家门不幸
老姐刚告诉我一件丧尽天良的事令我感到特恶心。
老妈先把事儿传到了上海，才经由老姐那里传到我的耳里，奇怪。
事情是酱啦。。。
我表哥竟然不懂哪里来的豹子胆把我的外婆赶出家门，还好她现在暂住在我家。
具体的情况还不晓得因为所谓的大人叫我们甭理，但是祸根很可能是出自于我外婆的慢性老人痴呆症。
但是。。。但是，毕竟再怎么糟也不能把一个八旬的老妇赶出家门吧！那个画面你可以想象吗？成和提统！说出来了都让人丢脸，简直是家耻，跟社会新闻没两样。
感叹啊，所谓百行孝为先，我们华人传承了五千年的美德，孝道，到底还存不存在?!
就算再怎么诚心拜佛吃素，当你一不孝就有任何理由被天打雷劈。一切凭良心讲罢了！
真想辱骂他一句，他X的，干！
p/s : onwards i shall revert back to writing in english and end this fit. the truth is i'm getting annoyed by my own typing speed finally. either way, my pin yin sucks or i need a foolproof input software that meant for...well a fool like me. right now, i'm seriously not in the mood to do anything, especially all the RS stuffs that have been forcefully stuffed in my face. not like i don't deserve this afterall i promised to take up the post which now i realise that i shouldn't be in the first place. it weights less than all other things that i really keen to do. but well, i don't think i can quit, i just wanna ask why didn't i learn the lesson of ON? 2 things, firstly, i don't need to proof my ability to future university/employer through this pathetic way ( the promise of certs are all bogus deals) since i've moved on without those certs already. secondly, i have an immediate bedridden parent at home currently which i have all the more reasons to set priority on her more than anything...but i didn't instead i opted for an event that will impoverish my precious leftover time in home country. is acknowledging some random strangers as god father/mother more important than any one of the aforementioned personal interests? not like i don't have a real biological parents myself, in fact, i have 2 more pairs of god parents on hand ever since i came to senses that rarely involved in my life nowadays one of which with an unfeeling son who throw my grandmother out of comfort zone. sad but true. this is really beyond absurdity. i don't understand why this family that has been acting so pious to their religion don't even have room in heart for a helpless old lady that lived her life a widow whilst bringing up all 7 of her children over the vicissitudes. i guess all the praying in front of the altar ain't helping at all, you are nothing but an empty soul if you can't apprehend the deeper meaning behind religion worshiping especially for peace loving buddism and confucianism, the fusion being the foundation of all chinese traditions with one important element to distinguish us from other cultures, filial piety. where has it gone? anyways back to RS, many a time i feel that my partner in RS has comments on me but she chose to release them in ways other than telling me in my face which i don't really fancy. i don't know la...feel weird about it. i think something bad will happen. i was so disheartened when i couldn't answer some of the questions my group members asked me in my face during our 1st meeting. they must have thought why is this headless guy leading us instead one that knows better. this happened during ON as well. i wasn't informed about things that I needed to know and they pushed me to the battlefield. i'm trying to get in touch with some low profile seniors right now instead of turning my face to my advisors and high profile seniors cos they are taking too much pride in what they did. let's hope that they are helpful enough to give some words of advice on the ground of...hmm giving "friendly" unbiased constructive advices without sense of superiority. i will be better on the next group meeting i swear. but i have to agree that RS is harmless, it's just that people behind it like to stir up puny issues unbeknownst to us, little by little...god knows when it will erupt.
