All I want for this Xmas is :
~EXCELLENT result!
~Found a high pay part time job
~Money drop from sky
~Slimmer
~Done with my Uni. application and decided with an ideal course
~Stop raining so frequently
~World peace(conventional :p)
~Safe and healthy
~Wish Santa can visit me and grant me another inexhaustible wishlist(that not mere wishlist that simple but a list that can be materialized!)
Gah!
Wah...Kota Tinggi road mudslid and collapsed...!
And tht's the only major road linked to KT and now ppl from JB and outside KT can't access to KT...the same goes to those staying in KT where they are trapped inside and practically waiting to be evacuated.
-_- wonder what are those Bombas doing?!...heard that there are still victims trap sumwhere in the midst of flood which overlooked by "cheh meh" Bombas...!
Well,hope it won't be ended up as a second Katrina.Or else people will gonna boo~ the state government down in no time once they get fed-up of it.
OMFG
It's raining cats and dogs now for almost 3 days UNCEASINGLY!
Nabeh!The tiny domestic road in front my house also can jam because of stupid flash flood?!The whole JB was like under chaos...cannot even go out!
Summore keep on running nose.....sien!I hope the barometer in HK now is on the higher side.Please don't rain in HK until I came back!
And stop raining here as well...annoying!
Must be tropical cyclone that transformed and reduced from "Durian"...diu...no mood!
And look!Now the sun is shining and glaring like mad.....just wait till the next second for those clouds to mask over it and the pressure will rise again!*clinch fists*
Ouchy senario 1 :
I was chatting with Mark(one of my net frens) and to hell he just underwent the 1st stage of dental bracing!2 freaking molar teeth have to be removed and that hasn't done yet,next monday 2 more have to be extracted.Fucking agonize man...the way he described to me and his current feelings.Dying to eat but unable to chew to his max. enjoyment,so all he can eat is only liquidized foods like porridge,oats(yucks) and etc. at this very moment until the braces are fixed on and lying idly without causing pain to his gums and teeth.Ok,so this entire process will be lasted for at least a couple of months!Hell.It will then burns out 5k from your pocket.The intrinsic and extrinsic price for it...for sake to beautify the ugly duckling!But I WANT...my fucking ragged and uneven teeth needs remedy this time,I especially hate it when foods get stucked easily in between the gaps!But still I do like the fact that I have 4 nice and big canine teeth somewhat resemble vampire!Eeek.....!
Just imagine when they inject anaesthetic into your vulnerable and sensitive gums is able to tick me off.OUCH!According to him when the anaesthetic goes off,the recovered pain + the bleed is damn irritating and hardly bearable...mind you it's able to cause you a serious mental breakdown summore.And to hell again,he needs to put on the braces for the next 2 years time.Niamah!2 yearss!!!Extreme make over indeed...with heavy price.
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Outcome=Daddy said too costly and asked me to go for government hospital instead which takes only 500 bucks but the trade off is shortest period of waiting time can be at least a YEAR!So may have to wait long long for your turn...by that time,man,I'll be either studying or already fled to elsewhere not here anymore :(
Conclusion=After I graduated and get my own job,earn my own money and spend it with my own money,bummer -_-.
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Ouchy senario 2 :
Again out of sudden,the urge to get myself the long-wanted TONGUE PIERCE...*sighs* here the obstacle is my family but I was thinking just to reduce the frequency of opening my mouth and showing my tongue before them will do but that's very hard to control anyhow cos it's againt nature course haha...you can always do that subconciously or even unconciously when you don't even aware of it.However I think it can still works to some extent if I dare to take the risk of piercing it......I knoe it's pain but what I fear the most is the pain I have to suffer from being condemn by parents!
...it's better to ask for forgiveness than permission as how the cliche goes....so....what should I do now?Follow it or against it?!Eeek......!
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Outcome=Well...what more can I say?It's a firm reject by conservative Mummy and Sis.Dad didn't know though cos I still don't feel like dying yet...Mum threatened if I ever do tongue pierce,she will cut off my allowance financing,no room for negotiation for all the requests I want in future,worse come to worse if I did secretly and she found out,she might just stop financing my tertiary studies and urge me to get a job.Indeed,an expected outcome...can lead to family tragic perhaps :(...haiz...let's see then!
Conclusion=Postponed for no time limit ahead...until new piece of mind is found and time is ripe.Could be 2-3 years time...longer period away from home...no doubt I'll still do but it's just a matter of time and permission where the latter can be ripped off easily(yea,I'm bad and rebellious :p).Well,I don't see there's any problem why people should associate tattooing and piercing with religious,moral,ethical issues,and way off the wall.Bummer...see how then -_- the most resume my previous long gone 2nd tattoo plan lo---more expensive sial!666!
A great site about ppl experiencing various piercing's encounters : http://www.bmezine.com well the ppl there really enlightened me and gave me courages to go ahead and pierce it.Cos according to them the process of needling and penetrating itself do not hurt as much as what the aftermath does.....heard that swelling,pus,scabs,dryness,irritants,difficulties in eating,lymph,lisps are inevitable but only eligible for the first few weeks up to a month or a couple depending on the rate of your body healness...yea...it's just like ear piercing rite?!Cos tongue is muscle,there goes the same as your ear lobes but well cartilage is different though cos it involves the softbones and lotsa veins and nerves unlike tongue I supposed.Correct me if I'm wrong....*sobs*
Woke up pretty late today feeling somewhat moody...
Didn't even have the appetite to eat...so I just had a few more extra papadam to bury my stomach.
Later on,tagged along with sis and mum to Z studio for hair scalp treatment + hair spa!!!My head is so light now and the poles are all so relieve...clean...refresh!haha
Dinner was nice since we had Korean food at Jang Won in Stulang...an authentic Korean owned restaurant.Stuffed up really full,I had a bowl of Bibimpap + Sweet potatoes' vermicelli + assorted side dishes + a bowl of extra rice along with "Sang Mut Tang"(seafood steamboat I think,damn spicy can!).FUCKIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIINGly full,and damn supposed to diet(again -_-).And I'm munching on papadams and breads now again since the Korean foods weren't that filling afterall...soupy and full of vegs.
Went to Zon today to pay up and discuss about the itinerary.Suddenly feel so heartache cos I just dried up both my saving and spending account in a day or practically a trip.Yea,I'm extremely poorer than u think.Paid 1.5k(partial) for the deposits and stuffs,visas' fees are waived,and got a pretty useless travel bag(as usual),or should I say vanity case?Cos it can't even fit in few more extra garments...what to do...on tight budget so have to opt for 9th class service like this.And to hell I'm still overbudget!See...told u I'm fucking poor!
So we will fly off from Changi Airport on 31st Dec. and will be arriving Macao in approx. 3 hours time.Then right after that have to take ferry to Shen Zhen and stay there for 2 Days cos HK's hotels all nabeh kena fully booked or crammed at the moment so have to wait for few more days in Shen Zhen.Well,we can jolly well go shop for mega thrifty mass produced goods in China though,boh pien like I said BUDGET(well it's restricted to moi only!).After Shen Zhen will be HK,and we still thinking to go or not to go Disney cos I'm not really interested in those kiddo mascots but since it's famous so...we'll decide later la...freaking 250 bucks per entry 666!The trip lasts for 7 days 6 nights I think,flying with Tiger Air(a lowcost budget air managed by Singaporean...what to do,no money!and to hell their fares are increasing daily when approaching New Year and Xmas...super peak!).Yesterday was still 364 SGD and today 20 bucks increment,diu!50 more bucks we can take off by Singapore Airline lo.Stupid festive season haha.So anyways,I'm going with Charles,Michell and her mum at this point,there will be changes though,depends.
So please PM me if any of u are so kind enough that want to subsidise me k? :p
ps: I saw few amusing entertainment news that really makes me laugh till drop.1st is the one of canto-pop singer Yumiko with her pants fell off during an acrobatic performance,omg,if I were her I'll just jolly well quit myself from the field forever.And then Elva Hsiao's upcoming album after long awaited titled "1087" kena transliterated into "依琳白痴"........*speechless*what da fuck those ppl got nothing else better to do lidat rite,deliberately playing prank and raised sensitive issue to trigger 2 mando-pop so called superstars or better still,Dancing Queen!Will they be enemy then,we shall see...haha if Jolin is so stupid enough to take it serious cos Elva's explanation is that "1087" stands for the days she waited for this upcoming album to be released.-_-.Well...
I need a job I need a job I need a job cos I need $ I need $ I need more $!!!
I get so fed up of late...especially hate it when what I opted to do didn't get any support from parents instead criticisims.It's crappy,just need more of understanding.What I've been wanted to do are not high off the hog nor extravagant like their piece of thoughts but for me I feel they are rather realistic and practically like other commoners will do.But to them,those are full of unbearable descriptions that you will never wanna hear any...kinda dampening!Shitty.
I'm nearly 20 ok?Still expecting me to be that lil' kiddo demanding for lollipops/toys/gizmos???I want knowledge...something abstract beyond my(and ur) imagination,beyond what we can learn from textbooks.No longer wanna be a"frog underneath the well"...I have wings but I use them on the right time.Hope they can ever understand that.
I have my own ideal plan and I hope no one is there to shatter or trigger it down.
It's only through that that I'll grow to become a official "adult" provided I'm gonna be 20 soon!I really wish they don't put their personal yardstick upon me which can be totally inaccurate and out of standard,at the same time hope they can respect my decisions and don't put them in disdain.
And so...I'm getting fucking emo lately for reasons above!My patience is running out,so as my positive mood....so melancholic!
PS: my Clark Hatch gym subscription cancelled cos I still thought of working is more important for me at this moment haha...summore if I go gym have to shallow out my pocket again which already burnt...guess I'll have to wait until I found my new course and get membership from FF in the end in KL.Not JB :( cos Clark Hatch is not cheap and not many facilities here in JB compare to the one in KL and PJ!I wanna go to FF The Curve!!!I want Body Jam GroupX from FF!!!
I just can't stand those xenophiles that having overdosed affection for caucasians or get so obsessed over them.They are superior and in the other way they look down on their own cultures and people.What's that?Go burn in hell please...it's so making me sick!
I'm not being xenophobic anyway...but at least I am told to remember my own root all the while.
*frowns and roll eyes*
Yea...it's been long since the last time I logged in and updated.Not that I'm busying with anything right now on hands but I got really thirst out of inspiration and the momentum to blog on.*sigh*.Come to think of it,it's been almost 2 years that I've been blogging constantly no matter what happens and whatever obstacles that blocking my way.After all the ups and downs,I'm still standing strong blogging my way here...wonder why.On the contrary side,I blogged the most during exams but least blogged when I have fruitful of time.Argh...cos there's really none a single fucking interesting event happened so far during my entire free time you see!You could probably tell me that DOHA 2006 is interesting enough but fuck off cos Malaysia got only 3 golds in pocket so far.Such a shameful outcome how am I suppose to blog?Oh maybe I should be grateful at this point that our national bowling team and that of 2 badminton player that has finally bring us glory that we should shout out loud "boleh!".Well,none of my business also although I'm dwelling on this so called boleh-land.I'm kind of pragmatic,their glories are none of my concern.Do I get 200k if anyone of them get gold medal?No!
Enough of rambings...
Ok,I'm feeling damn emo after I got my not-so-emo hair cut.Wonder why?I think I've been hibernate a lot at home which makes me completely forgot there's a nicer and better place beyond the main door called "outside".The main reason of this is I'm damn freaking broke ok?POVERTY!I'm trading off this on-purpose's poverty with my coming trip to HK.If I can really make it to the trip,my savings will fall exponentially to "nil" or worse come to worse negative index...debts!haha...nevertheless I'm still gonna struggle a way out cos I so wanted to go beyond boleh-land this season.Although I won't be able to see snow but somehow,a different atmosphere do help.So it implies that a high remuneration part time job is on demand once I got back from HK,if and ever no matter what.So dead.Just fuck it!
But deep down there's a hidden feeling of wanting the trip to be cancelled as I don't make effort to push myself but same time I don't counteract against it.Just let it be...que sera sera.Come what come may,I'll just take it calmly.haha.Shhh.....
Megasale is around the curve...so tempting T^T.Forget about it this time.I'm so agonized...Had it not been the worthiness of going HK,I'll just raid all the retailers here at once!
So boring anyhow at this moment,hope Mr. Santa Claus will come visit me.Pls I don't have chimney but you can come in from either the dormer,main door or back door anyhow cos I have lotsa wishes to be fulfilled!I need santa to deliver me an excellent result for A2 first of all and secondly lemme get at least one of the prizes in New Straits Times Puzzlemania contest!Talking about NST Puzzlemania,I just realised I'm lacking one of the 2nd Dec. copy after the completion of 9 copies(10 in total).What a waste of time!Fortunately,the closing date is 20th of this month and there's another 3 more rounds to go until February!hohohoho...Santa *wink wink rub hands*
Anyways,I'm just here to irrigate my own blog in order to prevent it from rotting away in dismay(rhyme is not intended).
Practically none ever since the day I came back to JB land!Damn...feel such a waste to live life like that.Im'ma go gym soon!Swimming lesson soon!
I'm still downloading Step Up...damn!Can't wait to watch it...the OST are heavenly fabulous!Nicey!
Suddenly this A2 result thingy came into mind...wonder what kinda result will I get...bet it's not so a nice and flying colours result since I hardly put in any effort.
Duh!
FINALLY,after surrendered my hostel card and keys,here I am,no more part of the hostelites of Sunway Monash Condo Hostel.No more the dweller of B3A-02 room 1.No more poolside's foods :p
Gah...!Miss those good old days hanging out in library and foyer of Sunway and Monash!Pyramid is not a bad place to hang out afterall...ish!
ANyways,I'm back in JB for good now.Won't be back until the release of my A-levels result!!!Damn...screwed it!
I got hell lotsa things to do now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Mega sales coming.How I wish I'm in KL now counting down for the sales :(
Kinda broke now as Susan hasn't repay me my money....weeeeeeeeeee!
I'm so boring here............
Ish!
Mum told me Bangkok trip cancelled,but for me I don't have any feeling over it afterall Thailand is so not an ideal destination that I've wanted to go :p I rather go to the more classy and civilise across-the-causeway-new-paradise called Singapore.As the Xmas season of Great Singapore Sale is approaching.Time to store up my piggy for the next coming shopping spreeeeeeeeee!
I have hell lotsa things to buy...cologne,watch,digi bag,PORTABLE mp3 player(not iPod again),sunglass,beanieS,accessories..........all sorts you name it!Again,why can't guys do shopping like what the girls do to stimulate the ever-in-recession economy?We are doing our part to contribute to the final GDP figure as well :p
Well anyways,I've been doing lotsa rehab. for post exam disease(sounds familiar) for past few days.Went out almost everyday after exam,and the sad thing is I'm gonna go back JB tomorrow and check out from Sunway Monash Condo. Hostel where I encountered lotsa sweet and bitter,ups and downs,highs and lows in this enclosed place for almost 1 and a half year.I'm surely gonna miss the view from my window,the panoramic view of Sunway Laggon,Sunway College,Sunway Pyramid,Sunway Medical Centre right up to Extreme Park!SO beautiful(albeit I wasn't feel that way before this)...*nostalgic*...I'm so used to the screaming that coming out from lagoon,the roller coaster brushing pass the track,the cranes tht working for Pyramid 2 which caused high decibel...those Indonesians yelling,poolside cafe,the generous olympic sized swimming pool,those guards,management team,people store,car park where I used to do roping there with Susan,hanging out in Vinodh,Susan,Eunique,Cheryll,Andrew's room,the study room,the elevators,the stairs tht helped me through my diet period,every single things here which I don't really bear to leave behind but I'm forced to somehow...there's no eternity anyways...cheh!Well,at least I'm leaving this place to a better one called "HOME" where I always belong to *cheers*.
Oh yea,I went The Curve's Redbox(Kim Chi Jji Ggae in Ikano spoilt my vocal!) and clubbing for the past few days but they were not as happening as I thought(clubbings).The one at Ruums was not bad but still there's room for improvement.The one at Loft was quite terrible since there's some sucky DJ spinning tht day,no R&B musics were played!All the trance,techno and house which was totally disastrous.Potong steam to max and we went home damn early...not even thinking of getting drunk.Should've just stick to the nearest Q-bar or La Flam instead with R&B groove-able musics provided in order to get HIGH!Whatever la,I don't get to club for even single tiny bit in JB under supervision of the parents and fyi. JB don't have any nice clubs,it's either Ah Beng conquered,corrupted or with too much of drugs commitment...except for a better and westernize one called New York Club but I bet there's no difference apart from that they are slightly more classy outside.*sigh*.
Ish what to do for this long long long long long break?????Pls give me some suggestion!
Yay!
After enduring for almost 1 month plus...here I am...spread my wings and ready to fly!
After screwed my last paper(tort law) yesterday,I can't be bothered anymore...
My mind was full of enjoying and excitement after A2 although the result is coming out pretty soon and my A2 Econs + Stats. are more than enough to dampen all my vitals cos they are just so DEAD which I don't wish to mention again here *sigh*.
Yesterdy was quite beat while I went Pyramid after the paper and had Dragon-i "xiao long bao"...some kinda pao with watery filling and served in steam-cage(dunno wat's that called).One word for that,FUCKing not cheap.
Went to Ruum at KL at night,too bad I'm not really in the mood to drunk cos I drank like 2 shots only I guess -_-.Anywhere they told me that's a new club and previously it was some other club but unknowingly closed down few months ago.It's at Jln. Raja Chulan right above TGI Friday and next to Wisma SPK(Fitness First).The place was kinda empty yesterday probably becos of it's weekday.BUT LOTSA EYE CANDIES NO DOUBT!
Anyways,came back pretty early like almost 3 am as I was damn sleepy already.
I'm gonna start packing my stuffs,parents are coming this Friday.Going back home for emo haircut!!!I'm so lazy to do packing.Damn I'm sure gonna miss Sunway so much!
yippy!In less than a week time Tristan will be freed from exams!No string attached,I can do whatever I want so long as I'm HAPPY.hohohohahahahohohohahaha *smirks*
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Wait If I'm not mistaken,Law paperS are coming in 3 days time.*smackforehead*.Fulamak.2 books with over 10 over chapters to cover.Contract + Tort = Grave (=/= Law).Shhhhhhhhhhhhit!How???Still under procrastination,had been lazing around and lepaking over Cheryll's place doing nothing but ranting and sleep!Somebody save me...and for those that u think I've already finish studied everything and attempt to seek help.Screw u nicely first of all,for ur own sake,go ask lecturer.I'm unprepared yet.
This time I really did extremely bad in A2 Econs (p3 + p4) no doubt and Maths(Stats. 2) da one of my favourite subject,can I believe it?I'm so gonna flunk it.Just hoping for credits enough at this point,dun even dare to go further to the extreme of getting any hella distinctions cos I noe well with my capability as well as my capacity...C's are pretty adequate for Econs and Maths.The rest over and above are BONUS.As long as I'm made eligible to apply for top 100 Uni's in the world...I'm gonna fly~-_-
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Tristan has been extremely busying on sorting out what to do ahead instead of sticking to the books,there you go his to-do-list for this long long break :
1. Polish up my kaput-ed driving skill
2. Take up swimming lesson(yea I'm a drought-ducky,screw u if u wanna laugh)
3. After the completion of 2. I'm able to learn diving!
4. Learn French or Spanish or Japanese...
5. Learn classical guitar or bass!(yea I know I'd been learning lotsa instruments in my life for sake of fulfilling the greed of my passions...let's count...Electone organ,keyboard,violin,Chinese flute...the longest is Electone organ for about more than a year,teehee!)
6. Working for part time...need more of moo-lahhhs!
7. Diet!666!(Jogging on daily basis)
8. Finished reading all my political science books that in redundance which I've stored for more a decade on rack!
...girls in the boys' room,boys in the girls' room,you free your mind with your androgyny.....oh my god...this is a catchy tune I started to get hooked on recently(yea when I'm feeling sucky).Anyways,it's by GARBAGE.
So what I've been doing past few days?
hmm...practically nothing -_- .Yea I know I'm having exam around the curve but you know,I can't control myself from stop procrastinating.Teehee!
The same old good excuse I always give right?Yea I just can't seem to find a reason for stop procrastinating.It's addictive and fun by the way.I should have pursue a degree with major in Procrastination Studies and a minor in perhaps err...comtemplation.Haha.Philosophy sounds not too bad as well but yours truly here is not a linguistic,deep-thought and intellectual kind of person.So not in my list la...lol.
Yea,I got to know this interesting Bangladeshi friend which is currently doing his 2nd degree in VU *eyes pop up*.He's already in his 25 and I really admire his spirit of learning unceasing(well the truth is actually he couldn't find any good job in a degree in Philosophy).Anyways,let's not even talk about that but he's willing to take a 2nd degree is in itself a pleasant thing to be heard of.Come on man,Philosophy is not a simple degree and it is really a challenging and almost unreachable subject for all of us here.Who else in this society can accept this kind of degree holder provided that society is damn fucking conservative?Salute to his bravery of pursuing that.
He's graduated from University of Chittagong in Bangladesh.I find him very nice a person because he thinks differently,you may find him an oddball for all I care but I really got enlightened by his mindset.It's no doubt a philosopher thinking,It's rather profound for your simple structure of brain cells which can only think about eating,sleeping,procrastinating,clubbing and stuffs.To top them up,you are living your life like an amoeba,that's it.*roll eyes*.Yea,I'm implying myself as well ok?Shame...!
But deep down,I do think that he's kinda distinct and dissimilar than us.Not fickle minded but in a rather offensive way of description,nutty.Oops...but all in all he's nice!Except for the fact that he can lose his temper like water,somehow it's hard for his to hide his feelings within but that is like when he get provoked or what la...of course he won't went off amok with knife although he is jittery.
Well,enough of that.
I'm having so bad hair day today just to compensate my 12 hours of sleep.Wtf.I think I hardly sleep more than 5 hours in my entire lifespan after Form 3 and obviously it's getting worse perpetually.I won't deduce that It messed up my health and lifestyle but then my temper do eaisly get heated due to that and partly also because of my loosely masked anger management.And yea,of cos that has constituted to a bigger amount of my daily fatigue.I started to take nap very often long before I can realise.*yawnsy*
Now I really know why I feel so tired whenever I open the books.Nah,not because of the reasons above at all.It's the freaking lazy bugs!!!Gotcha.....I'm the super duper laziest person in this planet.Feel free to eliminate me,cos I will spread my disease around.hohohaha *yawns*.
Crap off.Gonna go hit shower and study!If I'm not feeling sleepy...
Do I look like some rockstart cum songwriter to you?Ryan Star,Jason Mraz perhaps?Or maybe not....(the eyebrows were airbrushed -_-)
Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
This suppose to be my favourite paper and I couldn't do anything but screwed it up badly,like real bad!
So super super depress now!
I skipped whole nite of sleep just to ensure that I can cover more of them but at then end of the day,it all went down the drain and washed away to nowhere infinity!
At least 2 questions out of 7 are a sure gone-thing.Due to my dumbness and limited in capacity...I'm sure those questions weren't that hard but then when ur mind was blank and u can't do anything to it but let it slipped away...that was real sucky,time is one of the important factors as well if only I could have another extra 10 minutes!And to make thing worse,that's ur favourite paper :s
So far,I screwed 2 papers which is the previously Econs Paper 4 and the recent Statistics 2...fuckhole knn ccb!Why am I so dumb!I predict I will either get a maximum of C or lower for S2 :( *cries out loud* ...I need at least credit for all my subjects in order to apply for Uni...I mean I'll get the chance to apply to more prestigious Uni.Even if I don't,ADP will have require me to get at least C for credits exemption!This implies that if no C is achieved,ur entire time spent in A-levels is only equivalent to white elephant,in short,waste of money and nothing gained!
I am so not confident at getting any good grades up until this point...none at all!Tell me how?It's only pre-U!
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I trade off my whole nite of sleep for this paper,bearing the consequences of having zits rooted and wide spreaded across my face,dark wrinkles outlining the eyes reminding me how nice of them can be naturally without the retouch of extra vanity goodies,saggy eye bags that apparently deflated my already-small eyes...Godness knows that I'm into Gothic addiction and bestowed me all the essential features of Gothic spirits.I'm gonna be either zombie or vampire in no time.I am SO happy!My body is capable of providing me free make up!Yippy
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U know,it's like u being over complacent about what u possessing all the while and at the end of the day only to realise that those are just peasy and trivial to onlookers.Yea,I can see them snigger behind me...shame on me!Anyway,fuck them...they are bunch of faggots that go around laughing at others' downsides and they are so nerd.They would've pointed their fingers at me saying I'm nerd but on the otherside,but pardon me to stifle my laugh and look who's talking there.They are so damn effing nerdy that the most amusing thing they've ever done is saying other people nerd.Lame to da max!
Alrite,I can't stop ranting nowadays.I got so hooked up,I rather sacrifice my revision time on my blog...or just wandering around doing nothing.I have 3 more papers to go...A2 Econs which I'm pretty sure that's a gone-thing as well and LAW(the only hope)
And so,
The hardest is yet to come...
Kill me please.
Ah,
guess I have nothing better to do but to rant and grumble about...
my few days of flu and nose blocking finally mutated into dry cough and throat irritation(well,kinda itchy not the typical sorethroat anymore).
my next paper will be the so glorious Economics resit paper(1 & 2),I'm sitting her typing all these vapid texts out of nothing...
oh wait a minute,maybe if my dry cough further mutating into cancer or TB or wat,this could be a piece of precious posthumous writing of mine!Somewhat I can follow the footstep of the one of "1 litre of tears"...like record down my daily journal in way of optimistic mode while telling others that I'm so not fear of death,I'm gonna fight 'till the end.
In fact deep down,I'm more chicken-ed than any others...of cos...that's my life afterall.
Well,haha...*beep* ur *beep*...I still have long long way ahead ok?It's so not worth to die this young without even having sex family of own rite?
Anyhow,1 litre of tears really inspired me a lot.But there's no way I can find the translated version of that book,what a waste.
PS: My ear piercings suck,they are aching like shits and the hoop earrings I bought are kinda small in perimeter.Thus,unable to get them connected to the other end of holes.And so,I inserted them to the holes with brutally...for nearly 1 hour plus repeating the same stupid and painful motion *ouch*...now they are hanging tight upon my ear despite some unavoidable bruises...:( KNN!
Sick!My gawd...it happens every now and then at those critical time.The weather hasn't been that well past few days and library is freaking cold,for those amounted to my freaking flu.U noe that kinda sucky feeling where u wanna sleep but ut head is like 1000 needles poking in while at the same time ur nose can't function properly and u are forced to use the damn mouth to breath until ur throat runs dry and itchy.WTF!How am I suppose to sleep in this kinda conditions I wonder.And so,I effectively slept only at noon around 12 to 1 sumting.My nose still running and sneezing,I've used up 2 rolls of toilet paper on the damn mucus which bound to be yellowish.For that,my grandma will most probably say,"over heaty,must drink more water ah..."However,I drank almost 2-3 litres of mineral water but still to no avail,the only thing is my bladder keep on pushing and filling with water only.DAMN~
I off-ed the air con but still,SNEEZING.I ate lotsa mentos and applied lotsa Vicks but still SNEEZING.My nose is red and swollen currently,call me Rudolph people!Fucking pain summore cos of constantly rubbing at the skin...DIU!
Really no good luck.
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Oh,I received a call from sis. that the "parents" are planning to go Bangkok for trip.Anyway,not a big surprise to go ooh-aaahs over cos afterall I was expecting places like Korea,China,US or Aus.Better than none still.
Finally,I'm gonna move out end of this month(few days after the completion of idiotic A2 last paper,LAW),I'll say I'll miss all my coursemates and housemates and classmates here but the only thing I won't be missing is roommate and the foods around.Shit,I'm so gonna miss Sunway Lagoon,Sunway Pyramid,Asia Cafe,Bak Kut Teh,Palmville,SUNWAY MONASH CONDO HOSTEL and the SUNWAY UNIVERSITY COLLEGE(since I won't be continuing studies here anyhow,not even Monash...it sucks!).I so like the ambience around despite the contruction areas and mining.Sunway rocks my socks...it is 10 times better place to stay than SS15(Taylors,Metro.,Inti) despite the foods,I gotta admit that.At least we have proper hostel facilities,olympic sized pool,tennis courts,squash court,basketball courts,football field,gym...it's really like how their slogan goes : RESORT LIVING WITHIN THE CITY!
I can't wait to go clubbing and clubbing and clubbing after A2.Eat and eat and eat after A2.Play and play and play after A2.That will be my only motivation to move on at this very season.Yea,exam so what,FUCK'em all!Watch out SOMA,I won't let u sleep in peace if I got no credit for my Economics!
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I've been planning on my new tattoo design past few days as well.First is a raven-cross with my name in Yiddish/Hebrew below it and the other is a not-so-holy cross with a pair of wings embedded,in between the wings will tattoo-ed my name in Yiddish/Hebrew.I'm still on my way deciding on which to get tattoo-ed and thx Cheryll for her positive feedback all this while!lol :)
Anyway,I have to leave them in suspense :p
will show the end product a.s.a.p once I've done with it ON MY BODY only :p
it's up close and personal afterall...haha.
KNNCCB CCB CCB CCB CCCBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBB!
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I've encountered the hardest Economics paper 4 today!Eventhough lecturer himself was telling that this was "unexpected" questions.WTF?I thought they'll gonna come out with wat we've studied but in fact so cocky they went and set all this kinda quirky,complicated and indirect questions.ESSAY summore!ANd to hell is most of the questions are taken from sources like BUSINESSWEEK,NEWSWEEK,MONEYWEEK,WALLSTREETJOURNAL,READERDIGEST and all others financial based materials.Fuck,if I would have known about it earlier I'll burn all the Econs reference books away and resort to newspaper and multitudes of magazines...instead of sticking to the boring text book,John SLoman,ANderton,CIE published.FUCK la!
Cambridge is such a sicko...wat r they up 2???
SO depress now,luckily I'm resitting on AS paper 1 and 2 which I still put some hopes on them afterall cos they might be able to push up my grades to a better one.As for A2 paper 3 is another gone-thing la...MCQ u think easy?My ass...fucking hard.
No mood to blog,bye!
Law is another pain in ass...the only remaining passion is the one I have towards Statistics 2 paper.huhuhu!Cos no memorising needed,just solve them wif calculator and pen.Argh!
I noe we're having exam now...but for goodness sake,kill some tension and dun be so moody.It'll get worse off...
I can't bother so much about those moody moodswing thingy cos I dun have the time to do that and it will only makes me feel blardy more tension and depress.CHILL guys!!!
Played basketball just now,was fun but damn tiring.Man,my bones are dismantling by themselves.Should have work up more often.Haiz...no incentive and motivation lor...boh pien.
Anyway,24 days ahead are so hard to move on.I got 8 papers scatter around this 24 days.Wish me luck please.
PS: FUCKING piercing started to itch.Damn!1 more week to rip 'em off!
