Palmville Resort Condominium for 49th Merdeka Day

I really feel very reluctant to announce this but then I have to say that this mock is no more a matter of A or not A but rather fail or pass only.How sad right?Firstly,we don't have proper study break unlike AS times to let us tidy and sum up our own revision instead of forcing ourselves to get up from the bed to college with heavy eyelids,meanwhile,doze off without giving damn to any of the lessons or so called revision given by lecturer voluntarily.If ever given a choice I rather reject this offer by studying on my own self in the library.Bah!Those lecturers just don't know what we want.Especially Mr. Raj.Still need to sit for test tomorrow!One word,"wah lao eh salute to him"! ---___---'''

This time I have really 0% confident.It's not what but then I feel extremely empty and unfamiliar to most of the topics taught so far.Even up until this level.It's like so disastrous and disheartened.Huhu...T^T Sorry daddy and mummy but I promise this won't be happened when it comes to the real A2.

Yesterday was Merdeka Day,everyone was like couldn't sit still but have to rush to all the pubs,clubs,countdown parades and so on to dip themselves into the fondue of patriotism spirit.But come to think of it,how shallow are all these people and particularly some ministers who criticised the unresponsive Merdeka mood of non-bumiputras who living in urban area.(*non-bumiputra in this context is actually referring to our own race which always get criticise on this kinda insignificant and bummer issue).Do you think just by echoing your campaign of patriotism we don't have any other practical ways but to desperately hitch up the Jalur Gemilang everywhere?Hey,Mat Rempit gang do hang up lotsa flags around their little and tiny "locomotive" which at the end of the day raging around creating unwanted havocs,snatch handbags,disturbing other road users,now we shall generously and officially call them a bunch of nationalist.Rage the city man!Our ministers will be more than appreciate to see people all gear up in national flags rather than thank those who giving off efforts and hardships behind the scene exclusively PRACTICAL in reality.Can we boost GDP growth by displaying national flags?Are we one step closer to a crime-less society with lotsa national flags around?Obviously,you and me have a definite answer in mind which we don't feel like dampen off their spirit but just swallow it and bear with it.One day,they'll realise their naivete and how social- misfit their passed thinking was...anyhow,fuck off and that's it.

Yea,back to the intended topic.Chef Dom(he wants us to call him that,forcefully) apparently has proven his marvellous culinary to us on Merdeka eve by cooking us a scrumptious 2 course dinner mainly bolognaise pasta and some not-se-well dressing unindentified potatoes snack which neither look like wedges nor fries.Somehow,they were yummilicious and overserved in portion until we have to pour them away(god bless us and purify our sins).Things that could not be less are alcohol,it goes without saying.Although we had only Korean Soju(courtesy of Susan),special brew and heineken.Coke as well la...and toasted all the way to Merdeka countdown.So we were supposed to visit some clubs again but then realised the situation out there wasn't that good especially road jam and so on,Dom was the first who ffk-ed us and then Vinodh and Samsul ditched us left me and Eunique in despair.

Finally,Cheryll was our saviour cos we didn't wanna go back at that hour,man,the night is still so young.We went to some awful mamak place in Lagoon Perdana then headed to cyber cafe for more excitement since our pleasure of clubbing had been spoilt.We signed in at around 2:30 am and signed off at around 5:30 am for only 8 bucks was like fucking cheap.I played O2 jam,CS and Need For Speed cos I don't like DOTA.I slept at Eunique's place again at 7 am and woke up at 11 am all thanks to Chef Dom!Damn...cos he wanted us to once again try out his culinary skill and this time is from breakfast right up to err...high tea?Campbell soup with french bread then later on omelette with hams,sausages and tomatoes.High tea we had honey baked chicken drumsticks,fried onion rings(where me and Susan risked our lives just to get the flour and so on) and deep fried pork ribs(-_-?).It seems like we had only all the greasy and oily foods.It's like been preparing for the whole day just to cook all these,haha.Nevertheless,we cleaned up the place together was like damn fun.Took some pictures but lazy to upload :p

Came back to condo at around 7 pm slept until 9:30 pm only.I was feeling a bit hungry only then to realise that today is public holiday,poolside cafe and people store weren't open at all *sobz* .Luckily I got cup noodles and apples.Don't feel like eating outside anyway,partly I'm lazy,and partly I wanna study tonight!DAMN~~~

Procratination is the thief of time.

I guess tomorrow we will be having a pre-Mock BBQ party at Palmville again.Where we need to prepare lotsa ingredients.So,as expected,0 time to study.

Here,look at me,I'm all-ready to flunk my mock,so guilty T^T

I'm drunk...(I think?)

Don't ask me what happen that day on Friday night!

I don't know whether I'm drunk or not but then please don't disclose those dirty secrets that came out from my dirty mouth...

Vinodh,Eunique,Susan,Dominic and Samsul!

Pledge your trust to me or else you all shall die horribly!

Photos are extremely prohibited as well!

"I'm not me that day..."

Whoever that wanna break the rules,"I know you hate me..."

hehe...momentous day in Thai Club although a bit too late and too less of time.

I was with Eunique yesterday watching EPL until almost dozed my ass off due to the poor performance of Arsenal...*yawn*

Ehe!This weekend guess what?I didnt study a shit at all!Congrats me for breaking my personal lifetime achieving record!

Woohoo~

*Pom-pon-ing and throws confettis along with drum rolls and trumpets playing victory songs*

Fucked up night!

I was sinisterly told by Eunique(I juz simply assume that la...) that we were supposed to go for shisha again last nite and unbeknownst to it,it turned out to be clubbing in total spontaneous mood(on Tuesday!Siao!).

I wasn't even prepare also as I'm wearing a washed out bermuda,tacky tee and casual flip flop...ONLY!But nonetheless,I managed to go in La Flam at Pyramid only lar....luckily not Q-bar!If not the bouncer might just throw me out,so fucking embarrassing to say!I break the record?!I didn't throw myself into dance pool also afterall cos I jus dun wan ppl to have queer look over my improper attire,damn lak seh!

But later we went for shisha though,and tried out the not-so-nice lemon flavour without mint!Yucky to say...taste like dish washer more!

Went back condo without having caught by the guard this time although I didn't obey to the curfew regulated but damn I fucking care cos I paid and they dun have right over my personal life and privacy,somerimes,not even my own parents are able to do that.*phew*

A season to .....

Problems and vexation...

I'm sitting alone couting down the days left to mock...apparently 13 more days only!

Progression on Law-(0%)
Progression on Econs(4 papers!)-(0%)
Progression on Pure Maths-(0%)
Progression in Statistics-(2%)

What am I suppose to do now?So laid back it seems!

A lotsa things happen around recently :(

But no doubt,mock and A2/AS are what most the thing that I'm worrying about.

Somebody please slap me hard at this point of time.What am I doing?Procrastinating?!

Supposed to finish off my Stats. homework yesterday but ended up hooking on shisha(so nice,mint + 2 apples flavour).I'd overlooked the curfew and stayed over in Eunique's place,crammed on a tiny bed...dozed off at 5 am I think.

Couldn't sleep,too tension and too much caffein (2 cigarettes,2 cuppa overdose coffees,shisha)...eyelids refused to reunite until the morning.

So dead like vampire today in class...brain saturated...saggy eyelids...heavy bones...jellied-legs!

Am I look like a person which soon going to sit for a life-n-death exam?Is it proper and adequate for me to potray a potential 'good grades' exam candidate in this way?

Fucked ans screwed everything up...

I'm gonna seriously work my ass off this time,dun ever come near to me until Nov. ends.

Rants Rants Rants!

Besides tiring,finally I got something to spice up my boring life recently *sad*

I've been hibernating in library to get bombarded by fountain of wisdoms(cave of nerds) for the past few days,damn tiring after all day long in library and come back still gotta face my inconsiderate roomie and his f up frens.I give up cos afterall I left around 3 months here!

And juz now that Andrew still called me and asked me to 1U eat Shogun Jap. buffet(a bit tempted-__-)but...wahlao...damn pokkai now...last few day went to eat BBQ plaza already cost me a bomb edi and after I got this phone then lagi no need to say...

I trade in my D500 for this Japanese flip phone by Sharp(802sh an old model but still very new to the market here which is impossible to find one here at any retail shops),it costs me for RM 650 only!D500 trade off for RM400 and I topped up RM 250 only but this is the 2nd hand package which only comes with a crude charger which u can find at Low Yat for only less than 20 bucks.It has some minor scratches but I don't care,all I care is the Video Call feature!And Maxis don't even support its firmware for MMS/GPRS currently which if I want then I need to flash it to Japan version with Kanji bilingual!!!But another 100 bucks....rather spare it for MMC/SD card in that case -_-...a lot of firmware problem exists also,bugs and some software defects *sobz*...SMS don't even have timestamp and date stamp,no MP3 ringtone,battery stamina sucks to max.(not even lasts for a day!),no handsfreeand mmc/sd card provided,Bluetooth incompatible with my lappie,1.1v only!!!Those are the defects so far la...but overall very nice..beggar can't be chooser afterall!The screen is like plasma screen man,damn fucking crystal clear and nice and detail and shining and wateva lah....!ONE thing,it is very UNIQUE and so JAPANESE!!!I'm so feel like i'm a ano-ne now!!!Japan,ichiban -_-...

And so,juz now while I was outside library chatting with Steph and Min Li while waiting for the rain to stop.3 random Korean tourists that came visit our college approached us and of cos we got to mingle along...so fun!The are all Uni. stidents in Seoul and they asked a lot details from us about Msia.Of cos la merdeka is coming,I have to show my patriotism and also be a good ambassador mah!Of cos the most important thing is not to make myself disgrace lah...who cares since they're so lovely and frenly(like 10 times better than those in our college,native Korean indeed friendlier I think...not that snobbish!).I then crapped a lot of stupid things to them like Korean Dramas,Korean Songs,Korean lingos,Korean foods,Korean soccer players...yada yada la...I wonder whether they got sicked by all my frivolous rants or not,huhu!cos they're so much older than us like 20++ edi.And their English commanding skill is really challenging for us to get to know what they're trying to convey.Anyhow,what a nice "random" faith for us.Susan is an exception cos she's NORTH Korean kkk!*smirks*

Clockwise from left : Park Won Woo,Kim In Sun,Kim Jin Ae,Me and Steph.

*did I mentioned that my phone got lousy camera capture quality althought the screen damn brilliant?got sien-ed by this again...but luckily my L1 can take fairly well quality(thx to Carl Zeiss!)

P/S:Finally I finished watching 1 litre of tears(a true life story about a girl that had this Spinal degeneration disease that is incurable,how she fights against all odds and persists her will,it's originated from a popular written book but translated into drama staring Erika Sawajiri*vy cute and pretty actress staring in Shinobi as well!*...).It has 10-11 episodes only and really every single episode will trigger ur perception and tears,like damn touching only!She died at the end though,sad.Oh,and the OST is very nice especiall Only Human by K,Konayuki/3gatsu9ka by Remioromen...they really sing with complete emotional and u can feel the sadness in it~Pray for the late Aya-chan~

Now I'm on the old "Kim Sam Soon" series which completely diff. atmos. from the one above,damn hilarious and amusing!

Cheers~

I can't believe this...

While I'm still enjoying all the delirious moment that I have before me...

A2 mock has already made itself visible in our little brain to the extent that it is only about 2 freaking weeks away!

How am I suppose to sit for the mock exam since I dun remember a single shit of what I've learnt in my mind,up 'till now!Especially Law,Econs,Statistics and some beginning topics of A2 pure maths,practically all lah!How ah!Law I'm so dead this time...resitting for Econs summore...gonna die further!Differential equation and integration/differentiation II...my current emo can clearly expressly by (T^T) ,none others!

Cham lor...

How?

2 weeks are extremely insufficient,not even have the time to do passed year papers,let alone REVISION!

This time all I can say is I'm dead,really dead!Probably u can't even find my corpse lying somewhere cos I've drowned myself in the sea of wisdom @.@

SyUC A-Levels Ball 2006 ~ever after~ @ Eastin Hotel

Us and Mrs. Hor(the director of A-levels),do I look like her?-_-

This is the first and the last that I can upload here,the rest all thanks to blogger and hostel's marvellous network that I couldn't be able to upload more than freaking 1!Luckily I smelled fishy so I chose the most classic,representative and significant one to upload at foremost (ceh...!)

Crash Boom Bang!

...I think I've been living with some primitive barbarians which totally dunno a shit about the ethical of using the DOOR!YOU!I'm mentioning about YOU here,yea,my fellow INDONESIAN housemates!Although you are from Indonesia which apparently a country which is more laggard and less civilise than us.But I believe since you can make your own sweet way to this place,I bet you should have certain amount of "conciousness" and "rationality" in the way that door is meant to close slowly but not bang as if it is made from mega-durable material k?

I damn tulan lor...sleep shiok shiok then you suddenly bang it until I got shocked and awaked from my sweet dream(which I assume that I dreamt of something nice but I forgot la!Dun ask...!).DOn't think that this whole unit is occupy by you few Indo. malaos only then you can overlook the existence of other housemates,talk loud loud in your own native language like no one busniness.Talk is ok don't yell like malao!That's what I couldn't figure out all the while why the hell that all the Indonesians(including gals) like to talk like Tarzan/Jane and the way they present their speeches are like firing off some high capability machine guns SIMULTANEOULY to its max. power...brabrapraprakrakragrogrogrocrapcrap*twists tongue motion*
...hell!Lower down your pitch and volume won't cause you even a single drop of blood also.Girls please behave lah...all dressed up,nice face,nice body once open the mouth...O~M~G~...all the guys within radius 5 km have to be evacuated.Just pull us off from the beautiful imagination of...........get to know you lah!

I used to misunderstand Korean as the rudest spoken language(in the sense of speech ,tone,and accent,strangely for unknown reason,they sound like profanities and "flowerish language")...means like scolding ppl lah!But now,Bahasa Indonesia is worse in my opinion!No offence here lah!Just my 20 cents,anyway,obviously I know you all are not scolding us and using any profanities.If I'm in your shoes,you could've tell me that Mandarin,dialects and Malay all sound like profanities and rude(accent).Anyway,mutuality and racial integration are what I've been upholding all the while but not globalization that manner.

So I'm pointing my finger towards a narrower circle of community which is just among my inconsiderate housemates.Please behave yourself and respect others regardless of their races and clans!

And one thing you all really make my blood boils beyond the boiling point.*diuniasengknnccbchauhai*

80 bucks went down the drain

All of us have been anticipated and eager about going to this "prom" ball eversince dunno when...

So yesterday after I took my slack from dry cleaning,I tagged along Steph's car to Kei's house in S16 which is adjacent to Eastin in S17 to do preparation.You noe la girls,spent like more than 2 hours to do make up,tidy up their dress,hairdo,accessories,rantings...so we reached there quite on time only to realise that the event almost started off where the V.I.P. had seated.So we didn't manage to take much photo outside at the lobby afterall.

We went in the ballroom has already full of crowd...all the Jan'05,March'05,July'05,Jan'06,March'06,July'06...*phew*...GUys dressed almost as the same since we don't have much enhancement or room to groom on our attire but girls are sort of easier to dress up themselves differently.SOme dressed vy simple but nice,some elegant but not too over,some too over but nice,some too over and not nice.Wonder how much they 'd spent on all these.Seems like Dashni is not the only one who will willing to fork a 2.5k for a gown.Maybe we were way too tacky too attend this kinda event.I don't really like it anyway.

Ok,now,the performances were pretty sucks besides we can be able to hear Ms Hor's suara yg "merdu",some F4 lecturers humming oldies which didn't make it,Mr Leonard Guitar solo,student bands(Lina was performing but so-so only).All in all,I felt so lame to watch those performances la...really couldn't appreciate their hardwork(did they even put in any effort to perform,all I saw were like performances which don't require much skill afterall).The presentation of July'05 student also couldn't pass thru the audition barrier.Celaka!

Talk about the most important thing for me,none other than food.It sucks again.We ate things which like those you can seen in Chinese wedding banquet.Typical Chinese food.Assorted snacks cold platter,Shark fins soup(yucks),Chicken,Sweet sour fish?!!,brocollis with some "min gan" and "fu pei"(tofu skin made),Fried Rice,Dessert...all taste like "da pai dong" lah!What can we expect as we paid 80 bucks to dine in Eastin.Fine dining?My ass lah!

I didn't eat much after the first 3 dishes as all of us were extremely busied with photo taking like mad...cos we rarely dressed up in so formal afterall.

Then after all the food had served.Some MDJ(members of SUkhi) blasted upbeat music to turn the place into clubbing dance floor,damn funny,I think Sukhi who was the one who jumped in the pool to heat the crowd.Then the scheduled ballroom dancing was forced to cancel due to the overwhelming crowd of club dance.Haha!But then clubbing without alcohol???!!!

And so we again continued our photo taking session outside the lobby and mingle for a while while waiting for the real clubbing next at the supposed Rush which is few steps away from us.But then Sukhi came out with a bad idea to go Bangsar(Castle) again which totally put us off cos he feels the cover charge plus open bottles charge too high but we don't mind afterall since Rush was not so crowded at that time and we were in a "high" mood to go there b4 all our mood faded out on the way to Bangsar cos some of them may be tired due to the inconvenience of their attire.Anyway,Sukhi and Co. are like grumbling all the way and condemning Rush,so we just had to compromise and made our way to Bangsar while waiting for his car to be fixed(jump start -_-) waited for hell long and we headed Bangsar only to find that Castle was packed...We were damn beat and potong steam edi,so just called it off(no more clubbing) and went back ss15 Gazebo to eat since we didn't eat much during the entire ball.Not to be left out,we smoked Sisha as well(damn fucking nicer than cigaretta and harmless to ur lung),got all sorta flavours!!!

I went back quite early like 2 something cos damn dead beat edi lah!No mood to do any further activities but usually I'm quite a nightingale except for today,maybe it was bcos of my lack of sleep from past few days.

Haiz,what a day!

Mood had swung from extremely high to the ground level all becos I'm tired and clubbing session cancelled out of lotsa uncompromisings.

PS:I took lotsa photos which lazy to upload.tee hee.Cos hostel network is lagged lah and stupid blogger's persisting photo uploading problems.

So dead but hoping everthing is fine

Law class is practically 3-man-stands now,Econs we are fortunately enough to remain in 7.So dead huh?!

For god's sake,the classes today went quite well especially law.We were all extraordinarily paying full attention where we usually don't.High concentration level,high absorption level.It changes to the atmosphere that we don't usually dip into.*sneers*

Anyhow,I tagged along with Steph. to Pyramid(again!).She wants to look for accessories that matched along her tube-gown.And so,we went round and round,one after another but only came to realise that they all look so "lala-ish" and cheapo.WoOt O.o.Indeed.Pyramid sucks nowadays maybe becos we've getting bored of it.Stuffs are all aunty-liked,lala-liked,cheapskate and not up to the quality...at least qualitywise,it has to be able to satisfy people like us which going for cheap stuffs but yet demand for high quality.Am I too sarcastic over that?I don't think so cos afterall Pyramid is meant to serve all the Arabs and Egyptians.Architecturally,the building tells all.

Basically,we lepak and do-nothing.What else could happen when a girl shopping?COsmetics,ornaments,bags,skincares,shoes,clothings...the list goes on.Sien.SORRY YA Steph!Tomorrow 1U k?I gotta buy something for the ball(again,I noe!) and also some odd stuffs which are inconvenient to disclose here :p

I came back at around 6.30 and immediately dragged my exhausted body to the stairs and what else?RUn and climb again as usual,it's a routine almost T^T which I feel like giving up but yet I can't.Sucks da big time!

Whatever,lotsa assignments and revisions are gesturing at me calling "come here come here".Feel like lighting the fire and put them in the flame,turn into ashes forever...along with my difficulties and vexations!Can ur head la...wake up!A2 T^T

Slog life away at studies is currently prior to everything else,I supposed so rite?

PS:Oh yea,I'm having very fitful sleep eversince I got my AS result.I dreamt of Soma last nite,it was like hell seriously but unfortunately I can't recall back any.Spooky enough huh?!What else can be worse than having your lecturer appeared before your sweet dream?I woke up in total mood breakdown I guess.Too much tension edi I think.RELAX la...*inhales-exhales 10000 times soothingly*

The Vicissitudes of Life(Single room wanted in Palmville Resort Condominium Bandar Sunway)

Ever since after the release of AS result,the whole A-Levels have never been in a good mood and atmosphere where no doubt those that got outstanding result are on their way celebrating for the victory and prepare for the next up challenge,A2.Well,there's always two sides to a coin,those that didn't do quite well in AS are now on massive struggling whether to resit,defer or change course,worse to worse,drop it and end the misery.For me I was told not to resit my Econs as my lecturer said might as well spend the effort on A2,it might just stand a chance to be able to push my grade up to B or even A if I work extremely hard(yea,like I said,till ass off!).To play safe,I think resit is better solution for me afterall they'll take into account on the best grade,no harm trying,just need to pay 250 bucks for one paper. T^T

Maths,Ms Wong seems like having no faith in me on A2 and she challenged me that if I ever got an A in A2,she's gonna treat me a meal.I'LL TAKE YOUR WORDS!!!Challenge is accepted.

Our currently small and tiny A1 class (consists only 9 persons) is gonna shrink once again ever since Faiz left,Riasat left.Now,Dominic,Sukhi,Samsul are on their way to defer to January '06 intake.Meanwhile,Isti has already left our July'05 intake to July'06's!So fast!

Argh!!!I wish all of us can get the grade we long for so that we can still all remain in this crazy and crappy July'05 A1 class.Apparently,only Steph,Kei,Susan,Me and Vinodh are confirm to remain.The rest are instable or made up their mind.Law class is gonna shrunk to 3 persons only.While Accounting left 4 and Econs left 5.How pathetic and sad rite?We got only 3 months ++ left to the end of this course and yet came this storm,swept us apart.*clinch fists*

Well the remain ones are none any better,Steph is upsetting about her parents decision to ask her to take ACCA where her own decision is to pursue a proper degree in twinning course or a local oversea's Uni. like Monash due to her "B" grade in Accounting.Kei cried in class today over her result and multitude of pressures suppress on her since the "iron lady" Ms Wong kept on telling her to defer where she doesn't even need to do that given her above average past performance,this AS in my 20 cents is just an once-and-for-all result for her.Me too I think T^T.Susan is worse,she moved out from hostel to stay over her friends place in Ridzuan temporarily and her friends gonna end the tenant contract with the landlord at the end of Oct.Initially,she thought she can stay there for a while while waiting for the completion of Dominic's new Condo in Jln. Ipoh on next month but now Dominic's deferring,of cos their timetable are not gonna fit to each other.Thus,inconvenient to rely on him anymore.Furthermore,she got scolded by parents this afternoon and cried as well.Homeless,bad result,tension,stress...poor thing!I wish I could help but all I can do is very little as I can try to look up a place for her in Palmville as she wanted for...or the most console her(practical action speaks louder than all the crappy consoling).Anyone,in SUNWAY UNIVERSITY COLLEGE OR MONASH UNIVERSITY,if you happen to see this post(I know the chances are extremely small since this blog does not even publicize).But then,since Rosyied can stumbled upon this blog to drop me a CHANCE to find Eunique a room previously,I hope the same will goes to Susan.

Kang Ju Jin,Susan(Korean female) currently looking for an ideal place to stay in Palmville Resort Condominium :

~Single room (preferrably not master bedroom)

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To those that leaving July'05 A1 to other intakes.Wish you all the best and study harder to achieve a good grade in order not to defer any further.The most important thing is not to forget the time we'd spent in class together through out this one year and a few months.Although it's short but hope the spirit will gonna keep on burning ceaselessly.May all the good elements be with you all,as well as us.

The greatest thing we'll gonna lose is the lameness,laid-backness,madness,crappiness,laughter we used to have with all of your presence in the class.Now the class seems to be extremely dull and quiet with less or maybe no more KECERIAAN.

Wish they can stay and remain until the end of this year where we can just finish up this super hard A-Levels altogether in a short.Leave without being nostalgic perhaps?

Bah!

It's so not my DAY(the judgement day for all the A-Levels candidates)

Finally and finally and finally...it came...with a disappointed outcome!

What can I expect more?Did I tried my best?Am I not born with it?What's my potential?

Yea...yea...lotsa questions but for god's sake,the answers are left unknown.My little notion of it is,I think I haven't try my very best yet so far.It's not that I don't want but I don't know how.You can say that I missed track on my life or maybe I'm hypocrite all the while pretending that I'm actually a studious person but in fact I'm not.It sucks when I'm being called NERD where I'm in fact NOT!So what if I look like one of them...?

Again,no means no and I don't wish to explain any further.Cos my terrible result tells it all!

Previously on mock ,

Economics : 70(B)
Law : 70(B)
Maths : 56(either C or D which I forgot all thx to Pure Maths part)

My actual AS ,

Economics : C (why?!!!)
Law : A
Maths : B

Aha!ABC what a descending grade...

OK,now I don't know whether I should classify it as an improvement or deterioration because it seems rather obscure to any evaluation as there's improvement as well as deterioration at the same time going simultaneously.

ANyway,C for Econs is really spirit dampening and potong steam!I expected to do better but with this grade I'm really fell hard which I'm most probably will gonna resit in no time to secure an "B" or above's grade.

For Maths,I really don't know because "B" seems like I'm still having some sesame chance to climb back on "A" in A2.But I know myself that I won't go any higher providing that P3/S2 are fucking hard which they can only pull my grade downward instead.So,I'm hoping I can do harder in A2 Maths so that overall can still maintain at the satisfactory grade,"B" or at least a credit will do.

Law,*sigh*this is the subject that I don't wish to get any better because I'm really afraid that my parents will like to ask me to pursue law degree in future which I'd gave up this hope long time ago ever since I've taken law in my Pre-U.It's damn hard to score,moreover,you are require to study like an ox(that's what the name of some FAMOUS university came from).Cambridge is just like a bridge across the hell...a Uni. for nerdy and those scholarly person definitely not me.And I'm still not that financially capable of gaining an entry into those.So this pseudo-grade of law won't makes me feel better off anyway.I rather get dinstinction in Econs or Maths...since I always feel that Maths and Econs are more useful/practical in their own way(they secure you a better and wider prospect).At least it's a more technical way than theoretical approach which you need to work very hard to apply those complicated theories and precedents.

Now,I'm so guilty that my parents didn't even condemn me up until now(after I told them my result).I feel worse.My mind is in total mess.A lot of my classmates are same as me and some even worse.Some of them we predicted will get all A's but then the result came out is of a difference of heaven and hell which I don't even know why!They don't deserve that bad.And some are like failed for their subjects and currently in total depressing mood.They brought Black Label and drank on the spot right after they knew their results.2 of them badly drunk and threw out cos they drunk themselves.Again,I feel sad.Today morning it rained and afternoon till now is permeating with very strong haze which really reflects our current mood.Classes were to call off due to the down mood of students.I think the conclusion I get is,we should work HARDER till our ass off to excel.Afterall,what else can we do except for that?If study is so easy then we won't need to be having such a hard time over it.IMAGINE,good thing does not comes easily!

Talk of the haze problem,it's getting worse here in Subang for unknown reason.PJ area is fine.Maybe it's worsen by the mining area construction sites around here which trigger lotsa dusts and smoke.Klang Valley is really a haze-trapped area unlike JB,we have at least sea breeze to sweep off dirty air.Argh!I don't think I can go down for jogging to day cos it will only shorten my life if I ever do that.Just think of it,we are forced to use polluted water and breathe in polluted air in Bdr. Sunway especially hostel.The water in JB is tonnnnnes more cleaner than here although JB is also a high population area like here.I can feel it with my hair and skin.The difference of using the water here and JB on hair is,it will causes lotsa damaged and dehydrated hair using the Sunway's water but JB one will moisturize your hair and you can even feel that your hair is full of volume and shiny unlike the dullness here...sucks the big time!

Bad result.Bad water.Bad air.Please tell me is there anything worthwhile for me to further my studies right at this place again?I'm afraid that I will just die here...

Whatever,no mood to blog any further now.I shall again cut down my time on doing all this pointless blogging to study,at least for the remaining few months ahead I shall be doing this.Whatever other than studies just leave it after A-Levels...have to be seriously buck-up this time!

Ganbatte..........................................very very ganbatte kudasai!!!!!AKIRAMENAIDE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

There's still hope if I work harder and harder and harder...

It's not the end~

*GOD BLESS ME FROM ANY BAD ELEMENTS*

I got Green!

I'm in JB now and going back tomorrow T^T...

I went to Redbox with Charles & BT immediately after I arrived,yea,we went for the BUFFET dinner!Celaka...u noe I stuffed myself how many plates of foods?I dun even have time to sing although the foods were not that nice but,dunno,I'm allured by the aroma and the colours reflected by those foods...shiny and juicy...succulent!*slurps* after a whole week of no meat and only organic supplements...T^T...next week I'll eat ONLY organic supplement and yogurt for the remaining 4 days!!!Cos I'm actually quite pleased that I lost 5 kgs in this week alone!!!How nice huh...!Dun wish to waste my effort oso...!Thanks...to my persistent will.I'm doing uZAP craizily now hoping to lose another 5 kgs overnight,possible?BELIEVE ME OK,those who are in doubt!

Anyway,I went to saloon today and dyed my hair...it's actually highlighted...in err....initially was planning to bleach and make it blondish but then I was amaxed that he can actually "enLIGHTEN" it in GREEN which don't even need to bleach(hair damaging!),so I made up my mind and decided to give it a try since I always assume tht green is the colour tht can bring me luck!Whoa...stunning and soooo ala visual rocks!But a bit over "(la)yeng" edi...-_-...I think.Somewhat,the colour resembles "lao tseh sai"(green and watery excrement) since I didn't cover up the faded "lala-ish" blonde layer with black at first.And then JEssica said it looks like algae!Potong steam punye org.Dun care la!

AS result---tomoro!!!prayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy...fcuk!!!!!!!!!!!It's already there,can't even change it rite?

PS:sis called back and told that 2 of her colleagues drowned by the sea but luckily saved by 6 caucasians which happened to sunbathe on the shores...both of them are now warded,and then,grandpa fell down and got injured on his legs and head again(2nd time for this year)imagine he's already in his 100's!omg esp now is the crucial Hungry Ghost Festival months...which especially lasts for 2 months this year(perhaps a leap year for HGF)*spooky*...mum is busying with offerings as well (x 2 this year)..."poh bi" everything runs smoothly la!Dun go out at nite,not even clubbing,who noes...

Shitty face + shitty hair colour of mine,do I lost weight?

I dyed mostly on the bottom rear part where my "tail" lies.But stupid Blogger is suffering from some "photo uploading" down problem for ages.So,only managed to upload the front part whoring.DASH UNDERSCORE DASH!

Retail Therapy(again...)

I went for slow walk in MV today all alone -_- ,so I take it as a form of diet la!I walked 4 hours non stop but still very energetic...dunno y and I dun feel like eating also!Aneroxia???Yes please...and stop at the rite time when I am around 60-70 kgs -_-

So by now,I realise that shopping alone can be very fun and nice.You dun have to worry about others thought,you dun have to accompany others to the shops that u dun like,you dun have to wait here and there,toilet...rest...while everything is under ur control...your own pace!Isn't it nice?

Oh yea,I saw one of the Malaysian Project Superstar(a reality show adopted from Sg shown on 8TV earlier) which is Xie4 Chen2 Wei3...that guy which also co-host one of the food hunting prog. "Ho Chak(delicious ala Hokkien)" with another girl in 8TV as well currently.Can recall?Anyway,he wore a thick black frame spec and leaning against the grip bar in front of MJ...then while I took a "non-secret" peep at him to double check his identity...he suddenly turned around and facing me and when he saw that I was looking at him he quickly turned backward facing me again as if scared I eat him or wat...c'mon lah...u think I wat?Fucking free issit like those idol-worshipping mui mui ah?Fuck off lah...u r not famous oso and ur hosting skill is as bad as my standard 1 classmates doing public speaking.Hell!Even I saw Amber Chia standing bside me at the cashier counter last time at TOUGH Times Sq. I also acted nonchalantly la...dun even wanna take photo wif her...jus stare at her high rise figure and admiring her...she smiled at me though *awwwwwww* bluek!

So now,tell me who r u to me and to all the national tv viewers?As trivial as particle of sands!U r lucky that someone gave u the chance to host that pointless and useless tv prog....I rather watch Tamil series than wasting time watching u.Nice foods will all turn bad as long as u describe them...I started to lose appetite once I see u,let alone the food!Pui!

Anyway,I spent like crazy just now in MV.I went to Topman(didnt buy any cos sick of it la...),FCUK(bought a super cheap basic tee for only 49.50),Izzue.com(bought a super cheap double layers tee for only 39.50),Esprit(bought a vintage button shirt that I've been eyeing for quite long 119.50),ZARA(bought a very nice worn-and-torn denim jeans for 129.90 only!),Guess(not impressive also,stingy discount nia!),3.6(didnt buy any cos sick of it as well)...lol!Like this can spent me 4 hours...time flies~

I went at 6 and came back at 10.30-_-with the feeling that my body is not belongs to mine anymore...legs turned jelly!FUlly exhausted...

Pocket dah berlubang now...gotta wait for August allowance edi!Not gonna shop anymore la...(I think la!)...gonna be thrifty and save money from now on until the end of my pre-U studies,keep for next year or end of this year Xmas sale -__-...no la...seriously this time.I went for 3 retail therapies edi so far,scared edi!Spent almost 1K on clothes O.o

I still kinda remember that my AS result gonna be out next monday(the unofficial release)...but I started to feel numb about it.Afterall whatever has done,has done!No point crying over spilt milk(I hope my milk is still all remaining in the cup)...anyway who doesn't want gooooood result?If it comes in handy,then what's the point of study so hard since everything is in the distance of a stone throw away...get a life.Look into the future and stop looking backward!

GET A LIFE~~~!

Yayay,goin back JB tmr!!!But coming back on Sunday perhaps with bad mood I think cos still I gotta face the reality the next day...Gah!Fucking care!

PS:FHM 100 hottest females beach party is gonna held in Sunway Lagoon!Surf Beach gala!11th of August and entry tic. only 10 bucks...but too bad lor...I got A-levels ball on the same day...celaka!If Jessica Alba coming,I fucking care the ball also...

Diet?!

Man,I went to the newly opened Jack's Place in Pyramid juz now.Well,u dun expect me to order dressing salad,caesar salad,organic salad in that kinda meat-based bistro.Of cos,I ordered their specialty,freaking GRILL COMBO with bacon,steak,chicken and freaking mashed potato with lotsa sour cream T^T...I wanna diet,pls dun allure me with nice foods anymore I beg you all.Anyway,I think that was my idea to eat at Jack's Place *pinches myself*...as Andrew is regular to that place and Angel(Pei Sun's hsemate) dun even noe about Jack's Place...lol...Oh yea,there are lotsa changes in Pyramid now,Chicken Buffet has shifted to lower ground and replaced by "Enter The Dragon"(the famous Xiao Long Bao u can found in One U next to err...sumwhere Chillis issit?called la1 mian4 xiao3 long2 bao1...),yay!And also a new barbeque restaurant beside Bread Story...!!!Fish & CO. chaplap edi,haha!Hope there will be Mdm Kwan and Bakerzin soon.TGI FRIDAY...!*drools*

Anyway,I'm feeling damn fucking sinful now for stuffing myself with meat during my crucial diet period.I'm a temp. vegetarian at this point of time,I supposed -_-.Nvm lah!I shall run few more rounds next time.Still got one week more to go by the way.I THINK I can la...( should be rite? ).

I can feel the difference of having meats and vegs down my stomach.Now my stomach kinda bloated and uncomfortable.However,if it's vegs. stomach will most prob. sunk in and growls non stop like thunder or butterflies flying inside.Celaka.I burp a lot now...and the gas taste like err...combination of the stupid sour cream + potatoes + meat...stinks,unlike vegs. I burp out air that smells like hmm...breezy wide field and garden with pleasant scent of flowers like those of lavender,camomile,vanilla...nice burp -_-

Hell!

I'm going back JB this weekend to get sumthing for the ball and meet my friends.Otherwise I got no time.How sad!So next week is the very extremely ultimately crucial part of my diet proceeding.The key point!I won't allow it to go down the drain at the end of the day...persistent and will always with me!*hush*

Hungry?

f*off can?

I DUN FUCKING GIVE DAMN ANYMORE!

FUCK OFF U PPL!

PUCK OFF 4 MORE DAYS TO AS RESULT!

FUCK OFF ALEVELS BALL!

FUCK OFF YOU HYPOCRITES!

FUCK OFF ASSIGNMENTS AND TEST!

FUCK OFF DIET!

FUCK OFF LAW AND P.MATHS!

FUCK OFF A2!

FUCK OFF HOSTEL MANAGEMENT!

FUCK OFF....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*Oops*

PS:It's purely on the ground of venting some angers.No intention to trigger any provocation.