Sums up...

2005 left 1 more day to go...

Going back to Sunway this Sunday T_T

I think I missed out so many things in 2005 and wasted most my time!

Lame and shame...2006 is a year that I can't waste and must stuff up every moment with meaningful tasks!

Time wasted on~TV,Computer,Internet,Loitering,Wandering Up&down for nothing,Talking,Sleeping,Eating,Animes,Movies(esp. watched King Kong & A Chinese Tall Story).....!

C'mon,no more time wasting in 2006 my dear Kok Whei!

U are not young anymore and approaching the end of teenager,what do u think?

There's gotta be more to life!!!Bear in mind...

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Cousin from US came here with 2 pals yesterday through Changi Airport but I din followed my parents to the airport cos everywhere in JB was jamming like hell(as usual!)...worse than KL sometimes and sis can't managed to come back home for me T_T

As usual again stayed at home and watched Narnia & Perhaps Love...

Narnia was average only.Nothing suprising though and the ending is too simple and fast but it's more suitable for children.(since I'd watched KKong & A Chinese Tall Story,no other movie can be worse than them...)

Perhaps Love was awesome.The story is so nice and those opera singing!Feeling like stage drama.Something like Moulin Rouge!That kinda feeling is just great and hard to describe after I watched the movie.I like Ji Jin Hee's anonymous roles ,I like Takeshi's passion,calmness and determination in love,I like Jackey Cheung's uncertainty emotions where it can be very extreme yet very composure at time,I like Zhou Xun's frigidness,innocence,evasion,sexy but not erotic...My emotion is very still through out watching the entire show,it's not actually interesting but it may be able to draw your attention.It's appealing with nice setting and background!It's not an extreme story where it's just a simple love story with complex relationship with opera singing add-on!In the end,two true lovers can't be together...

All the songs and singings inside are very meaningful and strongly expressed the eager,fragile,ugly side of love.Perhaps love is just like that where it comes in when you are not getting ready but disappear when you entrusted it and fully committed to it.You have to be prepared to face the challenge...

I like it when they sing about the ugly and dirty side of love in this world and the eagerness of a poor and hardscrabble-life village girl with the potential of talent to breakaway from the cage to explore the colourful cum adventurous life in the big city.Expecting to go on the bigger stage to woo more spectators and obviouly earn nicely and leads a better life...

All this year during her struggling to achieve her dream,she tends to forget about the love she promised to her other-half until then suprisingly they met each other on the same stage after parting for 10 years...


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Today supposed to follow sis to grandpa's hse in the early morning but then watched Inuyasha until 5 sumthing...so naturally can't woke up on time!Again alone laze around at home U_U

But will go to grandpa's hse later afternoon,yay!

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Fighting

Yesterday went to CS NEWWAY...

Halfway through singing in the cabin,we got the chance to play lucky draw outside

We are so LUCKY that we actually got ourselves 2 cups of drinks for free.

Then,Charles,Boon Ling,KP fought in the cabin

KP and BL did catfight...

Charles joined them and then seized the oppurtunity to fight with his long-hated KP

Is not said that Charles not being gentleman but IMO,KP deserved it :p

During the fight,Charles grabbed the mineral water and splashed it towards Charles

KP was overwhelmed at this point and desperately grabbed the glass of free drinks(orange juice which tasted like dishwasher) and splashed it to Charles in return to what he did to her

FYI,the cup of juice is almost a glass full and KP managed to BOTTOM-UP the whole glass on Charles and Charles avoided it and the juice splashed to everywhere most innocently NEWAY's leather seat and the tilling floor.

KP attempted to leave immediately cos she was full of anger after she did that,while she was about to open the door,she tripped the mic's cord and the cord stumbled the drinking glass to the floor and followed on with a glass breaking noise.

There she went off without settling the bill.

Charles felt a bit guilty from what I'd notice and BL go after KP to persuade her back,BL succeeded and everything got back to normal afterthat.

The conclusion is we will be blacklisted by CS's NEWAY soon.

After K-ing spree,we went to Leisure Mall again upon UNKNOWN's suggestion for bowling

But Charles again suggested to watch movie where he was attracted by A Chinese Tall Story(Cheng Din Dai Seng) casting Nicholas Tse,Boys,Ah Sa from Twins and Chen Bo Ling.To be fair to actually watch movie or bowling,we tossed the coin.How silly we were!

The controversy again arose,where BL determined to play bowling(cos she bought socks edi!).So we headed to the bowl and check out the crowd first.Indeed the crowd was in high tide so reluctantly BL forced to watch movie

While waiting for buyinng ticket,BL/KP/me suggested why not we watch THE PROMISE instead?

But Charles couldn't make it for that time slot cos he had to go back before 7.

BL and KP very not at pleased then and started to show sour face but have to express that they were compromised.(things were hard on them)

For me I hate to say that I'm not HK movie supporter cos HK movie most the time lack of quality in their story plot and meaningless.

After we went through thick and thin,finally settled down for A CHINESE TALL STORY.

Expectably,I doze off in the cinema because of that INTERESTING story plot,KP and BL left halfway through the movie going on to watch THE PROMISE at following time slot...me still in ZZZzzzz and stayed put

After I woke up,I saw Charles with Kinda heavy eyelid too,well it's all his decision and will to watch that rubbish movie.

We all complained about how dull,dry,meaningless,time-wasting was that movie afterthat.

It was really dumb to watch that movie.

Luckily we paid only 6 on wednesday here in GSC.

That movie is somewhat the suckiest movie I'd ever watched in 2005.It is worse than KING KONG.

Man,I can't believe I watched that movie.At this point I felt very embarassing and shame to tell people that i actually watched CHENG DIN DAI SENG.Damn fkingly lame and f-up.

What a day!

Damn result!

Tamparan demi tamparan...

Received my 1st sem exam result today.

As what I've predicted,damn fuk up result.

Can't believe I got only 48(D) for my Econs,why,Soma?

My Math is a disgrace out of unwanted major carelessnesses.*Sigh*

Law is a consolation for me at least,thanks to Mr Raj(where every of his student got high marks)

General Paper is out of my prediction where I got 52(D).What are you up to,Joy?

Hoho...this GP result compare to last time class test I failed it is quite a suprise!

Guess I won't be changing to IELTS for the time being...woohoo!

GP rocks?!

2006's aims:

1. Sharpen my Math skill and do more revisions and pass yr papers
2. Try to memorize all Econs principles,applications and various graphs/practice
on MCQs
3. Forced to memorize all law terms,meanings,functions,applications and
principles(holy!)
4. Read more on social perspective and articles(current issues) in order to
improve my GP knowledge
5. Improve my grammatical skill,English vocabs and at the same time polish my
fluency of speaking
6. Save up more $$$ if possible
7. Practicalize my diet scheme :)
8. Take up language course(French or Japanese)

2006's MOTTO:

............:::::::::::::::::>>>>>Play less but study more/when it's time to play,play seriously but when it's time to study,study seriously too<<<<<:::::::::::::::::::::.....................

Happy New Year(2006)

Dying

Man,I'm dying now...

My head is aching like hell.

I can't slept for the whole night because of the constant pains.

I felt like someone is sitting on my head and squeezing my forehead.

Pain is all that I can say...

I swear I gotta boycott hellish meat bun for unlimited period!

It sucks...

Eventhough headache pill can't ease my pain!

Why?

n Dawn Yang?

The no. 1 hottest blogging chic in the blogosphere Dawn Yang is now being challenged by someone upon her 'genuine' beauty!!!

I really can't believe my eyes when I saw those posted photo(chronically...)

If it's true,all her fans,fonders,whatevers...gotta be prepare for a explicit heartbreak(ahhww :(....!)

Actually me kinda disappoonted too,can't deny that she's beautiful and excel in academic too but there's still a distant to it and if the plastic surgery thingy is true.......... *bang*

Go here to see those extreme photos(notice the changing of her face's contour and outline/sharpened cheekbone/protruding teeth/raised nose...all u can discover!) that arranged by the blogmaster : http://www.xialanxue.blogspot.com (scroll to the bottom page to see those photo....now i'm still wondering whether that girl that featuring in those photos before the appearance of the 'pretty version' of Dawn Yang was it really her during those days!

What a great blow on Dawn's hardcore admirers out there :p...anyway I'm not one of them.

Ps: eventhough she might had gone through plastic surgery but it doesn't mean she's an evil beneath rite?Sure she got herself the so called 'inner beauty' and don't forget she's a brainiac smart ass too.Just that she feels she can have more in life in order to make it perfect and gain herself confidence...who knows?

Walking in a winter wonderland !

First of all,Merry Xmas to all our fellow Jesus' and Virgin's children out there!!!Well,those that are not then don't demand any loud greeting from me!It's pointless....
Why people all craving for Xmas celebration here?Especially those that are non-christian.It's meaningless for y'all to celebrate rite?What do y'all celebrate for?If it's out of hmm just to feel the atmosphere,well ok then but I just can't stand that some people don't even care about the Winter Solstice(an occasion where u eat 'tang yuan' the glutinuos-rice-flour-made-little-colourful-ball shaped-Chinese-dessert...phew!).The meaning of celebrating it is where u'll be growing a year older once u ate the 'tang yuan'(make believe once at least...for those that actually don't officially get a year older).

It's a shame for those Chinese that actually skipped this tradition and jump over to Xmas celebration.Somehow people thinks that "Western-based" occasions are so called romantic and modern,but oriental festivals will innocently categorize under "old-backward-traditional-aged-lkk..."category!What a funny phenomenon we are having here!People please cherish your roots and cultures,do what you suppose to do!

Merry Xmas :0

(Ps: I indulge myself in the Xmas atmosphere but I don't celebrate it bcos i can't stand those attractive and beautiful Xmas lightnings.I'm not a hardcore Xmas celebrator :p)

Wow,Ayu's 11th official album is out now!!!What r u waiting?Go grab one!!!This one is better than the previous "My Story"imo...for sure worth listening!It's out on January the 1st(new year btw!!!)...It's worth for a buy I swear this time!!!Very nice though I got most da songs inside edi!!!!But then...just....jusst...very NICE!

Details:

Tittle:(miss)understood

Tracklisting:01. Bold & Delicious 02. STEP you 03. Ladies Night 04. is this LOVE? 05. (miss)understood 06. alterna 07. In The Corner 08. tasking 09. criminal 10. Pride 11. Will 12. HEAVEN 13. Are You Wake Up? 14. fairyland 15. Beautiful Day 16. rainy day

Versions available: 1.CD only version(with 'Off my day' photo booklet)
2.CD + DVD version(with 'On my way'photo booklet)

FYI:Ayu's latest Double A-side single 'Bold&Delicious/Pride' is Ayu's 38th single so far!!!She ain't gonna stop!!!

(Credits:Yesasia!,Divine Ayu)

Queen - We Are The Champions........still remember this song sang by Chicken Little?


I've paid my dues, time after time
I've done my sentence, but committed no crime
And bad mistakes, I've made a few
I've had my share, sand kicked in my face
But I've come through

And I need to go on and on and on and on
We are the champions, my friend
And we'll keep on fighting till the end
We are the champions, We are the champions
No time for losers 'cos we are the champions of the world

I've taken my bows, and my curtain calls
You've bought me fame and fortune
And everything that goes with it... I thank you all
But it's been no bed of roses, no pleasure cruise
I consider it a challenge before the whole human race
And I ain't gonna lose

And I need to go on and on and on and on
We are the champions, my friend
And we'll keep on fighting till the end
We are the champions, We are the champions
No time for losers 'cos we are the champions of the world

We are the champions, my friend
And we'll keep on fighting till the end
We are the champions, We are the champions
No time for losers, 'cos we are the champions

siens!

I'm so lazy to blog nowadays...but still i gotta push myself for it 'cos it's like a place for me to throw out what's inside me(kinda like garbage collecting).

Well,nothing much special happened recently!Just as usual went to CS NEWAY then sang halfway we smelled burning scent and when we look through the glass-door we are like wtf happened outside,it was damn smoky everywhere and the we kinda realise the scent was wires-burned scent!!!So we asked the waiter there and they said it's ok 'cos it was the 4th floor that having short-circuit and the wires burned and the smoke flow through everywhere until 5th floor.....and after that we went to 4th floor it was already closed off with doorsill and the shops there were black out then(4th floor) eventhough some shops at 3rd floors were affected...we were shocked to see that some reporters were there already!omg!We so can't stand the chemical smells that almost suffocated through halfway singing.....

As you know,JB only got 3 precious cinemas(GSC in Leisure Mall,Mega Pavillion in CS and the coming XXX in Tebrau Jusco).....but then CS is always the most crowded cinema for unknown reason(bcos it is in the downtown)...yesterday was not an exclusion too...eventhough Narnia that has been showing for few weeks are still sold out or filling fast now in CS(imagine lah!)...so desperately we went to Leisure Mall then and we decided to watch King Kong unharmoniously hehe!After finishing watching,my feedback is watch it if u have the patient and time...cos it eats u 3 hrs!!!where the first 1 hr u won't be expecting for the appearance of the 'Kong'...just very purely bored running conversation and sailing on the sea scenes!!!gosh!!!My butt was ached like hell cos i dun expects it to be such a long winding movie...........and my conclusion is...sucks!beyond of my expectection earlier!!!!!I should have save up(listen to my frens advice) and watch Narnia then!darn wasting of time(from 4:50pm-8pm continuously)...which u can see on the face of those spectators after coming out from the theater room(after watching King Kong) are so relief.................too bad and shame on it!

all i want for xmas is u

All I Want For Christmas - Mariah Carey

I don't want a lot for Christmas
There is just one thing I need
I don't care about the presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true...
All I want for Christmas is
You... yea yea

I don't want a lot for Christmas
There is just one thing I need
(and I) Don't care about presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I don't need to hang my stocking
There upon the fireplace
Santa Claus won't make me happy
With a toy on Christmas day
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is you...
You baby

Oh I won't ask for much this Christmas
I won't even wish for snow
(and I) I'm just gonna keep on waiting
Underneath the mistletoe
I won't make a list and send it
To the North Pole for Saint Nick
I won't even stay awake to
Hear those magic reindeer click
'Cause I just want you here tonight
Holding on to me so tight
What more can I do
Baby all I want for Christmas is you
You baby

All the lights are shining
So brightly everywhere (so brightly yea)
And the sound of children's
Laughter fills the air
And everyone is singing (oh yea)
I hear those sleigh bells ringing
Santa won't you bring me the one I really need -
won't you please bring my baby to me...
Oh I don't want a lot for Christmas
This is all I'm asking for
I just want to see baby
Standing right outside my door
Oh I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
Baby all I want for Christmas is
You (You) baby

All I want for Christmas is you baby... (repeat)

SG outing

Rollin' back the time machine to a month b4 when those
footballers were still 'bare' on the Heeren sidewalk!!!

Nerdy me and Evelyn in front of The Heeren giant footballers...(with
jerseys on this time..)

Charles really looks wet here and as usual nerd too...so as me!
Those brats behind can't stop showing off their funky
handsign...-.-

Nerd away in Fuji Ice Palace(Jurong East)
~The girls with yellow and orange gloves are known as the pathetic
twins(KP and monkey B*)yucks :(

Artistic blurry side of Orchard Rd sidewalk (guess who's back are
those?) :)

Huge Xmas tree in Takashimaya

@Nerdy me and Charles with pretty Jslyn@

"Exhausted"is written on our face :p......god damn my face is

so big and *sobz* less photogenic *weep*

Top:Nerdy me(backdrop:Paragon and da
Xmas tree lightnings XD)...my look here kinda reminds me of our respectable sec. sch. teacher Pn. Ong!!!!Arghhhh...nightmare *.*
Bottom: Nerdy me again posting with Lamborghini
Gallardo(the angle kinda funny :<)


Yesterday,whole bunch of us(me,Charles,KP,Jslyn.Boon Ling,Chiao Ru,Yee Pin,Jslyn's brother and his friends,Kp's cousin) went to Singapore for outing.I actually dun feel like going bcos they last minute called me and say that they will go for ice skating there.I was like wth Sunway Pyramid Ice Scating(Msia Largest ice skating centre) is juz a stone throw away from my college and hostel why must i go all the way to Singapore for ice skating as I cam go Pyramid anytime I want!!!Do they know that the exchange rate now is 2.24?BUt in order not to spoil their pleasure,well juz accept it anyway...T_T...First they told e must reach b4 10am but then i reached there at 9:30 then wait for so many other until 10:30 we took bus to SG checkpoint...I was so hungry and I thought they will for sure eat at SG first,then who noes they eagerly can't wait to go for ice skating and it's only 11:30 that time!Ok,accept with PLEASURE and WILLINGNESS too!We headed to Jurong East's Fuji Ice Palace...while reaching there we were jaw dropped by the scene there.First,there are hell lotta ppl(cos SG sch holiday too) and then the ice skating base is only half of the size of what Pyramid Ice has!!!WTF!!!The whole place was like fkingly crowded!Then we started to discuss all over again then we go to eat first then decide hehe!After offering to my stomach we went back again to ice skating...fyi,tht was the first time i did ice skating but luckily i can handle well and managed to skate smoothly afer 1 hr...hmm...i only fell down twice...oops and all wet by the ice!Overall we skated for 3 and a quarter hour!!!Crazy rite?Cos they actually provide us with fake snow there which hold back our leaving desireness!!!After we went to Plaza Singapura...by tht time my both legs were ached like hell and hardly can move.But when i saw the Action City outlet there i was again stimulated and shop crazily inside haha!!!Still the same we went to Yoshinoya for dinner then straight rush to see Orchard Xmas lights!I'm quite disappointed for those lightning this year(or maybe i'm too exhaust too see those lights)...the decorating are not as astonishing as last few years...maybe they are budget savvy tht design all these!But we still crazily took photo there and went back at around 10:30pm(12hrs at SG!!!)...hell...should stay over my relative place then!!!Reached JB already 11 sumthin!!!My legs almost explode cos I'm standing all the way in MRT form Orchard to Kranji(approx. 30 minutes journey)...they were so reluctant to function well now!!!Omg!!!But yeah!I got my DREAM CATCHER...luckily sumone must paid for tht haha!!!Quite happy but KP's cousin deleted some of the photos i took at Orchard!And hey,tht's my camera ok?Pls respect the owner...she's driving me nuts!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!In nutshell,the outing was er...considered nice!

friggin boring!

Since dunno when I started to feel reluctant about having holiday break!Well, I've been doing research and thinking what the hell had caused my precious 1 month break to be so friggingly boring,

1. Frens are busying with their STPM Biology short sampling project
2. Getting sick of online(either MSN or bloggin or frenster or check mail...lazy to find new things)
3. No PT job(main causing...I reminisce back last few major break all occupied by PT job,for god's sake
FOS,YS confect.,Metrojaya...now jobless and penniless)
4. Finish my Animes edi but then lazy to download new one
5. No inspiration
6. Lazy
7. Lazy
8. Lazy
9. Currency exchange rate of RM to SGD is damn low now
10. No squash mate lah!(long time din play)

Though I have to confess my college life is also nothing better than this but then i feel that my life is so empty during holiday...I rather the life of rushing law assignments,econ test,Math tutorials than eat and sleep and online and eat and sleep and online so freakin robotic life...

But then the biggest thing that hold back my active lifestyle is laziness...arghhhhh....

I think i ate too much this holiday...guess i'll pump up some weight after holiday T_T...although I'm already ball-shaped since the day I'm born...

BUT i was nearly 90kg early this year and after going off hometown for study,managed to shed off 10 over kg of weight until 75kg now but then i think during holiday the chart will go up crazily............damn fat cells!!!

~~~due to my extreme boredom,I came across an idea today that y dun I take out all my old cassettes and re-record it onto mp3 players then upload to pc then burn to CD...in brief(cassettes--re-record(realtime recording!!)--upload to pc--burn to CD)phew....imagine realtime recording is da thing i dread about...imagine i gotta stand in front the radio and wait for all the songs to be recorded...but i tried few but then...give up!damn!

I wanna recover all my old songs on cassettes cos most of my cassettes already moldened and can't work well off the speaker...cos yeah it's analog-wise rather than digital -wise...last time i din think so much about having cassettes...partly oso bcos my limited pocket money (pirated was not tht trend those days)...i got about few hundreds cass. collection hehe!imagine i have to digitalise all of them,let's say 70 min. on average per cass.,take 200 cass. times 70min = 14 000 min................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!so i decided to save up my energy on other meaningful things or juz search those old songs on internet....or what most juz give up lah!

I wanna revivify few of my those days fav. like
~Cher's collections
~Madonna's (old ones like Bedtime Stories,Immaculate Collection,Music,Ray of light.......more)'
~Texas-The Hush
~Billie Piper
~Kavanna
~Gary Barlow
~Spice Girls
~Take That
~NKOTB
~BSB
~911
~The Moffats
~Speed
~Ayumi Hamasaki(Love appear)
~Sheryl Crow
~Alanis Morissette
~Enya
~Tori Amos
~S Club 7
~Atomic Kittens
~All Saints
~Mandy Moore
~......................many more cos some i even forgot tht i used to have...have to re-explore my store room T_T

some of the artists has already 'extinct' and no more existing but they still alive jz tht they dun sing anymore like Cher,Tori Amos....i got plenty more but most of the artist i doubt u all will know them hehe! cos quite rarely listened by ppl here and old enough oso!!!imagin i listened to those Madonna thingy since primary haha!....i'm Hung up....i'm Hung up on you!!!!

People if u got the old CDs of those artist i mention above pls lend me can?miss them so bad!

flower?

If you ask me what kind of flower doesnt't wither and fade?...I'll say the plastic flower!
Do you think there are eternity in them?...yes certainly they are non-biodegradable but of course they'll still collecting dusts and colour fades...ppl are greed for new things and sure they'll get fed up of it!

This is a metaphor for those fake a** out there and those people think that they are very beautiful as if beauty never fades!wake up and look at it urself!do u feel comfortable in mask?

C'mon,take that off and be the real 'you'...u can't hide from my eyes!

Sooner or later...u'll realise how bad things are...

Be yourself and live for ur own

German

Found some 'useful' German colloquialisms which u may find it 'helpful'

arschloch - bastard
bekloppt - crazy
bescheuert - crazy/daft
besoffen - pissed/smashed
blodsinn - nonsense
doof - stupid
du spinnst wohl! - u're out of ur mind
mist! - shit!
sauer - pissed off
schei'B'e! - shit!
schnauze! - shut ur mouth!
schwachkopf - idiot
schwul - gay
verdammt noch mal! - bloody hell!

Warning : try it at ur own risk!

hahahahah!

Phew...finally finished my drama-watching spree on "Devil Beside You"
Starring : He Jun Xiang,Rainie Yang,Wang Chuan Yi,Chai Pei Lin,Yuki and more

I watched for 2 days 2 nights non-stop from dusk 'till dawn!!!

Movies I wanna watch for next few weeks are:
1.AEON Flux
2.The Chronicle of Narnia
3.King Kong
4.Pride and Prejudice
5.Perhaps Love
6."Cheng" Din Dai Seng (comedy version of err...Journey To The West)
7.The Promise(Mou Kei)

One day watch 2 of them might be able to finish faster!

friends????

What do you think is the most horrible thing that happens?
Bump into ghost?Severely injured?.....do you ever think of people's heart/attitude changing so fast is the most horrible and unacceptable thing?Imagine you and your friend are laughing the way out/chillin' hangin' every moment,everthing seems fun and fine but the next day your friend become a stranger to you for no reason?Obviously you sense something wrong but of course how would you know what went wrong?Your fault or friend's fault?You don't dare to confront your friend because you really don't know what the hell is going on...your friend neglected you and treated you like none of his/her business.You try to make fun again but you get cold shoulder...thousands of ????? floating in mind arousing you!Your friend still act no response like nothing happened...what do your friend thinks?What your friend up to?Is your friend feeling guilty for something he/she might afraid you'll know sooner later or there's some misunderstanding???How you gonna face your friend because you have to face your friend almost everyday in school...can't pretend you don't know your friend!!!To smile or to be cold at your friend?What if you smile at your friend yet you get ignorance?If you act cool you might afraid your friendship will deteriorate faster...even you take the initial to chat with your friend online,your friend most probably muddle through the conversation and call it off a day...from that you'll never ever chat with your friend online again because you are sentenced to your friend's block list...or maybe better you are not there just that your friend don't give a damn to your words.......hmm......well,you think this kind of friendship worth to be continued???Your friend treats you like fool but then you still try your best to retrieve your torn friendship?Think deeper...is it worth to do that?Imagine it's not your fault...your friend doesn't worth for trust and there are plenty people more around you that really care about you!Prove your friend wrong...smile everyday and act as nothing happened just as usual so that your friend won't think you care about this friendship afterall your friend is the one who ditched it!Life goes on and live like your own...sooner or later your friend will regret about it and blame him/herself for didn't cherish it...............in that case you will be laughing in return and possibly just ignore it!Afterall,this friendship is so fragile.....(you may give chance of appeal to your friend if you think it needs so~) Cheer up,life doesn't end here~!

what went wrong?

Police?

After so many incidents happen in Malaysia's police force i'm so disappointed and again lost confidence on them(although i dun usually trust them since after that bad incident happened to my family.)

Our respectable and trustable Royal Malaysia Police(BM: Police Di-Raja Malaysia)

Their flaws are:
1. Not respecting the human rights
2. Gone beyone the Police Power(abusing of power)
3. Corrupted
4. Bribery
5. Lack of efficiency and not 'citizen-friendly'
6. __________ fill in the blank urself.

I'm sure all Malaysian knows what i'm talking about.It is a long-known problem that existing since dunno when.

Polis,please show Malaysians and also foreigners that Malaysia really 'boleh'.Be practical on your actions.Talk is cheap.

Dewa-Pupus

Dewa-Pupus(Bahasa Indonesia)...Malaysian should can understand too cos quite a simple lyric

Aku tak mengerti
Apa yang ku rasa
Rindu yang tak pernah
Begitu hebatnya
Aku mencintaimu lebih dari yang kau tahu
Meski kau tak'kan pernah tahu

Aku persembahkan hidupku untukmu
Telah kurelakan hatiku padamu
Namun kau masih bisu
Diam seribu bahasa
Dan hati kecilku bicara(BM:ber-kata/cakap)

Baru ku sadari(BM:sedari)
Cintaku bertepuk sebelah tangan
Kau buat remuk seluruh hatiku

Semoga waktu akan mengilhami
sisi hatimu yang beku
Semoga akan datang keajaiban
Hingga akhirnya kau pun mau

Aku mencintaimu
Lebih dari yang kau tahu
Meski kau tak'kan pernah tahu

holiday,celebrate?

wahh...1 month of holiday so long and boring.No place to go though...bcos...haiz 'tight pocket' lah!Been spending too much.Parent also dun hav any travel plan nor me myself.My JB frenz all busying with their STPM short sampling(Biology)...for the whole long break.omg!and then if Charles migrate to NZ too oh gosh...i got no more cheung k partner in JB anymore!damn!

Now the think i can do is to finish all my books i bought from Borders last month.Gosh i think about 10 over i bought in short...too greedy!...holiday can't party but being nerdy and hommie...sobz!

Clubbing plan failed...dunno what happened to Isti,Steph,Kei,Emily...all of them...after exam all so busy dunno for wat...said wanna contact me oso dun hav...ask me to come back next week for clubbing...my god i'm already in JB by this time...lazy to go back lah!haha!wat bout X'mas or New Year Eve countdown?hehe!

1st sem over...

She was busy in SMS-ing to 'H'

Khim May without spec in Subang Parade

Well,juz finished my 1st sem. exam in A-level...to be honest i'm not looking forward to my result afterall...the same old saying goes "this is neither AS or A2...relax lah"...quite true...so i showed only like 20% of effort for this exam.cos i din study almost at all...last week went shopping wif parent cos they came up and then following days are like sleeping all the day study for only 2 hours per day...or else went to Vinodh's room do nothing instead of well ahem STUDY!so reluctant to begin all the study thingy...now the first thing to say is i done sux in math paper...eventhough the easiest Statistics paper i oso like mistakes here and there.I think habis lah,all marks deducted...pure math is nothing better oso...blank out here and there!Well,like i blardy care...it's not AS or A2 lah!Econs...hmm MCQ sux like hell...i din see any harder MCQ in this world exp for Econs...Y?Beats me!Law err...i actually ok with tht since i understand the topics juz that i dun hav enuff time to write out all mhy points...wahhhh....imagine lah 3 essays in 1 and 1/2 hours....1 essay half an hour...1 essay average must got 2 and a half pages...sicko holy shits...unless i got robot's hand...or else i'll screw up the Cambridge Exam. Board for giving such a 'challenging' format....juz wait n see!!!!

Finished exam...a bit happy...but damn tiring cos yeah gotta move to new hostel though...energy consuming...i moved all the thigs yesterday until midnite need to beg for the guard to let me in and out!!!But quite satisfy wif my current room cos larger and cleaner and cooler and hey it's facing laggon view and the main gate haha!!!

Went Redbox and Subang Parade wif K.May and Jess today,sang until my throat went dry and a bit tiring too...after we came back college haha 'forced' them to help me to move my remaining stuff like broom,bolster,flowerish blanket,mop...haha all those embarassing stuff lah!no wonder ppl keep one throwing strange expression on us...'hey as if ur hse got no broom and mop?no bolster and blanket?...'

Hereby to thx so many ppl that helped me to move my things like Dominic(provided car),Vinodh(ur big Adidas baggage and thx for teaching me the way to kick all the luggage down the stairs until my boxfile cracked),Jessica(thx for tht cacat squarish luggage,Vit. Cs and ur help on carrying my embarassing stuff),Khim May(thx for carrying my embarassing stuffs too...and cost u so much sweats),Susan(thx for err...moving some of my smaller things)...without u all omg i'll be die of exhausted and muscle ache...and ended up in hospital for my precious holiday.

My motto today is:1st sem is nothing,buck up for next and following sem on AS and A2!

I'm not guilty bcos i can't get good result k?if i want to get good result i scare i will hurt so many ppl...haha!