2???

SO depress now,luckily I'm resitting on AS paper 1 and 2 which I still put some hopes on them afterall cos they might be able to push up my grades to a better one.As for A2 paper 3 is another gone-thing la...MCQ u think easy?My ass...fucking hard.

No mood to blog,bye!

Law is another pain in ass...the only remaining passion is the one I have towards Statistics 2 paper.huhuhu!Cos no memorising needed,just solve them wif calculator and pen.Argh!

Take a deep breath and let out some gases

I noe we're having exam now...but for goodness sake,kill some tension and dun be so moody.It'll get worse off...

I can't bother so much about those moody moodswing thingy cos I dun have the time to do that and it will only makes me feel blardy more tension and depress.CHILL guys!!!

Played basketball just now,was fun but damn tiring.Man,my bones are dismantling by themselves.Should have work up more often.Haiz...no incentive and motivation lor...boh pien.

Anyway,24 days ahead are so hard to move on.I got 8 papers scatter around this 24 days.Wish me luck please.

PS: FUCKING piercing started to itch.Damn!1 more week to rip 'em off!

Nothing special but exams

As expected,life has been tough recently.Other than studying ass off,I've no idea wat I should do otherwise.So the point is..................it SUCKSSSSSSSSS!

Anyway,I was doing past year paper for P3 today only to realise how hard it is when it comes to the latest and recent papers,difficulty rate is like increasing as one is getting harder than another according to ascending years.Now the hardest will be that one of the most recent one,May/June 2006!Walao...can't even started to imagine how hard the coming P3 and S2 will be like...pls kill me now!

*groans*

And nope I didn't get irritated by things happened around me just becos I punched 3 holes on my right ear at once.Just felt like doing so,that's it.I dragged Susan and Samsul along wif me to Pyramid for that and the default studs they pierced into are in shiny gold colour which totally look like those freakish auntie aliked earring...one plain golden dot...or perhaps u can describe them as grandma earring without the enhancement of jade only.Freaking out of trend and oldie!And the worst thing is,I can't take them down within 2 weeks time to allow the hole to expand to its ideal shape.Walao...die,2 weeks of face covering period.It clashes wif exams as well!My god,kill me again!Anyhow,I've prepared new earrings after that.Can't wait!To be honest,not pain at all,I was totally chickened out b4 that cos it made me feel that it could be worse than doing tattoo.In fact,much much more relaxing and unfeeling except for the upper most one which triggered me a lil' bit cos of some nerves and soft-bones around.

Anyway,better get back to my revision...

Ignore the kan chan look,look at the freaking 3 golden studs ala your-granny style -_-

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A2 EXAM STARTED OFF WITH THE FUCKING "KICK-ASS" P3(PURE MATHS) PAPER

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How???5 more days left.....shit!I'm so well UN-prepared and empty apparently!

KNN...

Kill me please.ANYONE?

Let us hand in hand eliminate DoTA freaks from earth!

First of all,

All the DoTA wackos...I despise YOU ALL!Not for being over-addicted to it but the side effects you all have caused upon us,INNOCENT ppl.Did you all ever notice how annoying is it when you play the game(disclaimer:I'm not trying to put DoTA down here,DoTA is harmless).What makes my bloood boils is the way you fool play it.Day and night,skipping meals,neglected studies and worst of all,annoyed ppl around you cos you freaks can play it for 24/7 without taking into consideration of others' benefit.Hey,we wanna sleep afterall.If you really wanna play pls fuck ur ass of the room and fuck it further to CC,paradise of knnccb DoTA's freaks where all you geeks gather and compete each other for invisible glory and perhaps,fame which we can't be bothered to acknowledge anyhow.Diu nia ma!Obviously this post is pertaining someone whom I talking about since ages ago,that filthy creature resides with me currently,of cos diff. bed.I dun wanna die so young of some unindentified disease,where various new viruses and bacterias may be growing on ur skin due to ur best known hygiene that I'm bearing right now.....and pls pls pls shut ur fucking mouth while playing game before I shove my week-full unwashed socks into ur mouth,yea sock-s(plural)!My socks are 10000 times better than ur mega-stinky mouth,at least!And pls also,tell all others creatures from the same habitat of urs to behave and shut the fuck up as well.Dun come to my room and make noises that resembling some deep in jungle living creatures(apparently BEAST) or better yet TARZAN(consider I'm a bit more lenient to call u all that).I sibeh tulan now,chao terrrr!It's no doubt that this particular dominant race in our country is having a very common and well-known inborn disposition of being brainless,or maybe they are made of some rotten durians.OTAK UDANG is too kind to describe them.They seems to go further by having no brain at all.A stupid puppet that can't think which subsequently ruined our country into this state today.PATHETIC bunch of people.....waste of resources.CB!

Ok enough of cursing,I'll be sitting for my judgemental A2 exam next next week.Trying to accumulate some good deeds and hope to be blessed.

Oh yea,to vent some anger.I went to eat bak kut teh again today to show that how I hate those ppl so much.Ehehehe!Bak kut teh seems to become my significant food.Once think of bak kut teh,image of me sure will flows.BUT I eat them because I hate them...I wanna make them into piles of shits and flush them away into that you-know-what that they are meant to be in da first place.Wuaha,I shall introduce this racial segregation to isolate us from harmful creatures.Oops,chill,I mean nothing...I'm innocent.Whatever I said are craps,agree wif me if u think u r dumb enough k?Pls dun enforce ISA on me.*teary eyes.....rolls*

SICKO is me!

DAMN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Fucking tap-liked running nose!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!WHy can't u come after I finished all these fucking exams???Of all time why must u choose this time???And why headache,why migrain???

As if not worse enough,HAZEEEE!!!Really feel like shoving one whole bunch of tree bunches up in their asses...fucking tree burners!I burn ur asses one day I tell u!Fucking terrible,the air quality deteriorate exponentially u happy?Oh yea,govt. shud enforce a new capital punishment,BURN TO DEATH or GAS CHAMBER(choke to death by carbon mono.) or to those saboteurs!

But I wonder how come no one is using mask,and if u are the odd one using mask out there.U r the oddball lo...freaking Msian thinking rite?Tht's wat makes ppl stop using tht thing and rather get suffocated in order to remain their charmness and pretty faces!Fucking vanity world!

And da fucking library is crammed wif ppl out of nowhere recently.It's like totally out of spaces during peak time.Sunway University College Tun Hussein Onn Library certified wif the honorable ISO 9001 : 2000 which I fucking don't give damn to it at ALL.All I hope is a bigger,comfy,QUIET place to study.Sunway/Monash students obviously don't noe the etiquette of using the library.SOme buggers even came in purposely to discuss their stuffs,gossiping away...which makes the whole library more like a pasar malam!Wonder why?

I'm so fucking laid back now + stupiak running nosey...can't een study properly wif 100% concentration.

Anyway,I hate A2.I am so gonna screw this up!

And also,courtesy of Sunway Monash Condo Hostel that bestowed me a defective air con which choses to spoil at this time,yea,to spice up my fucked up life currently.Hey,I left 1 month here why can't u let me sleep in peace?Why must it leaks...yea,water leaking from the freaking idiot cool air dispensing box.Drenched my past year papers that sat peacefully on my rack...fortunately I moved my plugs earlier.Or else all my elec. appliances will gone and maybe I won't be sitting here typing nonsense again...got electrocuted!

Bye~

Study or Slack?

Today I was awakened by Steph. saying that we should go and have lunch and then go to the LIBRARY,it seems....

Later called Susan to SS15 Little Taiwan to eat...ok...after eating supposed to go back to LIBRARY but then we went Palmville again instead -_-

Lepak there for a short while then Pyramid for movie but too bad dun hav the slot wen wanted...we headed Summit instead for "The devil wears Prada" which was fucking nice!!!Anne Hathaway is sooooooooooooo cute and elegant!!!Anyway,it finished at 9 sumthing and off we went to Palmville again for nothing but to eat some homcooked Maggi Mee instead -_-








The moral of the story is :

Dun ever go to Palmville if u ever plan to study.And dun go to places beyond Sunway's sidegate!It's addictive where there'll be no turning back anymore.Study?Of cos procrastinates again and again as USUAL.

BORING LIFE!

엄력받다 ~시 험~ ㅠ-ㅠ !!!

Half of my life has officially taken by BOOKS!

In fact I've been studying a lot,but that's not the point,NONE OF THEM GOES INTO MY MIND so far!

When I go further,I tend to forgot those I'd touched earlier(previous topics)...and goodness I have to restart all over again so that I can understand those shits that applying previous topics' theories!Bah,fucking complicated!I hate ECONOMICS,especially the graphs...yea it can claim for the honour of encyclopedia of assorted graphs.Whether it is cobweb shaped,crisscross shaped,spiral shaped,big parabola+lotsa smaller parabolas,ladder shaped,zigzag...all the fuck la!The only emo u can have after studying those is @.@ ~ *kepengsanan*

Tell me how la?1st Econs paper is Paper 4 (freaking 2 hrs 15 mins),with more than 4 essays that u need to write if u are so fortunate enough!

And to hell,I'm resitting paper 1 and 2 as well!!!Which I can say I totally cleanly forgot all about them,AS topics?No thanks,I've already returned to lecturer all I've learnt!

Can just kill me instead of prolonging the endurance and agony!C'mon la~

Getaway

So,today is public Holiday for Selangor state.At first,thought of studying for the entire day as usual but then woke up freaking late and then went to Palmville...then lepak a bit.Lunched at a sucky American Restaurant which served Italian dishes -_- .I ate the rather non-marinated Chicken Picatta which suppose to be breadcrumb and tasted crispy but due to the overportion of brown sauce,it turns into softened flour...tasted like bread crust soaked with water.YUCKS!

Later,went to One U,watched Rob-B-Hood starring Jackie Chan and Louis Koo which was damn fucking funny and touching...that particular baby is sooooooo cute overdose,feel like pulling him out of the screen but obviously I'm no god nor super-possessed.Oh yea,b4 that I went to Italiannies and stuffed up my tiny stomach with foods enough to feed an African country.All came in very big portions,cos we ordered the pasta series,Shrimp Aglio Olio(moderate only cos only normal olive oil was used and it looks as dry as it seems,tasted like maggi mee),Chicken Pamborado(wrong spelling I supposed)-A kinda spaghetti in thinner form which tasted rather nicer and La Viva...blabla Lasagne which err...too filling to say and it was overflooded with bolognaise caused us to stuff in lotsa tomatoes.Which I don't really like tomato,cos they tasted sour and appetitive.SIEN.Meanwhile,not really into typical pasta like alfredo fettucine,carbonara fettucini or wateva white sauce becos I'm so sick of it edi,PINK has it in their menu as well for only whooping 5 bucks where the sauce is freshly out from the can,they taste the same which too insignificant for my tastebud to be able to differentiate them!

We were so in a hurry to rush for the movie on 7.20pm.Couldn't finish the pasta and lasagne...what a great sin!The bonus of the day might be the Strawberry Calada(smoothies) which was a blend of banana and strawberry flavour,nice :)

Stayed there for stingy 30 minutes only I think -_-

Anyhow,I have Italian dishes for lunch and dinner today.Phobia-ed now.Esp the lasagne really left me in despair and traumatized as it doesn't taste as nice as/than it's competitors'.That's the drawback.The rest are actually so-so nia!Not sufficient enough for me to gone ooh-aah over it.Or maybe next time I should've try other dishes that recommended by Cheesie.How bout the Insalata ala Ringo & Jasiminne ,it should be nice?Argh yea...I forgot to try out the Panacotta topping with strawberry jam or something,I should go after A2 or try them in JB's(although the ambience not as good as One U but Tebrau City not bad afterall compare to boring Sunway Pyramid atleast!).

Viva la Italiano!


Clock wise from top left : Chicken Pamborado or Picatta thingy,Lasagne,Shrimp Aglio Olio.Look at the mozarella topping of lasagne,so fucking cheeeesieeeeeee,of cos I like it!


Strawberry Calada better than those smoothies from San Frans. Coffee and yet cheaper :)

PS:Italian foods are not meant for a person like me,I don't know how to appreciate them anyway,and that,Western dishes are nothing more than salt and pepper unlike Asian cuisines.We are using obviously more than just salt and pepper...

Fuckhole,I've been encountering this photo uploading problem for 1 whole year,duno wat's went wrong!Should be that stupiak hostel network or my template :/ I'm using 3rd party software to upload photos now...nabeh!

Between angel and devil,reviviscence?

Recently,I'm so annoyed by someone(once again) that I know.I dun wish to spell out HIS name hee to keep his pride in anonymity and freely venting all my frustration and do's/don'ts on him.

I'm actually quite speechless about it.I know all the while I'm being such a parochialism without the bravery and the strength to practicalise some aspects that you think oh-we-should-be-hand-in-hand-do-it-unanimously or watsoever in this civilization.In my 20 cents,you are the parochial one who grab-hold others as your entertainment and fun.SCHADENFREUDE!I dun care how u gotta insult me or humiliate me in ur own unique way but there's always a limit to everything,dun try to cross beyond my authority and challenge my patience.So u think it's fun?Then u can jolly well go fuck the toilet bowl for all I care!Iive had enough of all ur malicious or unintentional pranks...or maybe they could be a way of urs to try to show ur goodness but I'm sorry,that don't works on me.Save all ur effort and go get a life!

I'm here talking to you as a FRIEND of urs for ur own benefit.Take it or leave it is just up to u,not my life.I'm a pragmatic person or better yet a practical and realistic person.Don't try to bewitch or bedevil my stony brain.I hate hypocrites the most,like MOST OF THE MOST!If u wanna continue on playing hypocrisy and masking.Wrong person here to say.Get ur ass outta me and fuck off.

Don't trigger that trivial but POWERFUL innate devil behind those innocent looking eyes.IT CAN BE DESTRUCTIVE BEYOND UR FILTHY IMAGINATION!

God knows.

PS:Saw a brainless couple lingering at the freaking open-common-place of cafeteria.Obviously ppl with brain won't do such thing in the public esp. at one of the crowdest place of college.WTF they were like doing wetkissing,petting and all sorts.It's not say corrupting public moral(am not a narrow-gauge or cave-man thinking kinda person though),but the thing concerning the most is the sensibility of keeping in low profile.Tell u what,there are 58672930 couples in the college,wat do u think?Idiot ppl...pls go motel or brothel if u can't hold back ur lust.Idiotic.

So you think you can bedevil?

Excuse me...

*clear throat*

DIUNIAMACHAOHAIPUNDEKNABEHCHEWJIPEKJIAKGUNTAOBOPUHBOHYAMGONGBABIKHINZIR

씨발 눔!!!

*groan*

Sorry...

Where to begin...yea...so I'm so damn annoyed but lotsa stuffs happen around me lately!

First of all,why the fucking haze here again?To show us how nice if we can live in thick fog and dimness?Genting?The Fog?Waht about toilet brush up ur ass!Fucking HOTSPOTS from nowhere(apparently,all the fingers are pointing at Indonesia but I think our own country bear some responsibilities as well).Am I right?DO something...kayus!

Oh,prbably another smart and far-sighted minister of us will stand up(time to grab hold on the golden chance!) and seize this oppurtunity to promote the tourism market with the unique phenomenon that in their shit-filling brain might become an attraction(same case as the MAT REMPIT only...).It'll goes like 3 DAYS 2 NIGHT KUALA LUMPUR FREE&EASY HAZE EXPERIENCING TOUR PACKAGE...I've no idea why our country is manage by all these fucked up people.WORDS SPEAK LOUDER THAN ACTIONS,worst of all,the WORDS are exactly like a dull-witted + brain damaged 10 years old child will answer you if you ask them "What do you think abt this country's future prospect?"...obviously,don't expect to get constructive feedbacks.DUMBO!That's is why this country is always a 3rd world country(although they officially claimed that we are DEVELOPING),think deeper and you'll know what I mean.It's not FULLY developing,as long as our living standard still stepping on the same ground and no sense of better off at all!

OK enough,so we are encouraged to stay in indoor.For me,nowhere is a best place than my room.*blood boils*.I rather go out get suffocated by CarbonMono. than staying inside rotting away with that brainless creature residing with me.Wahlan,you know what,this is definitely the worst roommate you can get in your entire life I bet.NO LIFE is all I can describe him.

Tell me la,he stayed up yesterday whole night playing DoTA until dawn,8 am today!I went to bed around 530 am and constantly awakened by his massive keyboard and mouse banging sound.As if not bad enough,he summore can play and then talk to himself like some stupid brainless tarzan,yells and blasts profanities.WTF!!!I feel like throwing my pillow,cup,books over him and pour a cup of water on his lappy...then go back to sleep nonchalantly!Shit!I couldn't sleep until 8 am where this creature finally went dozed off .His final is on 29th Oct and mine is 30th.Bastard asshole fuckhole faggot!I think he shouldn't have came to Monash University.IMO,the best place for him is Tanjung Rambutan or some forests or national parks!He's not a human but a creature that words are unable to describe how barbarian he is...I really swear to GOD that I'm never ever wanna share a room with anyone else anymore,NOT ANYMORE.

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I'm still under procrastination now,so dead,FINALLLLL A2!!!Don't ask me to count my blessings or what.I believe I CAN DO IT...against all odds!

Feel like killing someone now,suck his bloods out and then burn the body into ashes!

PS:I wanna go backpack tour!

Happy Mooncake Festival(Mid-Autumm) to all the peeps

So,at the end,after lotsa hintings and grumblings,I still couldn't get the chance to eat mooncake.I told myself to forget it and give up,it's only for a year and so convinced that mooncake is in fact darn FATTENING.

No fish prawn oso good.Go play lantern downstairs enough.I saw lotsa students playing beside the pool and field,so damn fucking nice.lolx

I went for Bak Kut Teh again juz now in Klang!But not as nice as what I thought and what they claim,the pork meats are too much and were cut into too big piece like feeding animals only -_-.Damn hard to chew and then the ambience was not that nice also,smells like smelly tofu permeating everywhere because of the effing clogged longkang water.*pukes*.Cleanliness -50%

Anyway,since our Mr. Oh-So-Damn-Fucking-Nice-And-Handsome Dominic was on high form and mood today,so we got the GOLDEN chance to go.Only me,Susan,Dom.,Li Yin went...ditched Vinodh and Samsul.Blame Samsul for being Muslim...heehee!

So nothing for today,this is an exceptionally lonely mooncake festival without the presence of all the important elements to fulfill the meaning of celebrating this meaningful day.Sien.

Anyway,TAKE CARE of urself Kei!So sad that we gonna end this soon,so after A2 sure we have to play and party and clubbing everyday...Susan is going back Korea on Nov.(damn fast!,the rest is still undecide yet but hope we can keep in touch after A-levels k?No matter where we are...overseas or local!Gonna miss u guys :(

Damn Steph. is going to celebrate her 2006's Xmas and 2007's New Year in UK upon travelling there...damn envy la...too bad I think the likelihood that I'm going to travel overseas is very miserable cos I have to work and save money for my future backpack tour!

DAMN!

What bout me?Where should I go next...