Friday, September 16, 2005

What?

Haiz...really no mood this week lor...cos class resume as usual!2 MONTH ++ TO GO=eXAM...hoho!Then really dun feel like wanna talk to anyone around me the first day so moody...!And then Tuesday,supposed to go to UKM for the launching of Kelab Rukun of their U...but last minute din go cos can't wake up on 6:30 am(yea...it's after meridian)....cos we need to like gather at 7 am at foyer!Who cares Kelab Rukun of UKM?Not my concern anyway...and their speech i heard was in BM...pity those international student that forced to go!

OMG...i actually failed my GP test which i dun even noe tht was a test actually...cos we already knew the question b4 tht but i thought juz normal essay writing then i dun give a damn for it...who noes...my mispreparation leads me to an E grade (40%)...fuk...summore got critized by JE said that my Englisg is very poor should juz get my ass back to the IELTS class...wtf...she see me in personal for once and next week gotta see her 1 on 1 again...omg!what a misfortune!Summore y'know what she wants to see me this thursday...ok well i went as she wish on 8 am(my first lesson starts aat 8:30...since i live in hostel...i dun mind coming earlier..)but it turned out that she asking me to come tomorrow cos she said she needs to mark many essay...(means no time to 'entertain' me)...what the hell...feel like wanna jz go to the toilet and pick up poos and smack into her face ...holy damn shit...stupid hypertension maiden...call me to meet her up so abnormally early but yet 'let go aeroplane'...with the fucked up reason...haha luckily Friday i din go to see her as she wants cos i slept at 5am...i did set my alarm clock but i press it off and continue to sleep...when i woke up is already 9 am...hoho...then i thought Abang oso nvr meet her up but at the end he did...omg...so immediately went to apologize...and luckily she said she doesn't feel well today nvr mind...(but yea she did meet Abang up and discuss the essay wif him....)if i go wif Abang she could be using 15 minutes on me and 15 minutes on Abg...but now...since left me alone i think she will wanna takes 30 minutes as she said to 'teach me lesson'....actually don't really like her...at first felt tht her class quite fun cos she is 'humorous and nutcracker' but as time pass...i boring and sick of her class...what i felt funny last time is now craps...talking all those craps and bad criticism...which not please to heard of!GP really...i'm getting more and more fed up of it...cos every lesson r the same thing..."talk"....at least she should give us example of essays or hand out...but know wat...since i'm in her class till now...nvr ever receive any notes(not even a single piece) from herrrr!....She is da "BEST" !Disguise herself as if like a lenient teacher but inside is a devil...always talk about her almighty god Mr Jesus Christ...always gives 'Christianity' point of view on the facts and comments tht actually need social/facts/rational point of view...hello ma'am we r GENERAL PAPER ok?Facts...u get me is da FACTS...!It is not Religious Studies or Moral Studies...wake up...i don't wanna hear u talk about bible...god...10 commandments anymore...i want current issues k!Pls do what Mr Leonard did...gave out notes and hand out...he gave us the handout which are talking about the bomb blast in LONDON...which is so called the 'CURRENT ISSUE' and from there top down to discuss about humanities and social perspectives...which makes GP livelier...!I noe GP class is meant for english freak but tht doesn't means tht a person can't xcel in eng. can't even hav critical thinking too...i really dislike those person tht laughs and jokes about those sensitive topics like homosexuality,things about sex and so on...jz can;t stand them laughing all the way until the class end...ok well maybe they r really Eng. excellent ppls but tht is not the essence of GP..GP need to think wise and rational and mature...what they noe as most of them there r o level graduate which only 16,17?They still not mature enough to think...they can't talk and give good comment easily but they can't think...cos they think by their mouth not brain...!Listen up there,brats!i got really overwhelm and work up with all these!my bloods boiling...!if exceed my limits...u all will be sorry 4 that!including JE...!

Ok...let's forget bout those unhappy incident...!Today went to Borders again bought many good books and some feng shui stuffs as my luck not tht good recently and few little other things which design are really creative and somewhat special(tht's y i bought it...hehe)of cos cost me a bomb but luckily i manage to get sponsorship...hehe!...phewww...life will be happier after monday(monday gotta meet JE at 8 am again) and then monday i think gotta write our very 2nd GP essay(which duuno whether is a test or purely exercise...).....life oh life!