What went wrong,!$^%$@%!&!???
It's soooo sooooooo soooooooo not my err...what should I say,not my month perhaps.Lotsa unpredictable yet unwanted frivolous things happen on me of late.I can even list them out cos every each of them is really giving me pain in ass,like real pain :
~gaining weight
~broke(thx to all the past accumulated BBQ party,dinner at Palmville,shisha,clubbing...time to repay all!)
~my right ear is blocked(I suspect it is "Otitis Media" or "Glue ear"...go find Wiki. urself what do they mean k?).Dun even dare to think of it to the extent of brain tumor,adrenoid or watsoever horrible sounded disease!
~my hair colours got messed up badly and been receiving lotsa -ve feedbacks on it!
~side effects of ear block,like,dizziness,unbalancing of walking,slow in response others conversation,worst of all it's nauseous...walao...feel like an pregnant old man now.WoOt?
~screwed up my A2 mock result,CDE,with this I can tell myself and so convinced that I should become a street sweeper or garbage collector in future.Bad result means bad future...
~my old Adidas sneaker,that one with shiny blue stripes has been stolen yesterday by some filthy cheapskate ransacked bugger that came into my house's car porch!Diu nia seng...
MOOD-O-METER
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Hitting beyond the min. acceptance level liao la...so dead!
And worse to add that,I'm semi-handicapped now due to my partially hearing disability.
I'm gonna seek for an ENT specialist in no time,if not...argh...nothing bad will happens!What am I thinking?It's only temporary symptoms,with my great endurance...hoho! -_- --- T^T
Anyways,I'm feeling damn fucked up now once I think of my ear and my result.No matter how much fun that has given to me now is still insufficient to compensate.I've yet to lose appetite once I think about my result and my sickness,think about the consequences,badly screwed up by parents,guiltiness and at last to the extreme of becoming deaf!It's purely annoying and irritate me to the max.How would I got a "D" for Maths. when I'm attending Maths. tuition for more than 2 months already,it's not cheap afterall,now it all went down to the drain I got none.
Feel like wanna burst out in tears now but still I have to swallow in cos afterall it's not even over yet.I have a months left to do last striving...no more clubbing,no more movies,no more lepaking,no more slacking only STUDYING!
I'm still feeling very grieve over what has happened to me.Those foolish and unlucky happenstances!FUCK OFF!ARGHHHHHHHHHH............^@&*!@^!(*@^)!@!*(^!()*@^!)&@^!@!(*@^!(*@&!^@*!(&^@&*!^@!(*&^@(&*!^&!
Suay kao beh jiang nang!Kia kia tapi pun si ah neh pun tua...li bai jia lat lor...tiok si!Pai mia *sigh* (translate urself la)
