和風

喜月堂 has got the best packing among all the confectioneries! The casing and the paper bag come in a set which matched perfectly like a gift. For only 1 piece, you are entitled to get the Japanesey packing without paying extra!

Seriously who cares about the content and the taste of the mooncake. I didn't even know which flavour I was paying for.

And they have many more exotic Japanesey packings for 2 pieces, 4 pieces and so forth. Now, fuck curry and yoghurt mooncake for all I care (inside joke kthx).

Heh!

Paid my due, like FINALLY in donkey ass manner. Anyways, survived from slavery. I mean it cos for weeks of slogging off like android which involved mugging for finals and working CEASELESSLY. I haven't really been enjoying the sacred holiday bestowed. It's like a piece of missing puzzle in life.

Whatever. I'll be having extended holiday on my own given the insignificance of subjects offering on next semester. What have spray painting, pointilism, tracing and yada got to do with science lab? Hello, do you think I care shit about musical genre some artsy fartsy musicians invented during Middle Ages, Renaissance, Romanticism and whatnots. I think seeing how Jolin fucked up her face with a blizzard of rashes while doing acrobatic dance is even more interesting.

And also...

Thank god, my semester 4 result has finally rebounded my CGPA although it's still kinda low but at least I'm now qualified for SBU admission requirement IF they really answer to their promised cut off CGPA without obscure adjustment, affirmative action, quotas or some shits.

Wanna catch some real serious rest now. Period.

Siap Siap Sui!

Yes, 4th semester has finally became yesterday. No more boring Politics lectures, no more early morning Irene's lectures, no more dreadful Statistics lectures...! No strings attached for 2 weeks at least but then gotta work still T.T

My last paper touched down at 7pm and I went AC to watch Badminton semifinal with the unusual crowd gathered around bersorak-sorai and giving ovations. I wonder since when did we become so supportive towards national sport players? I think we can buy up Phelps to achieve a record breaking of 11 golds in history instead of paying huge stipends or rewards to some unworthy one-time-goner duo (you know who)! Looking from a long term view I mean. Way to go Lee Chong Wei! But then he's gonna get from Lin Dan eventually during final...what an interesting showdown! Hopefully he can scrap Lin Dan down from world No. 1's throne. Anyways, we went Japanese buffet after the last paper which again, violated my principles of dieting. Sad case. I'm getting worse nowadays, everything I see = food, Sleep = food, dream = food, study = food...

I'm having a problem now...what subject should I take for next semester? I've already fulfilled all my Uni's (SBU) prerequisite requirements except for Biology II. Whatever I take on next semester will just be a waste of time and money but I don't wanna do interval break either! How ah? The Uni application deadline for spring intake is Oct 2nd, meaning, around 1 month from now and I haven't taken TOEFL yet. Sighs. But then if result is good for this semester I might seriously consider to transfer on spring instead of fall. My friends are all leaving this fall and next spring :( I don't wanna be stagnant lo. But then I don't think I can make it for spring 2009 like I said. Mafan. I think I should take a 8 months break to intern and then travel that's it. Otherwise taking 1 subject on each of the following semesters will not do much good on my transcript either.

And the thing is I don't really feel like working on this Monday anymore but I've already promised T.T cos I could have gone to Penang/Pangkor with friends by now. Really 为五斗米折腰. If only I'm a golden spoon-fed...which obviously I'm not.

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Quoted : All men struggling to remain distinguishable in their own ways, but their efforts are insipid and often overlook the similar core shared among each other as hypocrisy is the ruler of them all. They sell their souls and live in shells that rot in time.

Machiam kena kantoi pulak

So, was supposed to eat light for the day due to my bad eating habit of late which unfortunately involves lotsa junk food, fast food and whatever that is expensive when you look back after 20 years from now, in the sense that it costs bombs on medical expenses (yea, clogged vessels, hypertension, high LDL, protein urea, etc.) or a LIFE. I've almost discarded my healthy eating habit ever since lapsed into final week + exam week to take chances. My energy bars became pencuci mulut instead of substitution for meal and muesli left completely untouched after unsealed for the very first time (seriously I don't understand how could Germans and Swisses put those sand tasting cereals in mouth in whole of history). Now they should've tasted our chee yok fun, curry mee, lobak, lo pak gou, wet popiah, tong sui, sundae chocolate......and these are what I had for my dinner yesterday approximately 5 hours ago fyi. I've been eating 2 bowls of chee yok fun and 2 plates of lobak so far in this week, and it's only Wednesday now :D Tell me how can I not be happy leh?

Anyways, just now when I was crossing the road in front of Ikea around 2:30 am, driver of this car (Subaru Impreza who thinks it's very yeng but it's not) wound down his window and yelled "hello" at me in mockery tone. I got so irritated to max (apart from Bio notes I was reading that wrecked my nerves earlier on) and threw back a wtf-ish gesture, then this guy (Malay) at the backseat yelled back "berlagak eh, kau ni bodoh!" and sped off.

*deep inhale with long pause*

Now I'll like to pray to god that they will crash their car within this 2 days (shower with police summons and not able to claim insurance) and have their neck sprained in brutal manner (physically impair-worthy). A compulsory brain screening session is a must for them also since they might not have their brains intact or wait, do they even have brains to begin with? Put them in mental asylum for years altogether will serve them best and helps eliminate sampah masyarakat (does not automatically implied all mentally incompetents are sampah masyarakat, please get this right!). The lesson is don't fuck with a person who's having his finals, EVER.

Insyaallah, I think I should wake up early for some serious morning jogging session tomorrow, HOPEFULLY. Kononnya, badan sihat maka otak cergas. I need to stuff in 2 textbooks worth of knowledge into my pea brain for this coming Friday. So much for Biology and Politics! Wth. Don't even get me started on Stats paper, it went disastrous, all credit shall be given to the dreadful Probability's part.

*****

Just realized, for this year, I'm a 2-faced baddy who constantly attempt to undermine people's friendship. I hope it's not because of me for I'm a peace loving people after all. Should get all my priorities right from now on. There are certainly things that don't matter in life anymore or simply don't worth all the endeavours. Who's important and who's not, why bother? Not like it will be heard, appreciated or anything.

Apparently, when the table is turned, there's no use in pointing fingers. What's done is done, if it's proven fragile, I don't see fit to it that it's worth picking back all the pieces again if they're no longer having sentimental value. Might as well go on let them rot in oblivion.

Ilham tak sampai

I don't wanna say this but my face is exploded with purulent zits overnight because I simply burned too much midnight oil. The one whole night was out for only 1 chapter and some odd questions that's it, how pathetic. Freaking 7 am now, and still can't kiss my bed for all the caffeine kicked in 6 hours ago. Damn, I didn't know I'm so intolerant.

Had my meeting for STACT's mainboard committee today. The rather extraordinary happy atmosphere burst forth into awkwardness and tense when both the opinionate advisor and senior made sound. It's like we were in midst of planning for some holiday fun as allowed according to agenda and these party pooper came in out of no where to pour a pail of chilly water + a big tight slap in our faces.

Let me tell you why I joined this club from the first day, my initial purpose was to take part in rural service before it kicked the freaking bucket. Yea listen RURAL SERVICE, R-U-R-A-.......read Rural Service, the 19th's. In the name of God, our dearie BN lost extensively in the latest Pilihanraya which was well...UNFORTUNATELY. It goes without saying that MCA which incidentally is the sole organizer for this very event, was badly hammered so they temporarily canceled the event and the possibility of having similar events in future. Plan called off and we were in some awkward position stringing in between STACT origin and Rural Service origin. So without giving much thought to it, we swore in for club membership. It's fine with me, I had lotsa fun in organizing events and all. Give in my effort, if not all to accomplish each and every divine missions.

And there...today, our advisor and one of the seniors which I can't care less to remember him verbally pwn us. Hello? It was so obvious that they were trying to insinuate us in the most polite manner to ensure their hypocrisy is well hidden behind those beautiful masks they exhibited. I've no idea to whether their points made sense or not but they sure dampened our enthusiasm towards this club. He expressed how disappointed of him for our batch of committees performed the worst and had we under his militant administration then, he would without questions beyond doubts filtered most of us out of his committee and further infuriated us by equating us to rubbish or some shits. Hey, what a SMART metaphor you had used. That fits perfectly "well" into our personal worth indeed if it's what you think but DON'T pass judgment on someone whom you hardly know and please see things in two ways I beg your freaking pardon. What you see is just tip of the iceberg about us cos wtf we don't even know you well although you had already exclaimed like fretting we didn't know you actually earn 10 grands a month of salary from an atas unachievable Corporate Manager position at the enviable age of 26. Well, I won't say that wouldn't bother me as looking at your everything just unable to relate to earning high salary, you look more like blue collar slave. Now we see hopes cos for average people like us we will be earning no where less than 10 grands when we graduated. Thanks for enlighten us with the fact that people like you can still earn that kinda money. Since when salary aspect in Malaysia is getting so sky high? Maybe I should burn all my books and see the world. So go on and brag about how fat your wallet is whilst giving all the credit to STACT club for nurturing those perpetual burning spirit in you at whatever industry you venture. I bet you are one of the busiest people around cos after all you earn 10 grands a month, definitely not some puny businesses, so why not you just leave us all alone and STFU? Stop condemning the chairperson also for incompetence, respect every single individual has their own managing style. You might be that sort of war-ridden type that emphasized on discipline but read this---HAS BEEN, darling. I got nothing much major to complain about my current "boss". He's approachable, amiable, and charismatic that all of us like to commit our effort with. We will be more than happy to work for him than asshole dictator like you so fuck you.

Dear advisor, if you are so keen on polishing us which we can't thank you more since you personally claimed to have all the interest in us rather than your rice bowl. Face it! You are just not, what if some other colleges offer you an increment of 50% from your current salary? Will you hop over or insist on staying on the same boat with us still? You should be able to comprehend what reality tells more than us can do so fuck you also.

Not like I'm fishing for compliments but most of our activities are done promptly and not forgetting, successfully even though it's not perfect but please accept nothing is perfect in this world. Praise us generously when we do well too, not just magnify our mistakes over and over again. We consciously aware of what we are doing so far. Have fun if we want to, be serious if we need to, we are amphibians who know where to go. And also I won't take your words like CGPA 3.80 is good for nothing, first class honour degree is merely for ornamentation purposes and whatnots that practical industrial performance is most important so we should just give all hearts on organizing club events as it resembles the operation of real life corporates. Those are just independent rare cases and your incredible assumptions. In real life, nothing beats a CGPA of 3.80 and above, first class honour etc cos that's how pragmatic bosses are gonna judge your worth at first sight before he/she digs anything further. It's self worth that makes people respect us. Status is equally essential as ability today. Can you foresee Bill Gate as a multi-billionaire when he failed to present a nice degree holding last time? He's just an one in a million case. If everyone was to be like him, do you think the world will evolve? Read again, R-E-A-L-I-T-Y. STACT club is not our everything. I don't wanna screw my exams and tell people I will definitely earn a fortune in future like Bill Gate or Michael Dell when in fact I got nothing to begin with at this ground.

p/s : It doesn't automatically deduced that a charity based club shouldn't be having fun by ourselves all the time. If we're not happy, how can you expect us to spread happiness to others? Another thing, I don't mind to withdraw my membership as well.

Disturbia

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better get back to my books before I got brushed off.

Dosa

I gulped down 1 whole LARGE hawaiian chicken pizza in blink of an eye.

I thought I couldn't finish and able to leave some for tomorrow.

12 freaking inches people!

Seriously.....

what's the point of living now?

Fuck Pizza Hut Delivery.

***** Dr. Borges after History's trial which reminds me of walking calories -_-

Blahs to infinity...

I've finally got something from Megasale.

MPH is having a storewide 10% discount for ALL their books! DIGI users are entitled to 20%!

Yea, I got another Haruki Murakami's instead that cost me about RM 32 after 20% off from RM 39.90, pretty amazing isn't it? Can't wait to finish it!

And so I never got myself any garments, I was like dying to buy those skinny jeans but heh, those who know me in person will definitely got impressed by my well defined thighs and calves (alright eventhough you people didn't comment straight to my face but I can tell from your subtle mind, grr...) . Moses! They are HUGE and thunderous ok? Anyways, I shall just stick to conventional boot or straight until I found out the best solution to slash my bottom half vertically. Cos skinny's will render my bottom half bak zhang :(

Speaking of which, I've frozen my FF account from this month onward simply because of time constraint. Finals and all. By right I should watch my diet from now on but chao Datuk was in gleeful mood just now so he decided to treat few of us to bak kut teh! Don't know what wind blowing eh? Anyways, that's blasphemous from dietetical perspectives T.T

I got quite a few PT job calls last few days, first was some marketing survey interview at some advertising film, then later MO was looking for some helpers to set up PA + assorted odd jobs and Photography club was seeking for photographers for new block's launching ceremony (like hello, I don't even know where the hell I keep my DSLR, perhaps on its way to limbo after months of waiting for duty call wtf). Zapped the rest I opted for the first simply because it takes only less than 2 hours to be 100 bucks richer. What I did there was drooling over dozens of free pizzas and isotonic drink, yes they force fed us but I was able to abstain all of those calories bomb after the sinful BKT lunch a while ago. In any case, we were being asked on few questions in group pertaining to things like our daily modus operandi, rate of activeness and stuffs which I didn't pay much attention as I was effing sleepy. Stoned my way out and got paid for 100 bucks summore haha. Well had they changed their medium of language to Mandarin ,Malay or English, I would by all means from head to toe blabber like talking machine cos I'm Canto-handicapped despite all the efforts that my Grandpa and relatives trying to convert me all these years. Whatever la.

Anyone applying for internship next semester? They don't seem to dig for AUP students lor...sad case. I need to build up a beautiful CV from now on with not just some odd jobs of selling retail stuffs. I need apprenticeship in some medical labs, corporates etc. But why are they only up for business students? I swear in utmost seriousness, wages are NOT important but at least be humane a bit la, a grand or so will be nice *hypocritical chuckles*

Alrite alrite, gotta get back to my Stats. tutorials now which I haven't been doing ever since the first lesson.