Yakusoku

Hush, baby don’t cry
Just get through this night
Overcome

Don’t think that they’ll change

They push you away

Far from home

Cuz all that you are
Is broken inside
But they’ll never know

Don’t you cry tonight
Rest your weary eyes
Cuz all that you are
Is broken inside
It’s nothing you could change
It’s nothing you could hide

Pink flowers and bows
That’s all you should know
And summer days

Cuz all that you are
Is beautiful child
But they’ll never know

So don’t you cry tonight
Rest your precious eyes
Cuz all that you are
Is beautiful child
It’s nothing they could change
It’s nothing you could hide
It’s nothing you should hide

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That's it I think I should stop day dreaming and swallow back in 'till the end of 2007. I don't anticipate new year ahead, I hate Christmas. Just face it, Santa doesn't even exist. It's such an irony to look at those Christmas tree and mistletoe sitting around at home like aliens. We are not even Christian in the first place. But then again, there are something deeper and more than those reasons that I should explain.

Suddenly it's so cold everywhere.

And I just feel like running into the rain and scream my lung out.

Regrets for this year:

-I tell more lies than ever

-I don't get the trusts I want

-I'm not fully liberated as what I've always thought so (hell ya I'm coming to 21 in 3 months time)

-I don't get parental supports that I thought they would've gave

-I backfired all my practical plans

-Failure to confess

-I couldn't finish reading the books that I've bought through out the year

-I screwed up my exercise and diet plans at one go after all the serious built up months before

-My shortsighted power increasing tremendously and astigmatism would've already revisited

-I'm getting even more berat tulang

-Unable to attend MCR's, Fall Out Boys' and James Morisson's concert

Things gained:

-fats

-dark wrinkles

-zits

-autism

-vampirism

-emoism

Yea.You can say I asked for them.

Period.