Guilty headless fly
I've been struggling for whether to go for Maths tuition or not past few days and finally reached out to the conclusion that I DON'T need one in fact...
It's all about the guiltiness crawling beneath.Why should I find a tutor given that my parents already paid a large sums of money for my education here in a private insttitution?I don't wanna increase their burden yet I don't wanna see them upset over my result too.I'm so in a contradiction state now.But I don't think tuition is a good way to fulfill my parents expectation on me.The best is still to work on my own no matter how.At least I'll know that I've already tried my best so far withe clear conscience rather than not putting in any effort but pointlessly seek for tuition.Whatever,you all should know what I mean...that kinda feeling that you seems to let your parents down but then your parents still selflessly supporting you in every way.It sucks.That kinda guiltiness doesn't seems remote at all,imagine what if the tuition doesn't do any good to improve me or work on me at the end!!!Means I've wasted their money on my college fees with an addition of another unwanted extra-tuition fees.I
ll be charged for double jeopardy in that sense.Or double guilty whatsoever...
Better work hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhharder "HEDGE AYE ARE DEE-er"
SO pardon me Kei and Istiaque for giving so much trouble for the past few days.Because this is the problem that arise from myself but not my parents decision to ask me to withdraw.Thus,I feel that I should really,genuinely,sincerely apologize to both of you on behalf of this matter and to that earlier cancellation of Redang trip as well.Sorry for being fickle minded all the while.Sorry for making a rash decision that bother you both.Hope you both can understand my problem.I'm deeply regret for that,in fact more than that,maybe remorseful.I think I should really work more harder in fact I still feel that there's room for me to improve with my own effort without any intervention of third party.SORRY once again!
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Yours truly,
The guilty me :(
