Flavor of Life

Feel so sucky now...in fact...I didn't spend my Chinese New Year quite well this year due to lotsa circumstances.I'm so over the barrel...T^T

However,the major one is still regarding my future undertaking(ok well,it's not like it just arises but rather pain in ass for few months edi la!),expected,the same old issue.

Alongside of this,me and my parents were(still clueless about whether this will still goes on...) rather steeping in a not so harmony atmosphere.I'm holding back all my words that supposed to tell them in addition of locking myself away in my room...and later on transformed into a silent protest until today,dad broke the ice.To me,I don't feel overjoy either,in fact,guiltiness is rushing within.So immature right?

Anyways,at least they did give in to me a lil' today...I hope things will get better and over in no time.

And also,I took off one of the hoop ring on my cartilage,cos it was swelling and kinda sprang up into a hideous lump containing dead cells and skins...gross betul!At least I can sleep on sideway now...that seems trivial to anyone else but not me ever since I pierced my upper cartilage.It's more like a "bearable" tormenting to me during the past few months...lol...not to forget,I chopped my hair yesterday as well in CS lol...I look so neat and clean now with my military cut haha...more boyish(younger) for someone turning 20 which also happen to be officially out of teenager range in a week time

:(

GAH!

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Utada's latest single "Flavor of Life" is fucking catchy man...it comes in 2 standard versions,the original one and the ballad version with another unrelease remixed version in the single.And yea,it is the official theme song for "hana yori dango 2" which I dunno what the shit issit also lol...but heard it's a quite notable anime.Damn,I can't stop pumping this song on iTunes not and the playcount is stepping up exponentially upon downloaded...currently 55 times in less than half a day gone O.o

By the way,I'm still very much out of mood...pardon my responsiveness in SMS-es and MSN if it seems dull and irksome >.<

拜年

This was the first time ever I went out "bainin" with all my high school friends(Chee Jian,Zen Hwai,Wei Siong,Ah Tan were not in the pic).They had it last year but I was coincidentally absented for unknown reason...and I joined in this year.

The pic above was taken in Yien Meei's house...I went to lotsa houses today and I can't remember how many!gawd...!

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Oh yea,out of sudden urge,I chopped off all my hair extensions all by myself and what's left now is only some pathetic damaged hair.I look bald now on the fringe...so idiotic!

Pierce of a Pisces

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Hm...I have 2 piercings on cartilage already.Thinking of getting one on tongue or labret but due to the high risk of being disowned by my biological parents.It should be better if I hold back my desire in order to go far...bummer!

Anyways,I'm not gonna punch any more holes on my cartilage cos even after half a year they are still getting off and on's infections and swelling with disgusting pus!Have to do anaesthetic to disinfect the wound practically everyday,you see or else to undergo a surgery is a matter in no time.Gah...blame my skin then for being so weak to penetrative bacterias!

And this is endless...

Firstly...bai nin with god grandmother

Then,Mum's late cousin's wife

And then,Mum's cousin

Furthermore,maternal side bai nin with paternal side

Later on,cousin's new house mahjong and mingling session.

Ended up having my dinner around 11pm,it was damn a heavy one!

ish!

Potong stim

Had a great gamble rumble moments ago...was playing mahjong as usual like we never had b4.

And I lost like shit and arse were almost get ripped off...thus I quit and came back earlier.CCB!

This year's CNY is so dull and quiet unlike before,seems like everyone is getting busier nowadays...how sad.

I hope there are other things to do besides the typical titbits munching,mj,poker,lou sang...I think we've missed out karaoke long time ago *wink* hello!

San Nin Fai Lok~Gong Hei Fatt Choi,Sim Jia Ju Yi~Keong Hee Huat Chai

HAPPY PIGLET'S NEW YEAR TO ALL WITH BEST OF LUCK AND FRUITFUL PROSPERITY!

One thing to get note of,don't eat too much of pork(our dearie lunar zodiac's mascot of the year) for 2007...spare a thought for them at least!It's such a contradiction and gag that ppl eat more porks during the year of pig?!How funny...those piggies in imaginary must have been thinking that they can be granted a pardon from the slaughter machine and stuff up more for this year...but then the fact is actually far more remote than what they thought!So they are all taken aback...poor little piggies that gonna bite the dust.

-_-

badaadabidididi

I'm done...everything sold out around 2pm!

I was overwhelmed like no one else!

I'm freed!

Call me anytime ppl...Tristan is back on the track!

See me online again for 24/7...feel free to hit me up ppl!

Goin for study soon on next month tho....

Izzue.com jeans selling for 29-45 bucks only!

Can't wait to shop till drop!

bweeee...

I bought some Swarovski's crystal beads today to decorate my poor Vodafone rather plain surface from one of my customer!lol...It looks somewhat gothic now with red and black beads of crystal...

It's so much of a phone of moi now with the unique personalization of mine...tho it doesn't looks that pro but acceptable is bliss!

bweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

2 more days...2 more divine days!

no more 10 am to 10 pm,no more endurance of constant unbearable tormenting,no more daily scoldings,free from customers from all walks of life,legs can finally take rest,lips can finally restrain from repeating the same mantra over and over...no more reports,no more cashiering,no more stock taking,no more hampers,no more cookies,no more WORKING,

Everything ends on this FRIDAY!yippy!

Redbox Neway here I come!

No more of getting eye sores...from looking at all those lalabom flowing pass...!fuck wei!lotsa fake gothic lala around...poyo!

Gah,Valentine is soooooo sucky!Hate those roses,teddies,chocs...so pariah and puppy-ish,fuck off!Why can't ppl just be more creative than that rather than doing the same old typical things all other ppl is doing?*roll eyes*

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Oh yea,I just got my partial pay today,fuck lo...less than what I've been expecting...damn gotta receive the 2nd payment later(5 fucking more weeks after CNY) which I doubt it can be any lesser than this,or else *pass me the labour law book...*...sue them till their ass off!Fuck and screw them for exploiting me and my pay!Better pay me more or at least within satisfaction on next round of their disbursement.

Uh huh,they'll pay us by cash for this time and remaining in cheque for the next round!

Fucking pay me more on next round if I received less this round...I hate to be exploited like this given that how many hell long innocent hours I've sacrificed just for those lifeless cookies!

Down,Drown

Had been sitfling this issue for quite sometime until I just did a soft mentioning about it again some minute moments ago...

I really don't know but just happened to ask about the ADP intake on March to dad,least to my surprise,still getting all sorts of rubbish and indecisive answer.

Was shoo-ed away by him(that's what I felt),they just seem to be avoiding this topic whenever I snap on this topic before them.I thought mum was on my side all the while but to my disappointment,she didn't...instead flaming more orthogonal yet impractical remarks which kinda driven me few steps backward to where I was.

Ok,it may sounds demanding but at least just try to be more understanding and ease me up with statements correspondent to my queries,right?Not just passively fling my pieces of thought away and let the matter rest in the meantime like we all don't even care.

To add on,sis has been the one that really blown off my morale at his own jealousy and usually that kinda hullabaloo one...which can usually cross the path and causes me to hold back those fists.Not to that kinda extent yet at this stage of negotiating :/

I just couldn't think of any other courses that can light my jazz on currently.I don't seem to show my interests in any other courses especially business courses.I especially hate it when they ask me to sign up with business course in an "experimental" fashion!Hey,it's my OWN future(I know though I'm not paying for it...) but how can they spout this kinda nonsense to dare to prank on my future?Simply signing up a business course is such a disheartening and desperate statement.I'll never can predict my future.So by all means,I have all the rights to make my own desicion(again though I'm not paying for it...),don't I?

I hate to be sorry for my earlier thoughts that ruined my entire life.....regrets will not gonna reappear in my dictionary again like how they ever were!I've made mistakes before and I hate to reminisce it and bring it back to materialization AGAIN!

Shit man,I feel so sucky right now...and my life can never be more stressful than that.Tension from working,tension from deciding,tension from the ignorance of them...will soon store me into wonderland below in the loving memory of "me",then rest in peace.

Still counting down the days to go...to bury me

Woot?

Today our total sales reached 20K,

damn crazy I tell u...never knew that such a big amount can accumulate from cookies that selling only RM 23.80 per unit

to hell is that,we only get 1 freaking % commission and have to share among the team.

200/4 = 50?

save it for urself to lim teh la...mahai!

BITCH!