Thoughts after I woke up
My sleep was being interrupted at 7 am again for unkwown reason...my biological clock went cuckoo I guess.Then attempted to sleep again,managed to dream a little bit which I forgot what was it but then again constantly awakened by nothing in an interval of 30 minutes.If it was not annoying,I don't know what else is the best word to describe.Unintentionally,I let out some swearing words by the time I woke up...bah!
I had a sudden thought of the MV of "How To Save A Life" by The Fray...it's just too meaningful for any reasonableman to comprehend.Not even me!Compared to that crappy LP's "What I've Done" MV that emphasize on politics which I beg that don't even know shits about the realities,The Fray is way 1000 times better than them.I hate Linkin Park.
Today's grandma's birthday,supposed to go back JB this weekend since sis is around as well but was not in the mood.Regret!And I actually forgot how old is my grandma this year,what a useless grandson,I think should be around 78 almost reached 80 already.*scratches head*.I'm gonna give her a call for greeting later :s but afraid that she won't hang up the phone...lol
And one thing,my cousin who scored 2As 1B and 1C for his STPM wasn't able to grant any entrance to prestigious local and Sg Uni.Bummer!I think he applied to lotsa highly demanded courses and that could be the main reason.He has to end up in some Uni called KUITTHO(not sure the spelling la...) in Batu Pahat with overall campus population of 90% Malays.What to do,that's our so called "boleh" education system who does nothing but overshadow the talents of those talented.Take my advise,go either Sg or if u have that kinda money,go out of the region even if u're only able to study in al-cheapo uni in overseas but at least they don't overlook ur talents and potentials.Experience is what most important,once u have the money that u owned,further pursue Master degree in a more prestigious Uni if u're academically allowed la.Otherwise,u'll be just like a carbon copy of others not able to standout and shine.
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I know this sounds 80's but I just wanna post up the lyric of "How To Save A Life" by The Fray even if no one's gonna read it.
Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
You begin to wonder why you came
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you
And pray to God he hears you
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
How to save a life
How to save a life
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
How to save a life
What a unique set of lyric...I could have just wept everytime I see the MV but I DIDN'T!
I shall LOVE myself more than ANYTHING~
P.S : Reminiscing what you've done for the past is quite breathtaking sometimes, the courages and momentum to push you to the extremes beyond your expectation. Those days when you were equally crazy as any other things. Those days when you literally slacked for the entire days like no one's business, those days when you talked craps and yet still gained compliments and unanimous applause, those days when you were still very much mysterious and kept in the box, those days when you fully anticipated for what the future holds, those days when emo was pseudo, psycho was wacko...and those WERE the days.
