Good things come in row

I'm damn freaking frustrated now cos my Tuesday double slot law class has made to single slot and the particular slot are being pushed to Wednesday.With that,I conclude that my Wednesday class will be 6 hours in a row from 830 am to 230pm!FUCKING DAMN SHIT!Mrs Whore!No breakfast and lunch break...gotta eat in class???And then the arrangement is very peculiar :

Law,Maths,Law,Maths(remedial),Econs,Econs

Law and Maths are arranged side by side for each of the slot!Stupidity!

~~~cool down~~~

So I was taking my nap this afternoon while Susan called me and asked me to accompany she and Eunique to see rooms...1st we went Lagoonview but then too small and then Ridzuan but too shabby and spooky!He wants to stay within 1 km radius of distance from college and he doesn't wanna drive everday.So to no avail we went back hostel in disappointed mood and again plead to the management but of cos they couldn't help to bother much abt our request...ANYMORE!

After that,just went poolside to eat salad along wif them(3 of us are on diet) and immediately after,we went swimming again for an hour...

DAmn tiring also today!I still gotta complete my tort's assignment and Statistics 3 homework...

T^T

The fraudulent tactics of Sunway Monash Condo Hostel Management

See,there's more and more ppl studying Sunway Uni. College these days until the flood gate could not be closed from INDONESIA!There's a lot of rich Indon Chinese sending their children over here and particularly wanted them to accommodate in the limited occupancy Sy/Monash Condo...in fact our hostel is predominated by around 50% of Indons already.And it's still increasing during every general intake.WHY ah?And then now the cruel hostel management is setting up new rules that

1) For all the Room 3(the balcony single room) from every unit has to be converted to a twin sharing room.WTF?I mean althought they're quite spacious for one person staying but they paid freaking RM 720 per month for that u know!!!None AC also need to pay RM 680.Now they said convert and those occupants got no rights to even appeal or plead for postponement,the worst thing is it's effective from end of this month which simply means they have only less than a month to find a nearest and ideal place to stay around Sunway and Monash...how is it possible?Better yet,those landlords and agents around the college will seize the opportunity to raise their price to attract those highly desperate students that in need of a proper single room.Like Eunique,he got so many things in his room,home theatre,pc,dvd player,TV,extra desk,racks and so on...yet now they force him to fork out and shrunk out spaces for occupancy of a new roommate...diu!How unfair!And the ironic thing is that balcony that eats up spaces can;t even make up proper use...purely unpratical for its existence.Susan even worse,since hers is unit 5,thus,smaller and now she has to do the same way as Eunique...at the end both of them are moving out soon cos they don't wanna share afterall!And they are so panick and lost now and also desperate...stupid hostel management.Susan is the unlucky one cos she has been asked to shift last year due to privatisation of her unit and now she again being commanded by hostel management without giving her sufficient of notice time in advance...shift here and move there but at the end it's just a manipulation by the hostel management upon earning more money!Leech!Luckily I'm staying twin share at 1st place,and now look,A2 exam is only left few months away and came this matter...I don't think is easy to find a landlord that willing to rent out for a person who will only stay for 3-4 months...pundeks!I told them to bear with this few months but then judging on the amount of their belongings,I think it's better for them to stay in a spacious single room better at this moment in order not to shatter their preparation mood for A2.The thing I hate is,the hostel management staffs are vy nonchalant abt this issue and ive u tht kinda attitude of "if u're not satisfy wif our arrangement,u can jolly well move out,we have plenty of students waiting after ur place....."HELL!

2.Another new rule is regarding the tenure where all the existing hostelites that has been "bona fide" staying here for more than a year has to move out at the end of the year.Mahai...if I gotta continue at Monash or Sunway does that means I gotta stay else where or if not gotta wait to be shortlisted like the possibility is 0.000000001?We've all tasted their modus operandi b4!Fuck them...fuck Mr. Tan!One year is way to less,at least 2 years lah!It's vy unfair for A-Levels students cos our course is 1 and a half year and we have to leave after one year to find another place to nest for only half a year more.What's the point of it?Luckily,I'm not affected by both this communism rules.What to do,initially we all have to sign the tenancy agreement as to abide to all the rules and regulation set by those buggers(eventhough without prior notice)...fuck them and fuck curfew!

And so after we got to noe this shocking news,we tagged along Dashni cars to go find other houses for rent for both Eunique and Susan,plus helped them think of other solutions but to no avail at the end.Eunique is damn desperate and almost mentally breakdown(he called his mother in Penang to complant abt it),as for Susan she has to call back to Korea to complaint and keep on calling for friend's help...we called the privatised units' agent but they instructed them to try PJS 9,SS13,SS15 or Lagoon View...they couldn't even give an exact answer whether they have any vacancy of rooms on their hand.Useless bums!Ah,if they all moved out,my last sem. hostel life will be bored to the max. eversince my hsemates left I'm already quite sienz edi then now came this.SAD!

But still,me and Susan went for jogging on evening around Sunway and SS13 until damn tired.Next,we went swimming again with Vinodh and without Eunique cos he's still in depressing mood -_-...Swimming at nite was damn fun!Less people,windy and nice sceneries!That;s the only thing I luv abt hostel,the Olympic sized pool!

Ish!Just now that meal in SS15's McD almost ruined my massive diet plan for today luckily I rationed and controlled my consumption of fries...damn high calories man!Thx to stupid Dominic,must be him who suggested for McD,have been eating McD for past few days edi.YUCKS!I hate burger...but fries are so lovely and so as ice cream!!!!!

No more oily foods starting tomorrow,only healthy salad!Have to watch over my nutrition plan more carefully this time around in order not to allow any insignificant flaws to ruin my massive diet plan.I'm getting vy timorous over what I eat recently,how sad T^T

Just wanted to look SLIMMER only!Although I dun have much amour propre on this issue all the while but then I hope this can gradually become my modus vivendi!*ah!I love French and Latin all thx to law!*

Shoulda Woulda Coulda

*sobz* I think I lost the ability to blog these days...it's getting shorter for each every post!I used to write a lot(as in long winded,cheung hei lah!)but now just feel lazy for god's sake.

Anyway,I overnapped today until 7 sumthing,as my whole body is perpetually aching like shit and hardly able to stand straight.However,in order not to interrupt my massive diet plan.I immediately called up Susan only to realise that she still sleeping and she even forgot to wake me up at 6 as we supposed to.But fortunately,the weather was quite fine and not so sunny at 7.So we decided to drag ourselves out.While we at the field,it was fully occupied by soccer maniacs and basketballers,in order not to embarrass ourselves we chose to run around the whole Jalan Lagoon compound as we went out from college sidegate to spectrum then headed Pyramid where Susan went to MNG with her jogging suit and perspiration,then,Sunway Hotel,Sunway Office,Sunway Club,Palmville,Sunway Medical Centre and all they way back to hostel in a big round circle of the Sunway's commercial areas surrounding the Lagoon...ish!I think we walked more than jogged...(hey,mind you we dun just walked but we walked in faster pace which means heel-toe walking race k?!Better than none...)

So after that,I went back and immediately do sit ups for another few minutes then crazily dance for a while in order to stir up and enliven all my excessive fats.So basically I'm having additional aching point now which is my spinal,back,foot and neck due to the extreme sit ups...oh yea,damn stomach's muscle oso cramped like hell now!

We went out for dinner later with Vinodh as well,where initially thought of just going to the side gate but then I need ATM machine as stupid college's ATM is not even working properly all the while...so walked to Jaafar instead and suddenly Vinodh had the urge to eat Bak Kut Teh -_- .Thus,we went Ming Tian which further ahead while dragging our painful body...and so I ate a lot I think...Loh Mai Gai,Dim SUms,Bak Kut Teh,Fried Chicken and 2 glasses of water...another failure to diet of the day.Damn!Tomoro must run extra few rounds...and damn we again walked back from the Sunway Hotel's way back to college which damn far cos we need some movement to burn our energy and fat after that overfulled meal.

Then we went back and sit beside the pool,chatted along for a while and then came back to room...it's already 11 sumthing and my Maths still procrastinating while VInodh agan called up and asked us to go KL to chill up or clubbing,damn,if I go I'll be digging my own grave,of cos turned him down!But I want sisha better...when ah?

Procratination status : Law (tort's assignment)-0% done
Maths (P3 + S2 tutorials)-10% done

Sports Day

I WENT JOGGING TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I've been apart from that for 5 years-_-(yes,the last time I ever jogged was 5 years back during lower sec. and what I did was mostly fast WALKING rather than fulfilled the term of JOGGING -_-)...now my knee is like jelly,weak and no strength edi!Fuck!Hips pain oso...gotta admit that I'm aging...!

I went down to the field to jog for 30 minutes along with Steph,Khim May,Susan and later Terence and Cheryl joined us...my bones are torn apart then!

Then immediately after jogging without resting,I quickly rushed back to room and chane to swimsuit to go for the swimming session wif Susan,Eunique and Vinodh!Mahai...damn tiring~but yes I finally got the will and urge to exercise,it feels so great after perspiring!Time to shed off fat and cha-cha-cha!-_-

Then after that we just went to Pyramid for a vy lamest movie on earth called "Black Night"...fuck...after so long didn't watch movie,I really feel like watching some great movie like TAKE THE LEAD but then mahai came this stupid HK/Jap/Thai collaboration of lame horror movie which doesn't makes any sense!FUCK...money back please!

After that we were supposed to go SS15 for sisha but then thx to Vinodh macha that we really had to call it off earlier and blah back to hostel...

ONly I realise I got S2,P3 and Law tutorials yet to be finised by tomorrow that left procrastinated on my desk since afternoon!Mahai,have to burn midnite oil today(again T^T).....arghhhhh!!!

Let's meet the new vampire + panda me soon!(not forgetting the new slim me soon!)*wink*

Idolatrous gaga 2

Malaysian can really impress me so much so that I feel that we should start off producing more internationally reknowned artists.

Cos I was so triggered by the 8TV reality show "One In A Million"...it's fantastic(I don't mean Paul Moss).Most of the contestants have impressed me in a way giving me a rush to grab my handphone and sacrifices few bucks to vote for them.

However,the finalists are as usual predominate by Malays(I don't mean to be racist) with an exception of having 3 odd Chinese female contestants which 2 out of the 3 are totally qualified to be a superstar(not ProjectSuperstar,the other 8TV's counterpart).I'll like to give odes to two of this contestant Ching and Suki.As their voice are really unique and distinct from the others(maybe their race plays a part too but that of cos has to be vy little to the reason).I really dun hav any idea why is that all the Malay contestants mostly resemble each others in the way they sing and their vocal manipulation.They're all seems like coming out from the same mold as I can hardly differentiate them if in blindfold.Yes,I admit that they have great vocal and power lung but what we need is something different and the PERSONALITY is what matter most!I realise that we don't need a second Mariah,Whitney,Celine,Kelly C...yada yada.We need a fresh blood that can be able to revolutionize our prefence.

Now,CHing has definitely got the distinction as her vocal is so powerful in a rock-ish way kinda screamo style despite annoyances.Although she seems to pick the wrong outfit during the competition.(she sang hard rock in an old vintage lolita suit,but I don't feel the same way as I think Japanese can do that way why can't she?Have they heard of visual rocks?Like Judy and Mary,Glay,L'arc~en~ciel,Luna Sea,Miyavi,X- Japan,Puffy...y not?tell me?Malaysian are so conservative and refuse to accept new element,sad!).So,just bcos of the faulty outfit,she lost to an average performance Malay girl which like I said totally lack of personality and disticntion where she's only that kind of Siti Nurhaliza,Misha Omar,you name it-'s Malay female artist standard which needless to prove cos u all sure have a clue(the rhyme is not intended)seriously I can't tell the difference of all the Malay female solo artist out there let alone the Malay contestants(weird...!).They seems like got trianed from the same master or inherited some kinda traits in common among their race(again not to be racist here!).Anyway,Ching is such a cheerful and lovely girl,I like her especially when she was announced to be the loser but she still put on vy natural smile in front of the camera that can really melts my heart...awwww...she can even play guitar well and sing along!What a talented girl...hope she can make her way back to the competition during next up "2nd chance" round.

As for Suki,she ranked the 1st upon national viewers voted and she got lotsa compliments from both judges but too bad she picked a "mah lao" as her opponent and kicked her out from the stage to a male contestant which noticeably performed like a monkey upon singing "This Love" by Maroon 5,I mean c'mon,that guy obviously faked everything out and his movements are so overacted and exaggerated in this sense but yet the "cheh meh" judges rules that he's vy active ,bright and energetic and craps...in the other word it fulfilled all the characteristics of a "MONYET"!Diu!Suki sang Avril's "Mobile" and she's helluva hot and having this sweet yet powerful vocal.She sang her heart out and so as ours.She impressed us with her great X factors and everything good about her!She's full of potential,ambition,confident and the scent of a star...hope that she and Ching can both make it to the next round during "2nd Chance's" round...!I'll sure support both of u in every way all along.

They are more well-qualified to be Malaysian Idol than Daniel and Jac...definitely!

The end of a legend

Brazil lost to France

Which simply means,

they're not qualify for any of the semi final match...

It's a full stop for their way to the victory here in WC 2006!

Anyway I'm not a regular soccer fans though...doesn't really matter @.@

France,Argentina and Germany.....way to go !

It's so damn boring this few days especially when it comes to the fact that this is the last sem.We tend to work 1000 times harder than b4 cos the topics are getting relatively harder.In other word,less entertainment and lepak lepak this time around.Everybody have to buck up and sacrifice their extra time for books and tutorials.

There's no other way but to overcome the "phobia",who cares as there's only 4 months left ahead and AS result I fucking give damn cos afterall I'm not aiming for OxBridge,LSE,Harvard,MIT...yada yada!I need a decent University that's all,ranking is not the important issue!

My whole body is aching now probably due to the sleeping posture and idling in front of the TV watching WC without any stretching motions in 2 hours time...yea,an absolute couch potato I am!Plus lotsa lotsa junk foods along,I'm started to grow guiltiness.Supposed to start off my jogging plan yesterday here in CP as the weather seems so welcoming but then something hold me back that I should procrastinate to Monday,cos wateva u can do today can wait another few days.

Arghhh,see,I'm super lamey...pls call me Mr. Fat Pig next time in order to reduce my guitiness...as I deserve all this...it's meant to be....it's faith that i should accept without questioning...I'M BORN WITH IT!GAHHHHHHHH!-_-

Of the myth of holding the victory...

Yay England finally lost!They should've out long ago...I can't believe they can actually gone this far!

The result 0-0 (woot!those watched must got freake out...This is sacred.Beck got limp off cos of injury on ankle at around 52th minutes while Rooney got send off with red card 10 mins. rite after Beck got send off cos hrting Ricardo's groin(woot?!)and shoving Cristiano Ronaldo in front referee!...lame -_-

Around 100th minutes extra time Portuguese player Lennon scored a divine doal...but then it was concluded as of offside faulty.No score for them though...

Nevertheless,after this match England has officially out and can train harder for WC 2010...Beck cried for that I think!Lolx

Lampard and Gerrard is not the hero though...he couldn't even save Eng.!Cristiano Ronaldo is a bit "kuai lan" cos without his instigation and kakacaocao Rooney won't be gestured red card to leave the field!lol!Hope he will still get his friendship with fellow Man. Utd.'s teammates remained after against Eng....If me I will feel vy awkward and guilty!Though he shouldn't...

Oh yea Penalty time I didn't watch cos dun feel like...but then that's penalty kick that really Lampard and Gerrard coudn't score but instead a "sankalak" player got a goal -_-......Portugal outscored Eng. 2 goals...with overall 1:3...Portugal won!

lol...!

Next match vy nice ah!

France vs Brazil but too late cannot watch 3 am -.- sleep is more important!!!

Get me holler!!!

Yay,Germany won!!!Argentina ok la but sometimes they're too complacent and fake(remember Beck. got send off by red card during world cup 1998 in France during the match against those Argentines...?But whatever,England sucks to max. this time around in WC 2006,hope they'll cease to go any further as soon as possible!).Damn,I wish I could join them yesterday in Sri Hartamas for the live match...it should be fun with ppl cheering all over!Too bad,NO CAR!

System of a down

Summary of what I did today(chronically) :

1.Woke up late,thus,late for class(chatted wif Andrew until 4 am!-_-)
2.Had remedial class for Maths in afternoon and was damn tired(next week got forecast exam!)
3.Took taxi to Subang KTM,wanted to go MV.
4.Walked in MV pointlessly for almost 4 hours until wanna vomit and leg cramped.
5.Bought Adicolor G5 finally...although vy expensive but others so called "cheaper" similar type are not so "cheaper" afterall.Might as well buy Adicolor...broke liao T.T
5.Again tookKTM to Serdang and then taxi to CP.(almost quarrelled wif the stupid Indian cabby conman that overcharged 5 bucks.It's already 8pm sumthing by rite no more jam!Y charge so high?SO,I called taxi but fucking operator replied saying that no taxi at that moment(woot?).Thus,compromised(lak seh!) and took taxi to CP full of anger...I hate KL(Msian) cabbies,rather take bus(although their service quality is nothing better though).
6.Tired and when think of P.Maths 3....die~

That's all,stupid SUSAN said wanna go jogging and keep on cajol me and threaten me said I look like pig!Hell!At the end,she's the one who ffk...-_-

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Another tiring day~

I'm getting out of pace on all my studies currently...so laid back!

Horrible,Statistics and P.Maths suddenly turn horrible and evil.Econs having more and more complicated graphs coming up.Law is just so many words to study!Boring~

I'm gradually moving towards the deepest part of the valley of my life,maybe?I shall work very hard until my ass off from now on...blog less,crap less,online less,eat less,sleep less,spend more less,STUDY MORE to be a total nerd...yay nerdy rocks!

That's all.No mood and nothing much special painted my life recently.

It sucks!

Wateva...this is life afterall.

Worsen is the word that painted my life currently

I'm so reluctant to go to college today,thought of skipping Maths class but fear of being question about those absentism tomorrow by Ms Wong or the mahai Mrs Whore...better yet kena expelled from A-Levels and the end of all miseries!tee~hee...siao ah?!

Anyway,checked out the notice board today and noticed the A-Level Ball notice flyer has already pasted up which will be venue at Eastin Hotel at Sec. 17...RUSH?!Y dun they organise a clubbing party better off than having all this aristocratic,classy yet pointless prom party.Damn idiot lidat have to all dressed up like some kinda royalties or celebrities which in fact NO!Girls have to dress up like "cabaret" girl while guys won't look any handsome but purely the hooker look!*tht's my pet theory for this kinda event*

So,I have to borrow my dad's blazer and wear whole suit lah basically like an uncle!*again*...If my dad's one too small a size for me,does tht mean I gotta buy a new one which practically will be using for once only?WTH...rather dress up sloppily,so what if I wanna wear jeans,t-shirt and sneaker?Afterall,I paid 80 bucks to earn a ticket...it's not even 100 bucks ok?I still remember that Sunway Ball charged 100 bucks with promising performance by Jaclyn Victor and Too Phat...now what do A-Level ball has?Cheapo students performance or crappy jamming band?Anyhow,the reason that I'll be going is just bcos I dun wanna be d only one who missed the fun afterall...*they are all going so I'm forced to*...:p

Ok,then,my AS result gonna be out on 7th of August!Fuck!And guess wat?The A-Level ball falls on the same week as the week we'll be getting our freakin result,it's on 11th(Fri)!I swear if my results are bad,no way I'm gonna put on fake smiles and cheers to the ball.I'll rather choose to weep alone in the ark corner of my room watching those valedictorians wanking fall about their own result slip happily.Afterall,masquerading is not my forte.U can find a lot of expert in this field around all the colleges here.*it's true*...Fuking hypocrites fake ass...!Go fuk the clown.Ok,out of topic edi!Nope,I will be shattered for not going to the ball if my results are sucks eventhough how nice I've been predicted the party will be*rolls eyes*...Simply reason,who got that kinda mood then if the worse has yet to come after the party?Tht's y I'll be vy emo nowadays...gah!

Just when I thought things could be any worse.Again,I saw the highlighted dates on the academic calender has been altered(or tampered)...fuck...this time,my Mock exam has been pushed earlier whereby semester break got postponed to after Mock.Indirectly means we r having lesser days away from Mock,means less time for preparation...!Means more hectic and packed on our timetable cos more and more remedial classes are coming on our way!Fuck lah!1sat day of last sem already got my reserved mood exhausted just bcos of all the lecturers are saying all those pressurizing words like "...not much time left!","A2 is vy much harder than AS","we got a lot of more topic to be covered","u all gotta work 10 times harder this time...","2 months left for Mock..."...yada yada of spirit dampening talking!Walao!Got no more mood left...EMO!!!!!Stupid lecturers*sorry for the harsh words*

I'm friggin nervous about my coming AS result release...!Although I have not much parental pressure but I think I'm obliged to get fairly adequate result in order not to upset them...T.T

Still, I gotta say,I still put hopes on my coming AS result!

~GOD must BLESS ME~

PS:college days for last sem is the most boring,all the housemates left,but then eatery shops remain!Everything around's the same but the personnel...pathetic!I got 2 more text books for Law yet to be finished in 2 months time each like 350 pages and 7-8 topics for Econs and a book of Statistics 2 + 5-6 P.Maths topics...revision still hasn't counted in!So what do u think?2 months to finish everything?
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Fuck!-_-

This definitely called sucks!

Coming back to hostel is something that I'm not really pleased to but whatever still I gotta come back no matter how...

So,as expected,the room looks like refugees camp.It'll full of his odour and not to be excluded,the million particles of dusts hanging around at the corner calling "come sweep me!"...I was like fuking god damn shit!He's been here when I'm away for almost a month and he fuking can live in this kinda condition.He fuking lazy to clean up the room,the heater I lent him is like full of dirts that he fuking cares also!Pisses me off terribly!

What to do lah!Have to sweep and vacuum up the whole room and clean here anrrange there wipe here wipe there...fuking was that the way to welcome me back?He did this delibrately I gotta fuking piss him off hard when he's back from soccer match,stupid England vs dunno where I fuking care!He sucks!When I finished everything it's already 12 and I gotta bathe and do my long lost facial-ing procedure!Damn i'm full of hideous zits now lah!

Tmr is da 1st day of my last sem. and when I checked out the academic calendar for the next holiday,I came across that my A2 mock falls on Sept. 11th and the so called long holiday is on Sept. 4th-8th...fine lor...no need to go back JB edi lor...rot away in college to do revision lor...since they planned to let them be so near!Totally stopping us from going back hometown lah!Fuk!Mrs Hor(or in a better way Mrs Whore)...bloods boiling edi!Mentally breakdown soon!Summore as if not bad enough,A2 actual exam falls on this divine November which means nothing but we are now left 4 freaking months away...!So fast!Might as well dun leave any gap in between!Might as well dun make it into AS and A2 divisions!I regret for not taking STPM!Free summore!Diu!

I hate Sunway's food,I hate to think of wat to do everyday,wat to wear!!!yada yada!I prefer sch. uniform somehow!Curse them.....!

I wanna quit flute class,I'm so lazy!I'm giving up the desire for Fitness First,I'm damn lazy this sem.!But still I gotta go jogging from next week onward as an exchange of condition between my parents and me cos I'm friggin obese and fat...like PIG,P-I-G is how we spell PIG,BABI,KHINZIR,ZHU1,BUTA,CHANCHO...!

And so I swear next year I will gotta find a single room to stay!No more sharing hassles...!Enough is enough!I probably gotta move to either Bangsar or Wangsa Maju or around PJ.I won't choose Taylors for sure cos I hate Subang/Sunway's area after so long living in this demoniac place!Probably gotta be HELP(ADP of cos)...either BioInfo or AcSc still get fretting on all the choices and decisions to be made...fuk!LIFE!

*Just wanna vent some frustration and anger here,so,sorry for the profanities used...I didn't mean it(or maybe 50%)!Bah!

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New sem new life!

HIATUS

I'm going back to SUNWAY today!!!

Hell,gonna resume hectic life soon...

I hate to:
~do tutorials
~wake up damn fuking early
~eat Sunway's food
~walk to college
~stay alone in my hostel!
~see the whole freaking Bandar Sunway!
~face all the A2's topics
~wait/get my AS result(coming August!)

I'll missed :
~mum's cook
~laze in my sweet home
~JB frens
~SG's channels
~the freedom and pleasure of download anything at my own discretion!
~can sleep extremely late and wake up extremely late too
~Everything in JB!!!

FOrtunately I got only 4 months left to A2 exams and voila!I'm free from the cage of Sunway to another new ideal place...as long as it's not in Sunway!Yay...^^...T.T

Wat a new sem!But then same life though...fuk!I'll be vy emo this sem I think due to a lot of invisible pressures and stresses and tensions and yada yada that can easily trigger my emo...damn!!!!!Why life ain't gonna be easier?Why must I suffer like this?OMG...this is hell!It's not about just study but to carry on other unwanted burden which resulting from freaking exam and decision!!!Future!!!I got no more time...but then how come I can still feel there's a lot of emptiness left inside of me?Fuking who cares...!Life must goes on still...!Fuk!Gah!I hate holiday especially when it comes to the last day of it,tht kinda irritation is like phobia and trauma...like someone poured a pail of chillin' water on u when u r all flaming up and expect to flame even more stronger...pui!It's a new start or an ending?Beat me!I freaking hell dunno...arghhhhhhhh!

OK fine,look on the brightside!calm down,Calm down,CALM DOWN!This ain't gonna be that bad afterall,it's not even the end of the world!It's merely an insignificant turning point of life...how hard can it be?I got plenty in future!Must stand still and strong...there's still HOPES!!!I'm still young!!!

The world is beautiful and wonderful.

Diu!-_-

PS:Japan out of WC edi!Although it's expected but damn Brazil!Scored 4 goals!!!Freaking fat fugly oily rabbit RONALDO scored 2 goals and he was so hao lian if u ever notice his expression when he goal-ed...eventhough it's meant to be and ought to be but he just got that kinda look that u feel like giving him numerous tight slap until u satisfied...fuking Brazilian and fuking RONALDO fat pig!He's getting fatter,so I wish one day he'll be asked to leave Brazil team cos he can't run that fast anymore.Go and fuk ur pretty gf and enjoy the pleasure of eating as much as possible now!Bah!

Idolatrous gaga

So,Singapore national TV has activated my acupuncture point of laughing once again...give me a second...*cacchinate*...excuse me!

It's been a while since the first season of the SG Idol,and now I was hoping that this time they'll present more well-qualified contestants but then in fact,we got the inversion.What a laughable reality show to laugh at,it's even more amusng than watching "PCK private limited"(sorry Mr/Mrs Phua).Damn,now I think of it Malaysian Idol is way much more better than them,although Daniel Lee is a rare case but still his performance is slightly better than most of the male finalists that I noticed.

Generally,what we mean "Idol" usually as long as he/she got the talent to sing and perform.Regardless of the appearance,he/she is eligible to be a national idol.Look at Taylor Hicks(am I spelt tht correctly?),neither he has the look nor X-factors but he can sing fairly well.And so as Ruben Studdard(omg!) and Fantasia Barrino...

I bet Singaporean prefer eye-candies over talents.So now it seems like the finalists are predominated by the age group of 18-25(correct me if I'm wrong...).Or maybe bcos we misconstrued the definition of "Idol" all the while as what the American Idol usually infuse to the viewers indirectly.So eventually,we don't feel that look is the most important factor in order to become an "Idol"...and so,we should thank SG Idol for bringing us back to the right path of defining the word "IDOL".

However,with only pretty face is useless.He/she must can sing!I mean at least the standard of an average bubblegum pop artists.We don't expect for a second Kelly Clarkson,Whitney Houston,Stevie Wonder,Celine Dion,Clay Aiken...yada yada but at least something that can be able to enlighten us and give us the best hearing pleasure.For the SG Idol's case,I'm afraid they're NOT,absolutely NOT up to the standard yet!In fact the irony part is that they're having more judges than the normal "Idol" show(either 4 0r 5 I forgot...)over that bunch of talent-less finalist which only got the look,well,some don't even have!If I'm ever a Singaporean,I'll cover up my face and switch to other channel.Eventhough my cousin from the States is so amused(in a bad way) by the SG Idol when comparing to their native American Idol.We all can't help but to laugh at them non-stop-ly!

I shall point out their general shortcomings :

1.They prefer to play safe on a singing contest reality show.OMG.They'll rather choose power lung songs like "I Turn To You","Stuck","Kiss From A Rose","You're Still The One"...yada yada,but then just when u about to expect something equivalent to the American Idol's pitch standard,it turns out that they're singing in a relatively low pitch which needless to say must be the key alteration that most of the karaoke box will feature.They're only a bunch of "cheung K" or bathroom singing standard like us.Not to the diva or divo standard...

2.I missed the audition part but I can't deny that most of the contestants are no doubt giving me the pleasure of eye-candies.Girls are very pretty or not too ugly,guys are handsome or not too ugly as well(afterall beauty is in the eyes of the beholder,what else can I say?).Of cos they're all well dressed and stylo.Is that the 1st priority of choosing a candidate?I strongly doubt their yardstick of measurement.Good looking is good looking.When it comes to the ability to sing,it will be mutually exclusive from the former.

3.Most of the Singaporean supporters consisting high number of teenager.Well,I'll pretty much assume that "look" is the most important part in their eyes.Yea,SG's teenagers love Ah Beng vy much.It's all proved by the case of Sylvester Sim(the 1st runner up of SG Idol 1st season),he can't sing at all in fact but worst of all,he looks extremely Ah Beng.The way he dress and his hair and every inch of his look resembles the stereotypical Ah Beng!*Pukes*.Fortunately,he has a lot of "mui mui' fans that willing to splurge on the telephone bill to vote for him bearing the consequence of getting scolded by parents.They all sacrificed for nothing but a so called "Idol" in their heart that in fact got his debut album hardly released and after that he's no where to be seen anymore.Remember teenagers tend to be very forgetful and fond of newer things at this generation.

It's not that I detract the standard of SG Idol or being a megalomaniac on this very matter but I'm stating out the facts.In fact,SG TV channels are full of reality show and of cos they have inconformity of qualities.Where some are really creative but some are just purely fictitious and monotonous which really can't even trigger our adrenaline discharging rate...-_-

Anyway,those are silly and tedious.Afterall,their winning does not ensure us with any secured benefits.Just treat it as a free entertainment and all-day-hardworks-getaway.Dun be overly crazy...it's not necessary and uncivilized!

Nah,the source of laughter comes from here:

http://www.singaporeidol.com/

Be prepared and do not munch any food inside ur mouth while watching.There's high risk of splurting everything out...sit back and enjoy(I hope so...*giggles*)

PS:Jamie Cullum and Robbie William are coming to Singapore.Too bad I'm not that fortunate enough to attend any of their gigs!Damn!T^T

PPS:I'm not a critic and for sure I'm not a big fans of this "Idol" reality show.But one episode of SG Idol really inspired me a lot...I can't help but to point out the facts!Once again,I'm not a crazy fans of "Idol"!Damn you!

Very traumatize it seems...

Things I gained during my sem. break :
1. Bigger hole in my pocket
2. Greater succulency on my figure
3. Lazier
4. More retarded
5. Tension(for unknown reason)

Statement 1:Ok,obviously holiday is to relax and indulge urself,so needless to say,more $ has to be spent.I'll take it as a neccessity since RedBox/Neway/Movie/Shopping is a must...

Statement 2:Again,if I don't eat as much as I can now,I'll regret for sure as when I go back Sunway.All I got is terrible foods which more or less taste like shit(or worse).Will be constantly getting nearer to my own grave then.Mum's cook always the best and healthy(although not all the time...only upon requested).Yummilicious!

Statement 3:My average sleeping hour is 4 am and normally woke up at 2 pm with whole body feeling like tonnes heavy.Next thing will be sitting idly either in front of computer or tv...if not sing alone and blast my dad's speaker.Since most of my friends here are not having any holiday,so I shan't interrupt them so often unless Fri,Sat,Sun if they're not having any tuitions.Sien.Thus,I'll just laze in front computer playing games or download songs...

Statement 4:OMG!I cleanly forgot about everything taught on A2 syllabus.Esp Maths...what da hell is Partial Fraction,Parametric Equation,Exponential Function,Integration,Chain Rule,Modulus,Absolute Value,Long Division...yada yada!What da hell is unilateral/bilateral offer...I can't recall any on Contract Law seriously(Tort?!!!).Luckily Econs still hasn't started on any of da A2 topics.Guess what A2 exam is only 4 months away from now and AS result will be out on August which is approx. 1 month away from now.Die.And my braincells are deteriorating.I have developed a lot of grey matter during holiday.In fact,in an excessive amount.I have to exhaust them when my last sem. resume.Omg,reminds me of having to pay all the fees again.I hate that,so troublesome where I have to wait for so long for the receipts to issue!Damn Sunway admin.!Bah!

Statement 5:Out of unknown reason.I'm getting vy tension during this break partly bcos of the coming of the promulgation of AS results and pre-A2 phobia.But those only take up 50% but the rest developed out of no where.There's a big possibility that is due to my still miserable future plan.I'd tried to approach my dad but he seems to back me off nonchalantly most the time either giving me that kinda "yea~yea,who cares..." expression or just give me that kinda muddle+cold+beh song giggle as if I'm not serious enough or mature enought to discuss about my own future plan.Or better yet he'll started doing all this lecturing on how hasty of me always when it comes to making decision but then I got none of a single positive feedback from him.After the lecturing,I gained nothing but a lot of question marks,doubts,upset and dissatisfaction!I don't get what I want even 'till now!So when can he sits back properly and give all ears and attentions to me instead of da stupid World Cup.Damn,he can wake up from his sleep halfway at 4am to watch England Vs Sweden's match!Why can't I expect more then?I really wish they can have a conference with me.Now,all I gotta do is to grab their attention as much as possible.I can't wait anymore cos many of my classmates and coursemates have started to apply for Uni. or if not,hunting for one cos I need to enrol for them earliest intake in order not to waste any of the precious time.So prob. Jan/Feb/March will suits me best afterall I can enrol with forecast results...gotta do locally first and then twinning to overseas...so that can save more cost for overseas' expenses!Prob will gonna do ADP again but not in INTI this time.I won't do law for sure,if it ever happens,that might be the vy last resort for me...I dun wanna go UK,I hate the "legal-o-sphere"there and law students stereotypically are bunch of nerdy!I hate memorizing and reading those boring law codes,legal skill and yada yada.I hate law ever since I've taken law...eventhough how well I can score in my law paper or give me watever award won't makes me feel better off.I hate it means I hate it...not for u to tell me how I should do cos I noe myself better,law is not my cuppa tea!

*stay away from me,I'm in bad mood*

Go sleep!

A historical trip

Went to Melaka last Sunday with many of my relatives!Like the emperor's inspection tour
-.-

Anyway,we managed to squeeze into 2 cars(1 mpv and 1 sedan) for this day trip...

Yea,it was only a day trip,thus,damn tiring!

We set off around 9 am and reached Melaka at 12 pm cos on the way we stopped by Ayer Hitam to look for some handcraft products and ceramic vases -.-

Then,we settled our lunch in a famous peranakan restaurant with lotsa traditional partitions and decorations(they even have a sedan in the restaurant for us to take photo)...located along the Jonker Street.Da typical tourist spot with lotsa souvenirs and antiques selling.Nevertheless,restaurant ala Nyonya style are like all around that area!Of cos historical and pre-war building are not to be excluded from our vision.But we were almost distracted by the sunny weather which really dehydrated us(esp. those relatives from US)...really sorry for them but still the more convenient way to travel around for sight seeing in Melaka is to walk!Cos the streets are all made one way and one lane!Very congested!And so we went visited all the historical places as expected like the Dutch Red House or Square or Castle...(issit how we called that?),Museums(lotsa!),Famosa,St. Paul church heritage,the fort at Bukit Melaka...yada yada where most of it u can more or less found on Sejarah's textbooks lah!Vy typical tourist spot where you can find a lot of tourists and vendors around...esp the decorated trishaw services are flooded the area on weekend!Nothing vy surprise though as Melaka is a vy familiar place for me and my family as we'll always stopped by for nice local foods whenever travelling up north as well as Muar!Satay celup,otak otak,cendol,nyonya foods,chicken rice ball...*slurps*.We even went to the Indian Street to shop for Indian groceries(cos my Uncle requested for that,he's an Indian).Then we came back to JB around 10 something.Sienz,tht's why I hate day trip.Well,nothing much but tiring,here's some photos:

Those antique shops that selling vy old and shabby stuffs which I doubt their genuineness.

Another ordinary souvenir shop located at Jonker Walk which selling repeated stuffs...there are a lot in fact!

The peranakan restaurant with sophisticated Nonya decor.


The inside of St. Paul church heritage is an empty shell only!No surprise at all except for some old tombstones with obvious signs of being windswept.Thus,the words carved are hardly able to see.Well,even if I could see,I dun think what they written cos it's written in classic English or Portuguese.I've no idea...bah!


The ancient medium of exchange,so cute the shape!


The ship museum which got practically nothing much to see inside!


Satay celup is a must whenever come visit Melaka!


View of the Jonker Street


Some nice graffitis in the alley...they did tht deliberately leh!Actually I think nice graffiti on the wall shouldn't be seen as vandalism.People should adopt an artistic approach on this matter where it can be served as an enhancement on the building's outlook!Whatever lah! Nice is nice...


Ah!Yellow python is my fav....so cute but heavy!Like me :p .How I wish I can ever rear one secretly...tee~hee!


The decorated trishaw in front of the Dutch Square


This could be your grandfather or great grandfather?


A nice trad. Chinese restaurant lying on Jonker St. ,now,look at the cloud!Wasn't it looks like the shape of a dragon flying?Nice combination...

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This few days were busy entertaining my relatives from the States!They'll fly to India on Thursday.So have to spend more time with them as they seldom come back also!

See ya!

Don't cry for me argentina

Argentina vs Serbia & Montenegro 6-0

omg!They scored 3 goals at the first half match and the rest!!!Argentina rocks!

Anyway,I haven't been meeting my friends ever since I came back,so just called up them yesterday and still we got no where to go but Redbox as they are having this very nice promotion for student + 50% discount where we sang from 2pm-7pm(extended) with 2 drinks and few titbits with a free Ribena packet drinks -.- for only over 10 bucks!If lunch time they told me it could be 3 bucks only(woot!)...and so we were crazy as usual as we requested to change to a big room and someone spilt the water all around,screaming,jumping on the couch,throwing mic and handphone(N91),playing with flashlights and cams...yada yada!I came out the room with perspiration.Damn tiring man!And I swear no more cheung K in 2 years time after that!!!

Then after that,we just went to eat the noodle that I missed so much opposite of Plaza Pelangi,and I bought a lot of bread from Lavender just becos I simply lurrrve them so much!!!My sis came picked me up at 8pm and headed to town again for Indian food(fyi,my Aunt from US married to my uncle which is an Indian from India).After dinner we shot ahead to Danga Bay(the place that I dun actually like except for its lightning) cos it's built on a reclaimed land and it extended the coastline even nearer to Singapore's border plus they destroyed all the precious wetland creatures just to build all those silly projects,really makes my blood boils!Like hell we dun hav any better land in JB.Stupid!So,we just strolled around the walking path(stretched around 2KM,fuck!)...and that place is always full of Malays!Dating spot mah!Then free entry oso!Yucks!Damn tiring also after that plus on the tiredness accumulated from cheung K-ing made me even more tired!I can hardly stand straight and walk.....I went back home just simply take a bathe and sleep!Shit,I slept for 13 hours continuouosly!Like a dead man...-.-

Stupid...
Poseur
Yay!
Bluek...!
Da pointless theme park in Danga Bay but the ferris wheel is nice and romantic!

See my handshake effect -.-

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I was really annoyed by my father that he will always telling me just simply choose a course to study in future but in fact he didn't even ask me what I'm feel studying before.Partly due to I keep on changing my mind I think and so I consolidated all that into 5 big main fields I wish to pursue :

1. Bio-combination's field-Bioinfomatics/Computational
Biology/Nanotechnology/Microbiology/Molecular Biology
2. Economics/Maths' field-Actuarial Science
3. Chemistry's field-Pharmacology and Toxicology (could be pharmacy also)
4. Social Science's field-Psychology
5. Business/Law's field-Economics/Law/Risk Management/Real Estate
Management

Of cos I still prefer technical field like the sciences over the arts.The reason is vy simple,what can I do with an arts degree where all I'll do in my undergrad. studies is just studying and memorizing to pass the final exam?I'm not that scholastic and nerd afterall...wth...Law????omg kill me off better!

We lurve sodomy...!

*designed speech

Inadvertently saw this piece of news on The Star online...

It's about the sodomy case of former DPM Mr. Anwar and his adopted brother (woot?).Funny rite?How come this family will like to involve in "anal-ing" actions.Wow imagine Mr. A and his so called adopted brother in "action"(they so like to make something out of nothing so much so that I feel like telling them "stop it!").Anyway,although both their litigation got quashed for unknown reason(or vy abstract andd subjective reason),however,I'm sure that it'll more or less affect their reputation anyway.How silly can it be...I still remember the time where the whole spring coil mattress being brought to the court as an evidence which I couldn't help but laugh again...maybe that is why Ms'ia political scene is so amusing,I think.So now if we don't allow sodomy to happen,are we against the human rights?How should the SUHAKAM react I wonder...and then Mr. A also tend to apply human rights law very frequently for revenge on false accusation against him then.Pity Dr. M though...Since when M'sia human rights scence becoming so active and interesting?I thought M'sia is always the one who fails to defer to the Human Rights Act caused darkness cum hopeless to local human rights scene(eg:failed to accept homosexual as part of society,police abusing of power,capital sentences,unfair treatment among different races,lack of freedom of speech and freedom of press,the freaking ISA...and so on).Bah!

Did I mention that SUHAKAM(Suruhanjaya Hak Asasi Manusia Malaysia),the Human Rights Commission of Malaysia,is just a watch dog without teeth?Means they still don't have any definite power over the parliament and court and whatsoever...if only our government can acknowledge their right one day,then we'll be expecting to become the next Holland,UK,Canada,US,Aus....

So let's pray and hope the govt. won't continue on breaching human rights again.

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Seriously I don't really like England performance today...a bit sucks IMO.How I hope they'll ever got kicked out at the earlier round and dampen all the football fans spirit!!!Muahaha!!!But still they have their own quality sustained when against Trinidad & Tobago(sounds just like food,or maybe bcos of the "Tobago" which sounds like "Tobasco" to certain extent gua...).Anyhow,T&T was quite rough while playing...but still they ended up having an "egg" while England scored 2 freaking goals,damn!I thought that's it for them to have only a goal earlier but for hell Steven Gerrard kicked in another goal at last few minutes...sien-.-...I hate ppl holler and cheer while watching.It's not a big deal anyway...why don't just shut up and watch?

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"All human beings are born free and equal in dignity and rights. They are endowed with reason and conscience and should act towards one another in a spirit of brotherhood."

For the truth and public interest

* (designed speech)

Seriously,I got really fed up with those irrelevant people that stand out to speak good words for Pak Lah recently due to the criticisms of former PM Tun Dr. Mahathir on him(that saying Pak Lah betraying Dr. M and implementing policies that going against the predecessor's will...so on).I mean,it's only Dr. M's 20 cents and his right to speak,so does that hurt anyone or do us harm?It's better actually that someone will really dare to question Pak Lah cos most the time the opposition party and backbenchers got very little voice to speak also.And now our former PM finally couldn't take it and undisclose the issues!I really appreciate Dr. M's doubts on Pak Lah.It's not that I'm bias or what but really a democratic country needs a lot of opponent to motivate the ruling party!(Sg. is a diff. case cos their ruling party is good enough to not to have any opponencies or maybe their citizens are use to their admin. and need to be spoon fed continuouosly by them,anyway none of our business!).The ruling party here is getting self-satisfied and they think we can't live without them where then they can manipulate us like puppet!No!Just try us and see,I bet in another few yeas time of SPR,you'll be voted out!So currently,the only thing we need is a stronger opposition party to hear us and then let the ruling party know their weaknesses...the country will only move forward through the contention of those parties to prove their competency!

And yea back to the topic,I got really disgusted by those pseudo-loyalism ministers and newspaper readers that immediately stand out to prove their loyalty to Pak Lah(in a wrong way I think!).To think they can gain anything just like that?For those ministers,eventhough if u remain in silence,no one will doubt ur loyalty to our PM.Our PM won't be better off hearing all ur standardise/unanimous speeches and supports!Really gross me out for the actions shown by all those ministers...I really dun have idea why should they keep on dog-ging others footstep where they don't have their own definite view.They're really presenting the laughable and humourous side of Malaysia's political scene.Purely being hypocrites!

Yucks!

Wait,some news that also enlighten me is that now only they realise that majority of buildings in some parts of Selangor and Perak are not built on solid ground.Which are either reclaimed mining land or by hills that having very weak soil foundation.Omg the whole Bandar Sunway is a very reknowned mining land,so what if one day the whole Sunway University College,Sunway Pyramid,Lagoonview,SyUC/Monash Condo,Monash U,Palmville,SyMC and yada yada collapse out of sudden due to weak soil support???Our life is at stake leh!Diu...

I really couldn't figure out why those richie like to build houses on the upland just to let others notice how "high" is their status?(those built along the MRR2...the upmarket area of Sri Ukay...Mont Kiara...eventhough PJ and so may more!!!).Now look!Ur house can collapse and tumble down in every minute,no matter how magnificence ur house is will become worthless once it turns to mud and debris!Wonder how could all this people still living in peace nowadays...notice that there's a high frequency of landslide cases occur esp. those area adjacent to or along Highland Tower are gotta suffer.Now,some of the obstinate developers are still half way building and no sign of them stopping.That kinda incident is already a great signal and warning for them but yet they still carrying on with it...IMO,I think those houses that built on the hills are helluva horrible for god's sake!I dunno but it constantly reminds me of landsliding and the Highland Tower incident or even the then WTC in New York where the scene of both skyscrapers came tumbling down to the ground in less than a minute...left debris! *spooky*.Come on lah!Malaysia is not thirst of "flat" land also,of all the places you don't choose,wth you choose the hills?Wanna play stunt?And who is that to approve all this developing project by/on steep hills?We need the truth!

Ps:I think the residents of the Highland Tower failed to sue the developer and not even got reversed when appealed!That's the consequences....how sad!See here!

More details on Highland Tower's final report & litigation (it's under February 2006 archive somewhere at the middle of the page).This is a great blog about so many controversial litigations and current issues in our country!


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Photoshop mania(finale)

Scary Hulk?or more like Geisha -.-

Colourful polka dots pop art effect...

Omg,tht thick fog in Genting gonna cover me up!!!

Charcoal and colour pencil effect

More decent pop art effect

Hehe :p
Bush 1

Bush1+Me,the neck seems like too thin...like some kinda caricature monster edi...!

Bush 2

Bush2+Me,I thought this might looks like Bush somewhat it seems more like Glenn Close -.-

Alien!Bee dee beeeeeeee zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzeeeeeeeeeee!#%^&*^%*#&%^(*guuuu~

Finally the soft-tone snowish effect me...-.- I'm back to normal

*****

Tee-hee,enjoy my lousy photoshop skill so far?I noe someone will going to pengsan somehow and crash their screen...

CHEERS ^^!

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