Thursday, April 13, 2006

Please be strong and keep your life going...

*Pls be solemn*

Called my mum just now and received a very shocking unfortunately news from them :

ERN HAO (my dear cousin sister cum my god sister)

She's admitted hospital for contracting Tibi and saying that it's already 3rd stage.The chances to live is only 50 : 50 ...

I was totally stunned for 5 minutes or more,tears almost burst out...

Her respiratory system doesn't function well now and in aid of the respiratory machine(<---forgot what's the name for it).

She's warded in Johor Specialist now,the medical fees are bound to be exorbitant by the way from what I heard,4 days Rm30 000 spent!

She seems so well during CNY despite looking haggard.She's a devoted buddhist,soft spoken,gentle,hardworking,well-manner and filial girl.Infact,she's the most for those among all our cousins...

Why should thing like this happens on such a good girl?I know this is life and heaven's will but why don't this thing happens on all the bad people out there instead of this harmless girl here?

It's just so unfair and absurd...

I don't wish to see any bad thing happens to my closest friends and relatives at this moment and even forever if possible.It's better that I depart first than experiencing that kinda pain on losing them one after another.

I don't believe in faith and destiny somehow that determine this,life is in our own hand and only we ourselves know how to handle it at its best.

So,Ern Hao,please be strong.Establish your will to live on.Don't let Papa,Mama,Ern Sien,Ah Bao,Ah Wen gogo,Ah Mah and all the relatives down because no matter how we will stay by your side.You not gonna lose us,neither we gonna lose you.

We will pray for your recovery at every moment.Please do us a flavour,fight against the disease and those undesired things that dampen your will!Please do that...!

You still gotta move to your new house(very much near to my present residential area),and I'm very looking forward to hangout at your new house...

And that's not even enough,we still gonna gamble with you on the next CNY and win all your money...But if you promise to overcome yourself,we'll let you be the winner for 10 consecutive CNY!And so do mahjong...

Just promise us that you will be strong and don't give up!

PS : My mum say that all of us that having close contact with Ern Hao will have to undergo medical check up soon to ensure that we are all safe.PREVENTION IS BETTER THAN CURE.People please go for check up once you knew that something not right on you even if it's very insignificant.Like the case of my godsister,the doctor diagnosed that she's been having the disease in her lung since last year when it's still in early stage and she did experiencing persistent coughing for quite some time but she didn't seek for a licensed and qualified professional doctor instead of Chinese SinSeh and took the traditional remedy.This is a wrongful example which can't be rely on,Chinese traditional herbs are mostly not scientifically proven to be effective.Any problem please go for the Clinic or Hospital before it's too late...

I just happen to realise that life is so vulnerable and unpredictable,cherish it...