IELTS

Damn tiring man~

Stay back in the library almost freezed me to death...

And hey!Moral Studies project oso freak me outta my head!

I'm so surprise that I got Band 7.0 for my IELTS exam!!!

Aha!Tell u wat,I dun trust their standard!

I'm such a poor English user wif severe broken English problem,impediment when comes to speaking,reading must not hav a dictionary left out,listening must always pardon myself for ppl to speak again...you name it!

Y should I deserve for 7.0?

I'm wondering so hard,to what extent should I deserve this?

Man!I just keep on telling myself dun get mesmerise and overjoy by this result...it's only illusion that not going to happen in the real world...

Believe me,my English sucks man!

I'm a English speaker during Kinder. days then being sent to a Chinese medium primary school(my Chi. speaking background originated frm here~)

Then after 5 years...there goes my Chinese medium school where this time have to transfer to govt. based secondary school with fully Malay medium teaching!But still,I spoke Chinese to my groups of fren there which they also speak Mandarin too...cos they are also the victim under the Malaysian everchanging-corrupted edu. system!

After 5 years of Malay teaching medium...this time finally being sent to a private college which they teaches in English where frens and classmates speak English most da time and if u can't speak English here,u'll be a total loser that look down by the others...it's so frustrating and annoying rite?I mean I have to adapt to diff. situations again and again where kinda confusing and there born the "Rojak" language usage of most Malaysian nowadays.The ironic thing is after being apart for English medium based edu. system for almost 20 years,our govt. has finally realised that Malay is afterall not so important...then in a split second like within a month of time they passed the bill on switching the teaching medium in all Sec. school in Malaysia including Form 6 back to English based -_- . But the thing is the teachers that teaching the sec. school now are mostly English ineligible where they also been taught in Malay during their training.So they forced to use very broken English to teach our students,but during conversation,they still can't do anything but speak in Malay.Students get confused by their English teaching where they can't communicate well using English will somehow leads to a negative effect on the edu. system in short run...

Govt. eagerly passed the bill in such short of time has caused the edu. system to missing in direction where the entire system needs to be overturned.

In short,can u understand what I wrote above?I guess certainly yes but with lotsa ??? and try to figure out my sentences' structure and the worst one will be grammatical errors!Tht's my weakest point but it carries heavy weightage in learning/mastering English language!

So by the way,do you think I really deserve for Band 7.0 ?

Absolutely NO.

Sicko British edu. system...

Proud to be a Chinese tht can speak adequately well Mandarin and some other dialects...

I so wanna reprimand U!

Take a lounge first...

*gasp*

let me begin now,

I was very annoyed by one of my fren's talking on MSN yesterday.
It's so provocative and then exasperative in some way.No matter how,u'll still feel unhappy with this kinda statement made to u.But in my case I dun mind cos I'm a happy VIRGIN BOY,I must proclaim and shout out now!

What's wrong then?

This very fren of mine out of nowhere telling me that remain in virgin at this very age of mine is a disgrace and embarassing to say.Bummer man!What's wrong again?(fyi:he has lost his virginity to a girl during his sweet 16)

Well,follow on,he kept on bragging about he has lost his very divine virginity.Hah!Who cares?I'm not interested in this issue of YOU!Save ur breath then...Mr. D.

At first,although he smoke,drink,rebel,pai kia look,rude,vulgar,cacodaemon,astrayed,bordered,out of mind...but he's afterall consider quite helpful in some way which I think It's utterly pointless to say it here now.Of late,he's getting worse and gone berserk yesterday which really swept my feet off by his those stupid foolish false statements.I can't think of anything that can be more stupidest than this...I so wanna laugh lor!

He's juz those kinda typical spoilt child studying in those well-known aristocrat's colleges somewhere in PJ area which renown as full time party king...and others you name it!

I mean no point to brag about ur virginity here as to how early u've lost it.Everyone will have to go through this process somehow,it's juz a matter of earlier or later.As for this kinda promiscuous adolescent sex,I personally not encourage but it's different topic from premarital sex.Those ppl juz feel that they are a MAN now after they finished penetrating a girls "safeguard".I beg ur pardon...I so wanna cachinnate now...*clear throat"...wuahahahahahhahahahhahahahahahahhahhaha(5 minutes continuously!)...IF u think so,please lah!Go to brain wash for 60000000 times can?Are you sicko?To think that this can make u as a real man,well maybe can fabricate you with the "shell" of a man but without the soul and spirit of their essence exist.C'mon you can only be MCP,tht's what my instinct told me!Make a piece of note in ur mind,as to how far u've been and experience judging from ur this immature age and foolish thinking?

Therefore,my advice will be dun keep on going around and telling ppl that u've lost ur virginity and u r a perfect man now.Sure ppl will shoot u back wif unpleasant words that might dampen ur hyper-optimistic-lost-of-virginity's spirit!
Dun make a fool on urself that as if u really understand every single detail about SEX...in fact u don't until u mature enough,BOY!All u noe is a "stick" penetrate "loophole",petting and all sorts of physically contact.Not the spiritual one,do u noe this is very important too?Well,certainly u dun even now wtf I'm spouting here cos u r as simple minded as an amoeba...can't be more simpler then!

Although both of you done ur business with both's consent but u all are not mature enough to know what u r doing.Yes,you can tell me that u'll bear the responsibility,u enjoy the temporary excitement,u understand more about sex after that,whatsoever...I'll say,"man,stop ur craps.U ain't old enough for this and u dunno what u've done so far..."The only thing I can think of is u r humiliating the girl indirectly by invading her virginity and the girl are then so naively offer off her precious virginity...so fool!Be sober of what u r doing and open ur eyes wider!...What responsibility can u bear?All u'll do is realise that u both had been mesmerised by the temporary excitement that u shouldn't have done it at first place.Bewildered by the lust that came spontaneouly.Now u can further contribute to the child abortion rate in society.Go for psycho-counselling...elope as far as u can!!!Sell off ur prospective and bright future then!Ok,maybe it's too much but these are all the possibility outcome u may encounter.Prevention is better than cure right?

Don't ever cry over spilt milk and no point of feeling remorseful at all...

U may be proud of it but when u grow to be more mature,what u'd done in past is juz a foolish doing which u don't even wanna reminisce back at all.It's phobia.It's trauma!

Seriously,pls take my advice,respect the opposite sex!

Don't ravage their integrity as a intellectual person!

Girls that have lost their virginity b4 marriage to anonymous or some puppy love companion,to certain extent,they're more grow up and glamourous since they consider themselves as a ideal woman...but all I can say that their thinking will most probably remain in a very immature state that they can't even realise.Come to think of it,is it worth while for this kinda puppy love which true love doesn't exist.Lovey dovey for eternity...tht's more practical I'll say,engage in sexual intercourse only if u feel that u r mature enough and sober.Higgledy-piggledy love just treat it as hmm...some sort of dessert...taste the sweetness but don't be too addicted or else u'll have to suffer from the negative consequences.

Get things clear now,Mr. DoXXXXX,I dun wanna waste my breath talk to a brat kid like u which feign that u noe the true essence of sex.We all noe better than u what exactly we should rate u.And obviously u dunno a fuck about sex,all u know is erotic without the soul and sensation!All u noe is purely on body contact.Where u raid the labia with ur dangly genital.That's it for all u have!Read more and study more...u'll noe better!

Smoking and drinking are spermicidal!For sake of ur future offspring and to ensure with the best breed,wake up and reduce the amount of tobacco and alcohol consuming...better late than never!

I'm kinda wasting my time to write this referring to a person that so stingy to take glance on this abstruse posting.He won't noe.So let's juz watch wat'll happen next...

*Sign off*

ps.come and confront wif me for all u want if u really happen to miraculously browsed my blog.This is completely and absolutely meant for you this kinda person.Alas,I won't feel guilty,sorry,remorse whatsoever!As I said,I did this out of my conscience and conciousness.I'm glad that I'm wise and mature than u,kiddy!Kudos to ur mum which so capable enough to produce such a 'OBEDIENT' brat like u.

Shame and sad...

Summore dare to say ur mum permitted u to do that.Premature sex,my ass man!

U totally deserve for my condemn and reprimand without single doubt!

ppps.Oh yea,U said that I dun have lust.Well,maybe u have more lust than me cos ur imaginary power is so great but I have to tell u that ur lust is dirty,cheap and old-school.Save it for urself then...the best way for u to control the flood gate of ur lust is to practice abstinence as what we'd learned from MORAL STUDIES that could be so essential for u and it's specially made for u too!Feel proud now?!

Ironic fella.

*giggles and sneers*

My birthday celebration!

Although it came a bit late but I appreciate it a lot!

Charles,Bee Tian and Janet celebrated my bday for me in Neway City Square yesterday.As they still try to be vy secretive but I noe edi lah...but then I got really no idea what they'll gave me cos we are already too click and close as even if they dun give any present I won't feel there's anything weird!And so,initially,Charles pretended to give me a smaller present wrapped nicely andI was asked to unwrap it on the spot,omg,it's a expired diet tea -.- and then Janet and BT gave me another which was wrapped in quite big a size.Then only I realised that they wrapped that with numerous layer of newspaper(thx to Hwe Cheng and BL's idea I think)...I unwrapped it until almost gone mad until I realised that the content is only a small packet of tissue pad with mosquitoes prevention feature(I think they bought tht from 3 dollar shop) :p...but of cos I dun think they'll be so mean...yea my instinct was rite...after we sang for 2 hours...they off the light and gave me a bigger present(the real one) and BT personally gave me another while Janet too...so touching lor...!Thx ya!We actually didn't took many photo of it,and the dumbest and stupidest thing is I accidentally deleted all the photos took yesterday!Arghhh *clinch fists*.....I'm almost jumping mad about that but luckily it's only about not more than 1o of them we actually took!And very lame one of cos...nvm...I'll wait next time k?Wuahhahahah!THx a lot!

Special thanks to

1. Mr. Charles Yau Chao Yuen
2.Mdm. Tan Bee Tian

Thx for the pricey webcam that I'd been wanted for so long...

3.Ms. Janet Pua Hui Fen

Thx for the miniature "dream catcher" that came spontaneously
(although it lack of thing called sincerity...but thx anyway :p)

Those I've mentioned above,thx for making my weekend in JB happening and merry...thx a lot...although I know I don't decerve for it due to the sins I've accumulate from then 'till now!

4.Ms Kitty Lim Ka Yun

Wow!So coincident that we came back with the same bus today with you and Ah Chao...haha...really long time no see!You're getting prettier and prettier,while me remains,haha!FAT...-_-
Hereby,thx for your one-sliced of watermelon and a bottle of my fav. soya milk that came spontaneously during halfway through our journey back to KL.Well,I din prepare any for you though but c'mon,it's the heart that matters most rite?So I wish you a very belated HAPPY BIRTHDAY again here!Next time remember to SMS to greet me,no need me to remind you again bah!Like I very thick faced like dat wor...hehe...next time you go back JB call me out lah!U see u came back last week oso without informing us,therefore,u'd been left out from the cheung-K list...haha!Although u have Ah Chao edi but then we are still ur old schoolmates/classmates/friends afterall...5 years oledi rite?Better cherish like any other things!

As u'd mentioned that asked me to go to Setapak(Genting Court in particular...) to visit u all the gang...well...I'm having exam for the next few weeks...probably...hmm...not at this moment!But I'm so surprise that I'm the only one in KL who haven't been to u all's place b4 leh!Walao eh...Heng Khai they all from Melaka oso came all the way and then Janet and Ai Yun oso came b4 edi...who else but me!!!I'm so alone that I still haven't realise!!!U watch out after my exam,I'll raid u all's hse upside down!*cross fingers*

Fei rite...!As if u all dunno me lidat?!!!Buahaha!-_-

Moolahs!!!

Suffering from severe buslag now due to the 4 hours of bus journey back to home sweet home!

JB smells so nice than anything.I wanna kiss the land of JB once again!Let me embrace it eventhough I'll only stay for 2 days. -_-

Well,the water quality in JB is certainly better than Sunway,at least it won't causes annoying dryness and fly-away effect on ur so healthy hair...JB rox~

Ah,feel like wanna talk shits lately,dunno y?Over tension?Blah...

My god,tell me how should I star my As revision?Which to start 1st?Law,Econs,Maths?

Law--->life threatening(brain cells killing effect)!

Man,I juz realise that there's so many anonymous random people in the college who really think that they deserve my little acknowledgement of their presence.Shit man!So what if u dress up like a full time hooker or prostitute?Means u r standing out in crowd?Hah,let me wake u up from ur fantasy first of all!U r totally wrong,buahaha!There are plenty of them which dressed up similarly to ur dress-up taste...I so wanna laugh!Being different now?Tell me u r different from the others juz bcos u got a better so called "fashion sense"...In fact,u r trivial to me guys/gals!So what being nerdy?At least can save up the hassle to mix-match our outfits,ornaments and hey,we enjoy our moolahs on better thing unlike u all,fabrics and alcohol...hmm...powder!!!Haha...laugh at urself b4 the others have even a insignificant chance to realise about it...loser!

Dun be too ya-ya and arrogant,u r nothing in my eyes!I won't even bother to take a little glance at ur BIG effort!So if all the people feels the same as me,what's the point for u to continue on ur effort?Y try to be somebody else in order to get attention and eye-candy?So lame fake ass...

Be urself,it's just so easy peasy...be natural!At least in terms of personality,rite?

We dun want another stereotype nor the shadow of others shaded on you,forever!

You are still you,no one else can be you!

Live 'O' Live

Man,live live live sports...

Hostel no TV broadcast all these and let us living in hell...

Commonwealth 2006 in Melbourne started queitly without my shit noticing!

Now,the F1 Malaysia GP also have to wave bye-bye to them...T.T...how pathetic life in hostel!

Andrew please grant me with your TV for a week puh-leeeaseee! *cross fingers with watery and innocent eyes*

I dun wanna miss out F1!

I got a strong sense that Alonso will hold the victory again this time!

Ferrari sien edi -_-

McLaren ok nia *grin* -_-

Renault rocks lah !!! *cheer* -_-

Btw,how bout the coming World Cup 2006??!

*Roar* I hate to see online website details which full of deadly static immovable still pictures which can't enjoy the excitement spontaneouly and cheer hoarsely in front of the idiot box doing real time live transmission!NO!!!!!!!!!!!!I know I will miss it for sure,life is cruel!!!

Well,AS mock in 2 weeks time and AS in not more than 1 month,*sigh*,what else can I ask for except for excel in the AS duo exams?

Watching live sports programme?Suitable amount might do me good but no over addiction I guess,I swear!I gotta will power...*I've got the power...!*

Still,ASs have to be the 1st priority above all.Farewell to all the nice programmes showing in 2006 mid year.

MAN!

This feeling doesn't do me well.It sucks somehow but no doubt *again* ASs above all...

~BYE~

The only method to kill time for this time around : how bout bury myself in the world of revision books?Fuck it...

Should all the man out there show their manlihood by popular or stereotypical type of method which are 1) act like a total satyromaniac which vision is always being locked on girl's (*wink wink*) then drooling over it like a hungry wolf and 2)Smoke,drink,fooling around with tonnes of profanity hanging around their divine speech which at anytime reflect themselves like a ill educated person and resemble the dirty trend of "Ah Beng/himbo/pai kia/hooligan..."

If somehow they think that's the way to prove their manlihood,go FUCK their ownself will be my pleasure then.Oops...

It's like damn sien and sick lor...when u realise that all the guys out there are doing so hard(either they do as their own wish or forcing themselves,I dun even care!)to be someone else...come on lah!21st century already,whether it works or dun,I'm sure there are many better ways out!Gain some good personalities and positive characters...who says that u can't be the eye candy too even without an angelically good appearance?

Be urself!

I'm nerd...

Look ma,I'm so hardworking now,no more fooling around:

*-_-* I borrowed 7 books today from the library.Does it means that it's a good attempt on the beginning whatsoever?

I will try my hardest to plough through every single word written in those books and of course understanding plays a crucial part too.So,only with the fusion of those 2 elements will be able to born a excellent cum shining AS result's slip right?

That's my secret recipe,people!

Try at your own risk...but mind YOU that the possibility that it'll works is 0.9999 as the remaining will have depend on you own LUCK as the old cliche saying "success is by 99% of effort and plus on 1% of luck".

Whoever wants the ready-made one can e-mail me.100% fresh and hot serving!

For further enquiries,pls contact 012-7XX XXX8

Wuahahaha...-_-

BYE~!

A crappy day in KLIA

Yesterday my IELTS was real sux which I dun wish to say much here.The reading test still consider ok but the listening was like damn idiotic loh...the British accent of the recorder's voice damn heavy man and left out many questions,wth am I doing?!
Writing was as crappy as listening,the task 2 I was like only wrote 4 paragraphs where my frens all dare to request for extra writing sheets to continue on their lengthy essay of task 2,mind you task 2 got words limit ok...250-300 maximum ONLY!

Bah!All craps...since whatever been done has been done...and there's no way of turning back...why should I give it a damn?It's utterly pointless and energy consuming.

After came back from the exam around 12pm,upon Andrew request,we went to Pyramid to buy groceries and had my brunch there.Then came back within 2 hours -_-

Then took rest for a while and prepare for the long anticipated DJ TIesto party at KLIA.We reached there around 5pm and guess what we'd done it ourselves that we actually managed to be the FIRST to enter the party site.Haha!What to do,came to early.Some showgirl over there gave us free metal lighter and we got the chance to snap polaroid(missed polaroid so much since those days)with the Renault car used last year -_- but anyway it's free of charge for the polaroid.

We actually stunned there as the crowd are not as big as what we'd been expected earlier(well,maybe we came too early instead...),but the density of heads are sooo low that you can't even imagine that u are going to witness the world No. 1's DJ in few hours of time(Tiesto lah!).Just don't have that kind of atmosphere to get high.They served beer -_- well u can redeem one free drinks with the ticket.But we came there without any food so,how am I suppose to drink with empty stomach?So gross for that feeling...!Then we waited around 3 hours until around 8pm then the party started but we were already exhausted that time due to the long waiting.What to do,forced our own body to groove with da beat lor...the first performance was by Drum Connection(or base connection,forgot edi...).It's mediocre only despite that I like the live drumbeat fusion with DJ's scratching!!!Groove babeyyy!

Then after that,from nowhere came a fuck up DJ that really dampened our spirit.As it's performance are so lousy that we stopped to groove after 1/2 an hour time.NO mood edi!People started to grumble and whistle him off.Booo!...."we want Tiesto!..."We were so impatient edi lor...then after that fuck up DJ Milk or something performance ended we thought it's Tiesto time...!!!Yeehawww!Then out of sudden a Chinese dragon dance troop came out then followed on by Malay Kompang -_-OMG!The crowd are so exasperated and started to boo at the traditional performance.As for me,I like dragon dance,so I enjoyed that moment though!heeeheee!

Then,it came the DJ TIesto!!!

All the cameras are flying above my head to catch the focus and wow there's even fireworks specially made for him.The crowd had once again got excited and stimulated!But then,all I could say is I dun really like "trance"...so whatever Tiesto or not Tiesto also,I dun care a single damn for it...juz joined the crowd for fun only!

It was damn stuffy inside although it's open air but people smoking cigarette and WEEDS makes the entire place hellishly smoky and we almost suffocated.SO we decided to end earlier as can say that the performance quite boring.Not worth for 65 bucks!We left the PitParty at around 11 then set off to Asia Cafe for dinner + supper (already 12 sumthing by the time we reached Subang).

Reached hostel around 1.30pm(the night is still young but pleasure are spoilt during the party).Clean up myself then hit the bed.ZZZzzz!What a day...
I thought we supposed to continue on clubbing at Bangsar or Damansara after F1 PitParty but what to do,really exhausted and tiring.So,we just called it a day after our meal!But somehow,I did enjoyed during the party with you all!After AS let's go clubbing again lah...ZZZzzz *doze off*


*Ah,fuck it...dunno wat happens to blogger nowadays,always got error on uploading photo.Upload later lah when my fren gave me the photos.Me forgot to bring my L1 so all pictures taken by my phones came out bad and pixelated!roar...and then hostel connection is deteriorating since after last 2 weeks it's main connection system(hub) crashed.Now seems like problems has been fixed but quality gone down compare to b4!

Anyway,went to Lee Hom autograph concert on Sunday as well with Leong after waited for the seems-never-ending-but-ended-at-last's rain to stop.About 8pm it stopped.Luckly.Then enter from Elephant Walk...buahahaha...so near from my hostel only!Pity those that came all the way here only for Lee Hom.I myself oso dun really like him but blame him to come so near to me to hold this event.I was shattered though.I mean it's Lee Hom ok?REal talented and reallllyyyyy very macho in real person.I was attracted by his look(dun get misunderstood!!!),but if I ever become a girl,he's the man I will have fallen for...god dammit why can't my mom give birth me with these features tall,cute,handsome,clean,smart,American Born Chinese(ABC) summore...can you find any cons on him?Girls,he's a perfect man,so all the girls go fuck him or masturbate on his pic.He's da one! *ahem!...I'm a bit insane* *.*
No doubt,I enjoyed his singing vy much esp he can even sang vy well like play from the CD directly even he was singing live at that time.Man!Unlike other Chinese singers,he's different,he's wersternized and came back to his root to seek for musical inspiration!What more can u ask for?Lee Hom,u rocks!Although I dun really like u that much like those crazy fans of urs but u really have the gut!Salute...and Jay dun give up too,do compose more quality-wise's songs and fight against Lee Hom!You all need to bring back the essence of Mandarin Pop music in those days...I strongly oppose to idolizing!Although I think that's one of the factor that make up a real artiste but not completely does...talents always come first in this case!

Oh ya b4 I forget,I wish to announce that starting from next week I won't be posting so frequently like I always do(right?).SO this time around,have to reduce or even quit for temporary due to my coming AS mock exam in 3 weeks time and AS actual exam in addition of 2 weeks of time after that AS mock exam.So it's like one after another,non-stop by the way!It's definitely gonna be vy tough on me.Hence,I will have to resist and rationalize "onlining rates".Worse to worse,I will have to quit from my laptop after this and lock it in my wardrobe for about a month and a half or even more.

Judging from all these,studies always above all.

See ya for maybe after a month or less(or more!).

~God bless my study progressions and results~

L to R : Me-_-,Steph,Dom,Isti,Kei,Na Rae,Susan

Wait and wait and wait!Taken out of boredom anyway...*whistle*babes!

The ever powerful and energetic beat by the Base Connection.The lens a bit blurry btw~-_-

Groove over the beat babeyyyyy...shake ur body!!! :p

The emptiness few hours b4 it filled with rowdy crowds

Hmm...feel like something missing here?

Hehe...there you go the renault's racing car with some hot showgirls on top...:)

There you go,the anticipated DJ Tiesto and~there goes my 67 bucks...

A moment like that

"...Ng Kok Whei!"...while waiting in the quarantine classroom,a thunderous voice called out my name.The next thing I know I was already outside of the gallow(yes,the classroom where the examiner waited inside to give each of us judgement).My palm was like chilling and sweating non stop out of my control!The time has yet to stop!!!

Susan came out,nvm,the next was Izra.After Izra,".....!".IT'S ME!!!!!MY TURN!!!

I was like sooo overwhelm while looking at my friends that waited for their turn to be called.And then after waved for farewell,I was then sitting in front of the examiner.She's a Punjabi lady which speaks British accent(like those in the listening test!Exactly same...tht's it!!!It's her!!!).OMG.They gonna hang me soon!!!

Then she started to throw many questions to me like How's ur life?What's the college u r stuying at?How do u find ur course?Do you think many Malaysian taking the same course as you?(I think I'd flown out of the topic in this question!) Do you like to collect any particular thing?What kind of things do you think is popular among your country to be collected?Let's talk about noise!How do you find the noises in the area u r staying,issit particularly noisy there?How does it affect you?Is there any particular noise that you like or dislike the most(wtf issit am I suppose to say,"yes!I like the toilet bowl flushing sound very much cos it reliefs my constipation?!)Holy craps!

Task 2 was also crappy,"describe the things that you bought that you were unhappy of..."WTF again is this?!!!

Well, I actually missed out the last part of this task which asking me something like do I still feel the same for THAT thing I bought now.Luckily,she asked me that question rite after when I think I finished the task 2 without my noticing summore.I was like after that task then saw that left out part!!!Oh gosh...thx lady!

Then the third one she asked me something related to the task 2's topic all pertaining to after-sale's services in my country and then how do you think that aftersale's services provide by small shops and bigger markets(Market?I dun even know wat kind of market as I dun take the supermarket for example at all,instead I took like SONY,Samsung after-sale's services as examples!Dunno rite or wrong oso!)Fuck!!!I hate comparison...but I chunked my answer for the last part until she said stop I still add on another 2 lines to end my speech :O


In a nutshell,I think my answers are not coherence ths time,as for fluency all I can say is this is not the thing I can control and I noe my limit on my fluency so just let it be(well,it sux to max though :(... )...Generally,my vocab power is weak,I'm lack of general knowledge,my answer all like came out unorganising and wrong.The thing I hate the most on me was,why can't I spoke the way like I normally do?Istead keep on stumbling and suffered from temporary of IMPEDIMENT!!!Argh...this can drives me to grave man!I should have take TOEFL at first place rite?Cos it's lot more easier than this...

*sigh* for British education style."The tougher means the quality is higher..."

That's the conclusion I derived from their way of system.No motivation or discovery- based teaching in general.How sad!Compare to American...(dun wish to compare anymore,u'll find it on ur owm someday!)

LiFe!

GoeS!

On!

Oh,shit!Again reminds me of the IELTS is still going on until tomorrow where I'll be having my remaining listening,reading and WRITING

A moment like this

Did our AIDS presentation on Moral Studies today and received a lot of compliments by Ms. Lee.Although we din actually grabbed the audiences attention but at least we'd try our best and maximised our effort.

Thx everyone : Terence,Jerri,Isaac,Juliana,Lina,Stephanie,Khim May!!!

Recently the sky keep on weeping and the weather really doesn't turns me on at all.Sad to see that how's the sky looks like every afternoon,never fails to rain!

I did my 2nd IELTS speaking practice today for the one last time before I go for the actual one on tomorrow!I'm so damn nervous and tension as my Lecturer said my speaking band was only at Band 6.0-6.5 range. @.@
But still better than what I'd thought earlier which was Band 5.0-5.5. *.*

Today nearly being thrown into condo's swimming pool by my classmates as all of them went for swimming today and when I happened to past by after Moral Studies and dropped by to say hi to them.They actually asked me to remove all my handphones and bags.Where they'd already stood by and grabbed my hands to throw me into the pool!!!Mahai!!!I dun swim well ok?!What if I drowned or sicked after that?My speaking test will perish then...

So I actually give them excuse that I had to go back to change up first then come down again but in fact I don't intend to go down at all afterthat.Guess what?They(Vid.,Dom,Susan) bravely came up and bang my room door and I was being force-pulled to the shower room and drenched by cold water!!!And got flu after that...fuck!Try to do that again...u wait!

My speaking test tomorrow and reading,listening,writing test on Saturday again echoed in my brain.How can I don't remember there's a divine speaking test tomorrow?Yes I very much care about it!Nah,since I always believe in my English Proficiency,so I don't wish to doubt by the IELTS!
Duh...!

This Saturday night going to Sepang for the DJ Tiesto party with classmates.Good to relief some tension after IELTS and b4 AS exam.Although,I din do much preparation even but just get some place to let go off tension do no harm rite?Tell me it's rite ok.....?I don't do clubbing often though...

Sunday I'll be going to Lee Hom's party at the stone throw away Sunway Lagoon Surf Beach...admission is free but u gotta have the admission pass.(if u bought the album!).Anyway,not really into Lee Hom's music style but since it's so near,just go and join the crowd.....heehee!

Again my IELTS' ego is there to remind me of the test again...

Ciao!

When the going get tough...

It's been soooo busy over this week.

1.Law test(as usual!)
2.3 Law assignments(normal lah!)
3.Constant of Math tutorials
4.Moral Studies Presentation(preperations and presentation)

So I was like,keep on writing essays everyday which never failed to have each eassay shoot up to at least for a page of 3...so lame!

Juz got back my IELTS writing tasks and then so astonished for the result I get,Band 5.5 ONLY!!!WTF!

Gotta repeat my sucky speaking test tomorrow as another practice before the actual test on coming Friday...tension man!

Juz knew that next week gotta take charge of sitting in the CCC(CHinese Cultural Club)booth for induction day.Damn lame rite?Actually I only planned to join the musical instrument lesson but I went on the wrong timing when they were having committee election.For nothing bring dragged as one of their member and have to be the co-leader for musical instrument section instead being a apprentice!

Time flies,another 3 weeks gotta sit for AS mock exam!!!So tension and stressful...

I dun wish to flunk any of my papers especially when think of my parents have to fork out so much for my education and hostel fees...

If I flunked and then re-take sure have to waste my time and parents' money again...

Life.

A glance at my MMK trip's report

Moral Studies Community Service Project:
Trip to the MMK at Wesley Methodist Church,Klang on 13th March 2006 (Sunday)

5:30pm : Arrive at the long anticipate Church at somewhere of Klang after half and hour of car journey and the 8 of us including the lecturer go down from the cars and head towards the church and meet one of the person in charge of there.However,he tells us that the church in front of us has already used as the place for them to conduct English lesson for those foreign immigrants.So they appoint us to go uphill to the other church that will be used as medical dispensation which is the Wesley Methodist Church.It is within walking distance from the first site we went,as along our uphill walking,we could see many others churches at the both sides of the road which are in total of around 5 of them.All are serving for only one purpose,to help out the foreign immigrants from all over Klang Valley.

5.45pm : We are ready to start off our duty assigned to us earlier before we came.I’d chosen the medication part along with Stephanie as we assist other senior volunteers to prescribe and pack up all the medicines.I am astonished as I saw the amount of medicine that arranged in front of us which do not comes cheap.All are given out for free during the time when I’m carrying out my medication duty.Meanwhile,I also get the chance to talk to the other senior volunteers around which never fail to come here every now and then to lend a helping hand without asking for repay.Some of the volunteers are actually a doctor currently but one of the founders of this programme which is Mr. Woon is actually a retired doctor.The others are like nurses,drugs dispenser,businessman and people from all kinds of field.They all happen to help out at the churches here regardless of races and jobs field.Non-Christians are also encouraged to help out at here like me because the basic provenance for each and every religion is no doubt to help the people in need.

6:00pm : Foreign immigrants started to arrive one after another and I’m becoming much more busier subsequently and manage to get my hands in doing the drugs packing works.Where the senior volunteer will tell me how many tablets of drugs I have to scoop out from the drugs bottle and then transfer them into a container to get double check on the amount taken out from the bottle.Finally,assemble the drugs into the white plastic packet with the patient’s name and type of drug written on it and distribute it.We also require to collect prescription that given to patient from doctors and hand it to the senior volunteers.Although most of the foreign immigrants could not even do simple mastering of English and Malay and no doubt it has created some difficulties for the senior volunteers there to actually explain how should they take the drugs prescribed for them accordingly.However,the senior volunteers are all very patient and proficient in handling this kind of situation where they will communicate with the foreign immigrants using a mixture of all kinds of languages mainly English and Malay.From what I’d heard from them,sometimes they even need to learn simple Nepalese,Tamil,Telegu,Thai,Bangala,Burmese,Vietnamese and others in order to communicate with them efficiently.Worse come to worse when sign language are required to carry out too!

7:00 pm : We more or less have finished all our works as no more foreign immigrants coming in anymore.So we started to arrange all the tables and chairs then help to carry them to the store room.While walking towards the store room I notice that there’s some Indians praying inside the church and along I also hear them singing some kinds of carols while holding the holy Bible in their hands.Which later I come to know from a senior volunteer that those are actually the Telegus which is one of the Indian’s ethnic and many of them are actually not Christian in their country but when they came here,they found shelter under the hands of the great Jesus Christ and the Jesus is very much willing to sanctuarise all of them regardless of what religion they come from.At here,the are able to oblivion the feeling of homesick and depression because all the people with the same situation as them get to gather under one roof and please each other and cheer up one another.Hence,they would not feel alone anymore because there are so many people stand by them and giving them spiritual support.After the prayer,there will be light refreshment provides to them as free of charge too.

7:10 pm : While Lina seizes the chance to hand over our little but carrying along with our warmest sincerity of RM 200 donations to Mr.Woon on behalf of the MMK although it won’t do much to them with this small amount of donation but at least we try our best to help them as possible.After we’d done all the jobs,we get to do casual chat with some of the volunteer doctors over there especially Mr. Woon to seek for their advise on planning to study for Medicine degree.Well,not for me in this case due to I’m a art stream student but I manage to ask in depth about the founding of this programme and some inside out which truly inspired and touched me from the bottom of my heart!The founders here actually started this programme using their own savings and they actually do not ask for any feedback through out all these years.In my opinion,they are some of the great Samaritans in our society which can be very good example of role models for the others to follow on.Just ask a normal people that how many good deeds they had done to others in their lifetimes?Apparently,I think the likelihood for the answer will be as less as possible for them.Even if you cannot afford on donation but you can give out a pair of helping hands right?It is not difficult to achieve after all as it may embrace your conscience and enlighten the angelical side of you with only a little bit of effort!Why not then?Spare a thought and sympathy for them…

Approximately 7:30 pm : Mission accomplish!Set off for SEAFOOD dinner!



P/S : During this whole community service project,I’d learn that it is not easy to overcome homesickness especially for those foreign immigrants that came to a country that completely looks strange to them and the citizens treated them as outsiders where often give them queer looking or look down on them.Unfortunately,we’d also heard that recently there was one foreign immigrants committed suicide over that area due to severe depression.How sad to hear that!They could have just go back to their homeland if they feel homesick but it is easy to say but they actually have their own family back there to support.The worst situation is where some of the immigrants are came from countries which affected by the backdated 1226 inexorable tsunami incident.In this case,some of them have actually lost their love ones overnight where those being their one and only spiritual support when they are far from their homeland to keep them going on and strong!

Besides,their little wages are also unable to allow them spending extra despite sending money back to their family.So free medical treatments and medications are really essential for them provided that they will most probably cannot afford for a better nutrient food daily.Eventually,their antibody to prevent against diseases will deteriorate and will easily fall sick.

Without all the members of MMK to help them out, the crime rates at that particular area may increase as a result of desperation such as they may turn out to be pick-pocket,snatch thief,burglar,conman,shoplifter and so on in order to survive and lead better life.Apart from that,thay may often being overlooked by society around them which can cause them to produce hatred to society and gradually they will give vent to the public facilities or innocence citizens around.

Other than that,we have to learn to not take things for granted if possible and be satisfied of current status where we have our parents by us all the time when we need them.If possible,lend a helping hand to those people that less fortunate than us instead of discriminate them as from the lower strata of society.Who knows that our little contribution on them might benefits them for a lifetime?So,we should try every possible way to help them where donation may not always have to be the first priority to succor to aid them but most of the time what they needed most are loving,care,gracious,humane,understanding and consideration.No doubt these are what the money can’t buy.

Hence,be good to them from now on .You may find that it’s not hard to get along with them.Sometimes,things that seems inferior and trivial to you may very much enlighten them.Look at what they’ve contributed to our society,without them I think the blue-collar labour market will be withered and this can causes very long run affection to our country’s economy since most of the locals don’t willing to take up that kind of jobs due to its inferiority and the strong self-esteem that they can’t seem to be let go easily.Contrarily,we should have thank them as part of our economic development given that they received such small portion of pay but then have to fork out so much of strength.

Summing up,it is pointless to be having a person with high in intellectual but less in morality.They can’t be considered as an all rounded person.There’s none of a person which is immaculate in this world but at least if you practice the moral values in your existence,naturally there will be a halo suspends on top of you and a pair of invisible feathers profoundly embedded themselves on the back of your body.For example,the MMK members and crews that persistently sacrifice for the foreign immigrants in need and selflessly contribute themselves to this whole programme to make it successful and participable.Last but not least,I need to salute to them and give them my greatest respect as they have been categorized as Samaritans where they unceasingly practicing altruism’s doings.

salute to the Samaritans!

Well,although I have to admit that my whole life has somewhat being tainted in some ways but not for the case of today as I finally did something to purify my sin level.

I WENT TO CHURCH TO HELP OUT!!!

It was like fucking very meaningful althought we only managed to help out for like 2 hours and we don't actually contributed much compare to the others inside but there's a really strange kinds of feeling from the bottom of your heart as if like u can feel like there's a halo on top of ur head and some invisible feather wings embedded themselves behind u.It's not something u get to try out everytime in ur lifetime.Despite to care about whatevver religion u come from,as long as we committed ourselves in helping people,that will be the basic principle of each and every diff. religions right?Although we went to church(and I'm a buddhist...),but Buddha doesn't stopped me from doing good deeds which organized by other religion...Anyway,I'm helping out with the medication part and it was so fun!

And those foreign workers that we helped out are actually very in need of being helped as they are living in a country which is everything seems strange to them and without family by their side,they can be very depressing at time.We even heard that recently there's a foreign worker committed suicide out of severely depression.How sad it is rite?They could've juz go back to their own country if they feel homesick or whatsoever but do you know what has stopped them then?From what we've known is that some of them actually affected by the ferocious 1226 Tsunami(yes,some of them from India,Indonesia,Thailand and so on...) that they had lost their one and only mentality and vitality mainstay when they are out in a country that treat them as an outsider.

They are in need of support by society as a whole.So those churches we went in Klang are actually being the few of them who provide them with things like free medical treatments,English lessons,entertainments,gatherings and many more helping ways for freecto let those immigrants feel that they've not been left out.It's so surprise to see those doctors,nurses and others volunteers actually never fail to go there to give a helping hand where most of them actually have their own jobs to do during the weekdays.They are the real Samaritans and for sure any god from any religion will for sure bless them from what they've done so far...we can still feel warmness in society!So touching~

Really have to salute to them and give them my greatest respect!Thanks for all of their sacrifices and contributions!MMK(Migrants Ministry of Klang) rocks on~

p/s:we "enjoyed" about an hour of joyride in Klang today cos we supposed to go to eat seafood then while Isaac's car trailing Steph.'s car and halfway through some traffic light then suddenly Isaac's car blocked by a random broke down car.Then,found that Steph.'s car was nowhere to be seen after that...tht was where a series of M.I.A.,U turnings,asking directions and grumblings of hunger had actually happened(well,atleast we got to tour the Klang city for few rounds,lolx!Then next time can brag about how you'd been-there-done-there in Klang!!!Not funny actually...).But finally after about an hour of attempt,we brave through the way to Restaurant Seafood Klang Sdn. Bhd. -_- and had ourselves a ok-ok only sumptous meal!But at the end of the day still feeling happy and glad for what we'd did for the whole evening!It's worth more than a million miles!

(Front roll L to R)Ms. Lee,Juliana,Lina,Mrs. Woon,Mr.Woon,Khim May and Steph.
(Back roll L to R)Terence,Jeremiah,Isaac and Me

Oh ya!Mrs and Mr Woon are one of the founder of this programme,so they've being categorized as the great Samaritan.

Note:Actually I got plenty of photos that taken which I wish to upload due to some technical problems subject matter to either Blogger or Sunway's connection.(There's a tonne of candid,random taken,artistic and amusing photos but argghhhhh!!!! *clinch fists*)

Before we set off,Juliana said "no!" and proclaimed that "we should service all mankind"
Haha,smiling away while waiting to be assigned for medication jobs
Khim May was upset becos Terrence was having hypertension
On the other scenario,Jerri was upset that Lina neglected him for an auntie
Juliana was so fake that she had to pretend she was checking out the details of the medicine bottle,hey u'd gone beyond ur duty lah!
Wtf?!
Amazing Grace~This church rocks!
Posing away in a gracious and holy place
Cam whoring ke?
Khim May was annoyed by the cam hogger behind(oops).Khim May face is so reflective and fair and bright.Now,the true geisha has been disclosed.
Walking down the downhill pathway to a happy ending followed by a potluck dinner-_- Obviously they looked haggard and beat,thx for the effort made by the 4 great LENG LUIs
See what?Beh song si boh?
Cheers for our effort!
Miss Ann:Constantly scratching ur scalp is good for blood circulation and keeps ur hair healthy like mine!

Juliana:Yeah,besides,we should be a morally person.So scratch ur hair now and eat ur dandruff wif rice!

Tuck in!Y no "yee sang"?...CNY over edi lah!
Wow,the butter floss prawns!Looks yummilicious leh!We can't get enough of it!
*psk...*Look at Lina's expression.*smirk*,well,we raided all the plates to look out for any leftover which can be eaten...
The unpleasent moment we hate to been through...bill!Btw,we go dutch cos Miss Ann refused to treat on behalf of Sunway University College!Kedekut sial!

Anyway,it was a happy ending!We ended our day feeling so contented and wonderful!

Lion + Tiger = Liger?!

The Lion


+

The Tiger


=

The Liger?!


What can we expect more?

Again a very wonderful and amazing masterpiece by the genetic engineer.

Why should they do things against the nature all the time?To gain some Noble prizes?

Do more of useful research and invention on human and the environment,isn't it better?

We won't be surprised in future time we'll be having things like:

cog = cat + dog
corse = cow + horse
chig = chicken + pig
Panthera Sapien(puman) = panther + human
pomato = potato + tomato
pumpaya = pumpkin + papaya
All the odd combination of genes u can think of...

Ain't it stupid?

Stereo mic

Juz unpacked my ciplak mono supporting mic. and try to record my own voice,then realise eh!Not bad wor...so what if i'm using a stereotype...means?The quality will much much much more higer and nice cos 2 channels embedded (L and R) on that tiny Panasonic stereo mic.,looks so high tech and elegant!!!Silver in colour and cost 89 in Low Yat!Cool!
Now,I'll temporary use that mono one and will wait until next month then I'll buy that stereo one without hesitate anyMORE!

And hey I wanna collect all goth style's ring too and as usual checker HUNTING!!!

On next month...

*heehee*

I know it's a very senseless post,fuck you don't see lah!

Btw,very sien cos have to stay back in hostel this week and next week due to Moral Studies Project and IELTS exam which happen on 2 consecutive weekend...nice issit...fuck you!

Hostel is so damn boring,no invitation by frens to anywhere oso and then no money oso!!!

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Oh yeah for those frequent LRT passengers,did you all realise that STAR LRT and KL Monorail are very sux at their station's announcement?

When I slept in the LRT sumtimes,I almost missed the station!Juz becos of that weak announcement made by the driver(why can't they juz put the recorded one instead of manually doing it by all the drivers -_-).PUTRA LRT is a good example of using recorded announcement with "Next station..." broadcasting.It's very useful k?If ur those dummy that 1st time using the LRT then It'll helps u very much!Even if not,u should stay awake all the time to prevent from miss out of station due to the lame broadcasting by driver.Yesterday was very funny when I took Monorail becos when the driver announced the "Maharajalela" station,the tone sounded sooooo erotic and horny like moaning.I was like "OMG,Monorail is targeting at City travel purpose for tourists,what if they heard this pair of very gross voice announcement?" *cover face*
I dunno other passsengers realised or not but it really sounded not rite and this is not the first time.MOST the time the driver will announce in a very weak and reluctant voice(sometimes even announce the wrong station!!!I met once!!!And immediately he apologised -_-).So damn lame man!Is it beyond their budget to fix a proper automatic recorded station announcement system?I mean,if they really wanna do this manually at least do it better("sounds" better)!

And then know what PUTRA LRT actually shut off the door b4 the passengers aboarded in KL Sentral yesterday.It's sooo dangerous that when ppl saw the doors shutting and they all rush and push each other in order to squeeze in the cabins.The door was like shut and open and shut and open for almost 4 times without concerning the safety of the passenger.I know it's com. operated without a driver but at least their sensor must be working to meet with this kinda situation ok!Sooo dangerous,anyway I'm the last to aboard the cabin cos I just dun wanna squeeze in dangerously(remember the platform gap and the dumbass doors and those inconsiderate passengers who will drill in to the cabin b4 the passengers inside are able to come out,this kinda ppl should sentence for custodial sentences or better capital punishment!!!Idiots!).The Singaporean's MRT is totally diff. scenario,their station announcements are chrystal clear,loud and detailed.Ppl all very civilise that when it says cannot eat or drink inside the MRT means really cannot,not even the station itselves!!!Very stern...Look at here,wateva Nasi Lemak packing,titbits left over and blah blah all u can list out are scatter everywhere like no one business!Their citizens are very well mannered bcos for SURE they will let the passengers alight b4 they can be able to aboard,unanimously for every one of them.Here?!I dun wish to talk any further...utterly disappointed and embarassing!

I also wanna point out that why can't they juz abolish the old-school transit card system then compel all the citizens to use Touch & Go.Or even if wanna remains the transit card system,can pls allow us to use paper notes on every machine(due to the cease of RM1 coins),not only those who being SELECTED only!!!

Lastly,pls widen the rails coverage to more accessible areas,residential areas or commercial areas.We dun want a station to be set up at a deserted area with no one hardly access or pass by.And pls if wanna set up station pls oso includes more pedestrian crossing bridge increase accesibility!!!Dun expect to set up a station in some unknown kampung and then leave it there and tell us ur coverage even stretched out to kampung area(wow,tht's considerate man).Fuck off if without any proper way to reach the station like feeder bus,pedestrian bridge,underpass or stuffs like that.Then dun expect ppl to trust in our public transport systems and use it conveniently.It's not gonna happen without a round consideration of all aspects!

I dunno what's going on with tht 3 major intercity commuter service providers(PUTRA,STAR,KTM).Last time I thought the intervention of other private commuter service providers will create a do-or-die situation for the KTM while those days when it was still monopolising the market.But then,looks like there aren't any massive competition at all.No coherence among them too!What's going on?On the other side,the telecommunication service providers are there having a vicious competition which 2 become 1 to fight against each other by cometing whose CM are the most and whose price are the lowest.But then still,we get the same kind of poor and mediocre services.So what being cheap for nothing?

As for broadband wise,TMNet's Streamyx is the predominant and whooping monopolist!They providing like most hotspots in Malaysia and then having most Msian subscribed to them(no choice!).Cos other providers are like either too expensive or no coverage at the area where again only conquer by TMNet alone.So what if they change their name and logos?Still,we are getting the same kinda lousy services.Instable connection are very common and we pay for the speed of 512KBPS but in fact only able to get 70 or less % of the speed we suppose to get.Compare to South Korea,Japan,USA...omg all the citizens pls throw as many eggs as possible at TMNet!It is like still 100000000000000000000000000000000000000000 billions miles away to catch up the speed of those countries!Despise u TMNEt!No wonder our countries overall broadband subscribing rate are extrememly low like only not more than 10%?!South Korea almost 100%

Now tell me what's Wawasan 2020,Intelligent City,MSC status(far from Silicon Valley,Cyberjaya buahahah!),Negara maju tapi perkhidmatan yang ada tak maju pulak!Shame on them!Those are all their games that playing without the participant of citizens like us...pointless and meaningless!

Now the thing is like more and more ppl gonna use public transport soon as fuel price gone up but consumption unchanged other things still remain same price.So it's time to protest for better tomorrow!Miserable life in Malaysia...everything gone up but but the public services still stay on like 100 years ago operation.

Is this LIFE?

Some minister still think that personally travel by LRT for meeting will prove that how well our public transport system are and encourage more ppl to travel by LRT by them.Bullshit holy craps!As if how well they can be able to provide us with good public transport system.Maybe they wanna show that they are amiable and heart-connected to the hoi pollois but then of cos it's only outside jobs which meant for surface only(well bunch of masquerader!).Imagine a person that persistently wear branded suits and travel by LRT or RAPIDKL everyday,the consequences will be perspiring all the way home or getting queer looks by other passengers!Subsequently,they'll feel unease and then work harder to buy a own vehicle to avoid public transport one day.This is the destination of all Msian citizens,to travel by own car instead the public's...and then suits may be creased during the cramming journey to work or back home in the full-packed cabin.Why suffer then?

Do the minister travel by LRT everyday?Do they encounter with the peak hours?Do they hear the voices of the suffering passengers?

Sad to say no at all.

What they see is only partially the good side of it but they try to stay in guise that they actually do not know what happen on the other side.

They are short sighted and to think they can monopolise the political then they can do wateva they want!

I strongly condemn and despise them for making us suffer more...where they are still living in their own community where they can only sent their Children to study overseas but then encouraging local to stay on studying local U(where the quality is deteriorating actually and meritocracy is actually...guess what not applicable here?what a joke that instead they are implementing the quotas system which bad to say is kinda discrimination and unfair system)...ask us to travel more by buses and LRTs but look they are driving luxurious Benz with Ahmads too...

So...

They are not persuasive to the public at all since they are not in a good example.

We can voice out only in blogger but hey! tell u what I dun care if u wanna gag me up or not...I'll be as nasty in my writing as I want!

Who are u to me?

Inexorable society

Saw a few middle-older aged Malay ladies working as housekeeper in the hostel and some kind of malaise brush over my mind which I thought it may be hapless for them that they have to(or forced to)work at this golden age of period.I have both parents which almost at this age(exp for my father tht still have to work to support my edu. expenses!)and although they did not went to higher institution during their younger days but still they don't need to work as a cleaner or (*fill in urself)at this age which requires so much of energy esp. when seeing those who take up this job are the vulnerable aging ladies.How much strength they have and by how long can they still work as this post?You wouldn't know their hardship and can you imagine what is happening behind them after their working hour?Well,all that I can think of is the pictures where they still have to support their family(maybe there's handicapped member or maybe there's a jobless member which neglected by the rapid economics development or worse to worse a good for nothing family member that'll spend off all the money in meaningless doings!),they have to cook meals for them,do housework again and stuffs like that after all day of hardworks but none has being paid off!At the end of the day,u can actually visualize that they actually can't do anything but to aplly oilment on their fragile joints,muscles,back and yes they all have the tendency of being suffered from various achings in different body part juz becos that they are old and I'm sure they don't take any supplement and all the time they eat frugal foods to ensure that they have sufficient money to survive for another tomorrow.How pitiful they are...*sobz*

Once I was working in Metrojaya as a promoter that I'd encountered a housekeeping lady and I chatted with her and those above are exactly what I heard from her...

That's why I feel very unfair for them and wonder why there are so many rich tai-tai that dressed up fancy dress(a buch of fancy dan will best described them!)and never fails to meet every facial/spa/manicure/pedicure/hairdressing appointment and travel everywhere with luxurious car with driver attached,living like a real queen.(U can find so many here in PJ area).They look old but fuckingly over care about their image.Hello,admit that u r old ok?Eventhough with thick layer of cosmetic foundation oso can't cover up those hideous wrinkles that meant to be there!

Again I have a vision of those cleaner ladies are bound to use the filthy sux KL bus service provider and sumtimes they'll juz walk here,maybe they need to even think twice if they wanna take cab and slaugther by cabbies summore!They juz think of saving their income to the max. which their purchasing power and real income are fucking damn low...!Compare to those filthy rich tai-tai(some may be due to they have a filthy rich husband!)which spend money like tap water.They think that they are aristocratic and bunch of elitist but in fact they're not at all.Maybe they are.........in their dream and fantasy!For me they are hideous and proud like anything.And hey aunties ur perfume are sooo strong!I hate it when my nostril are brushed by those fake flowerish scent.Puke!

The conclusion is that,some of the cleaner ladies I think should be either widow,old virgin,neglected by their children(fuck their children!),couldn't find a better job,unskill or whatsoever you can think of!

To those hostelites,dun sweep ur rubbish to they alley or living room and leave it there for them.Is it very hassle and hard to sweep them into the rubbish or dust collector(dunno what's tht thing named anyways...)and then without extra trouble juz pour the rubbish into the provided bins.Very hard ke?Life threatening?

They are not mighty and dun expect them to do everything for you and the worst is if you despise them,tell you what,be careful for the rest of your life cos you are being cursed by my spell!

*gasps and clear throats*

Phew!

all about sux

Econs test today = sux

IELTS speaking test = sux

Rommie and his fren Jason = sux+sux + 2sux = sux(2+2) =4sux -_-

TRISTAN AND ISOLDE = Marvellous and nice!!!Go watch!!!Recommended!!!

.....nothing else to write due to severe tiredness (went to Pyramid--Sg Wang/Low Yat--Pyramid again until 10 sumthin oso haven't eat yet.Bought many groceries,and to save money have to buy the cut-cost-budget-wise mono mic. instead the RM89's Panasonic's premium stereo mic(i bought the ciplak mic with single earpiece only RM16),helped sis. to buy the BT dongle that cost a bomb like Rm69 where I told her she then told she can get for like RM50 only in JB.Walaoeh,I travel all the way to Low Yat.....then sacrificed my long-awaited stereo mic juz to save up some cost to subsidise that BT dongle...T_T...now gotta bear wif the cheapskate mono mic and earpiece...whatsoever...as if i'm going to record some high quality voice or music into my com...well maybe juz use occasionally like chat with frens on Skype or MSN lor...other than that I think not much of use afterall!If wanna record my nice and powerful voice using high quality mic. I think can only go for professional studios and ask for a record contract and sing in the studio room and get an album release,aha!As if I blardy care...

I can't stand this person called Jason keep on coming to my room and play PC game and the volume of it is juz beyond what I can stand for...

Watch out,I gotta piss u off soon...

Fuk cheebye!


Tristan?!Me ah?

Downpour and thunderstorm

You won't believe what happened here in our college today as around 3 sumthin during my law class we heard a loud bang and the next thing we'd seen is the abruptly downpour together with massive thunderstorm ever which is somewhat the scenes you can see in the "Day After Tomorrow".And this earthshaking storm actually reminds me a little of typhoon which don't ever(never wish it'll do)happens in Malaysia,the country which free from major universal natural disaster!The aftermath was like unbelieveable as trees fell,lamp post slanted and uprooted,muds and everywhere,pots all fell to the ground caused the road lane to close off cos blocked by the debris that scattered everywhere!!!It was so nice shocked to see all these things to be happened at only a split of second!Felt like the movie scenes anyways! :p

By the way,went to Midvalley with Andrew and his very frenly and nutcrack classmate Siti.Actually juz there to accompany Siti to buy some stuffs for her soulmate and then so funny that one of the Siti's car window being stucked halfway which cannot wind up until certain level but can only wind down.Then we were so fucking worried that whether anything will happens to the car if park it at Midvalley carpark with one of the window left ajar,which jam-stucked halfway!haha!So we imagined the worst scenario that's it when the whole car being stolen when we about to get the car after finished shopping...but then the daring and brave Siti give it a shot and finally her car is still in one piece now..hehe!

Saw one checker shirt from Island Shop that having like 50% of discount but too bad don't have the sizes I want which is the expected XL or L!Only left M and S available!PUndek,all the fatty bom so fast grabbed the large sizes!IT's only 99!!!Wah!!!Hey,mind u,is da ISLAND SHOP k?Don't underrate it!

Bought one ring ala goth style at Philosophy though!It's in silver form and after discount cost only 30.So,juz bought it and it is nice!After surveyed for so long,the most economical and well not bad looking ring has finally born!THx for Siti's opinion and comments too!Very much appreciated by me...tht's only bcos I trust ur taste ok!U should be glad to get my highly recognition...!*teeheehee*

After sending Siti off,supposed to go to Chillis to eat but for the sake of my tight income and loosely money budget.Better resort to others.Therefore,settled down at the famous local delicacies eatery "Madam Kwan's".Fyi,they have the bestest nasi lemak recipe in the world and tell you what their kangkung belacan is yummilicious and damn fucking fantabulous man!Despite of being a bit pricey,the rest is very well deserve for my compliment,I mean,hey,how frequent can u encounter with nice food in ur entire lifespan?

In order to practicalize this philosophy!We order like mad and crazily stuffed up our stomach like hell!So long after that meal,we ended up burping,farting and craving for toilet.Haha!It'sooo delicios but just too filling and no doubt we were greedy!Esp. Andrew can;t even finished off the otak-otak and I forced to finish all alone...diet...Diet...DIET?!

After failed to find any nice checker shirts in Midvalley,we then set off to Sunway and called it a day!Sien lor...the checker shirt form Island Shop is like real nice but to hell that don't have my sizes.

I think I'll have to make a trip to KLCC again to hunt for checker shirt!

Or maybe should diet hard b4 that?fuck you!


The earth shattering downpour.The white blur thingy is not haze but the particle drops of rain!!!So horrid...


It looks so alrite on my ring finger,we are meant to stick together,aha!There will be more to come as I gotta collect all of them!muahahahahahah!They're all mine!!!

Wow Gay movie lining up...

If u haven't realise that what trend is going on at the Oscar movie award recently,tell you what,you are completely OUTDATED!

Now,the genre of Oscar movies have shift toward "romance".Before you come into sense,what I mean "romance" is those kind of kinky extraordinary movies which involve homosexuality's elements!!!All the comrades out there must be whooping crazily recently...

Well,it's not something bad as society has already sicked of those conventional movie plots with,what else?Lovey dovey couples(heterosexual couple) that may be able to mesmerize into this amour-ful scene which drag the story line as slow as they can to create some kinds of mushy effect.Often,it causes goose bumps more than enjoyment!

But this time,u'll be expecting some different things here.There are multitudes of homosexuality films available recently which add on that they were all Oscar's nominators!The most famous two I know are the double pronged acclaim and controversial's cowboy saga "Broke Back Mountain" and "Transamerica".

Well,I haven't yet got the chance to watch "Transamerica".Therefore,I can't provide any synopsis here.So juz go to search engine to search for the movie plot urself!And dun hope that the movie will ever appear in anyone of the Msian cinemas as u know we are living in a Muslim predominated society which this is against their religion's teaching.I'm sure they'll strongly condemn it but maybe they don't know that in fact many of their peoples are also involving in that community!!!

Ok,back to the topic...

During this CNY,I actually got a random chance to watch the "Broke Back Mountain" bcos my Aunt from US juz happened to buy one(pirated)from the local DVD vendor nearby,haha!Out of curiosity,I just gave it a shot(ahem!)...pls dun think of other things ok?U all very gross de!I can tell *wink*

I wonder what actually the movie is about and what makes it so successful and contrversial!The entire movie took up like 2 and a half hour(dunno whether it has already being censored off in large quantities or not).All that I could see is only sheep herding scenes came one after another,beautiful mountains and rivers and of cos the musn't left out with only little proportion of hmm...gay sex scene!All the queers out there must be very disappointed from what I can see,haha!Cos they sure have been expecting the ooh-aah scenes of the 2 studs starring in the movie(Heath and Jack Gyllenhaal,hope I spelled it rite!)

Hah!Too bad dun have any extremely hot sex scences involving anal,oral,wank,all sorts off orgasm expressions and moaningsthe bottom part,aha!Only some petting and intimating among them which of cos only half naked!

Oh well,too much of sex scenes discussions.

Basically the story is like 2 sheepherders met one day during their,obviouly,sheep herding on top of some mountain forest which they live together,sleep together,eat together under one small tiny canvas camp...eventually bring out their hidden passion and fonding toward each although both of them had already got their own normal family including a wife and some kids.But one of them actually left his wife for the sake of this underground affair.So,the story juz went on and on like this.At the end one of the guy(Jack) died in the end.

That's all I can recall.

Consider lucky that I didn't doze off during the movie going on.

It's damn boring,pardon my word but that's all I can describe on it!

But glad that we actually have this kinda films in our society that potraying the abnormal relationship(well,I shouldn't use the word "abnormal" here but I dunno how to describe it.So replace the word urself can?)

Hehe...

I wonder anyone has watched "Lan Yu"(chinese gay movie) few years back?
It is really interesting and nice as despite the gay fucking nude loving scenes,it was very educational!For those ppl that can't accept this kinda relationship and being conservative most the time,this time is an exception,go watch it!It wont harm ur manlihood but instead providing u a thoroughly understanding on this kinda community and try to be more considerate cos that's afterall not what they asking for to be born as a gay to be discriminate and humiliate by society.

when private sex video turns public

Hey Hey Hey!Announcement!

My maths test as usual without exception sux to max this time especially one of the topics involved is the divine Trigonometry(with differentiation and Integration),fuk!

My worst part in maths is no doubt the Trigo part ever since Form 5 till now.I can proclaim that this is the suckiest topic of mine in maths out of so many topics k?Dun ask me why as I hate those sin/cos/tan and since dunno when came again the sec/cosec/cot...anymore to come?fuk!

Besides Trigo,others should be alrite if I'm persistently doing revision,hah!

LAst week received some earth shocking news from Charles from JB.He told me that there's a very sex tape involving one of the student from FY High School being spread to the public.And the clip is being spread out by using MMS cos they'd watched it and the guy in the clip is actually my secondary school senior.

I was like stunned and "Omg,wtf is that?".Ain't it ridiculous?

At first we heard about the sex tape of a girl from Singapore Nan Yang Poly. and then a immature girl did oral sex for a immature guy(both lower form students)in class at SSI(should I mention the school's full name here?Ppl from JB will knows it well!)...as if not bad enough again happens this kinda similar news and I bet soon it'll become a trend and outbreak in whole Malaysia.

Ok,first of all,I'm not against premarital sex,abnorml sex or immature sex so long as they got the consent of both parties where both of them willing to do this but please choose a better place and keep it in dark cos this is not a glamourous thing to let others know,especially the hoi pollois.Even if like post marital sex,I'm sure it's not good to have this kinda thing being brought to the stage of society for everyone rite?

Ok,maybe they'll say they tape it down becos they wanna commemorate it as their '1st time'intimate body contact.But girls please think twice as u got only one virginity to protect and to protect ur reputation is even important compare to a guy.Imagine when u r pregnant then who's gotta take up responsibility?Abortion?Dump the baby?Commit suicide?Elope?Dun ever think of that levels.

Be wiser and think before you act.Dun long for it juz becos of temporary excitement that came spontaneously.FUture concern is utmost the important factor.The bad news is that,that particular girl from FY High School involved in the sex tape has gone insane due to the society's criticizm and pressures from everywhere where the fingers are pointing at her...eventually gone berserk and worse to worse will have already admitted mental hospital...now,this girl is under psychological counselling .Apart from that,I dunno any further info. now.Have to wait until I go back JB and ask for more detals.

It is legally right no doubt(exp. for immature sex) but morally wrong.

Esp. when high tech. gadget has been used as a medium of committing this kinda public moral corruption and defame others.

The society should strongly condemns this kinda doing rather than focusing on that poor couple involved.Although they also deserve certain level of condemnation but it shouldn't be completely their fault and they don't deserve all those fingers pointing!

Spare them and spare our society.

We need a ANGELICAL and unadulterated society from now on.For those IT expertise,they shouldn't left out the invention on controlling the spreading of information technology through diversity way.They're oso having the obligation to upkeep morality other than keep on implementing the stony and inexorable lifeless higer level technology's gadgets to encourage and attract more of high tech crimes.

As for the police,I hope our govt. can provides them with more of knowledges on Human Rights rather than holding the whooping 'anti corruption and bribery campaign'among them which is utterly pointless at this stage.They need to retrieve their long lost good image start from now on!

A little piece of note in my mind : "Can they do it?"

*with millions of question marks fluttering around my head*

Oh yeah,b4 I forgot,girls or guys that wanna have sex pls don't tape it down and let it has the potential chances to publicize 'unintentionally'...

Wanna have sex,please have at ur own pleasure and risk.And most important do that in ur own little space.*heehee*

Birthday suit

Ok this month is kinda sucky month as we got only sesame of time to prepare for the coming mock AS and actual AS which comes one after another...fuck!

Well,what to say juz celebrated my last teenager birthday in KL for the first time without my frens in JB and of course my beloved family beside me.Felt so being left out alone.Hmm,but come to think about it that,it is only a birthday.It makes no difference from other days as life still gotta goes on rite?

This birthday still squeezing my brain juice to think of what kinda present should I reward myself?

Any suggestion?

My options are:
1.Save more money for future purposes(my US trip ah!!!!)
2.Have myself a Fitness First membership(a bit wasted for someone like me rite?fine!)
3.What about a tongue piercing which I wanted to do long time ago(scared leh!painful than tattoo...IMO)
4.Juz settle with a ring(in my sense,not the engage ring lah!is a last teenager birthday commemoration ring which only me knows the meaning of it...well u it's impossibe to find a last-teenager-birthday-ring in the market rite?)
5.Buy some nice ornaments from Philosophy sounds good oso,dangling chain bangle ala Gothic style?Whatsoever...
6.Wow,saw one Polo RL's checker button short sleeves shirt in KLCC,sooo fab. but obviously it'll burnt my pocket with holes.3.6/Topman/Zara/Izzue.com should be better option gua...T_T
7.Maybe I should've change my normal style to a more intellectual way such as,let's see,how about a Parker fountain pen which can train a person to steep in the feeling of being a Executive director with signature power which can juz sign off and that's it a billion $ matter of business...woohoo!But can't write fast though given that it's not some sort of ball pen which can rolls on in rapid speed when lecturer's notes gone beyond my speed limit...anyways...still gotta buy the refill ink which in bottle form -_-where have to pump the ink into the pen.Juz imagine the inks spill all over or accidentally spilled to everywhere and caused a massive mess to ur notes and worse to worse,precious tee!!!Bah!(oh yeah the unsmoothness of fountain pen often caused me for goosebumping which I dunno why?!)

Enough of it...I think I'm juz too greedy to decide cos spoilt by the coices I have.

Ok,moving on...

My roommie started to try my patience as his this 'Jason' of fren keep on coming to my room to chat with him about their boring football mantra and then making stupid noises and effing cheering during the conversation which can be really annoying since Im half way through bucking up for my AS exam...and his fren is staying the high end single room with the divine BALCONY.My suggestion is why dun the 2 of them juz get their ass off this tiny sharing room and fuck off to his spacious single room to do their business for all that I care if they wanna fuck each other inside,smoke,jump off the building together,masturbate!Juz dun disturb me ok?Thy need peace...well juz fuck off my way!

Today I got this little present that I received from my classmates which happens to be a Nike dri-fit's tee.I've no idea why they choose the one printed with Henry Thiery potrait on it as I'm not a hardcore soccer fan here unlike the majority of guys in the college.Y can't they talk about other things bside soccer.Do they know what they actually want?*sigh*And certainly that is not the yardstick to measure a person's manlihood ok?For those that only support the stereotype please take note here.Yes,back to the topic,I like the tee soo much,thx all my A1 classmates here!

Anys,the tee is nice and I like the design but not bcos of the existence Henry Thiery for sure,haha,no offence ok?thnx anyways!

And dear Jessica gave me one very CULTURAL looking multiframes-in-one glass made photo frame which unfortunately looks like the one I'd seen from 5 dollars shop.I mean nothing Jess.Thnx for ur EFFORT anyway!I APPRECIATE sooooooooooo much that words can't even describe ok?Maybe the movie tic. as Bday gift was a better option in earlier...oops!

Again,sorry to those in JB that thinking I'll be coming back for Bday celebration on Saturday as Charles had misunderstood my words.I din plan to going back at first place at all.Sorry guys!But I'll be coming back after the week where IELTS exam held.Get ready with my presents by that time k?haha...my cliche"Is the heart that matter the most" lah!...So if sommeone willing to sponsor a iPOD NANO will be a GREAT HEARTED person which full of sincerity.I'll be most gladful then...whatever,it's craps as USUAL :p !Dying to go Cheung K wif u guys...so long din show my potential edi lah!Will it be rusty I wonder...

Ok,well,I actually intend to post some more pics,too bad there's some technical problems here subject matter to the fault of THE SUNWAY MONASH CONDO HOSTEL MANAGEMENT...the connection has been down consecutively for few days.Now the problem still hasn't completely fix yet as the connection is still very unstable and then for unknown reason that I can't seem to upload any pics here...nor other websites!Sux!

Fix it a.s.a.p or else I'll show u all my bugging ability soon!

Tada!



Look at that Henry Thiery printing!!!So conspicuous!

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Ahaha!Psychology is so accurate,Biology however too much memorizing like law,arghh Maths and Chemistry y so low!!!So sad for them!!!

Arts are out!

Wtf is philosophy about?Any good prospect for me in future?

Anys,i wanna venture in Psychology juz that my parents won't allow,sigh!

Anthro and socio are my childhood ambitions but they're not practical though!

By the way,today is my last teenager range birthday.Yeah I noe I'm old.I'm 19.The last '-teen' to have.Next year,will be 20 aka 'ty-ager'!!!

Can't believe I'm that old!I still thought that I'm 16 yesterday...today woke up already 19.Time really flies rapidly!

However,I'm still da same old immature me that refuse to grow up like what S.H.E sang in their latest hit!

"....wo bu xiang wo bu xiang bu xiang zhang da~"(I don't wanna x 3,grow up!)

Farewell my teenager life.

Ode to my coming 2x,3x,4x....ranges!

*whimper*

Ignorance?

The 3 white spots of ulcers in my mouth are really killing me with perpetually pains.Fuck it!I can't even gobble up spicy food and much it freely using my lips(now that I know lips are so precious before u gotta chew on any foods T_T...).Fyi,the worse part of ulcer falls on my upper lip where it keeps on rubbing with plague and tooth whenever I attempt to open and shut my mouth.Curse the heaty fairy!

Some says "Ignorance is bliss"...yea sometimes it may works on certain kind of situation but not all.

This can be a very powerful and harmful weapon on the fragile and vulnerable heart of people.

People needs certain level of attention somehow.And it's not hard to do that to people where juz some verbal action will be a good deed on them.They'll certainly cherish it though for you it might be inferior.

You juz can't avoid it sometimes.

Pay more attention to the people around you.They are not trivial in this community.Juz that they not socialize enough and they may not good at communicating.It doesn't diminishes their right to be deserved for more attention.They are juz normal people like us which needs extra moisture,replenish,pamper,invitation and so on.A small deed from you may enlighten their day with blissfulness and cheerfulness.

Be good to them from now on.

Or else you'll be suffered from the consequences one day yourself.

Whatever the same old cliche here as 'Life goes on...'

*polite smile then rolling eyes*

Sorry-Gomenasai

Sorry to my fren's in Jb that suppose to celebrate my birthday for me in JB today.Bcos I can't make it then caused your a lot of unwanted trouble...

AS mock is coming,so I can't come back that often lah...!

Very de sien lor...have to celebrate in KL alone without others awareness T_T

Fun With Dick And Jane

Went to KLCC watched the Fun With Dick And Jane in very rushing of time cis ppl scared of traffic jam...

What can I say about this movie,average and mediocre,not what I'm expecting for afterall cos I thought the preview of it looks quite amusing.Anyway the burst out laughness rate is really low cos nothing really to make me lift my cheek...and I hate Jim Carrey anyway.Lame joker with stupid not-so-funny-but-he-thinks-might-be-funny expressions and actions.*yawn*

Last Thursday oso watched Big Momma House 2 with Andrew and KC ,it's interesting and able to relief tension.As you can see the Big Momma herself looks really funny and amusing even if she dun do anything...despite its childishness,the rest are ok.

I oficially move to new room on Thursday.The room is nice wif beautiful birdview of the lagoon and some panoramic view of the Sunway city esp. Pyramid and those hotel(can see KLCC and KL tower too!!!).It's a quiet unit but wif a housemate that actually smoke,but who cares as long as I shut my door.

Talk about my roommate,he's a Malay from Port Dickson.Quite frenly and open minded unlike the typical Malays.Jz that his master of English still a bit limited as often I have pull up my ear to hear him clearly and understand what he says.Haha!But he's ok lah...at least he dun disturb me while I'm studying!He'll considerately plug on earpiece when I started to study...!hehe!

Nothing much happened this week as usual flooded with tests,quizzes and assignments.So as for the week to come(P.Math and Law test all coincidently falls on Tuesday.....it's utterly killing my mental operation!)

Fuck!

Btw,hostel connection is down currently due to unforeseen circumstances and I oso haven't reactivate my connection after I move room...

About the port,still have to discuss wif rommie how to work it out,sienz!