Tuesday, March 27, 2007

Done or Undone?

Finally after constantly of massive bombardment to TopShop/Topman and F3 company.They've finally found out where the problem lies.And it is lame as usual,the staffs(either MV or F3) have misplaced it somewhere where they can't even find it now(hope they can verify this,if not more.So that they can learn their lesson!)

Well...*speechless*

And just a moment ago,this friendly lady called from KL aoplogized to me with the excuse of above while asking for my particulars again,this time they had my home address as well in order TO RE-PROCESS MY REPLACEMENT CARD PROCEDURE!*sigh*Again some promises are made again that I should be able to receive in around 1 or 2 weeks time and this time directly pick up at JUSCO TEBRAU CITY store without having to go through the mushroom growing MV store anymore.Damn I tell you this MV staffs really flared me up for past few months with their ignorance...enough let bygones be bygones.Since I'm not in the worst case scenario of paying 10 bucks for reapplication,gotta thank god for this.Should I?

Hope this will leads to the end of my frustration...and my bad impression upon Topshop/Topman.

And please,don't stir me up on 2nd disastrous wave anymore,u can just fuck off and I'll pay 10 bucks to apply for new one or worse to worse I'm in any position to give up my membership as well...it's driving me mad(over this little things) which I've no idea why.

Pre-Ending.

***

Next up : My Swatch Fun Scuba under servicing which I haven't receive any call from them since 1 month b4.I went last week they told me should be able to collect my fixed watch by this week or next.Waiting...

Next next up : My 2nd paycheck release from YS still no news of ityet at this point which apparently has been overdue!Mahaidiuniaseng,they PROMISED to release paycheck 4-5 weeks after Chinese New Year and now it is the 6th week and we still waiting with long neck.Of cos 2nd paycheck is in hefty amount of 4 figures of cos!IT MUST BE...that's why dragged them longer and reluctant to disburse!Last few weeks summore called me telling me that account and sales of my counter having some problems,I fuckoing care just don't be wishy washy and release our pay as soon as possible by April or early April!Diu!

***

I need to boil myself herbal tea to cool down my off late's boiling tempers...damn gek!Didn't even get my hands on my SAT book till now!Procrastinating...

Heck! -_-

Patience challenged!

I am so not gonna compromise for tiny bits.Really can't through with it lor...sorta kena tricked by the staffs of Topman round and round.

The thins is I've been buzzing them for grand total of 7 times,made visit to the store in Tebrau City for 2 times,emailed the Style Advisor once,reflected by feedbacks and enquiries at F3 websites for 4 times,email F3 update which I don evn know who the recipient is for once...yea so much so that I almost got my temper erupted for GOOD!Nia ma chau hai!

Each time I would get the same conventional yet diplomatic way of response,bear in mind this is their cliche edi : "oh sir,can I have your IC,contact number and full name please so that we can confirm with the HQ.We'll get back to you very soon..." *hung up* and THAT'S IT for eveytime!

If I make myself present at their store,hoping it will be better than just getting shit line.Duh,I was so so wrong...their staffs are all well trained from the same machine.I would most likely to get the same old line again(with some lame excuses and oxymorons to kill off the awkwardness of cos so they can seal my mouth from nagging)..."oh sir,lemme double check with the HQ and no matter how I'll get back to you by tomorrow for your card's status..." I was so stupid enough to believe them then happily went off without giving them some lessons of zapping!

Naivety kills!They promised to call yesterday "for sure" "swear with their mother's lives"...still never call in the end.I've waited like idiot whole day for the phone to ring.Pundeks!Bunch of mushrooms!

TODAY and TOMORROW b4 I made my next trip to Singapore,I'm gonna bombard them with whatever remarks I can make!Mainly through phone calling and zap them off...seriously can't let them off with those stupid excuses anymore,I need explanation and reason!Whatever happens with reason...that's what I need!The most I'll pay 10 bucks to reapply and put them into boycotting list for rest of the months since their spring collection is nothing to go ooh ahhs about also.*roll eyes*

I've decided this week,I'm gonna fire an ultimatum showdown!

Wish me luck.

Off.

Ps: prob. goin to NYP SG this thursday with Janet n CHarles...wanna shop in Topman Sg cos more variety than JB and even KL!

Pps : Jess is coming from Jakarta next week and asking for meet up,so gotta make another trip across the strait again!

Financial draining season.

SAT 1 's coming as well...@.@

Haven't receive my 2nd release of paycheck yet...pokkai sai lek!

Ppps : F3 card is their loyalty card which entitles you with 10% discount on all normal items in Topshop,Topman,Dorothy Perkins,Miss Selfridge with 1 buck spent,u'll be accumulating 1 point which will leads you to a limit where you can get a voucher of grand total 20 bucks for every 800 points recorded in the total transactions across Singapore and Malaysia retailers from you!So far I've already used up my first 800 points and left 300 points upon the day they took away my card.KNNCCB rite?

Really off.

Nah,don't ask me why but they very much deserve this.

Sunday, March 25, 2007

Welcome to Cafe Del Bored

Today's special IDLE menu (3 course):

~Appetizer - Lackadaisical Olio Smoked Shrimp Salade

~Main course - Monotonous Grilled Turnips Salmon and Flat Foie Gras with Porcinis

~Dessert - Inertia Tapas (choose 3 out of 24 flavours)and Procrastinato Panecotta

Special beverages today :

~ Boring Bordeux
~ Dull Martini Baccardi Zucchini Pepperoni Cocktail
~ Plain juice

Ala carte dessert (chef's recommendation):

~ Go-back-and-starve-yourself-to-death-do-not-eat Apricot Tiramisu with extra garlics

***

I'm such a goner,SAT I preparation is in midst of dying (not so easy for me to comprehend those questions la!).

Thinking about 4-5 more months of procrastination + rotting ahead makes me wanna jump off from KLCC and call it an end.

I fucking wanna study,I miss classes,I miss lecturers,I miss tutorials...and all!

SOS!

PS : Still can't get over with Topshop F3's matter,curse their customer service attitude.Ma de!

PPS : Going for health screening next week,have to practice abstinence on food from now on...

PPPS : Mr. Bean On Holiday,Pirates of Caribbean 3---can't wait to watch XD

PPPPPperiod.

Friday, March 23, 2007

THE VENDETTA!

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Thursday, March 22, 2007

Thoughts on wee hours

No la...not sentimental thoughts,I'm not that kinda jiwang type of person who will write down my inner thoughts on my blog,my inner is somehow full of angst and wrath instead of emotive rush haha...

Went out with my gang of 3 and Yien Meei,cos so long nvr catch up with Meei Meei edi ever since we all left Inti.Well,did the most conventional activity,Redbox K-ing(u can't find any other nicer place here in JB other than goin to the BOX,I don't really like yumcha cos 'm sick of mamak's chas,but well,can spend hours long in Kim Gary and Wong Kok though bcos the ambience different ma...).



Meei Meei didn't join us for long cos she wanna fetch her sis in Convent at 3.30 so couldn't tag along to CS and we headed IDP to do some Australian Universities registration,damn took me hell long to complete the long winded forms.Anyhow,tried my luck on University of South Australia,MacQuarie University,University of Adelaide and RMIT,all the 2nd tier Uni's la...cos the counsellor were so mean enough to tell me that with the result I got,I'm practically in the position of waterloo of the qualification for Melb. Uni,U of Sydney,UQ,UWA,ANU,UNSW and so la...



After we had done with that,took cab to CS to collect my damn Mini-Me and it actually doesn't resembles me in any way also,I look here look there also couldn't convince with it...and funny thing is it looks more like Charles than the supposed ME.Thus,Felicia called up the boss to flare and created some scenes but rather ended up in compromise of us...damn sien lo...the damn promoter who had taken down the details earlier is so pah pai!How can my lips be so pale as I'm very much having an oh-so-famous reddish lips in fact.Mind you,not because of what we were creating scenes...the fact that the exorbitant price they were charging which didn't correspond with the quality of the end product and the SERVICES!Mahai!All the lalas managing the store is enough to bring down the business...enough of it...I've already started on convincing myself that it is the ME anyways...no photo will be posted here as it is highly private and confidential stuff :p...no la.



Oh yea,and I got so panicky when Felicia told me that I should've filled in my first name and last name in SAT I registration form in the western oriented way instead of persisting to the Chinese way...damn I'm so suagu!So my previously registered first name was my surname(it should be my given name instead) and last name was my given name(it should be surname)....Holy molly...I got so shattered for the next few hours!Cos Felicia called RELC b4 to verify this and tht representative told her if something goes wrong on name,we are supposed to make a call to US...whoopedoo chargings in IDD call rates 4.5 bucks per MINUTES...mad!But then I managed to email their customer officer to make the amendment,and very efficiency indeed,they responded few hours later and got my registration details updated...good job...unlike those Fashion Fast Forward craps Topshop loyalty card,Swatch JB and Inti SJ,it takes them forever to reply to customer...and still pending now!Fuck them...esp F3 card!



Swatch gao dim edi...I went to the shop and asked the lady and she pointed at her assistant for not contacting me as she had already informed her to do so(excuse)...well...I dun care as long as she promised that I will be able to redeem it within this or next week without having to pay for any charges...guess it was only a minor problem bah!



***



And also,while I was on sis car today...



She was making a turning from a T junction around Kg Melayu in very very low speed and suddenly this motorbike of 2 came from nowhere happened to turn into the same direction as us coming ahead...and tht 2 sikinnah Malay(I assume them to be one of those Mat Rempit gang) I think didn't bring their eyes along and turned in without giving signal summore their turning is in very huge degree that almost ramped into sis' car on my side...in fact if their turning was in smaller degree they can be able to go around the road shoulder(as wat most motorists usually do)...as I said Mat Rempit all otak udang...so they just brainlessly blindly making their own turning as if the road belongs to their grandfather...



Later,that 2 siao rempits chase after us along the road for few minutes and once they got us and kicked the door on sis' side...I asked my sis to swerve towards their side so that we can make them "buang" motor haha...but of cos we didn't la...Mat Rempit is unofficially legalized in our beloved country...their power and gang is so huge...wat if they "choi gai" and call up their gang to trace us and give us a good lesson leh!Life's at stake...



Somehow they managed to get on my side and yelled at me twice...but I just gave them the usual "kan chan" and don't-give-damn look...expecting them to flee away later but they didn't!They followed us until another junction and again yelled at me,this time they yelled,teased and gave me head signal which I still dono what they want la...as u noe they are the brainless one,not me haha...and I returned them with my provocative expression and head signal...in addition to this some gestures as well...of cos not that gesture of middle finger la(I would if I could...chic out abit')!The next thing I knew was we quickly got our move on to the highway,haha!They were quite shocked by my response and actions though...lol...just didn't want them to bully us out of nothing but their own mistakes at first.Curse them and hope their presence as Mat Rempit will constitute to the accident rates one day,especially those involving huge trucks or some other large vehicles on road(it's my great honour to see them lying underneath a truck's wheel...only if they continuing on their road bully acts).Insyaallah!



Off*





Well,don't comment...and from which angle does it resembles me?Tell me la...-_-

Tuesday, March 20, 2007

Tell you what

Tell you lor...

U can never find any worse after sales service around the world anymore except here.The level of their worthiness is damn mutha fucking lowwwwwwwwww,although worse is already worse but I still can't get over with it anyhow.I'm not gonna let these matters rest that easily for them.

Well,still,gotta rake up some past like my Topshop F3 card that has been undergoing endless damages rectifying(they took it off with hell reason of damages found on the tiny card *roll eyes*)...and 5 months passed,I've reflected my feedbacks to them for twice directly to F3 company in Singapore by e-mails but I found out that instead of having database down for the past months,the most likelihood's will have to be the tendencies of overlooking puny cases such as MINE!Big corporate?*sniggers*I think it's common to them...bunch of mushrooms!I've used up all the methods to contact them,by emails,by phone calls and approached them "personally"...I've got one promise after another which to no avail in the end.Curse them,I literally mean it!

Case 2 is the recent one regarding the servicing of my Swatch Scuba Diving which I bought around 2 years ago in Heeren but found out that the watch keep on having same problems that doesn't seems to properly rectified.And so instead of having to send it all the way back to Orchard Rd ,I was thinking why not I give the new Swatch outlet in JB a try.Holla,this time,indeed nice try,they "confisticated" my watch for more than a month already and promised to call me up for verification until now never yet a single reply from them...guess they are not far away from my cursing as well and again,I literally mean it.

So,bad aftersales service is one of their strategy from Marketing 101 which resulted in cutting costs but losing customers.It proves that this is not the right solution afterall.KNNCCB *yells out aloud*

Visit Malaysia 2007 and Wawasan 2020?????Phantom or wat?

Gonna massively bitch about later if it drags on until my varsity life commence where I got no time for them anymore.

I just lurve to bitch on all these unfortunate retail's encounters...partly is to infuse the sales environment with "customers prioritized" regime!

Argghhh...

Yea tht's it -__-

*****

I was away on a vacation for the past weekend at Port Dickson and KL.It was undoubtly short.My mission to get tanned kinda failed also haha...I couldn't be bothered much already since tonnes of good food are lying in front of me at approachable distant,so was busy gobbling up food instead of going down for the beach...however...I did give it a try for around 30 minutes in 2 consecutive days,it's just that it doesn't seems to work and triggers my pigmentation.But then, I'm darker than b4 la...not that dark thought but comparitively difference nia...haiz.Weight gained inevitably lor...although I did pick one day to the gym and some sauna sessions but all I'm getting is muscle pain.I don't see myself get any slimmer or lighter also.

*****

Went back to Sunway to college my hardcopy result cert....damn it's already 3 months after the soft copy released but yet we still can't collect it.The lady at the reception table told me certs have arrived but can't be released yet until the admin. finished the finalizing procedure which happens to be just arranging them accordingly and sort out the checklist I guess...fucking waste of my time,summore asked to come down again next few days...hello pay me petrol la...JB to KL u think within walking distance ah?

Luckily dad didn't scold me for that cos I should've called them up before we went.

*****

Later on,we went to Ikea and bought around 600 bucks of odd stuffs forked out by sis...haha and went to Kim Gary at The Curve for dinner then off we went to highway leading back JB!

*****

Finally got the Official SAT BOOK that I've been looking for quite some time and guess if everything goes smooth sailing,I will be sitting for SAT I reasoning test in Singapore for the coming 5th of May or 2nd of June...so that I can get my SMU applications going and of course it will gives me more choices to apply to University,mainly those in US.

Gonna starts bury myself into SAT I reference...from NOW...get busy!!!

*****

And believe me,when u get 2 A's 2 B's...u are everything but if u're like me didn't excel in ur studies that well like them...u're nothing but to be left in limbo.Nobody will wanna talk about ur future prospect/undertakings and worse to worse cleanly forgot about wat hav u done in the past(well,of cos doing pre-U la...).Tht's wat we called realistic and it's part of our lives.No one's gonna bother about u...and I don't need ppl to care for my well being also cos afterall none of their business,my life is in my hand.I can ruin it or build it up nicely at my discretion.Even if I bite the dust,I'm left without words of repentence!

To those who didn't get flat A's and worse...u're not alone here fighting...strive hard for wat u want and prove them wrong!

period.









me,sis and SL chillin at balcony

me and my nephews

That was how I sunbathed cos the beach weren't that fascinating and jampacked with ppl only


Yea...what u lookin at...?

PS:Gained fucking 1.2kg thru out the entire trip...

Saturday, March 17, 2007

Stupid Streamyx Connection

Streamyx is fucked up like no one's business...can't even sign into MSN though I have a lot of things to settle with my friends.Grrrr....!

Well,I had been to Singapore for 2 consecutive days...1st day was in NTU and 2nd day SMU.Overall,I lurve those campuses,NTU is a typical kinda deserted campus(Jurong East) with residence halls and all the facilities housed under one compound whereas SMU is a city campus,with all its campus located next to one and another in the CBD area of Singapore(much more happening)...and access into the campus is very strict,gantry after gantry,security check and security pass to access the elevators!Damn high tech and the buildings are all state-of-art design!Cun la!

But one thing,SMU requires SAT I...so we are none of the exception as well.Gotta register for SAT I test online and sit for the test during May.Fuck k,the test seems hard...esp the English standard they using.

I was damn exhausted and all drained out today.Firstly,we went to Dhoby Gaut for SMU then later RELC at Orange Grove Rd for SAT I enquiries,then went to Heeren for Korean food,and after that Vivocity for some shopping...discount was spotted in few retailers though...and I bought 2 FCUK's tees and 1 OP's board tee...prior to that I bought one flip flop with back ankle strap in NUM for 49.90 SGD T^T...pokkai jor this time,but since I'm going to PD tomorrow,so it kinda save my day!

My toes are aching like shits now due to endless walking in Sg.Custom checkpoint was jampacked with crowds and vehicles.It took me around 2 and a half hour just to get through the Sg custom and Malaysian custom...phew.Later on,we went to Kim Gary for some SAT I 's discussions and headed back home,met Terence on bus though,lol...tht guy haha!Nothing yea...-_-

ps:really hope that I'll be admitted to either NTU or SMU,the best still NTU.And I think it is a much more wiser choice than doing ADP in my 20 cents.For now,ADP is my last resort if I failed to get admitted to both...so tht simply implies I'm gonna rot for another futher 4 months either working or idling at home whilst waiting application outcomes.ADP last intake at Inti is Sept.....gosh!

Insyaallah! :)

Vivocity is kinda sucks but lotsa mid level branded stuffs though like Zara,Topshop,Esprit,Levi's,GAP,FCUK and so on.Still prefer the native's One U(no one can ever compete) and MV!

SAT I...(new format:Maths + English and Critical Writing) @.@ I need headache's remedies,anyone?

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

Gimme a break

I was awakened by a call from Jenny(she's in Muar rite now),something to do with the missing of sales report/cashnotes/transfernotes I did on 15th of Feb.

Well,all I could say is,those are important documents and reference to the accountants.I WON'T even dare to risk my life to lose it under any circumstances...and I've already made sure that everything is well compiled and packed on that closing day.So,it makes no sense that office in Muar didn't receive and couldn't find it AT ALL.Must have lost it somewhere on the way back to office.Damn,trace back yourself la...fancy calling ppl early in the morning.Diu,I only slept for 5 hours....just gimme a break and my pay as well ASAP!

*I'm going to 3 Sg Uni's on this thursday personally without driving!Damn,NUS,NTU and SMU are so far apart in Sg I guess,and without direct access by MRT also...I think I'll gonna walk a lot and take bus,take cab,take MRT *faint*

Something to say

As far as I know,I don't have the habit of layan-ing those tagging games but for this will be an exception since there is CERTAIN SOMEONE who's so sincere enough to get me tagged,eng siu can edi la...haha!

And here it goes :

Each player of this game starts off with ten weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own ten weird things or habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end you must choose six people to be tagged and list their names.

1. I have enormous amount of zits ang scars rooted on my back and shoulder and I can't help
but to squezee 'em for pleasurem regardess of those scars.
2. I camwhore a lot more than you can ever think of,I will come out with themes for my
camwhoring sessions,instead of doing it spontaneously with hideous settings!
3. I used to told my parents that I studied my ass off in library for few consecutive
months,true,but most the time chitchatting and mingling away.
4. I used to smoke without being noticed by others but quitted after 2 months,nah,I hate
cigarettes NOW!
5. I bite my nails and dead skins...well I eat them as well.
6. My display photos are heavily photoshopped,I look fucking hideous without the tools.
7. I did hair rebonding and extension to my liking,they looked horrible of cos...
8. I can't sleep without bolster and with blanket.
9. I am always the one who get late for dates,highest record 2 hours I guess,sorry Charles and
Felicia.Eventhough,I can't help but get late most of the time(everyone knows
it!),afterall,better later than never.
10.I don't like kids and toddlers.Am very vengeful and mean towards them...can't stand their
naivety.Yea,I know they are kiddo but still I'm having hidden urge to "jeorpadize" a kid once
in a while.

Well,the list goes on but I think it's not important and it's enough for the time being.Nope,I won't pass on this tagging game to anyone...so the myth shall ends here!

Ps : SPM result released today and as expected,high profile top scorers with 12-18A's are stealing away the headlines and well nothing to get ooh-aah about,since the cut off point for grade A is declining each year,correspondingly,more candidates are scoring more A's...it's not a bad phenomenon since more ppl get more A's,MOE can't get any happier,Pak Lah get well explanation from MOE,all of us happy,and it proves that MALAYSIA really BOLEH!Whoop-dee-do!Let's praise and sing for joy!

Next up,STPM result on 15th.Another huha is expected.MOE shouting : more A's and more more more~!

In the following year we shall get 25 A's scorer and so...

Congrats but can I excuse myself for a question?Why is it most of our Uni's can't make it to the ranking chart instead slumping,given that we have such vast amount of elitists coming out year after year.

Time for meritocracy era to come!Wawasan 2020 shall no longer a propaganda and mouth made anymore...we're counting down 12+ more years to 2020...time to act accordingly and bring back our pride to where it was!

Pps : screw SMU,ICSJ and F3 for not replying my e-mail!fuck their inefficiencies to 10 miles high!

Saturday, March 10, 2007

Applications

I'm going to Sg next week right after they got their STPM result.It will be released on 15th of March which happens to be the last day of application date for NTU(Nanyang Technological University).

So I'm just basically gonna try my lease imposible luck,upon Charles cajoling.By the way,SMU(Singapore Management University) is in my list as well.I have 3 places to go,NUS(National University of Singapore),NTU and SMU but not gonna apply to NUS anymore since the chances are fucking slim and peasy,and,I've missed out the closing date -_- .

My only hope left is SMU since their requirement is looser,which I heard it through the grapevine :p ...but at least the official website has stated that applicants with passing grades are eligible to apply unlike NUS and NTU do not state at all,so very much will be based on merit cum quota's modus operandi!Fucking lotsa supported documents needed leh!And also application fees,grand total of freaking 45 SGD equivalent to 102.70 after conversion according to the up to date's rate of 2.27! T^T and of cos non refundable...so I'm just basically bestowing some non-benefit-return money to them for good.

And I will only knew the outcome on mid May or around that which Inti's ADP has already long gone for it's intake...and of cos if I ever go for Inti,I'd have already paid to the college and it's a matter of no return like those days in Inti Nilai -_- don't wish to withdraw and had my 7000 bucks forfeited to their uncategorised funds,again!

SO how,I'll either take ADP's September intake while waiting for SMU or NTU(impossible) acceptance or just go for May intake directly without having to bother about them anymore...but Sg's Unis acceptance are fuits of golden chance lo...haiz...again decisions making!

I'll be doing Health science under ADP or whatever business courses those Sg's Unis can offer me...

bah!

sign off...

Thursday, March 08, 2007

Thoughts before I sleep

ahhhh....

I'm fucking sleepy but can't seem to shut my eyes and stop toss-turning!

Could it be "sleepy" insomnia?

well...

Just finished cleaning up my dusty room...and left with nothing to do tomorrow since I've already done with the task that I supposed to carry out tomorrow according to my personal agenda @.@

Ah the mango tree outside is so tempting...

I think I found myself a clue,

*drum rolls*

count the leaves tomorrow.

thx bye.

Tuesday, March 06, 2007

Untitled

1. Clinical Laboratory Science (Med. Tech.)
2. Cytotechnology
3. Nuclear Medicine Technology
4. Food Science and Technology
5. Nursing (RN)
6. Accounting
7. Finance
8. *any others which can enlighten me*

I've finally received the long awaited e-mail 3000 miles across the globe from Edmund.Still I'm pretty muddle and headless now but good to know that piece of info.,man,it helps a lil' though not too much but still,IT HELPS...thx!

Having to think of the consequences of taking up ADP (again!) is plain agonizing...to name a few :

Physics I and II with lab (hated and still hating Physics -_- )
Organic Chemistry I and II (hell the text book is thicker than your dictionary)
ENL 101 (English language 101.....yea it's "101")

Yea,none of the business for BUSINESS relating fields that I'm supposed or possibly gonna take up only if I'm not doing ADP.Well,business is something u can never study and understand cos it's everchanging and unpredictable...probably gonna build up through tonnes of experience in "social" university.

Recently I'm trying to review my long lost PSY105 (General Psychology) which was kept in limbo with dusty surface at a neglected corner of my shelf.It was fun...but fun is insufficient to amount to anything here :(

P.S. One of my net friend got pissed of becos of my frigidity.He was telling me all his anecdotes,emotive encounters,ups and downs...well actually it was more of downs that he was trying to air his grievances which I can't help but to roll my eyes console him for all I can help but it seems everytime he has to make all the conversations into emotive and depressing state...dug his heart out!This is like,alrite,once or twice I'm fine with it BUT having too much of it can be sicked and causes trauma,I mean it's just some puny matters which seems fine to me...perhaps too fine!Dunno why the hell he wanna stir up everything and get it tangled.I guess I was cold hearted and I am as well...but this is beyond that.Can't be bothered much as I have my own unsolve problems as well which is a matter of life and death.I won't allow anyone to reduce me into depression again like before,I've just gone through my 20th birthday and all grown up as an adult now.I have a new set of thinking which of cos without any single doubt,WISER AND MATURE.PLEASE...........leave me alone and get over it!

Anyways,I'll never ever get triggered by this kinda problem as he's only some net friend of mine which we haven't even met in real life before.Even if we did meet each other before,I'm not bound to help u anyhow but depend on the degree of the matter.If I'm not in da mood pls don't meddle with me.

So,haha...guess he has deleted me from list which I fucking give damn :)

k thank and bye!

Saturday, March 03, 2007

"20"

Look at Charles rubber stamp loud print!lol

Too big of heads to squeeze into the lens -_-

:) blessful...I needed 2 big candles only!
**********

Thank god I'm officially 20 today,yes,I'm no more a teenager so don't mess around with me aye!Or else I'll bite.

Anyways,big big thanks to those who greeted me and celebrated with me...

Thanks Charles,Felicia,Boon Ling and Michell for accompanying me this afternoon and daddy/mummy/sis for err...everything including that costly meal earlier.

And special thanks to Charles and Felicia for that one and only MINI-ME...you won't how much it mean to me!Surely it costs a bomb I know...but heart is what most important...muacks!

...Those who had greeted me on MSN,SMS,Friendster,Email...thx for remembering this special day of mine!

...and those who never greeted watch out I'm still very much open to accept ur belated wishes,or maybe u don't even remember cos of its inferiority...nah it's ok! :)
Loving everyone,I'm so much alive now!

pok pok lalala~

Why should we give way to royalties on the road?I don't see the need in doing so since all of us being part of the road users and bound to pay road tax...and hey we feed the royalties as well by paying them multitude of taxes,levies,fines and yada...so it concludes that we shouldn't give in to them and as a matter of fact,they have to adhere the road regulations!

I'm getting so worked up cos just now when my dad was driving in the downpour on one of the federal roads and out of nowhere we heard traffic police's siren and then the next thing happened was all the cars are giving way to some unknown member of royalties...dad became panicky as he could harly see the road in front as the raindrops were slapping the windscreen so fucking hard and there it came some d**bo royalties which are so inconsiderate to us until dad's car almost get out of control and swerved to the road shoulder which was less than 10m away from a steep hill...had my dad run out of control and ram down the hill,we'll all become one of the many restless spirits on road looking for substitutes...I'll haunt the royalties down then if it ever happens,and NOPE it won't ever happen cos me and my family are long live creature unlike those royalties here who feed themselves into all kinds of unwellness such as heart failure,obese,diabetes,kidney failure...cos they are spending the tax payers money like tap water to satisfy their greed!When they're enjoying their life away with their inheritance of royalty blood whilst using all sorts of fine-dining equipments for their meals with crew of drivers,unlimited supply of maids...at the same time do they even think about those who struggling just to meet both ends meet?They can't even afford a single meal sometimes albeit some are sheltered under the social welfare funds but that's only a single dot out of a borderless ocean.Plenty of ppl out there are still jostling their way to the attention of public and govt. bodies but unfortunately they still can't help but being left out in limbo.

Ah,well...shouldn't talk much about these kinda things here to prevent myself from any unwanted lawsuit or the suspicion of raising sensitive issues by challenging their rights...since there are 2 FAMOUS bloggers(and I'm not...) being caught for publishing sensitive issues regarding the govt. in precedent.

So well,haha,anyways...that's only some ramblings of an inferior citizen of Johor Bahru,it's sooo puny enough to be noticed.lalalallalalalal~gonna go watch my HK series now.period.

Concerts


"†.I Seek Solace iN The Shadows & Learned tHat There is Beauty iN Sorrow.†"


Such a nice quote that quoted from Cheryll's blog on friendster...but what I like about this is the intended rhyme and the profound contemplation that stirred up my inoperative brain since...forever once again! -_-


And one thing should be noted,can you feel the essence of "emo" in that sentence?(alrite,rhyme not intended-_-)


Sorrowness,grief,brokenheartedness.....you can never comprehend unless you're in our shoes *roll eyes*...cheh!


Ok,shall not drift away to unrelated topics from now on(an attempt to reduce the act is being carried out anyhow).


What I wanted to grumble about here is..................................


WHAT THE FUCK IS GOIN ON WITH ME THAT I JUST SLIPPED BY THE OPPORTUNITY TO ATTEND 2 MAJOR CONCERTS IN TOWN RECENTLY!FUCKTARD!SERIOUSLY!


At first,Fall Out Boy in Singapore Expo and then Lee Hom in Bukit Jalil.


The Fall Out Boy's is that I overlooked this piece of big news,big and juicy one in fact!Mahai!The gig is on today and I guess all fella rock fans there are grooving their ass hard and zillions of hand are waving along with the bass and the drums and the beat NOW,goddamnit!They probably still rocking their way now to temporary excitement...dammit...hope they'll get frozen through!*clench fists* Bah,anyway I'm not gonna be rowdy "teenagers" unlike them,I've grown up in case you haven't yet come into sense,all the poops and noobs! :p But it would be great if I could make my way to the scene...and the goddamn arm race!!!Argh,no point talking bout those shoulda woulda coulda now...just pray they'll be coming to Malaysia very soon!


Later on,Charles called me and offered me a ticket worth 200 bucks to Lee Hom's concert which is TOMORROW...his dad's friend is driving us to KL but coincidentally I'm forced to spend my weekend with parents afterall it's the 15th days of lunar new year (chap go meh) cum the divine day for yours truly *applauds*(ahem...the day that I will lose my teenager status).Nah,I can't be any happier to flick off adolescence.HEY,an adult I AM now.....er...soon!


Back to Lee Hom's topic,since I've already took glance at Lee Hom when he came to Lagoon's man-made beach last year for some mini concert and autograph session shits...so not so keen anymore but still I'm gonna let leave a golden chance of going to a major concert...comes after Rain's concert which I turned down a free tics. offer as well which worth 300 bucks and so!Gah!I'm gonna stuck in my little space in front of this lappy forever...T^T


I should really work out a way to stop this from happening in future at my own expense!So "sip dai" leh!
Kla...*toodles*

The Pursuit of Happyness

Finally watched this long anticipated movie with Cheryll,Terence and Satya today in CS.The story line was quite boring though,yea I know it was touching but that's individual case of its own.I almost fell asleep,shame.All in all,I'll give 4 out of 5 stars since Will Smith's biological son really compensate all the downsides of the movie,he's cute no doubt :)

Nothing much happened to day actually,i went CS and met the Inti counsellor(again!) which was coincidentally not Stephanie on duty but rather the know-nothing guy...so expected,I don't get much useful info also.DAMN~!

Thursday, March 01, 2007

This ain't a scene...





Damn I got hooked on to this song,it's addictive!





By the way,did you notice the opaque rice ball that camourflages on her shoulder in the cover above?Wonder what does it implies,could it be "rice and seaweed" flavor of life?Or we do the guessing on what flavor is in the rice ball(filling inside la...).Somewhat it seems rather unmatch with the cover but it did formed a mutual relationship with the corresponding song title.Kawaii ^^...just like her previous single "bokuwa kuma"(I am bear -_-).Was taken aback by the title at first but then it jazzed me up with her creativity in introducing concept as such.It's really distinctively bold,all that I can say.I know some of the caveman out there will throw in lotsa profound criticisms and their so called professional opinions to pick apart but just get over with it,the music industry is doing so bad that all the new comers are just the cover of another without unique variations.Can you differentiate the voices of all those who flew out from Morning Musume and Johnny Jr. corp?Can they really sing?You can never find anyone else like Ayumi,Utada,Mika,Ayaka.Ken Hirai,Kuraki Mai,Glay where u can easily recognise the voice upon listening!bah...*roll eyes*...and why should I get so worked up by some imaginary phenomena that mocked up by ME?As long as I like it...





Apparently,I've been listening to lotsa ads on radio(P10) saying that Fall Out Boys are coming to Singapore for gig in Expo centre (Max Pavillion...dono where the hell issit?!).Tics. are selling at quite reasonable price of 70SGD onwards excluding Singapore's GST and some minor service charge.The most expensive is 125 I think where you buy it at the entrance on the day of the gig itself...which falls on 3rd of March(Saturday).All free seating,so all fellow rock fans,be there 6 hours before the gate opens,bring along your tent nd canopy if you're gonna have promising view of the band!




Oh,I wasn't very convinced that they are really coming to Sg at first,I thought they are giving out tics. for their overseas' concert.God knows...miscalculation!It's too late now anyway,I'm NOT going to the concert cos I don't have transport,neither do I have a companion with me to attend.CHERYLL!!!I'm so gonna miss the chance of catching their live performance T^T lemme weep a river.Fall Out Boys concert is 100000000 times more worth watching than some unkown Brit band called Muse which happens to get their tics. sold off so early...I guess Malaysians are somewhat "sua gu" and xenophilic.Cos we hardly get any of the international bands coming to the tiny market of Malaysia :(





And ppl,stop bothering me with my spelling error(it's not even my fault).The movie which starring Will Smith and his REAL son titled "The Pursuit of Happyness" where the "y" of the supposed "happiness" spelling is deliberately made error to potray what the movie trying to convey...and vicissitudes of life and encounters of that particular man in real life(not Will Smith).GO WATCH IT anf then you'll know.I haven't watched yet but I read about the true story of this guy in Jan. copy of RD long ago...thus,the know-it-all.Very inspirational,just like the recent's Dreamgirls,though I watched none...:p



Anys,gotta get back to my Super Mario Bros. 3(yea I noe it's kiddo game,fuck off I don't own a psp nor ps3,not even 2).period.

Tuesday, February 27, 2007

Flavor of Life

Feel so sucky now...in fact...I didn't spend my Chinese New Year quite well this year due to lotsa circumstances.I'm so over the barrel...T^T

However,the major one is still regarding my future undertaking(ok well,it's not like it just arises but rather pain in ass for few months edi la!),expected,the same old issue.

Alongside of this,me and my parents were(still clueless about whether this will still goes on...) rather steeping in a not so harmony atmosphere.I'm holding back all my words that supposed to tell them in addition of locking myself away in my room...and later on transformed into a silent protest until today,dad broke the ice.To me,I don't feel overjoy either,in fact,guiltiness is rushing within.So immature right?

Anyways,at least they did give in to me a lil' today...I hope things will get better and over in no time.

And also,I took off one of the hoop ring on my cartilage,cos it was swelling and kinda sprang up into a hideous lump containing dead cells and skins...gross betul!At least I can sleep on sideway now...that seems trivial to anyone else but not me ever since I pierced my upper cartilage.It's more like a "bearable" tormenting to me during the past few months...lol...not to forget,I chopped my hair yesterday as well in CS lol...I look so neat and clean now with my military cut haha...more boyish(younger) for someone turning 20 which also happen to be officially out of teenager range in a week time

:(

GAH!

***

Utada's latest single "Flavor of Life" is fucking catchy man...it comes in 2 standard versions,the original one and the ballad version with another unrelease remixed version in the single.And yea,it is the official theme song for "hana yori dango 2" which I dunno what the shit issit also lol...but heard it's a quite notable anime.Damn,I can't stop pumping this song on iTunes not and the playcount is stepping up exponentially upon downloaded...currently 55 times in less than half a day gone O.o

By the way,I'm still very much out of mood...pardon my responsiveness in SMS-es and MSN if it seems dull and irksome >.<

Friday, February 23, 2007

拜年

This was the first time ever I went out "bainin" with all my high school friends(Chee Jian,Zen Hwai,Wei Siong,Ah Tan were not in the pic).They had it last year but I was coincidentally absented for unknown reason...and I joined in this year.

The pic above was taken in Yien Meei's house...I went to lotsa houses today and I can't remember how many!gawd...!

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Oh yea,out of sudden urge,I chopped off all my hair extensions all by myself and what's left now is only some pathetic damaged hair.I look bald now on the fringe...so idiotic!

Thursday, February 22, 2007

Pierce of a Pisces

You scored as Cartilage Piercing. You could probably be described as a little edgy but basically nice. Good for you for being a complete poser. You're probably a little art kid too. Woo freakity hoo.

Cartilage Piercing

90%

Labret Piercing

90%

Nipples

90%

Dirty Piercings

80%

Earlobe Piercing

60%

Belly Button Piercing

50%

Lip Piercing

40%

Nose Piercing

30%

Tongue Piercing

30%

What Piercing Are You?
created with QuizFarm.com

Hm...I have 2 piercings on cartilage already.Thinking of getting one on tongue or labret but due to the high risk of being disowned by my biological parents.It should be better if I hold back my desire in order to go far...bummer!

Anyways,I'm not gonna punch any more holes on my cartilage cos even after half a year they are still getting off and on's infections and swelling with disgusting pus!Have to do anaesthetic to disinfect the wound practically everyday,you see or else to undergo a surgery is a matter in no time.Gah...blame my skin then for being so weak to penetrative bacterias!

Wednesday, February 21, 2007

And this is endless...

Firstly...bai nin with god grandmother

Then,Mum's late cousin's wife

And then,Mum's cousin

Furthermore,maternal side bai nin with paternal side

Later on,cousin's new house mahjong and mingling session.

Ended up having my dinner around 11pm,it was damn a heavy one!

ish!

Tuesday, February 20, 2007

Potong stim

Had a great gamble rumble moments ago...was playing mahjong as usual like we never had b4.

And I lost like shit and arse were almost get ripped off...thus I quit and came back earlier.CCB!

This year's CNY is so dull and quiet unlike before,seems like everyone is getting busier nowadays...how sad.

I hope there are other things to do besides the typical titbits munching,mj,poker,lou sang...I think we've missed out karaoke long time ago *wink* hello!

Sunday, February 18, 2007

San Nin Fai Lok~Gong Hei Fatt Choi,Sim Jia Ju Yi~Keong Hee Huat Chai



HAPPY PIGLET'S NEW YEAR TO ALL WITH BEST OF LUCK AND FRUITFUL PROSPERITY!


One thing to get note of,don't eat too much of pork(our dearie lunar zodiac's mascot of the year) for 2007...spare a thought for them at least!It's such a contradiction and gag that ppl eat more porks during the year of pig?!How funny...those piggies in imaginary must have been thinking that they can be granted a pardon from the slaughter machine and stuff up more for this year...but then the fact is actually far more remote than what they thought!So they are all taken aback...poor little piggies that gonna bite the dust.

-_-

Friday, February 16, 2007

badaadabidididi

I'm done...everything sold out around 2pm!

I was overwhelmed like no one else!

I'm freed!

Call me anytime ppl...Tristan is back on the track!

See me online again for 24/7...feel free to hit me up ppl!

Goin for study soon on next month tho....

Izzue.com jeans selling for 29-45 bucks only!

Can't wait to shop till drop!

bweeee...

I bought some Swarovski's crystal beads today to decorate my poor Vodafone rather plain surface from one of my customer!lol...It looks somewhat gothic now with red and black beads of crystal...

It's so much of a phone of moi now with the unique personalization of mine...tho it doesn't looks that pro but acceptable is bliss!

Thursday, February 15, 2007

bweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

2 more days...2 more divine days!

no more 10 am to 10 pm,no more endurance of constant unbearable tormenting,no more daily scoldings,free from customers from all walks of life,legs can finally take rest,lips can finally restrain from repeating the same mantra over and over...no more reports,no more cashiering,no more stock taking,no more hampers,no more cookies,no more WORKING,

Everything ends on this FRIDAY!yippy!

Redbox Neway here I come!

No more of getting eye sores...from looking at all those lalabom flowing pass...!fuck wei!lotsa fake gothic lala around...poyo!

Gah,Valentine is soooooo sucky!Hate those roses,teddies,chocs...so pariah and puppy-ish,fuck off!Why can't ppl just be more creative than that rather than doing the same old typical things all other ppl is doing?*roll eyes*

*****

Oh yea,I just got my partial pay today,fuck lo...less than what I've been expecting...damn gotta receive the 2nd payment later(5 fucking more weeks after CNY) which I doubt it can be any lesser than this,or else *pass me the labour law book...*...sue them till their ass off!Fuck and screw them for exploiting me and my pay!Better pay me more or at least within satisfaction on next round of their disbursement.

Uh huh,they'll pay us by cash for this time and remaining in cheque for the next round!

Fucking pay me more on next round if I received less this round...I hate to be exploited like this given that how many hell long innocent hours I've sacrificed just for those lifeless cookies!

Wednesday, February 07, 2007

Down,Drown

Had been sitfling this issue for quite sometime until I just did a soft mentioning about it again some minute moments ago...

I really don't know but just happened to ask about the ADP intake on March to dad,least to my surprise,still getting all sorts of rubbish and indecisive answer.

Was shoo-ed away by him(that's what I felt),they just seem to be avoiding this topic whenever I snap on this topic before them.I thought mum was on my side all the while but to my disappointment,she didn't...instead flaming more orthogonal yet impractical remarks which kinda driven me few steps backward to where I was.

Ok,it may sounds demanding but at least just try to be more understanding and ease me up with statements correspondent to my queries,right?Not just passively fling my pieces of thought away and let the matter rest in the meantime like we all don't even care.

To add on,sis has been the one that really blown off my morale at his own jealousy and usually that kinda hullabaloo one...which can usually cross the path and causes me to hold back those fists.Not to that kinda extent yet at this stage of negotiating :/

I just couldn't think of any other courses that can light my jazz on currently.I don't seem to show my interests in any other courses especially business courses.I especially hate it when they ask me to sign up with business course in an "experimental" fashion!Hey,it's my OWN future(I know though I'm not paying for it...) but how can they spout this kinda nonsense to dare to prank on my future?Simply signing up a business course is such a disheartening and desperate statement.I'll never can predict my future.So by all means,I have all the rights to make my own desicion(again though I'm not paying for it...),don't I?

I hate to be sorry for my earlier thoughts that ruined my entire life.....regrets will not gonna reappear in my dictionary again like how they ever were!I've made mistakes before and I hate to reminisce it and bring it back to materialization AGAIN!

Shit man,I feel so sucky right now...and my life can never be more stressful than that.Tension from working,tension from deciding,tension from the ignorance of them...will soon store me into wonderland below in the loving memory of "me",then rest in peace.

Still counting down the days to go...to bury me

Sunday, February 04, 2007

Woot?

Today our total sales reached 20K,

damn crazy I tell u...never knew that such a big amount can accumulate from cookies that selling only RM 23.80 per unit

to hell is that,we only get 1 freaking % commission and have to share among the team.

200/4 = 50?

save it for urself to lim teh la...mahai!

BITCH!

Saturday, January 27, 2007

Hiatus

ANNOUNCEMENT :



Tristan hasn't dead yet cos he's under the perpetual torture of his part time working confectionery company in one of the JB busiest shopping mall...




and unfortunately,his supervisor is a pure bitch...very pure indeed,he never fails to get scolded almost every single day every single minute and second over puisne stuffs.But he won't cry in his lonely heart thinking(plagiarism not intended) during the night cos it's gonna lasts for only a couple of weeks.




no matter how bitchy she is...he doesn't give a damn single fuck but possible fuck her back(hell not)...cos he doesn't have addiction to typical aging woman like her.He's wayyyyy more classy in preference at least.




13 hours of working per day,with less than 2 hours of break time in between isn't gonna tear him apart because he gives priority to $ than his life can sacrifice.Pathetic...




and so he swears,he'll never ever work for this company for a 3rd time and thereof (this is da 2nd time,wtf) in his life anymore.Thus,he must buck up a lot more on his study to prevent himself from falling into the state of doing that kinda labour cheating and exploiting confectionery business.It's worse than hell...




cos he sacrificed clubbing session in MoS,Zouk and Dragonfly with friends from outstation just to work over the busy weekend(not even for once in a while,sorry Steph. and Eunique I'm dying to go if only not bcos of this...),oh hell,not even a single day break for him through out the entire prolonged 1 month as well.And he spends more of his time in working place than on his bed...his supervisor will hit him up anytime on phone even 12 am late in the night just to bitch him off with some matters that seems can be settled the next day in her own interest...he's nearly 20,but is treated like slave over his working hour.

He got no new year clothings to wear...cos he got no time to shop,no more Topshop loyalty card and all he gonna face is assorted rubbish like cookies every single seconds which more a feeling of puke can describe.New Year is sucks for him apparently!


Tristan,really must study harder so that you won't ended up doing something like that anymore...hope your next stable job is where you're the one who ordering others,but,I'm pretty sure he'll treat all his colleagues and workers nice at least,unlike THEM.




He's not dead yet,just a hiatus of him before going for the next round of studies...




He's gonna come back very often soon after he refilled his piggy...


In the mean time,he needs loads more rest and...off!

Friday, January 19, 2007

This one is totally disheartening...

lYea,so afterall my result is bad...as bad as what you expect,

SAD?hmm...not anymore,it's pointless struggle.ACCEPTED fate?Not really oso,I'm still gonna fight for what I wanna do in future,this piece of paper won't be able to imply or conclude anything of mine cos it's only some inks printed on a piece of shit that made from trees.My live is more valuable than that can be able to determine...it's my life,I paint it myself without the need of papers and inks...I paint with feelings and thoughts that are so abstract yet practical.You amoeba won't understand it...

My AS - ABC + IELTS Band 7.0
My A2 - BCD
Overall - BCD (amazingly degraded by one grade)

My A is gone T^T...I won't tell which subject that achieved these grades,you make the guessing yourself!

...so I'm unabashed and not ashame to show off my "gemilang" result here,yea yea,you mushroom heads laugh for all you want,I don't care...I have a life unlike you!

screw it...effing sucky now!Might bite...cos I've already made my position clear that no D shall be obtained in any one of the subjects and yet I still got a effing D for the effing fickle ECONOMICS(this I have to reveal cos I've retake the AS part and thought I will do better but still my effort spent on retaking it is now down under the drain)...rather spend my time on solving krypton,sudoku,kakuro and watever than squeezing my brain juice on Economic graphs,plain sad subject!

I'm quitting my job in YS cos I think it's the time to reconsider what I really want in future, perhaps a post mortem on myself and mental recollection...and most important of all,settle with my applications(I doubt it will be in smooth-sailing...) and decision!

gahness*...I AM NOT UPSET,AM I?

Yea,to those that have seen this post,don't try to buzz me ok?Whatever your starting point is good or bad,I'll just have to be mean and ignorant to you.Sorry to say that.I don't need your consoles and cheerings cos it only makes you think that I did bad and in fact I don't feel that way you feel,don't get misunderstood,I'm sad of my Econs only,mushrooms!Don't pretend that you know me in fact you are not ok?

bahness*

I've hearing a lot of negative and positive feedbacks...of cos friends around me has been giving me support and we share our feelings and hardships.That's ok...but those who wanna compete and have a good laugh on it,sorry hope you burn in hell and won't get your reincarnation! roll eyes*

Yea,mum sighed a bit but dad still silent...godpa and godma told me it's ok as long as I passed all and encouraged me to go on.Those are the saints and the saviours in my life,ever and all the while.However,I can't deny that there is also bad mouth among those I love.Yea,my finger is pointing towards you...yes it's you my Aunt's husband(aka Uncle).Initially,I was very upset about my result(he fetched me to college) and you've been blabbering on your own beside my ear endlessly about those been-there-done-there thingy about how expert you are when it comes to navigating around KL and PJ roads(and wtf you still asked me about the directions?just to show how clever you are,not!).As if not enough,least to my surprise,he started on with his mantra on how should I be considerate for my dad that I shouldn't go Sunway in the first place and opt for STPM instead so that I can save that amount for Uni.Of cos,I can't shoot him back as he's gonna fetch me back JB on Sunday...I just nodded and gave him some "indicative" smiles so that he can shut the fuck up,but unfortunately,he didn't...and went on telling me how he dislikes commercialised colleges and what a leecher they are...and all his personal pet theories which for me,beyond absurdity!C'mon I didn't even wanna bring out the biggest downside of you and still hoping you'd respect me a lil' bit at least for good.What a jerk!

I never ever regret of taking A-levels in my life,although I didn't do big thing out of it but at least I get to experience a multi-diversity college life with bunch of good friends from all over the world.I get to use English which I never speak in JB.I get to experience campus life earlier than others.I'm more exposed.I met alot of ppl.I'm more independent.I can handle my own life(of cos with financial support from the other side).Those are what I call the most important elements when facing varsity life aside from getting AAA in exam...in fact i'm out from them now at least.To my glee is that,i spent a lot of time in library than my room,THOL is fantastic.I miss those days we spent in library,going clubbing,chatting in friends' rooms,hogging friends beds,swimming,Pyramid-ing(a legendary shopping mall for us),Palmville!,rushing assignments(law),moving houses,badminton,Bak Kut Teh,Orange,Pink,Blue,Medan,poolside,RSB,Jaafar,live football matchescall for McD delivery,study until midnight,preparing for Presentations...and whole loads to list!

I will never get these if I still stay put in tiny JB and lead the same kinda life as in Sec. school.It's not that I did verrrry bad,at least my AS part was pretty well.I got merit award for AS Law still!And thx to Mr. Raj a great lecturer(but not in teaching la!)...Ms Wong(for doubting us)...Mr. Soma(for....hmm...making me hate Econs.)...Ms Joy(who doubted me in GP class)...Mr Leonard(for being a clown in IELTS lessons).Thk all of u!I can still remember how shy and pathetic I was during the 1st sem,I'm the least active one during orientation and hardly talk to my classmates...lol.And now,lesson learnt,I will not be that afraid of meeting new friends anymore,and I've get used to rushing assignments due date,burning midnite oil,presentations...I

And,Brit. system is better than our own native system to be honest.For sciences,maybe Brit. pattern is tad too easy comparing to STPM but for Arts...wayyyyyyy harder than you think and not easy to get an "A" given that 95% of the assessment is based on essay writing.I know sciences have that as well but not as many as Arts.Cos Arts are abstract and they rarely have a definite and objective answer to them.

Get what I mean,Uncle!If I ever go to English College(the Form 6 school tht I suppose to go),I'll never get good lecturers like them(mentioned above) as govt. institutions are still lacking of good lecturers and in fact when it becomes the pain in ass for MOE...how can we expect our student to be productive when they can't even overcome the what most basic problem of themselves.It's a matter of scarcity.The "human development engineers" are getting extremely low pay,in return,they are not motivated and it then brings on a bad circulation in education system...the by products(students) will still be only a bunch of study machine even if they get the most A's.

So,get over it!

ps: I was awakened by a pair of familiar voice this morning again talking about me wasted my parents' money in A-levels to the other relatives outside...I know I should follow what my cousin doing in the first place,yea, one of my close cousin is waiting for his STPM result as well.Don't make comparison if you are not in my shoes.I'm different...and I can't be bothered much anymore.It's your mouth,talk for all the cocks you want.At the end of the day,you'll realise you were talking nonsense afterall. roll eyes*

This one about a sleepless nite b4 getting result...

Apparently.....

The only reason why I'm here is...I couldn't sleep,not that I'm not sleepy or sleeping disorder but I can't help but foresee my result slip once I closed my eyes.Now the scary part is I couldn't really see those grades I got...very unpredictable especially for Economics.Well others are nothing better,I shall cut the craps and complaints that I've been blabbering about ever since I've finished my last A2 paper.

They told me not to worry,whatever is done cannot be undone,take it easy,que sera sera but I say,SHUT UP,you ain't me and you don't even know how tension I am.I like to study,I like exams but I hate to get the results(partly also bcos I didn't put in allmy effort this time...padan muka la!).Feelings are all mixed up...terrible horrible incorrigible vegetable!I am that kinda ppl that mm gin gun choi mm lao ngan loi ,means never sheds tears until I see coffin!Lesson learnt now!

What if I get DDD,CDD,CCD,CCE...and so on until U(unidentified aka fei lou)? = sei lou yat tiu

What if I get AAA,AAB,ABB,ABC,,BBB? = fiesta la bamba!(TGIF,Hyatt humpalang...all on me!)

What if CCC,BCC,BCC,ACC? = contradiction

Many circumstances and many possibilities,not even Statistics can be able to solve!It reminds me I did sucky in Stats 2 paper...like real sucks!Ahhhhh...I've regretted my GOD!Pls grant me a "nice and presentable" cert....tht'll be more than satisfaction.

Pai lor....in less than 10 hours time it'll be released!

This time I got less confident than AS...and AS already sucks,let alone..........*trembles*

I've prayed a lot during HK trip I hope it will be answered.I've been to Lantau Island Buddha Statue,Repulse Bay Temple...pls!

I'm sai lang this time...all out!What more should I ask for?Except for bad grades...T^T I rather work myself to death or even if I'm able to survive from it,I'll rather be no difference from donkey...

Everything anything whatever...I need good grades only,is it too much that I'm asking for?

I don't wanna sleep cos I don't want tomorrow to come so fast...I'm all chickened out!

Thursday, January 18, 2007

Someone sent me this..

“轻轻的我走了,正如我轻轻的来,
  我轻轻的招手,作别西天的云彩。
  那河畔的金柳,是夕阳中的新娘,
  波光里的艳影,在我心头荡漾。
  软泥上的青荇,油油的在水底招摇,
  在康河的柔波里,我甘心做一条水草。
  那树荫下的一潭,不是清泉,是天上的虹,
  揉碎在浮藻间,沉淀着彩虹似的梦。
  寻梦?撑一支长篙,向青草更青处漫溯,
  满载一船星辉,在星辉斑斓里放歌,
  但我不能放歌,悄悄是别离的笙箫,
  夏虫也为我沉默,沉默是今晚的康桥。
  悄悄的我走了,正如我悄悄的来,
  我挥一挥衣袖,不带走一片云彩。”

徐志摩


Although I can't really comprehend the meaning but the sentences are so beautiful,I can see the poet's loneliness within and hidden/mixed feelings...and he has no other alternative way to make himself feels better...I hope this is the main point.

I'm not that philosophic though but no harm reading since it's a good material.

!

Fuck the result

Fuck the job

Fuck stresses

Fuck the fat

Fuck everything...

From today on I shall uphold a vulgarities-free blogosphere perhaps,PERHAPS only!

Wat the Fuuuuu.........funny thing to say!

Wednesday, January 17, 2007

god damn!I am so happy that I'm dying away!

1. Shit loads of work in that stupid confec. company called Y.S.(u do the guessing la!),stand all day long but none a of single passerby bothers to take a look at our cookies cos they seem as dry as how they look.And to hell is that we are bound to lotsa puny rules and regulation laid down by company such as the the sentence "...try our cookies" is highly prohibited for some unknown reason that only they'll know.As if not bad enough,I'm gonna take charge of cashier when I'm on duty in CS.Hellishly no!!!!!My kaki and tangan are not that fast enough to handle those transactions esp. operating the cashier machine...I will make up a long queue for sure in front of the booth due to my retardent in typing the numerical keys!And I'm gonna give the wrong change to customers and I'm gonna mess everything up...hey...our daily sales are RM 10k of matter,I can't fool around with that.Tiok see!




2.Fucktard,I did not aware that my online result can be printed out by the college,so it means I


can get my "gemilang" result earlier than I thought!Wah happy...!I think DDC will be my A2


result and CCD will be for the overall grades.Again,very happy!




3.That one of my male colleague is giving some lame excuses for not coming to work that I have to standby for him tomorrow!I've already thought of not coming and arranged my mood but suddenly he told me he couldn't make it for tomorrow.I'm his reliever now...asshole!Carrefour stall is fucking dead and businessless...boring!




Fuck la...enough of unfortunate events again...I'm not able to shop for CNY clothings!Ah Zai's restaurant is having vacancies now,Leong is working there already on 5 bucks per hour as waiter and some other odd jobs la.Mum asked me to go over and help out.It may be a better pay than YS but they're in KL.zsssssssssssssssssssssssssss...I dun feel like working there since I'll be spending most of my time there after I furthered my studies.Aiks...bad!







Aleisha(not sure of the spelling),my temporary teammate.She's a nice teammate of mine!She camwhored with my phone.

Ish...I look fucking pale and haggard inside...face bloated(munching sushi la)...half closed eye lids...partly bcos of the low resolution of camera and some are constituted by my own habit of sleeping late and lack of sleep then!And look at that funny Mandarin collar of our uniform...so orientally effeminized :s...thx to YS.

Saturday, January 13, 2007

Hair extension(before and after)

It began like this...thin straightened fringe





Then...during the process,they used the longest ever bunch of hair to make me look like some kinda ancient Chinese swordsman,




And then,upon requested,I chopped off more than half of the actual length and it turned out like this,Japanese cosplay artist wannabe...




But then,later after a few round of washing and blowing,the so called "real" hair deteriorated due to the lack of protein and other nutrients directly irrigate to the real "fake hair"...and once they are heated,they'll crimp and split thx to the vaporization of the protein and ions(no more looking straight and healthy now and there's no way u can do treatment to improve cos they are dead hairs)...they become hideous later like this,




Fucking hideous and "la yeng" rite?!Rainie Yang Chen Ling alike of fringe,gosh,I don't wanna become like those lala mui with flat fringe and constantly acting cute in front of the purikura machine...*gasp*

And so after a few times of self trimming and "adjusting"...got rid of some split ends and wavy parts...





Now(13/1/07),it looks like this...but not that emo enough to my standard though :(

gah!

...and now thx to them I'm gonna spend more time than before to style 'em up *faint*,afterall they're not my inborn hairs that they always get off disoriented no matter how many times I iron them,fuck,more hassles now!Luckily my fringe looks so bushy now unlike last time,a Baldy I was!-_-

There's no way I can remove them now or else I'll lose a lot of hairs...cos they'll come off with the real hair of mine if u forcefully remove them without professional removal by hair stylist(that of cos u gotta pay 'em...)


Friday, January 12, 2007

The new year trip 2006-2007

Allow me to make a summarising for my 2007 new year trip as simple as possible here cos I'm really lazy to post all my reflections,feedbacks and some other lengthy rambings here that written to none in fact...so to get things short,the trip lasted for almost 2 weeks(passed by Macau,stayed in ShenZhen for 2 days and the rest in Hong Kong).



Macau - the place was nice and surrounded by sea,lotsa suspension bridge which I dunno why but I suspect Chinese govt. is fucking rich now to build one after another and another and so on...Macau International Airport is so tiny just like the one in Senai -_- and Changi Budget Terminal is so frugal and stingy...tiny and looks like Giant Hypermart -_-"



Shen Zhen - 26 years old city with 5x more buildings than Kuala Lumpur,shame on us boleh-land.Chinese govt. hired Singaporean to do town planning in SZ and there are like infinity of buildings over there,very exaggerating but true.Roads are as straight as u can ever imagine,like a whole stretch of ruler to infinity end,boring.Drivers there are rude,horns are flying everywhere eventhough midnight.Vendors(Dong Men Market) there are like those in Petaling St.I did some fucking cheap hair extension there for only 100 RMB(50 Ringgit only) which surprisingly turned out to be not too bad.Foods there sucks big time,smelled and tasted like shit and drainage water...to hell was that ppl there enjoy the foods a lot*spooky*.We were brought to some typical tourist spots like Window of the world,Cultural Village cum miniature world with some performances presented jampacked with lotsa tourists,not to forget places like Jewellery factory,Chinese Herbs Factory...that hoping us to fall prey on their fraudulent tactics so that we would spend our money to buy their mega thrifty pruducts(they gave discount generously like 70% if u ever ask them for it,and of cos u GOTTA ask them...they are cunning and they'll spurt lotsa reasons to get ur pocket burns out for their fake products,eventhough they seem professional and well dressed in uniform trading in a proper sales premise.)



Kowloon(HK) - took KCR line(commuter) from Shen Zhen custom across New Territory to Kowloon(30 minutes journey) where our hotel was located right in the middle of Mong Kok business district,yea,the infamous Women Street was nearby only within walking distance.Things are cheap and of cos with the condition of good in bargaining.I'm sucks in it so I din buy much from there.Vendors are rude just like those in Petaling Street but still u can see lotsa caucasions and tourists scattering everywhere there.The best is to bargain in Cantonese or else u'll get slaughtered gao gao.Tsim Sha Tsui was nice with the promising view of HK Island skyscraper at the harbour area,u'll get LV,Prada,Armani,Gucci over there where there's no way I can afford.So,boring!Starwalk was nice and the view is magnificient cos it was facing right in front of the significant HK island city and sumwhere nearby Peninsula Hotel.



Hong Kong(The Island) - View was nice at Victoria Peak...amazing and it was very cold over there.In fact coldest ever in HK which claimed by some meteorologist(10c to 12c),for me it was ok only.Went to Causeway Bay(Tong Lo Wan) for several times to shop,got really headache and suffocated by the amount of ppl there...many is too little to describe,I shall use much instead.Tried out the native Red Box Plus over there courtesy of Christine(Charles aunt. a capable woman of PCCW).Bought a lot of odd stuffs in fact -_- and ate a lot.Extended for few more days to stay in Christine place in Kennedy Town(Western part of HK island adjacent to Central-Zhong Wan and Hong Kong University) a classy area with lotsa high rise buildings and of cos the price of real properties there are 3 folds of M'sian market price starting from million for everything...Bukit Tunku,Damansara Height,Mont Kiara,Hartamas area...are nothing compare to those in HK.Houses are tiny but costly...but the view from Christine place was nicest cos it was facing the sea...public transport is nothing to complain about,best of all even better than Singapore I think,of cos they charged more...count ourselves lucky to stay in M'sia where train ticket from 2 ends are so fucking cheap...but then gotta trade off with good services since we're all in favour of cheap things instead of good services,don't complain too much will do with the price we're paying and other ppl paying.Tram is only 2 HKD and service is good as well...the longest time I'd ever waited in HK for a public transport was 1 minute.Learn it up RapidKL,TransitLink,Maju,KTM...*roll eyes*



Lantau Island(HK) - Went to visit the huge Buddha statue right on top of the peak of some mountain range(Dai Fat San) that required us to take cable car then climbed up hundreds of stairs just to reach the "foot" of the buddha statue... did some holy deeds such as ate vegetarian food,donation for sure since we are devoted Buddhists.Later on,off we went to Disneyland which left us in disappointment cos it turned out to be boring and dull.No exotic and challenging rides like those in DisneyWorld Florida and Tokyo Disneyland...all we could see is kiddo rides like Merry Go Round,Flying Jumbo,Tea Cups,Locomotive Train,some lame rafts and slow sampans...-_-...295 HKD weiiii!Wasted just lidat...could've buy a lot of winter clothings.The castle is the shortest ever among all the Disneylands,parade was pretty short like 30 minutes only...souveneir shops are the most in Disneyland HK...fucking Disney corp. that earning so much from us...without fulfilling our childhood dream to the fullest,in fact,it makes me feel like Disneyland HK is more of a place for selling souveneirs than bringing us fun.Genting Highland can anytime beat 'em down in term of fun.It sucks and I left so early that I didn't even bother to wait for the closing ceromony which comprising some fireworks...who noes whether they're gonna charge us for "viewing" or not.Disney theme MTR train was nice and cute and comfy!But not the theme park.Don't go to HK Disneyland ppl out there or else u'll regret for whole life,it won't answer ur anticipation and dreams...pay more and opt for other Disneylands.It's a shame I skipped Ocean Park for Disneyland,Ocean Park is much more bigger and nicer but the tic. costs only 100++ ,a lot cheaper than stupid Disneyland.I felt so lame when I left the Disneyland gantry...in fact started to question myself what the fuck I'm doing and paying this for?



*overall the entire China trip was nice(inclusive of HK and Macau),but ppl there are less polite than our local ppl...so don't ever say that Malaysians are rude if u haven't seen the rudest.I wonder how come a highly civilise city will nurture so many of uncivilise ppl...the China Public Securities(Gong An) are so unhelpful to our problems such as asking road direction,there were either getting wrong direction from them,getting a total cold shoulder from them(i'm gonna whack this particular one if I ever seen him around),or they will just tell u they dunno or shrug(mahai,can't u just ask ur comrades or wat instead of shrugging),food in HK is nice but not in Shen Zhen.HK sp. administrative govt. is very considerate cos they're enforcing "no smoking"policy into their law that ppl are only allow to smoke in limited places in HK...almost everywhere banned smoking and also u can see hand sanitizer dispensers anywhere in shopping complexes,hotels,MTR stations,restaurants,private residential premises...to overcome birdflu,SARS,influenza and other respiratory disease tht can spread easily among ppl esp. given the crowd in HK is never ceased from dusk till dawn.Thumbs up for their public health awareness...


PS:I've missed out on so many nice places like Ocean Park,Snoopy's world,Mid-level escalator walkway(passed by few times but din manage to go,it's da longest escalator walkway in the world I think),The wishing tree in Lamma Island,Wong Dai Sin Temples(although it was only 2 MTR stations away from my hotel,damn!)...some other nice places recommended by the HK tourism board.

pps:Oh yea,there was some strange things happened on the 1st day I checked into Newton Hotel Kowloon.Bcos of some "special" incidents that made us worried for the whole night for the safety of Michell and Chanel...so we didn't actually sleep well in Shen Zhen the night before.Thus,we compensated in our HK's hotel since we arrived there too early like 11 am sumthing only...and while sleeping I could hear someone pressing the doorbell massively and it happened constantly that it was so annoying...and I opened the door few times only to realise there was none,and the corridor was fucking spooky can!It was so deserted and eerie that I was goosebumped.Then later on I found out from Chanel which claimed to have this sixth sense that this floor of the hotel is not very "clean"...argh...*faint*!No wonder they don't even dare to answer the door even when we rang it.Luckily I'm a holy man...paranormal creatures will just fuck off from me and leave me alone!But after that day everything was fine and normal,weird.I still believe they were someone "real" pressed the doorbell,that could be a prank since our room is facing directly at the elevator,so I suspect he/she could've escaped easily from us after playing those pranks!Fuck!




The castle tells everything,yea,it's da Disneyland in dispute -_-"


Look at the stairs to the peak of the Buddha statue...damn a lot...and I saw there's lotsa elderly managed to climb up without external aids,and nope I didn't see any ambulance around as well.

The Repulse Bay(Tsin Sui Wan),a fishing village,with Charles,Michell and Chanel(Michell's mama)

Breathtaking view of the HK and Kowloon skyscrapers from Victoria Peak


At Victoria Harbour and the Starwalk in Tsim Sha Tsui.

The Cultural Village in Shen Zhen,the posers and nose digging seems vy fun for them.

The mock up Eiffel Tower at Window of the world,I wish I was in Paris...argh my Euro Trip seems bubbled to me now since I'm freaking broke edi...



In a taxi,on top of one of the many suspension bridges in Macau,that was the reknowned Macau Tower with casino inside.Taxi ride was fucking expensive in Macau especially(HK is nothing better oso)!

*I got dear lotsa photos but too lazy to post la!Used up all 5 memory sticks we have lol...2x128mb,1x256mb,1x32mb,1x16mb.....still not really sufficient for our 2 weeks trip to be honest including all the camwhoring ones.*ooops*