Where I belong

FINALLY,after surrendered my hostel card and keys,here I am,no more part of the hostelites of Sunway Monash Condo Hostel.No more the dweller of B3A-02 room 1.No more poolside's foods :p

Gah...!Miss those good old days hanging out in library and foyer of Sunway and Monash!Pyramid is not a bad place to hang out afterall...ish!

ANyways,I'm back in JB for good now.Won't be back until the release of my A-levels result!!!Damn...screwed it!

I got hell lotsa things to do now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Mega sales coming.How I wish I'm in KL now counting down for the sales :(

Kinda broke now as Susan hasn't repay me my money....weeeeeeeeeee!

I'm so boring here............

No plain plan

Ish!

Mum told me Bangkok trip cancelled,but for me I don't have any feeling over it afterall Thailand is so not an ideal destination that I've wanted to go :p I rather go to the more classy and civilise across-the-causeway-new-paradise called Singapore.As the Xmas season of Great Singapore Sale is approaching.Time to store up my piggy for the next coming shopping spreeeeeeeeee!

I have hell lotsa things to buy...cologne,watch,digi bag,PORTABLE mp3 player(not iPod again),sunglass,beanieS,accessories..........all sorts you name it!Again,why can't guys do shopping like what the girls do to stimulate the ever-in-recession economy?We are doing our part to contribute to the final GDP figure as well :p

Well anyways,I've been doing lotsa rehab. for post exam disease(sounds familiar) for past few days.Went out almost everyday after exam,and the sad thing is I'm gonna go back JB tomorrow and check out from Sunway Monash Condo. Hostel where I encountered lotsa sweet and bitter,ups and downs,highs and lows in this enclosed place for almost 1 and a half year.I'm surely gonna miss the view from my window,the panoramic view of Sunway Laggon,Sunway College,Sunway Pyramid,Sunway Medical Centre right up to Extreme Park!SO beautiful(albeit I wasn't feel that way before this)...*nostalgic*...I'm so used to the screaming that coming out from lagoon,the roller coaster brushing pass the track,the cranes tht working for Pyramid 2 which caused high decibel...those Indonesians yelling,poolside cafe,the generous olympic sized swimming pool,those guards,management team,people store,car park where I used to do roping there with Susan,hanging out in Vinodh,Susan,Eunique,Cheryll,Andrew's room,the study room,the elevators,the stairs tht helped me through my diet period,every single things here which I don't really bear to leave behind but I'm forced to somehow...there's no eternity anyways...cheh!Well,at least I'm leaving this place to a better one called "HOME" where I always belong to *cheers*.

Oh yea,I went The Curve's Redbox(Kim Chi Jji Ggae in Ikano spoilt my vocal!) and clubbing for the past few days but they were not as happening as I thought(clubbings).The one at Ruums was not bad but still there's room for improvement.The one at Loft was quite terrible since there's some sucky DJ spinning tht day,no R&B musics were played!All the trance,techno and house which was totally disastrous.Potong steam to max and we went home damn early...not even thinking of getting drunk.Should've just stick to the nearest Q-bar or La Flam instead with R&B groove-able musics provided in order to get HIGH!Whatever la,I don't get to club for even single tiny bit in JB under supervision of the parents and fyi. JB don't have any nice clubs,it's either Ah Beng conquered,corrupted or with too much of drugs commitment...except for a better and westernize one called New York Club but I bet there's no difference apart from that they are slightly more classy outside.*sigh*.

Ish what to do for this long long long long long break?????Pls give me some suggestion!

Break the chain!

Yay!

After enduring for almost 1 month plus...here I am...spread my wings and ready to fly!

After screwed my last paper(tort law) yesterday,I can't be bothered anymore...

My mind was full of enjoying and excitement after A2 although the result is coming out pretty soon and my A2 Econs + Stats. are more than enough to dampen all my vitals cos they are just so DEAD which I don't wish to mention again here *sigh*.

Yesterdy was quite beat while I went Pyramid after the paper and had Dragon-i "xiao long bao"...some kinda pao with watery filling and served in steam-cage(dunno wat's that called).One word for that,FUCKing not cheap.

Went to Ruum at KL at night,too bad I'm not really in the mood to drunk cos I drank like 2 shots only I guess -_-.Anywhere they told me that's a new club and previously it was some other club but unknowingly closed down few months ago.It's at Jln. Raja Chulan right above TGI Friday and next to Wisma SPK(Fitness First).The place was kinda empty yesterday probably becos of it's weekday.BUT LOTSA EYE CANDIES NO DOUBT!

Anyways,came back pretty early like almost 3 am as I was damn sleepy already.

I'm gonna start packing my stuffs,parents are coming this Friday.Going back home for emo haircut!!!I'm so lazy to do packing.Damn I'm sure gonna miss Sunway so much!

Assorted rants

yippy!In less than a week time Tristan will be freed from exams!No string attached,I can do whatever I want so long as I'm HAPPY.hohohohahahahohohohahaha *smirks*

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Wait If I'm not mistaken,Law paperS are coming in 3 days time.*smackforehead*.Fulamak.2 books with over 10 over chapters to cover.Contract + Tort = Grave (=/= Law).Shhhhhhhhhhhhit!How???Still under procrastination,had been lazing around and lepaking over Cheryll's place doing nothing but ranting and sleep!Somebody save me...and for those that u think I've already finish studied everything and attempt to seek help.Screw u nicely first of all,for ur own sake,go ask lecturer.I'm unprepared yet.

This time I really did extremely bad in A2 Econs (p3 + p4) no doubt and Maths(Stats. 2) da one of my favourite subject,can I believe it?I'm so gonna flunk it.Just hoping for credits enough at this point,dun even dare to go further to the extreme of getting any hella distinctions cos I noe well with my capability as well as my capacity...C's are pretty adequate for Econs and Maths.The rest over and above are BONUS.As long as I'm made eligible to apply for top 100 Uni's in the world...I'm gonna fly~-_-

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Tristan has been extremely busying on sorting out what to do ahead instead of sticking to the books,there you go his to-do-list for this long long break :

1. Polish up my kaput-ed driving skill
2. Take up swimming lesson(yea I'm a drought-ducky,screw u if u wanna laugh)
3. After the completion of 2. I'm able to learn diving!
4. Learn French or Spanish or Japanese...
5. Learn classical guitar or bass!(yea I know I'd been learning lotsa instruments in my life for sake of fulfilling the greed of my passions...let's count...Electone organ,keyboard,violin,Chinese flute...the longest is Electone organ for about more than a year,teehee!)
6. Working for part time...need more of moo-lahhhs!
7. Diet!666!(Jogging on daily basis)
8. Finished reading all my political science books that in redundance which I've stored for more a decade on rack!

In my mind

...girls in the boys' room,boys in the girls' room,you free your mind with your androgyny.....oh my god...this is a catchy tune I started to get hooked on recently(yea when I'm feeling sucky).Anyways,it's by GARBAGE.

So what I've been doing past few days?

hmm...practically nothing -_- .Yea I know I'm having exam around the curve but you know,I can't control myself from stop procrastinating.Teehee!

The same old good excuse I always give right?Yea I just can't seem to find a reason for stop procrastinating.It's addictive and fun by the way.I should have pursue a degree with major in Procrastination Studies and a minor in perhaps err...comtemplation.Haha.Philosophy sounds not too bad as well but yours truly here is not a linguistic,deep-thought and intellectual kind of person.So not in my list la...lol.

Yea,I got to know this interesting Bangladeshi friend which is currently doing his 2nd degree in VU *eyes pop up*.He's already in his 25 and I really admire his spirit of learning unceasing(well the truth is actually he couldn't find any good job in a degree in Philosophy).Anyways,let's not even talk about that but he's willing to take a 2nd degree is in itself a pleasant thing to be heard of.Come on man,Philosophy is not a simple degree and it is really a challenging and almost unreachable subject for all of us here.Who else in this society can accept this kind of degree holder provided that society is damn fucking conservative?Salute to his bravery of pursuing that.

He's graduated from University of Chittagong in Bangladesh.I find him very nice a person because he thinks differently,you may find him an oddball for all I care but I really got enlightened by his mindset.It's no doubt a philosopher thinking,It's rather profound for your simple structure of brain cells which can only think about eating,sleeping,procrastinating,clubbing and stuffs.To top them up,you are living your life like an amoeba,that's it.*roll eyes*.Yea,I'm implying myself as well ok?Shame...!

But deep down,I do think that he's kinda distinct and dissimilar than us.Not fickle minded but in a rather offensive way of description,nutty.Oops...but all in all he's nice!Except for the fact that he can lose his temper like water,somehow it's hard for his to hide his feelings within but that is like when he get provoked or what la...of course he won't went off amok with knife although he is jittery.

Well,enough of that.

I'm having so bad hair day today just to compensate my 12 hours of sleep.Wtf.I think I hardly sleep more than 5 hours in my entire lifespan after Form 3 and obviously it's getting worse perpetually.I won't deduce that It messed up my health and lifestyle but then my temper do eaisly get heated due to that and partly also because of my loosely masked anger management.And yea,of cos that has constituted to a bigger amount of my daily fatigue.I started to take nap very often long before I can realise.*yawnsy*

Now I really know why I feel so tired whenever I open the books.Nah,not because of the reasons above at all.It's the freaking lazy bugs!!!Gotcha.....I'm the super duper laziest person in this planet.Feel free to eliminate me,cos I will spread my disease around.hohohaha *yawns*.

Crap off.Gonna go hit shower and study!If I'm not feeling sleepy...

Do I look like some rockstart cum songwriter to you?Ryan Star,Jason Mraz perhaps?Or maybe not....(the eyebrows were airbrushed -_-)

Words of misery

Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

This suppose to be my favourite paper and I couldn't do anything but screwed it up badly,like real bad!

So super super depress now!

I skipped whole nite of sleep just to ensure that I can cover more of them but at then end of the day,it all went down the drain and washed away to nowhere infinity!

At least 2 questions out of 7 are a sure gone-thing.Due to my dumbness and limited in capacity...I'm sure those questions weren't that hard but then when ur mind was blank and u can't do anything to it but let it slipped away...that was real sucky,time is one of the important factors as well if only I could have another extra 10 minutes!And to make thing worse,that's ur favourite paper :s

So far,I screwed 2 papers which is the previously Econs Paper 4 and the recent Statistics 2...fuckhole knn ccb!Why am I so dumb!I predict I will either get a maximum of C or lower for S2 :( *cries out loud* ...I need at least credit for all my subjects in order to apply for Uni...I mean I'll get the chance to apply to more prestigious Uni.Even if I don't,ADP will have require me to get at least C for credits exemption!This implies that if no C is achieved,ur entire time spent in A-levels is only equivalent to white elephant,in short,waste of money and nothing gained!

I am so not confident at getting any good grades up until this point...none at all!Tell me how?It's only pre-U!

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I trade off my whole nite of sleep for this paper,bearing the consequences of having zits rooted and wide spreaded across my face,dark wrinkles outlining the eyes reminding me how nice of them can be naturally without the retouch of extra vanity goodies,saggy eye bags that apparently deflated my already-small eyes...Godness knows that I'm into Gothic addiction and bestowed me all the essential features of Gothic spirits.I'm gonna be either zombie or vampire in no time.I am SO happy!My body is capable of providing me free make up!Yippy

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U know,it's like u being over complacent about what u possessing all the while and at the end of the day only to realise that those are just peasy and trivial to onlookers.Yea,I can see them snigger behind me...shame on me!Anyway,fuck them...they are bunch of faggots that go around laughing at others' downsides and they are so nerd.They would've pointed their fingers at me saying I'm nerd but on the otherside,but pardon me to stifle my laugh and look who's talking there.They are so damn effing nerdy that the most amusing thing they've ever done is saying other people nerd.Lame to da max!

Alrite,I can't stop ranting nowadays.I got so hooked up,I rather sacrifice my revision time on my blog...or just wandering around doing nothing.I have 3 more papers to go...A2 Econs which I'm pretty sure that's a gone-thing as well and LAW(the only hope)

And so,

The hardest is yet to come...

Kill me please.

Unceasingly ill

Ah,

guess I have nothing better to do but to rant and grumble about...

my few days of flu and nose blocking finally mutated into dry cough and throat irritation(well,kinda itchy not the typical sorethroat anymore).

my next paper will be the so glorious Economics resit paper(1 & 2),I'm sitting her typing all these vapid texts out of nothing...

oh wait a minute,maybe if my dry cough further mutating into cancer or TB or wat,this could be a piece of precious posthumous writing of mine!Somewhat I can follow the footstep of the one of "1 litre of tears"...like record down my daily journal in way of optimistic mode while telling others that I'm so not fear of death,I'm gonna fight 'till the end.

In fact deep down,I'm more chicken-ed than any others...of cos...that's my life afterall.

Well,haha...*beep* ur *beep*...I still have long long way ahead ok?It's so not worth to die this young without even having sex family of own rite?

Anyhow,1 litre of tears really inspired me a lot.But there's no way I can find the translated version of that book,what a waste.

PS: My ear piercings suck,they are aching like shits and the hoop earrings I bought are kinda small in perimeter.Thus,unable to get them connected to the other end of holes.And so,I inserted them to the holes with brutally...for nearly 1 hour plus repeating the same stupid and painful motion *ouch*...now they are hanging tight upon my ear despite some unavoidable bruises...:( KNN!

Rant-holic

Sick!My gawd...it happens every now and then at those critical time.The weather hasn't been that well past few days and library is freaking cold,for those amounted to my freaking flu.U noe that kinda sucky feeling where u wanna sleep but ut head is like 1000 needles poking in while at the same time ur nose can't function properly and u are forced to use the damn mouth to breath until ur throat runs dry and itchy.WTF!How am I suppose to sleep in this kinda conditions I wonder.And so,I effectively slept only at noon around 12 to 1 sumting.My nose still running and sneezing,I've used up 2 rolls of toilet paper on the damn mucus which bound to be yellowish.For that,my grandma will most probably say,"over heaty,must drink more water ah..."However,I drank almost 2-3 litres of mineral water but still to no avail,the only thing is my bladder keep on pushing and filling with water only.DAMN~

I off-ed the air con but still,SNEEZING.I ate lotsa mentos and applied lotsa Vicks but still SNEEZING.My nose is red and swollen currently,call me Rudolph people!Fucking pain summore cos of constantly rubbing at the skin...DIU!

Really no good luck.

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Oh,I received a call from sis. that the "parents" are planning to go Bangkok for trip.Anyway,not a big surprise to go ooh-aaahs over cos afterall I was expecting places like Korea,China,US or Aus.Better than none still.

Finally,I'm gonna move out end of this month(few days after the completion of idiotic A2 last paper,LAW),I'll say I'll miss all my coursemates and housemates and classmates here but the only thing I won't be missing is roommate and the foods around.Shit,I'm so gonna miss Sunway Lagoon,Sunway Pyramid,Asia Cafe,Bak Kut Teh,Palmville,SUNWAY MONASH CONDO HOSTEL and the SUNWAY UNIVERSITY COLLEGE(since I won't be continuing studies here anyhow,not even Monash...it sucks!).I so like the ambience around despite the contruction areas and mining.Sunway rocks my socks...it is 10 times better place to stay than SS15(Taylors,Metro.,Inti) despite the foods,I gotta admit that.At least we have proper hostel facilities,olympic sized pool,tennis courts,squash court,basketball courts,football field,gym...it's really like how their slogan goes : RESORT LIVING WITHIN THE CITY!

I can't wait to go clubbing and clubbing and clubbing after A2.Eat and eat and eat after A2.Play and play and play after A2.That will be my only motivation to move on at this very season.Yea,exam so what,FUCK'em all!Watch out SOMA,I won't let u sleep in peace if I got no credit for my Economics!

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I've been planning on my new tattoo design past few days as well.First is a raven-cross with my name in Yiddish/Hebrew below it and the other is a not-so-holy cross with a pair of wings embedded,in between the wings will tattoo-ed my name in Yiddish/Hebrew.I'm still on my way deciding on which to get tattoo-ed and thx Cheryll for her positive feedback all this while!lol :)

Anyway,I have to leave them in suspense :p

will show the end product a.s.a.p once I've done with it ON MY BODY only :p

it's up close and personal afterall...haha.