Thunder of a sunny day

Juz received the news that Steph. won't be going to Redang anymore cos her mum needs her to help out in Penang!

Arghh...then left me damn sien!

-.- now I'm considering whether to stay put to the plan or withdraw!

If withdraw---->Isti and Kei will get mad at me!I'm really sorry if I ruined the plan!

If stay put-----> Oh gosh,I'm not really click with those S1 gang and the thing they'll only know is WORLD CUP 2006 GERMANY.Then,I'll be left outside alone...damn soccer mania!

Hate to make this kinda decision!

How I wish our Redang trip can be only restricted to our A1 gang...but it seems we are not so in unity.Susan went back Korea,Steph. going back Penang,Samsul going UK and Bangladesh,Riasat gonna leave us,Dominic very uncertain oso,Vinodh is like dunno wat the hell he's up to,Sukhi worst...

Then S1 gang is stupid,IMO(lol!no offence rite Kei?)...Terence can't go oso,sien!

S2 gang got only K.May,Jess.,Lina and few others which are better but I dun think they'll wanna join us.Jess. going back Indonesia anyway,K.May oso uncertain and Lina I dun have any idea!

Now,they're thinking of the problem on transportation since no one seems willing to drive.And Isti must be working so hard to contact here and there to sustain this trip.

Once again,I'm really sorry and feel bad for Kei and Isti!Sumimasen...(...)Sry I dono the word SORRY in Bangla.,lol!

Oh yea,my dad is gonna organise trip to Cherating if not mistaken.But it clashes with Redang trip.And dad insists me to go and almost quarrel wif him juz now...but after hearing what Kei said to me,I feel better now,thx for understanding anyway!It's been hard on u and Isti,I noe,we've been anticipating and discussing non stop about that even b4 mock(who's idea issit anyway?U,Isti or steph...?It was in Pink tht I remember,haha!)

Argh!So bad now that the trip cancelled!

Oh yea,I actually delayed my appointment with that hairstylist today.Spent 2 hours just to get my freaking hair done.Oh yea,actually gotten my front part of hair straightened in order to get some so called "style"...well,less impressive anyway due to my hum chin peng face -.-

Die lar...!

My summer?My natsu?

T^T