Old besties gathering

After finished my Chemistry class today, off I went to Pyramid courtesy of Khim May's car.

Jerry and Jonathan were there long before we reached and had lunch in Pizza Hut (grossed out!haha) and saw this cocky lady in Jubah, Arabians I supposed being rude and showing off his ability to speak English when confronting with waiters who can't! Felt like wanna bitchslap her in school of manner and pump 50 kg of parmesan cheese into her mouth to shut her up. Surprisingly, Dashni came with her new found bf, a kickboxing instructure. Cool guy to say the least! Polite and well mannered, definitely not the typical Indian. Oppsie, no offence!


While waiting in front of the cinema, I was so surprised to see Danial and Hazree came along too! It's been ages since we last met during some clubbing occasion I think haha!




Anyways, they watched Ocean 13 whilst me, KM, Jeremiah and Jonathan sticked to Surf's Up. Again, animation to do with penguins after Happy Feet. Kinda amusing but short and dry on top of that.


Azrul joined me and KM after they all left...and we just sit in Mantra and talk talk talk gossip gossip gossip about those Good ol'days!




Well, I have to off for Anthro book, tomorrow is the fucking midterm!


PS : Changed my templates to this neat layout and customised one. Abandoned the previous one.

PPS : Gwen Stefani will be stopping by KL for her world tour concert! Scheduled on Aug. 21st at Bkt. Jalil Stadium I think. Anyone?






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Lagoon *day* - the place whom I hated but not anymore





Lagoon *night* - I saw my former room somewhere in the pixels!





Resort & Spa Hotel Lobby





One of the many chandeliers





Mantra's menu -_-





Some Northern Indian "chap fan" with exorbitant price





KM and me





KM, me and Azrul...looks geeky and formal sial?








LTR : John,me,KM,Hazree,Dashni,Danial







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There cannot live an unhappier creature than an ill-natured old man, who is neither capable of receiving pleasures, nor sensible of conferring them on others.






"Art is the human disposition of sensible or intelligible matter for an esthetic end. "

BLOGGER PRETTY SUCKS!

LOL

I did some modifications on myself for the templates and who knows it dies on me. My page layout is in a mess now and it came to a point of no return.

I shall seek for a new template in real soon.

Still, no comments, tag box and so on so forth allowed.

Talk show parody and happiness

Alright, the whole ANT 101 class were kena lessoned nicely by Ms. Lim. According to her, our tutorial essay's answers are not up to the quality yet. She solemised the class atmosphere. Well nonetheless, ENL 101 today saved my day! I've experienced the single most hilarious lesson in ENL 101 or better say in ICSJ thus far. Again we were being assigned into groups where we will be given a task that required us to do up an off-air talk show in class. It can't be any funnier than this, my usual group was splitted and we were compelled to join other groups that we hardly hang out with. Goodness gracious I was in Melvin and Co.'s group which I didn't really like it but somehow it just turned out fine. Jasmine and Melvin both agreed that I have the potential gigolo's look -_-.And so our talk show topic was pertaining to prostitution, what else but the gigolo was me since they claimed that I have a sexy piercing on my cartilage. Is that even related? I shall not digress lol.

Anyways, we were the last group to do presentation and through out the whole lesson I was terribly roll-on-the-floor laughing like no one's business. Those peoples were just too creative and they came out with interviewing session with superheroes, pornstars, smokers...so crappy until Ms Kalai couldn't help but to tell us that she might just lose her job in a day due to our explicit topics. She wanted us to be like Oprah Winfrey, Ellen Degeneris, Tyra Bank, David Letterman but hell the effects were almost beyond laughable!

As for my group, I was forced to pretend that I'm having lotsa piercings on private parts and specialised in rich tai-tais hooking(damn gross)...so totally not me! Yang was the transsexual and he did a great job with all the namby-pamby body language and gimmicks, I can do better I guess :p.MK was the "pat gu" prostitute from China whereas Jasmine was the materialistic whore cum bling bling worshipping pros. who desires for infinity. Melvin was the emcee cos I didn't wanna talk since I'll most probably chunk out a lengthy impediment speech. And we got compliment from Ms Kalai! Haha, it's like unexpected and lame. My marks for ENL 101 assignment 3 weren't that good since it's a pair work and the time frame given was limited to the scheduled class hours. Bugged her for a kesian mark though haha...since she was in good mood today!

Guess nothing else much for today...my normal days are pretty boring and alone usually but still I need to be contented somehow if not I'll breakdown and getting emo again.

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Robotic routine of me : repetitively, college > home > gym > home > homeworks > sleep

My hands are full of blisters all thanks to the rowing machine that boost muscles on biceps.

Alas, bills bills bills! T^T

Glistening mirrorballs and chandeliers at The Loft.

*****

He slumped. He cheered. Momentary happiness. Breakdown. They wept. "Out. Leave me alone."

and so....

Whoever is happy will make others happy, too.

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"For everything there is a season,
And a time for every matter under heaven:
A time to be born, and a time to die;
A time to plant, and a time to pluck up what is planted;
A time to kill, and a time to heal;
A time to break down, and a time to build up;
A time to weep, and a time to laugh;
A time to mourn, and a time to dance;
A time to throw away stones, and a time to gather stones together;
A time to embrace, And a time to refrain from embracing;
A time to seek, and a time to lose;
A time to keep, and a time to throw away;
A time to tear, and a time to sew;
A time to keep silence, and a time to speak;
A time to love, and a time to hate,
A time for war, and a time for peace."

Ecclesiastes 3:1-8

This is a happy entry

Haven't been going to the gym for like few days already!And all I'm doing here is eating eating eating and still eating...gosh...my stomach is really bottomless now.Weight inclined at the same time T^T.

Anthro mid term this thursday is miserable, it's hard to comprehend all the food getting and economy system of those aboragines.Calculus is in new topic already and one more topic left to sum up the whole MAT 133...how instant and it seems like I've not been absorbing much from that also.Sad case!I'm all ready to retake MAT 133 since I left out a lot in MAT 132 which I didn't learn in A-level Pure Maths.Regret...

Anyways,went to OU today for the first time of the year I guess(since my OU kaki Steph. is not here this time around).Reached there pretty late and straight away hunted for food,nothing else(Shogun was jampacked with heads by that time and having an intolerant stomach certainly wouldn't allow me to wait any longer T^T).After dinner,what else's the best but to crave for dessert.One word,INDULGENCE and love it very much!Life can never be nicer than this XD...I am gonna gobble up the whole universe soon!

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Gloomy weather, I foresee a downpour...

Indeed -_-

PBD

Mediocre food at BBQ Plaza

Refraction

Herrrooow~your friendly foodie kaki on spree

Baked Apple Tart @ Bakerzinnnnnn, it tasted 1000 times better than its appearance.

Now you see it and now you don't.

Purity under the twilight

*****

I got so super potong-steamed cos strawberry shortcake being their creme de la creme bakery was sold out AGAIN :( other than that were either less appealing to my taste bud or darn fattening.

Thanks to certain someone who has been accompanying me along for food and all the gabbings.You know who you are la although you nearly got me jeopardised today! I never regret of knowing you for so many years and time flies. Best of luck on all your assignments and future undertakings! I will never be left out with a soulmate as such ^^ and the other miserable one as well haha!A friend in need is a friend indeed.Thx for all the companions...sounds weird aye?!Just get used to my civility from now on.

PS : Saw this lady talking on phone in the train with thunderous voice like no one's business while choking on her apam balik!Hell, I thought we are not supposed to eat or drink on train?!What on earth was it?Malaysia has certainly got no rules.I wish I had the courage to approach her and shove my socks into her mouth in the school of manner and then bona fide wipe the apam balik all over her hideous face for the interest of the public.*roll eyes and proceed to walk on nonchalantly*.Damn you know how stinky our trains are yet still couldn't help but contribute more to make it worse.I think we should run a campaign to urge fellow Malaysians on putting deodorants or perfumes in the public as well.Honestly,I don't hate smells but to make an exception,I hate foul smells especially in a cabin with dense passengers(KTM in particular) and I can't stand people who practically burp in your face or somewhere around you. We shall send all these peoples to the gas chamber for good,if not fart in their face with the best you can.

PPS : Mark is selling perfume in The Curve finally(Jean Paul Gaultier and Bvlgari)!Go support him for all you can la...cos he will get all his commissions and half of his paycheck belong to me... :D Somehow I'd still prefer Mont Blanc series,Dunhill series and DKNY all the apples that I supposed missing from his shelf.

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Each friend represents a world in us,a world possibly not born until they arrive,and it is only by this meeting that a new world is born.

A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out.

A friend is someone who is there for you when he'd rather be anywhere else.

A friend is someone who knows the song in your heart, and can sing it back to you when you have forgotten the words.

A friend is one who believes in you when you have ceased to believe in yourself.

True friend is never serene and remember that every good friend was once a stranger!

Honesty and truthfulness = best policies in friendship

Neon streetlights overshone

My emoness has got the better of me recently...I skipped meal, sleep and dream and all. But I realised all I need was only foods to keep my morale high. After 2 consecutive meals with Charles today...I would say I'm more contented and less emo!^^v call me crazy call me mad I don't give damn!

Mr. Dominic Loh thanks for ffk-ed me that day, I wanna treat you PJ Old Town bak kut teh but you yourself ffk...damn it's like you built me a hope but tore it down after 5 minutes. Next time I'll shove some pai kuat up your ass as a lesson for you!Hehe...joking, later Kei will gonna kill me!

Anyway,thank god it was yet another day I didn't get robbed today for the night out and walking back all alone at 11.30pm along the deserted streets.You know nowadays we can't take safety for granted especially in JB. Crimes have already became a norm. Life is getting cheaper and insecure in Malaysia...that is why it often gets me worried about my parents' safety back in hometown than my own here. KL aren't that bad at least you'll see police car patrolling. Back in JB this phenomenon is non-exist. Neighbourhoods are also very lackadaisical about the awareness, even if their lives are at stake. People just tend to rely upon others to flame the initiative just because a simple fact that we are LAZY.











Can you sort out the sequence of those photos? Basically just nothing but the stupid emo crawling beneath. Emo is bad for health and emo kid is fag! I wanna be a grown up even god has forsaken my existence *roll eyes*



The 1st pic was taken on my way back from KTM with the companion of a random pedestrian and some streetlights.



The 2nd pic is like so old school kopitiam. It was taken in Little Penang I think.



3rd one was pointless...just to try out my phone's macro ability and it turned out sucks!Carl Zeiss' fiasco!



4th...*pauses*...well I smoke whenever I am down, emo and stress. 'Till now I've only managed to blow 3 sticks for the entire week. The rest I will give away or dump them...I swear, it's bad for health. Do not try this at home!



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It always amazes me to think that every house on every street is full of so many stories; so many triumphs and tragedies, and all we see are yards and driveways.

How amazing right?

Thoughts after I woke up

My sleep was being interrupted at 7 am again for unkwown reason...my biological clock went cuckoo I guess.Then attempted to sleep again,managed to dream a little bit which I forgot what was it but then again constantly awakened by nothing in an interval of 30 minutes.If it was not annoying,I don't know what else is the best word to describe.Unintentionally,I let out some swearing words by the time I woke up...bah!

I had a sudden thought of the MV of "How To Save A Life" by The Fray...it's just too meaningful for any reasonableman to comprehend.Not even me!Compared to that crappy LP's "What I've Done" MV that emphasize on politics which I beg that don't even know shits about the realities,The Fray is way 1000 times better than them.I hate Linkin Park.

Today's grandma's birthday,supposed to go back JB this weekend since sis is around as well but was not in the mood.Regret!And I actually forgot how old is my grandma this year,what a useless grandson,I think should be around 78 almost reached 80 already.*scratches head*.I'm gonna give her a call for greeting later :s but afraid that she won't hang up the phone...lol

And one thing,my cousin who scored 2As 1B and 1C for his STPM wasn't able to grant any entrance to prestigious local and Sg Uni.Bummer!I think he applied to lotsa highly demanded courses and that could be the main reason.He has to end up in some Uni called KUITTHO(not sure the spelling la...) in Batu Pahat with overall campus population of 90% Malays.What to do,that's our so called "boleh" education system who does nothing but overshadow the talents of those talented.Take my advise,go either Sg or if u have that kinda money,go out of the region even if u're only able to study in al-cheapo uni in overseas but at least they don't overlook ur talents and potentials.Experience is what most important,once u have the money that u owned,further pursue Master degree in a more prestigious Uni if u're academically allowed la.Otherwise,u'll be just like a carbon copy of others not able to standout and shine.

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I know this sounds 80's but I just wanna post up the lyric of "How To Save A Life" by The Fray even if no one's gonna read it.

Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
You begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you
And pray to God he hears you

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
How to save a life
How to save a life

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
How to save a life


What a unique set of lyric...I could have just wept everytime I see the MV but I DIDN'T!



I shall LOVE myself more than ANYTHING~

P.S : Reminiscing what you've done for the past is quite breathtaking sometimes, the courages and momentum to push you to the extremes beyond your expectation. Those days when you were equally crazy as any other things. Those days when you literally slacked for the entire days like no one's business, those days when you talked craps and yet still gained compliments and unanimous applause, those days when you were still very much mysterious and kept in the box, those days when you fully anticipated for what the future holds, those days when emo was pseudo, psycho was wacko...and those WERE the days.

Thoughts before I bed

Plugged on the eye massager after I did pores refining mask...soothed with some acoustic/jazz/celtic piece of notes like Paolo Nutini,Michael Buble,Jammie Cullum,James Morrison,Hayley Westenra,Secret Garden,Norah Jones...hoping they could just fly me to lalaland.

However...

I WAS WRONG!

...somehow I'm having a piece of mind stuck inside me...I've no idea what was it but it just wouldn't able to give me a kiss goodnight.Something arousing my feelings,something stirring beneath...something which I don't even know what is it actually that giving it the momentum to disturb me at this very hour.

>.<

Argh,I wanna sleep or else I'm gonna be a real panda soon...which I supposed less cuter than a koala.




Lift me up from the fields of sorrow while I'm seeking for the solace within

Bitchings

You'll be frequently seeing me here when I'm most probably not in good mood or rather when my naked face tells you that don't come fuck with me.I'm getting cynical lately simply because I hate everything except foods and burning fat for reasons that you shouldn't enquire any further.

Well,it many sounds unfriendly but get over it,I don't bite in real life.I'm completely a different person once walked out from the cyberspace.Lalala~Still I'm greatly disinterested in things revolving around me.

While I was browsing through some foodie bloggers' page,a sudden crave for varieties of foods came rushing and I couldn't help but to drool a few droplets of you-know-what on my keyboard whilst typing.

I swear in the name of mypuppiesyourbabiesmyneighbour'shamstersInti'slecturers that,if I get to eat these foods for the following days,I shall eradicate any of my obnoxious impromptu emo/moodswing that came out of no where with the unfortunate fact that I did not born with innate ability to pms :D too bad!Only with that I can officially wage impromptu emo vendetta against anything I want without being questioned...

Cut the crap,anyway...such foods shall include all the following listed below :

1. Bak Kut Teh (the all time fav. of mine!)
2. Satays and satays celup (another all time favourite delicacy)
3. Korean BBQ and all other Korean dishes (machissisooyo~)
4. Sukiyaki,okonomiyaki...must be like sizzling hot with lotsa fish flakes
(oiishidesune~)
5. Steamboat
6. TGIF Jack Daniel's Steak
7. Bakerzin's chocholate mousse,strawberry shortcake and tapas (if i can slurp down
the complete set la!)
8. Nasi Lemak(accept onlt the one in SS2,Mdm Kwan or Little Penang Cafe)
9. "Leng Tong" (slow brewed herbal soup)
10."Oo Luak" (a 2nd to none fried oyster with eggs in JB)I want the one from Meldrum
Walk only,strictly!
11.Panecotta!
12.Custard tarts,cheese tarts...and more bakeries!
13.Sorbet
14.Fondue
15.Green curry and Thai style fried chicken in Sunway
16.Seafood in Mega Ria or Gelang Patah :(
17.Dim sums and xiao long bao!
18.Crispy curry puff opposite Pelangi Leisure Mall
19.Kuay Chap or Kuay Teow Kia
20.Finally,mummy's cooking! (what else can be better than this?)

Alright,I should stop building castle in the air and off to my Anthro's text now since the chances that I won't be eating these are more than 100% .



What a pathetic bitching entry...*let out a sigh in disbelief*





How can you not tempted to the aroma of herbs? If you don't drool in the next 1 minute looking over the pic, go seek for your nearest doctor I reckon.

Morning has broken

Woke up at 6am today all thanks to Mr Yau who forgot to turn my light off -_-

My internet connection died on me yesterday before dinner due to computer memory overloaded XD...and I actually called TMnet technical operator around 9am lol...while they're still walking out from their lalaland.

Anyways,thx for taking the hassle to come all the way from Damansara,Mr Yau.If not my Friday will be like spending alone and still...alone!hehe...TGIF was damn packed yesterday :(

And I think I'm darn fat now again,gobbled down food like no one's business yesterday...the Fishmarket's platter,sushi,tart,doughnut,huge chicken drumstick and then sleep!Wah,it's been a while!Love this feeling of eating freely,talking freely and act freely without contraint~Life has never been so good...since the day I came back this place.

Slept on my Anthro text yesterday(just how boring u can ever imagine!)...pageful of words on puny issues that I don't even bother to know.This can be worse than Law man...and more to come.

Saturday Saturday...another boring weekend.I shall tidy up my room,do laundry,do some odd stuffs,do tutorials,revisions,go gym,go bookstore and talk to myself.

Monotonous.

When the ray of light continues to shine, it means there's still hope for life somewhere awaiting to be unmasked

What went wrong...

as per the title, I was wondering hard...

This beautiful uptown here aside from its robust street symphony, dense population, numerous upmarket shopping malls, parks, gyms, eateries, public transport....yadda!and MPSJ is doing their job well besides dealing with stray poos from cats and dogs around.

I saw grass cutter cutting grass every now and then, police car patrolling, humble neighbourhood.It is definitely n times better than what we get in JB.

This place does not lack of tranquility although it is highly urbanised.For once I saw monkey at the end of the corner of the road,and then squirrels...I mean the only thing I get from my hearplace is cats/dogs and more cats/dogs...they are stray but I still doted them eventhough they suffer from severe skin disease but still they are lives and I love animals.

Leave the global warming issue aside, SJ is breezy and full of city contrast.The noisy and the quiet sides mutually exist in harmony.People are more civilised...this I'm not too sure but I supposed KL/Selangor ppl are more well educated than the others.

When everything is so wonderful, it has to out of nowhere came some annoying cars with desperado drivers who do not adhere to the regulations...experienced once and do not wish to reminisce.Bummers...

Anywhere,take a stroll around the neighbourhood is really a wonderful experience whenever I slow down my pace on my way back after working out.Embrace by the boulevard along the road,looking at the folks strolling with their pets,jogging at the promenade...it's magnificient compared to the rather unwelcomed crowded daytime.

Things can slip away in a nanosecond,when u slow down ur rhythm and take a look at things around...that simplicity and brevity from hapiness is more than a chicken soup for ur soul.At least, it cheers u up for whatever reason...

I don't know but eventhough I'm steeping in it but then...my heart is refraining some part within me.I introspect every now and then still can't figure out and perhaps I love this place but on the other side of me I could have hate this place very much...it's a matter of timebomb and when it's gonna release.

But for now, I would say that I love it...I dread that the next thing.....well...food for thought...I shall think deeper indeed.Life is not gonna make me miserable afterall.





Suddenly the air smells much greener now, and I'm wondering around with a half pack of cigarettes, searching for the change that I've lost somehow

Think out of the box

Really fed up of ENL 101, keep doing some pointless stuffs like group presentation which can't do shits to improve my language.Groupmates are all computer wackos, so as expected things are all revolving around computer when it comes to assignment topics. Cmon give me a break k? I'm like computer illiterate and who cares since I'm not gonna major in any shits to do with computing.*Gasps*

Today's CAL quiz was also kinda sad case.2 questions, completed one but the other forgot to integrate the equation in the parentheses...yea it's da outside-inside rule shits that applied.So there it goes, should be getting some odd marks for identifying the u,v,du and dv...

The common date for our final is around August and they said it was being brought forward which means we gonna sit for that earlier for the benefit of those summore students.I should move my ass on for revision in very soon.Damn mofo!!!

And yea, this ditcher Samsul got gf edi never inform me and keep it in his cave...wtf is going on with this macha.So forgetful.It's like such a bummer, can't make it to my Ale200507's outing next week...

Alas,DASHNI!!!U better plan for some serious clubbing outing or else ur puppy dies and I'll top u up with XXX Rums until u tell who's da best!TO the left to the left...lol.

Shucks,supposed to be very down and depressed of late,the writing mood here is so wrong...I better get back and shower myself with grievance and WRATH.Don't fuck with me unless u wanna taste my fists.

ps: sis will be back this weekend but I can't go back this time around.Anthro mid term's next Tuesday 5-7pm...hell...night exam.

speechlez

Ms Jane is very weird recently for no reason(reasons that I dunno la)...

I kept on hearing she told Lik Siang's group that "Kok Whei is better..."(in ascending tone, mind you damn annyiong k?) and yesterday she was trying to match-make me up with a mediocre looking Chinese girl in that main group element.And that girl was like blushing cos she just got into relationship with another guy in our class.I dunno what happened to her...seriously.Why can't I just be alone, it's not even a crime to stay as single at my age, I can remain as monomer my whole life if I want...afterall I got nothing to lose,I have my lovely family and friends, for me it's more than enough apparently.

And yay, my semester break is up to 3 weeks I guess!Planning for some trip, Charles suggested Macau, Shen Zhen, HK, Cambodia, Bali, Bangkok, Phuket and Kota Kinabalu but I've had enough of China so guess I should travel within the region...haiz...but I think most of them not having any break overlap with us since by that time most Uni will be having intake...NUS and NTU are August and local Unis should be around that also.Ah bummer!

In conclusion

I shall practise self-appreciation from now on in midst of showering with doubts from all around.

If I ain't myself who else am I gonna be then?

Don't judge me cos u ain't me...

I love myself more than anything more than u can ever imagine...

I don't preach but the greatest love of all is learning to love urself.

I'm still on my way...

Well, it's fatigue and constantly putting myself in tension and unwanted emo-ness state are futile to say the least.

Not anymore.

I love myself...I'll do everything for myself eventhough to die for IT.

Anyway, Cal II test was kinda screwed up but it turned out to be higher than what I've been expected for...still not really through with it yet!

Lab report is getting cumbersome since my lab partner always MIA...haiz.

And I got some comments for my groupmates whilst doing ENL assignment, please be coordinative and cooperative. Divide the works equally at the same time knowing what others are doing as well.Don't push responsibilities to others when u can't do ur job well.And please cut down ur lengthy essay, yes of cos I know ur ability of writing in English is like celestial(lack of better word to describe) but assignemnt is where assignment rules applied.Don't push ur limit too far and leave us with ur donkey works.And u still have the cheek to tell us that how sad that ur beautiful senteces were being striked over under our cruellest judgement of holding down the backspace key...fuck off and burn in hell.For that I have to wake up in fucking 7 am today and do ur summarising jobs while my class was only started at 12 pm...I could have snuggle in my bed comfortably.AND why must I print it for u all at last minute and without being informed that article was needed?U made me rushed my puny life back home by leaving Anthro class earlier and got late for ENL class...and u don't even bother to look at my works.For that passenger, u oso one who has the cheek to sms me early in the morning b4 my alarm rang...good...and u didn't come for ENL class today just hoping us to write down ur divine name on the frontpage to claim some shameless credits...I'll slap u nicely once I see u...perhaps bitchslap will be more appropriate,if not more.

Apparently,I just hate everything...all mankinds are evil and hyprocrites.

What on earth is this...someone please gimme a good hard punch straight in my face!

Sick

Went to orang temuan village today.a downpour was expected.further contributed to my sickness.the batin aka tribeshead was ok but the villagers werent quite frenly and cooperative!we didnt reap much infos from them afterall instead out of nothing kena invited to a interracial marriage ceremony between temuan and chinese sabahan muslim.super weird.forced to interview a pak cik as he was being too kind to us in a way we didnt wish for haha.then stucked at the roadside bus stop nearly an hour whilst waiting for the rain to stop!sneeze...i miss home T.T esp when im sick.i need homemade remedies.

Junkies

Do I look like a modern walked-out-from-some-famous-novel-based-movie goblin that having capability of swallowing 5 in one mouthful?

If not,why did my housemates so scared of bumping into me?While I was at the gate outside yesterday about to walk in to the living room,Icould see that he was watching TV while indulging in his usual stick but the moment I unlocked the lock that he heard me,there he goes,switched off the TV and rushed into his nest for good before I could even take off the lock from the latch...the entire process was conducted in less than 5 seconds.He supersonically flew back his nest before we having any unwanted eye contact.

For this,I should politely excuse myself and give him my both middle fingers and then follows by words of wisdom begin with the big F...who cares like I owe them 10000K or killed their babies.Stuck up face...go burn in hell la...bunch of hypocrites.I detest hypocrites the most,they are the worst creatures ever living on earth after mosquitoes.I should just invent something called "hypocriticides" to eliminate them COMPLETELY!Go burn in hell...

And I really cannot through with few persons in my class...so super childish can!And also hypocrites...I feel like dismissing them with roll eyes motion and present them fingers of glory right in their face,not forgetting some nice swearings begin with F.

PS: Ms Kalai again asked me to go for emcee audition after her failure attempt of persuading me to join debate team...jiak pah boh dai ji jor!

Today was full of anger and frustrations!On top of disheartening...this week gotta do my Anthropology's fieldwork summore.Mind you is an overnight fieldwork with lotsa taboos cos we are "invading" an aboroginis(sakai) village which we may not know what will happen even if we got cast by spell or some voodoo shits.God knows...so spooky.

Mood-o-meter

.....

sad--*----------------------------happy

mode : disheartening...

:(

sucks aye!

Ms Kalai asked me to join English debate team adn I was so taken a back...if not cursing.She was mad I bet cos I can write adequately well but when it comes to speaking,IMPEDIMENT!That's it, kthxbai.

Chem test 1 result was ok...I'm above average or within the range of average in class.Thank god I'm not below that.If not seriously I need a tough shits of wall to bang my head against!Today's quiz was just as fine too,since only few peasy questions on Thermochem...Cal 2 is completely cancelled for this week so I have more buffer time before I get my worst result ever in life...before I die of looking at my Cal 2 test 1's score.

And hereby I declare my blog as my 2nd ego named BARNEY!It's officially a Barney's blog now that I can finally write to...-_-...shall find myself a purple green template.

Futile

ool...went on a roadtrip with Uncle and his monkey roommie Japheth back to his hometown at Karak last week, was quite fun actually since it resembles Kota Tinggi but in a smaller scale. Food was nice(the pig intestine porridge were quite orgasmic cos they fried it!) and reasonable priced but too bad I wasn't in a good appetite of late which I dunno why, I don't think I'm having anyone's babies.LOLx.NOT FUNNY *shrugs*...if only the trip can be longer....

Boredom level at this point reaches the optimum as u can see...dunno why beats me!I'm so fucked up...

And Chemistry lecturer actually knows my name afterall, I got shocked cos usually I'd just stare hard and cold at her when she tells lame jokes.Not bad a lecturer afterall and I got so much attention from her today until she can't stop yelling my name in front the whole class -_-.My lab report for example, she told the whole class as if I did a very awesome greatwork on my experiment 4 report until everyone came asked me about the calculations and conclusions SUPER DASH UNDERSCORE DASH!I just copied them from my back-then Inti Nilai's report...really gek sei!I hate attention...I sound so rebellious right, like I care huhu!

Chem quiz this wed...and calculus 2 classes all cancelled for this week due to unforseen circumstances of Ms Shanta.She failed to send me a notification mail...and everyone else received except me kena ffk."NVM".

This week should be able to lay back a lil' bit despite the fact that I'm having some lame ENL 101 assignment to do...the topic is pain in ass really.Can someone tell me what the fuck is "My Ideal OS?"Credit to my groupmates for coming out with this since they are all taking CSC this sem...nabeh!Luckily my task is kinda light...if not...ish!

ANT 101 fieldworks still clueless now,no one's going to Jabatan Org Asli means no approval means no fieldwork means victory!Hulu Langat is way too near...other groups are going all the way to Cameron Highlands,Taiping and so on so forth but ours...within vicinity...the divine Cheras Kajang district about 30 minutes drive away.Petrol go dutch...no subsidization.Grrrr!Sien...all the kayu groupmates totally potong stim!

And I got a new Chem lab partner today also kayu but she's a girl after all...yeah a SHE.So I'll just not gonna make any fuss out of it.Afterall she's 1000X better than the previous one.

Anyway,I shall count my blessings from now on cos life is getting tougher *pouts*...I AM SO EMO AND MOODY.Nobody knows but god...and my ego BARNEY!

sighs....I miss home.

PS:I think my rush for sticks is pumping up again out of so many calamities,stress and emo...smoking is bad for health haiz!T^T But I'm holding back for this time...hopefully.

Symphony

Symphony of sickness

Be them or not physical or mental ones

Physically tired doesn't mean you can put your mental into hibernation for time being

You gotta fucking move your ass on for good

It's even worse to give up than stemming the tide

Won't be a coward anymore

...

Neither do I feel worse off nor better off

I could be stuck at a static point already

Shall wait for longer perhaps

Cos

Whatever that can't defeat you just makes you stronger

AND STRONGER!

Nostalgic

Going back to the non-existence living hell that I belong(supposed) tomorrow.How fucking great to have a morning trip at 10 am where I can actually just snuggle in my comfy bed at HOME(the next best paradise for a nester like me...).Tell me,how great it is....

Sue can't pick me up cos obviously she has a date to answer whereby I am gonna 1st time in my life alight at Puduraya,that shabby old bus terminal full of roaches and rodents and some other unseen creatures like beggars and scavengers out of nowhere....to take a transit back to Subang that oh-so-cosy-comfy-mummies-crying-babies-fucking drop dead gorgeous shelter of mine.Definitely,none other words can best describe it,simply sucks!

Today was just like food feast.I'd eaten the amount that enough to feed the entire population of Africa(except Egypt and S. Africa la...).Force-dragged along to eat some run of the mill Dim Sums early in the morning where the feeling of awakening was exactly 5 hours later.Then proceeded to Jusco cos sis was buying some stuffs for her trip and guess what,Stefanie Sun was here tonight but I forgot to bring my tics back -_-.

Watched that movie directed by Jack Neo starring Lao Zha Bor...not as funny as what I expected.Kinda lame but meaningful though.Nice try...

And again so many relatives came over today as well...couldn't fall into a good nap.Annoying...a lil' bit.Thank god my lil' nephew saved my day,just how cute a baby can be!*dabbing cheek*

Fine,Chem test and lab on Monday...actually sometimes I feel that why not they just cut my throat ends it instead of this perpetual torturing.Kudos to ADP...an ever wonderfully wonderful degree programme!

Pissed.

Weight Management

Surprisingly,me lost 5kgs in just less than a month.Thx to FF...and pay me for the advert!

But somehow,I think I look haggard and much more lok-yeng now...credit of those fucking stress I must say.

65 will be my normal target where 60 is ultimate target.lolx.Hope my health level can go on par with it.And the fucking calves still look so bulgy and fat!OMG...

nuff of bitching...I guess.

Lotsa relatives came over my hse today...my sleep wan totally kena interrupted off and on.Pek chek.

I'm going under

Haih...came home over the weekend.I mean my home in JB not Subang...I'll never regard that place as home,it's only a temporary shelter over head,to say the most.

Sis flight was postponed to next Tuesday so basically I can't send her all the way to Changi Airport's departure gate.This time around cannot ponteng as well,3 test on consecutive days starting Monday.

For this week,I missed 5 hours of classes.3 hours Cal II and 2 hours Chem.Partly was I couldn't wake up on time(actually if I rushed my life for it...probably still can make it to few classes),the other part was perhaps emo?I dunno.Felt sucks...practically sucks big time.Like I ever care.

I seriously sick of being joker and clown all the times.I hate my loosely expressions that sumtimes irritate ppl or giving them wrong impressions.I can be very quiet when I'm all alone but in any situation that having 2 or more presence of people,I will always try hard to melt the ice when it get tensed up,and it actually happens to me all the times for reasons that yet to be unveiled.So I'll handle all the monkey business...the life like I don't even have my own sentiments.One word : sicked!

I don't mind to be emo or up to even higher level psycho...but pls just allow me to be serious at times.I mean it.Kthx...

Today's Anthro test was quite ok and in fact fun!The essay part is so amusing...we'd been asked to write a self description by hollistic approach.lolx.cute...

And for some fucking babies killing mummies crying reasons,my T zone is badly fried with zits and blackheads.I look fucking hideous now,I swear I am...eventhough it makes no difference without those zits but still...much more hideous can?Satisfied?Seriously like moh peng now,soon to be Mark Lee's face with cellulites texture...goddammit!I musn't be nocturnal from now on,or else your neighbours' dogs die :p

Ps:I met Sheryl in KTM and had a good talk with him.She's such a cutie.
Pps:Cheryll J. best of luck in ur IELTS...7.5 or above is in ur hand for sure!Steph,all the best to ur SAT as well...dun give up!

I WANT A NEW PDA SO BAD!AND THAT FISH EYE LOMO.GIMME PLS!

This is...

...terrible.

Supposed to revise Cal II and Anthro yesterday, sekali Charles rang up saying wanna come over from Damansara -_-...cos Michell and her mama were here too.So went to "Egypt" again!

Took 1st dinner at Halo Cafe...listening to some light hearted but no so nice songs and 2nd round Kim Gary until 12 am!!!

Then again, having urge to sing K...so went Red Box until 3am!Walaoeh -_-!

Skipped 2 hours Chem today cos couldn't wake up...Charles was here sleeping in my room.Funny.

Have to prepare to suffer from the aftermath now...ta!

Physically and mentally sicked

The weather today is so unpredictable,rain were off and on...and I actually woke up in blurry thinking I'm still at JB cos I heard the familiar cooking noises from neighbours...the noises from deep frying,stir fry,wok...so nice to hear that!Like I was at home waiting for dinner to be prepared by mum :D...I think I'm terribly homesicked when staying alone.Claustrophobia doesn't even come close to this.Bah!

I actually took a longest nap today from 4 to 7 30 cos only managed to shut my eyes for 2 hours before the start of my day.I slept at Uncle's place -_-...was helping him to do some stuffs then he sendiri went sleeping until I heard huge snoring sound from them both,Japheth and him...no one was gonna open the door for me.Therefore,I can sue for false imprisonment...hehe!Slept on the floor is not a big deal but the aftermath can be tormenting especialy all the achings.

I practically put on sour face the whole day,freaking tired to say.Like walking vampire,listless...and Calculus II is still so unfamiliar to me.Lab was in a total mess due to the heavy downpour this morning and my kayu lab partner was absent.

Bweee....someone please pull me out of this deep abyss!

I think the nap was kinda useless...I was being asked to go pump muscles into MUSCLES by Uniq after my DINNER!Walaoeh.....can die wei!

PS:Sis sold off her car edi,no more car to drive this time in JB.Left dad's kaputed car...which I don't even have a taf bit interest to lay my hands on!Haizzzzz...sighing out big time.Chem test kena postponed to next week edi...thk god!

PPS:Michell's mama is here again :)

Nothing much

Susan almost got me stranded in MV!

Failed to inform me the changed of location and to give me the benefit of doubt,blame the telco never sent her message to my mailbox.Hats off for u!

Went Pyramid edi only to realise nothing to eat!Then die die wanna go One U of cos the lansi pukimak cabbies charged like overly exorbitant,50 bucks or more is common to One U.No fate with Bakerzin and Shogun this round.Haiz.

Then in the end still went MV...that place is always full of ppl,very sien!So hot summore...anyway we took cab to MV as well lo...nabeh!

Took a few strolls still couldn't decide where to eat,then we went Little Penang...the legendary one ah,don't pray pray!Ate like mad...ordered and ordered.Then after eating went shopping then 2nd round ate again in Secret Recipe for those creamy choc cakes...yucks...traumatized!Bloated like helium balloon now.Dinner is saved lol.

Anyways,thx for ur Korean chocs,CD and Chain...ggomawoyo!

and last but not least SAENG IL JJU KA HAE!You're officially 19 and so sad u hav to spend ur Bday in Msia for 5 consecutive years haha...next I will join u in Korea.Behold!

Ps:Eunique again ffk,hung up our calls!Bloody nocturnal animal!Mr. Samsul I know u were sleeping when I called u the n times.....watch out!


My head big edi now,how am I gonna finish my assignments and revisions by weekend!Jialat.

YAY...getting LOMO next month!I'm gonna hit gym very often now since I got showered with nice words from frens edi...saying I am slimmer is the best word on earth to be heard after striking an anonymous billion of cash :D...

...and so many ppl got sicked of late including me.A bit homesick and some small spot of fucking ulcers coming out due to those keropok lekor at the junction of my neighbourhood!

Get well soon and fight for whatever ahead!

Welcome to SINGAPORE

Yesterday,after gym(my turn to ffk Eunique!) went out with Andrew,Penny and Joshua...all the Monash ones la for our date with Captain Jack Sparrow.

The movie was ok ok only...quite funny yet quite boring and the ending oso boring...lol.

So anyway,today kena ffk back by Mr. Mohammad Samsul Bari!AGAIN!Fucking watch out...MUFY won't be that busy also!

Sien...gonna study Chem,do ENL assignments,study Anthro,study Cal II all crammed in this weekend la.

Alrite,seeing Susan later...till then!

No one should be protected from the effects of his own stupidity

My quiz scored a 1.5 marks grand total of improvement from the previous nullified result...over a scale of 10.

Yea, tell me I should see it as a consolation or sympathy given by lecturer?

Seriously screwed,no kidding man!

Btw,Pentagonal Revisionism view is simply awesome...you guys should find out more :p

Black forces shadowing

Today,somehow was a bit out of luck and indeed misfortunate...very hak zai lah!

At first,I'd slept thru the alarm ringing this morning at nearly got myself late.Later,my first lesson Cal 2,the quiz again screwed up with high possibility of getting an egg again cos I overlook that exercise she gave.Haiz.

After class thought everything back to square ones,who knows this Lee Eunique called me whilse I was about to nap...calling me to go gym at night.Well,being a good guy I am...how can I turn him down eventhough I'm not much into night gym :D.So plenty of SMS-es followed on to disturb my nap...when I woke up from my 3 hours napping.Lazed around doing nothing and decided to call Lee Eunique,that oh so wonderfully wonderful unique guy on demand...thought he would be like very determine on his gym commitment.Bah!That guy super ffk big time,called him 20 mins before supposed appointment,he dare dare sleeping and simply answer me and hung up the phone!............what more can I say.Ppl that truly goes to gym goes at least 3 times a week.Like me!*roll eyes*

So I was all alone again,don't feel like ajak-ing my new housemate cum classmate out cos forced to speak Malay with him which is totally a rust out communication tool since 2 years ago!He can't speak English that good as in really not that good...so what if his dad is some Dato or Nenek!He seems suagu to me,all he can do is say his prayer 5 times a day and continues to hide in his humid room choking on some lame musics(mind you hor he told me he has never been to cinema before *jawdrops*).Hmm...why god always have to assign me to deal with this kinda people which I can't mix along with.So dull...I sacrificed my 1 week FF passport for him and he has no peserverance to a tad bit at all!Wasted...rather give to someone who can appreciate it.It is strange that ppl doesn't seem to like gym around me...I've been offering the passport like generously being a bossy people I am.Still none appreciate it...all the lazy bugs all the sleepy creatures.Like Uncle!

Duh...don't care.

Susan is also another ffk queen...she was booked for the entire week and only managed to dig out a pathetic gap in between for meet up which to say less than 3 hours I think.What a friend....1 week so long only available for few hours.

The highlight event today is.....ta-dah!I nearly died of car accident.I wasn't driving any four wheels moving mechanism but merely walking along the road shoulder at my humble neighbourhood where this Kelisa out of nowhere turned out from a junction and the cheh meh driver overlooked my existence due to the dim lightning plus my black jersey made it worse...so I thought he would avoid a bit cos I'd stood there just to let him get his ass off the junction before I moved on...then he die die never saw me and holla...knocked half of me with speed of 40-50 kmph.Mind you he was accelerating that time cos it was at the T junction turning out the one of the main road.My mind was blank when I saw his car moving towards my direction and the next thing I knew was my legs,hands and elbow are having bruises and scratches with his glory tyre mark embedded at my epidermis...damn!Luckily he is such a nice young Malay guy who can speak English...at last!He made a turn back to check on me,and I told him I was fine as I was in hurry and didn't wish to create scenes...and he kept apologise to me,bowing and shake my hands.And I asked him for his contact IF there's any internal injuries or mentally suffered subsequently as a result of this.This guy somemore asking me to befriend him and wanna treat me a meal.-_-.I was like you should be lucky I didn't lodge a report to any authorities...still he has the good intention to say the least.I'm all time amicable person,so no need arbitration...this shall be put to a rest.Except for the fact that I have to apply anaesthetic,antiseptic cream and bandage those wounds.No big deal actually...but at least I'd tasted the not-so-painful experience of being knock down by a vehicle...just imagine those who being knocked into pulps.Spooky.Thank god I'm survived!

Back to my room after some instant dinner which I got not much appetite when it comes to the food in Asia Cafe...unlike last time.However,still need to eat something to please my stomach.KNOW WHAT...I saw a medium sized around 9 cm length centipede crawling quietly towards underneath my bed!I was like how the fucking-hell-baby-vomits-mother-cries-father-weeps that creepy crawly came in...I hate insects with more than 6 legs which explains why I never watched Spiderman in my life.This hell creature here got at least 30 legs with two exceptionally stray antennas sticking out at an end which dunno it's head or tail...fucking gross lah!Centipede leh...*faints*...I quickly took out my pesticide and sprayed at the fucking thing at a full blast until it ceased to move...then picked it up with newspaper and throw into jamban...flushed and voila.I'm back to one piece.So what's next?Snake?Bring it on...I've seen lotsa insects here already,earthworms,mosquitoes,some unidentified flying ants,centipedes!My life suddenly becoming adventurous.

Goodness gracious my leg is bruising and constantly aching now(I still need to go gym wan ah!),shall I call that guy up to have a good talk over this AGAIN?What is my legal position already...?Gosh I forgot all of law I learnt and I just planned to sold my law texts today...haha!Gonna sue him for negligence perhaps...where he owed me a duty of care!He will have to be charged for at least some good fines or send him behind the bar for few weeks like Paris Hilton.*snorts*

EEeeeeEEeeEEEeeeEEeeeee...SAT's result came out edi!I've got the breakdown with me but not yet getting the final full score which will be knowing on the 2nd of June.Looked at the breakdown although I've no idea how to interpret but then the data won't be any much excellent also judging on the percentages and scores.Will announce all once I get the final score.

Diu everything la...so screwed.

Nothing to get excited about except for that I'm having 2 tests,1 regular quiz,and 1 assignment due next week.So wanna holler!

If u really think it's nothing

After watching this reknowned documentary presented by Al Gore...I think he very much deserve to be the president than some cowboy bumpkin yankee who totally bring the earth to a more devastated state by firing wars wars and wars!Completely overlooked the most important hidden crisis that we're gonna face...

Global warming is not a new issue anymore...politicians will often dismiss the issue by giving excuses that we are still far apart from the worst.And look at the highly industrialized US,how much of greenhouse effect causing elements they are releasing now...probably or certainly the highest among all other countries!Someone should just put a stop to it as soon as possible before hitting another ice age...and paradoxically icebergs are melting at the poles!Heatwaves,storms,acid rains...you name it.And disparity from past till today are huge in terms of global warming,just imagine the concentration of CO2 in our atmosphere is increasing at at least 2 folds every year...and the rate of increasing is beyond what you can think!Sadly to say that people still choose to blindfold themselves with problems that visible to their visions.It's not like not being scientifically proven...this is the time where applied science should be brought about.If not,what's the purpose we study that for,to build ourselves a pathway that constantly leading to apocalypse?Hell no!

***

On the other note, sexism issues are frequently being challenged in Malaysia of late.Some MPs are just there to question the non-existence.How absurd to think of it.I think women are often being belittled and humiliated in our so called civilized country.Look at the Middle East,they are Muslim countries as well,although Muslim countries often having bad record in women's right but look at them,they are splurging hell lot of money earned from their oiling industry on education with the emphasis of bringing down the illiteracy of women in country.Yea I'm talking about the United Arab Emirates who houses Dubai!Contrarily,we are still here making pointless political and kiddo jokes about women and then making big fuss over who's right who's not.I think this is totally trivial and negligible in the sense that somebody just have to shut the fuck up and do their works.Fix the leakage if they should,seal their mouth if they would!No point fighting over puny things that can be solved by just a word of apologise...if they dare,step down and resign like a real MAN like those politicians of Japan!

PS:Tomorrow got quiz on Cal 2...haven't even done with the exercises yet!So tough like shits.
PPS:Chem and Anthro test fall on next Wed and Thurs consecutively!Die!
PPPS:I have a date with Captain Jack Sparrow on coming Friday!!!
PPPPS:Susan's here...!And be going back next Monday -_-
PPPPPS:Cheryl's coming.....whilst I'm away -_-'''
PPPPPPS:Bored to death...tht's it...kthxbye.

burokkku!

Mood is on for blogging...

so decided to open this browser and wanna blog sumthing out of nothing...

and I can't think of what to write!

So might as well end here...

Kthxbye...gonna continue my journey down to the nearest cemetery around the bush.

Rattles

Dead shits~

Lotsa funny damn things happened around of late...ok don't ask what why when how.

It was like 2 hours straight with only 10 minutes of rest in gym yesterday and subsequently I have to say goodbye with my arms,thighs and calves cos they are not mine now...cos I can feel that they are trying so hard to tear apart from my body.I'm having hard times typing this entry as well due to the lack of arm rest.Well,I'm all determined and addicted so I'm just gonna work so hard until I lost like 70....nope 7 kgs within a month or 2 or 3...and so on so forth -_-

I've no idea why all the tests must crammed themselves at once,the fact that I'll be having 2 tests around the end of the month dated 30th and 31st.Rite,2 days only(for the Anthro and Chem...I am so "happy"!)!666!!!Calculus II first quiz I scored a beautiful mark of single digit resembles an oval shape you-know-what.Like I said,it was only the second lesson for me in Cal. II and I was MIA to Cal. I which gone all wasted for week 1...and what do u expect?For the 3rd hours of your maths class and you were required to do some greeks that you never even seen before,screw it!Still I am sad...cos it constitutes to my final GPA :( ... and while succumbing to the result and aftermath,little did I realise that 2nd quiz is knocking too soon on next Thursday,kudos to Calculus with Analytical Geometry 2.Worse to worse,Monday is seriuously very de blue!4 hours Chem with lab and Cal. II...and lab report next week is a bring home one,kinda not easy!Sien.There goes my weekend after finished typing this entry :((

Mum called just now,she said sis will be leaving for Shang Hai 2 weeks later on 1st June!Bwee...I didn't expect it to be that soon.I think I'll have to skip Friday's 1 hour Cal II class if there isn't any announcement for test yet on this day...cos I'll be rushing back JB after my Thursday's classes end at 4pm!Pweeese...no more test or quiz on Friday 1st of June!I'm gonna send my sis off in Changi Airport by all means.

And Charles is not coming up for AUP anymore...at last!Damn ffk ppl!

Alrite,till then...

PS : I really don't believe your words...you-know-who!If it's really so,I hope you can turn back a new leaf...be with who you are supposed to be!No regrets for sure,take my words k?

Rainy days

I'm stealing other people's wireless network in range now...it's illegal and who cares...

Today was like very black zai...the first day hitting off the nearest neighbourhood gym didn't go that smooth sailing,the moment I stepped out the gate...downpours -_-...my sport sneaker get wet.Fuck!

Well,it turned out to be not that bad but it would be nice with a companionship of gym buddies :D.Cos u are prone to the tendencies of mempersiasueykan urself without knowledge of operating the machines and with a partner at least can share the embarrassment.I went into the locker room only to realise that I forgot to ask the receptionist for the key hole that unlock the lock(pun not intended)...even forgot to take towers which I paid additionally 10 bucks each month which to me kinda useless.Anyways,I walked out the locker room and streched myself with the complicated machine at stretching zone,I was so stupid enough to pretend that I actually came regularly and mastered all the machines...it turned out that I just hogged the thing for few seconds in order not to make further embarrassment alone.

And so I headed to the groundfloor and started to whine a bit to myself for my ignorance.I didn't know shits about all the machines in front me!They seems like the dashboard of some spaceships with tonnes of stray buttons,I hate things with more than 3 buttons.So I summoned the floor instructor to help me,and anyhow left the first machine I got my hands on after 1 minutes,boring.Moved on to treadmill!Fucking nice,I did for 15 minutes which was average to beginner like me and the droplets of perspiration flowing down my forehead were nice enough stimulate my adrenaline.In fact 15 minutes was a bit less to my standard *snorts*.

Then I was enlightened by this climbing machines which nearly caused half of my life,my legs were begging to stop after about 10 minutes...I did 15 minutes as well for all the cardio machines :D.And it recorded 50 floors of equivalency O.o which was totally my forte I tell you.I was trained in Sunway Monash Condo,I climbed from 1st floor to the 26th for 3 laps DAILY back in those days...peasy!Somehow today performance wasn't that well...it's been so long since I last did floors climbing.

The muscle enhancing machines are pretty user friendly as well,not like some noob black metalic painted typical machines in the nearest club house at your neighbourhood.Theirs are more compact and won't leave your palms with metallic stinks.The chest pumping one is so addictive...so as the one that resembles the effect of doing sit ups but in a more relaxing way!state-of-the-art user friendly!

I was sorting out the greeks all by myself!Cos instructor(2 free sessions)haven't called me yet...and I can't wait to go down the gym already.I am supposed to be introduced with all the operations and fucntions of the machines...whatever :D

One thing to note that,the weight lifting zone was quite scary,it was full of beefy muscular guys around and they actually holler out loud while lifting.Will it helps anyway in terms of inhaling and exhaling?But just scary,I don't even dare to stay near around there lol...Indian guys with tattoos painted firm muscular body are just so...incredibly HULK...aka traumatizing.My mission is to be slim and slender...muscles are not on the top 3 of concerns.Neither do I love them too since it makes no different that I'm still have stick to L/XL sizes...I'm fucking dying to reduce myself to M/S or at least average/slim body with some firm biceps and triceps...flabby is far too ugly like lao zha bor,butterfly arms :s

So anyways,my day was pretty good today...classes were ok with ENL 101 impromptu presentation I was pushed to speak everything given that I'd already done so much of ideas contributing and writings...they are just too chickened I guess,blame them for being too young to comprehend the cruellest fact about the complicated and rawww world.Anthro was postponed :( gonna arrange for replacement class later then that hiatus I was hiding out in library...and to hell that this library here is just too pathetically small and tiny to amount to anything and on par with THOL...I am just gonna repeat this fact again and again...cos by repeating it it sounds a lot better to me :p!Books needed are all reserved or not on shelf or under redspot(stupid system of limiting the borrowing of certain hot-caked books),renewal online can be done only once is like fucking ridiculous since back in THOL I can renew anytime I want for hogging the book up to a year without being urged to return!I just can't accept it...will be goin back to THOL very often I guess if anyone in Sy or Monash are kindly enough to spare me a vacancy.OMG libary is like the heart of all colleges,I really can't imagine this to happen.

Worse to hell,the Com Lab is really siasueylly small,30 coms in grand total...waiting is needed and take turn to use summore!And slow like tortoise........haiz....I wish it was certified ISO like THOL!What can I expect from a 2 shoplots conjoined building that called itself the ocean of wisdom?

On an irrelevant note,I saw Mark today!OMG...after about half a year more since my A2 times!He's quiet and academically tormented I guess,signs of hormone imbalance are well written on his face out of insufficient sleeping...*swt*...luckily I didn't opt for Sociology if not I will be ended up like him but since his is A-level so I guess should be harder.And yea,had a simple and instant dinner with him for the FIRST time ever.

To all the A-levels candidates sitting for their AS and A2 next week...best of luck!

To all the ADP-ians that awaiting for quizzes,tests,projects,assignments and a lot more ahead...bestest best of luck as well!

Those who screwed their 1st quiz,be afraid,be very afraid...you are not alone!

PS:And I got really fed up with this lab partner of mine,he's like very very maladroit,lumpish,lackadaisical,slow motioned,nerd,weird fella,the fact that he likes to give destructive suggestions and ideas which utterly pointless to our works.I wonder did someone just tied 200kgs of stones on his elbows that caused his laggard acts.I am so unfortunately to be having this kinda of people revolving around me...why can't I just thaw out into the mainstream groups?Beats me...

PPS:Maybe I will have to dismiss those stupid peoples by raising my hand and simply shout out "bah!" nonchalantly like XX perhaps.So ridiculously screwed.

PPPS:Who can find me a half of Thomas Calculus 11th edition textbook from chapter 7 till end?
Laughable right?Puny mortal like you ppl won't know...I'm gonna use it for 3+ months only so not worth buying it.

Kewttttt!

I was practically waiting for this page to load for around 5 minutes in IcSJ's computer lab!Everything is so miniature here and small in portion and size compare to Sunway's THOL!I miss Sunway's library and everything...I regret for gumbling about the speed in Sunway's com lab,the crowd but now I'm so so so so wrong!Here is worse than every other places I've seen...

Finally,assignments,projects,quizzes and tests all came in once...yet I'm so laid back still!Calculus II is like Greek,Chemistry is like Spanish,Anthropology is like some tribal language...all seems unfamiliar to me!credit exemption for Calculus I is utterly useless IMHO!And I joined Cal II after doing for one week of unwanted Cal 1 which gone to waste...and my second lesson for Cal 2 am gonna do(I did today)my first ever quiz in Cal II like during the second day in class...WTF!

Textbooks are hard to get like reaching for moon and stars,all borrowed!ICSJ don't even earn a bookstore of their own like IIUC...WTF again!

And yea,went to KLCC with UNCLE yesterday in deat beat mode,UNCLE was like half dead because he was so much being kissed by the morning bird for morning classes haha...I was damn beat also but well...once in a blue moon not everytime so it was fine!UNCLE is gonna strangle me if he sees this entry haha...who asked you to be so moody!hehe...After came back from KLCC then Michell forced me to go Pyramid with her mama,and they treated me...so nice after parting with Pyramid for almost a decades...nostalgic it seems la...a lot of familiar faces around summore I met Azrul in Subang Parade lol...!

In any case,I've no life here,living alone,everything is monotonic...monotone...monomer...monogamous...monopoly!Hsemates sucks...did I mention that I did not even see them in face yet?Don't even know their fucking looks!

Dono when will Charles be coming up,cos he calls me almost everyday saying if not today then tomorrow and it's about 1 week he keeps repeating the same thing to me...pathetic fella!

Ms. Kang JJ is coming back to M'sia next week!pugorshipo chugesso!

Anyhow,have to wait nearly a month to get my Maxis wireless connection in dispute!Now under beffer period still...till then...toodle!

yippy!

Wee~the shop assistant in KLCC's Tower Record is superrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr duperrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr niceeeeeeeeeee!She gave me a MCR's gigantic poster!It's The Black Parade's edition!

I was just merely asking whether do they sell poster and she asked me what poster I want...and she hit the bull eyes offering me a MCR's poster...which I was about to ask her...!

Must go there to buy CDs next time so that I can beg for more :P

Ps:college was boring...anthropology is so crappy,I'd prefer Psychology to this lor!And for that we need to do a project that requires us to jungle trek into...jungle of course for Orang Asli's settlement!Walao...again...luckily I was not in the orang asli visiting group back in those Moral Studies days or else to think that I'm so free to visit those primitive man and look at their backward lifestyle?Heck,I got better things to do!

My bones are exploding...this blog may be suspended I guess cos I'm moving to ss15 tomorrow and no more internet connection edi~

bah!

New beginning?

I'm moving in to SS15 this coming Friday...found a mediocre room which not too spacious nor too tiny.Located at downstair facing the back lane,expected to be dark at night and...eerie :/ but who cares if the crime rates there is that fantastic as long as it's super wu hua.And no internet connection included though!I'm gonna offline until further notice...when I got connection in my room again.Sucks!I hate old and shabby house -_- well I've chosen that out of desperation since travelling from CP to Subang can be extremely time consuming and tiring.It took 2++ hours without someone drop me at the Serdang KTM...yea that was what happened today cos my class was 12pm and no cars at home...have to berdiri atas kaki sendiri aka berdikari!Public transports all ought to go to hell...screw them!

I think I'm the oldest among all my classmates although I haven't get to know any of them yet but judging from their immature etiquette and acts...I can't help but to sigh for my unfortunate.Obviously those in my class are bunch of rotten brats,talk nonsense and making nuisance.Somemore not very humble also...fucktards!CHM 151 was ok,lecturer is damn young lady and so as ENL 101.hehe.As for MAT 132 and ANT 101(Introduction to Anthropology, cos the class for Psychology has already full :( )...I missed both for their first lesson haha...one was b4 I could get my timetable and ANT 101 was because the lagging in Malaysia Public Transport system,I reached Subang jaya by the time of 1230 where my class for ANT supposed to be 1200...so better never than get late and get scolded!And so,I have 1 and a half hour of buffer time before ENL 101...thus...went to FF Wisma Consplant to enquire their membership,to my glee,the initial payment is damn cheap summore lotsa attractive promotions going on!The consultant is so good enough,she said she will give me a privillage rebate coupon personally which incidentally she has one with her!Yippie!Member fee for May is waived,Admin fee waived,additionall 49 bucks rebated!But too bad the place was a bit small I wonder what will happens during peak hour :/ and boh pien that's the nearest one within vicinity...within walking distance.

~Celebrity fitness looks nice also but they don't give much freebies like FF do.
~Summit's FF is bigger but a bit further and jam jam jam!
~Sunway Pyramid is gonna house in a California Fitness soon after they completed the construction of Pyramid 2 the new wing and saw a lot promoters giving out leaflet around Subang areas with some promising pre-opening benefits if you join but I got no time to seek for consultation from them yet,no doubt their place is biggest in PJ 30 000sq ft!!!Damn huge and spacious with a lot more fitness classes than FF.However,that place is a bit out of vicinity,if they open it last year when I was still in SyUC,I will join without hesitating already!And god knows when the new Cali Fitness will be finished building and opening...it seems that Pyramid 2 is still no way near to complete...lotsa cranes and racks at the site...perhaps they're gonna complete everything before Christmas or so which I don't have that kinda patience to WAIT any longer.I AM GONNA JOIN FF THIS MONTH,yes it's MAY...FINALLY!

Till then...toodle!Won't be back any sooner until I got connection service again!BYE...

LOMO MOFO

In order to keep me motivated for my new promising pursue in tertiary studies, I need a long desired LOMO CAMERA. I'm so dying to get one of it with this panoramic lens which is godsmacked cool! and the same goes to the fisheye lens and holga counterpart. Surely there are a lot of varieties out there...but I heard it through the grapevine that the parts of the camera are extremely fragile due to their plastic made hardware features. Well, can't say I expect that much since the pricing is not too exorbitant, that ranging from 200+ to 400+ I presumed cos I've seen them once in Pyramid and One U at a gift shop. Bweee~so cool! I will appreciate if anyone comes out with a digital version instead of gluing to the old skool film -_- .But well, afterall that's for the goodness of professionalism, you see most of the time typical photographers with attitude will hideaway in a darkroom down at the basement or mezzanine to develop their photos where semi developed photos are taken out from some liquids and hang to dry, can you even start imagine that? It's a way of life of a revolutionist artist...sounds cool and dream on la.

Back to reality, simple enough, I want a lomocam.

PS : Before I could finish this entry, stumbled upon this site...omg sooo temptingly challenged!
http://shop.lomography.com

PPS : This is too much, I swear I'm gonna wage on a Lomorgasms fever and start off collecting
all the lomocams by errr...the time where I'm financially able -_- but one for now is
enough to cure for the temporary craving hehe...wait I do more research on it first.

PPPS : Not sure which of it is more financial haemorrhaging. Either playing with lomocams or
Pro SLR/DSLR cam, but one thing I'm very sure about is playing with DSLR/SLR isn't
gonna keep your pocket tight either or can be worse since the outset's spending of
getting one before you move on is equal to the value of 6-8 lomocams :s Pro/Semi-pro
cam doesn't come cheap these days...it's an expensive past time to say the least and
be prepared to splurge out those moolahs. Haiz!

PPPPS : Think I need to get one lomocam a.s.a.p. before I start begging for a Canon EOS350D
or other further extent of absurdities. Hmm, which one should I get first anyway?
Holga is so punk rock old skool, Fisheye is cool and funky, Panoramic's is so wonderfully
wonderful enough to capture a long stretch of scene! Beats me...

Breakdown and turn around

Will I be granted for any compensation if I was to sue myself for causing myself primary nervous shock?

Causation : Direct

Remoteness of damage : Primary nervous shock la...directly victimised

Damages : Brain damage due to over consumption of grey matter.

Been doing some introspection and recollecting for past few days, I actually very traumatised by my past encounter in that particular college. I hope it was the environment back then who came meddling my mind and NOT my perseverance/ability...somehow I think I should be able to get over it, if not more. I seriously don't wish to deep fry my brain now especially when school's around the corner.

I'm having two majors(have to make up a choice after 3rd sem) in favour which are of course closely related to each other. Well, HOPEFULLY I won't be ended up in some Business,Finance and Law courses this time...I need to stay put in allied health science this time!

NO MATTER HOW!!!

Course A curriculum includes:
G.Physics I & II with lab
G.Chemistry I & II with lab
P.Biology I & II with lab
Calculus I & II
Some other major related courses which are Bio/Chem proximated
Elective courses

Course B curriculum:
G.Physics I &II with lab
College Chemistry with lab
Calculus I & II
Some other major related courses which are Physics promixated
Elective courses

So if I ever chosen to do A...I'll have to pick up full sciences again but if I take B, Physics will be my only gravity(college Chemistry is negligible since it's only entry level). And now my worry is, Physics is always the subject that I dislike the most among all the sciences...although I used to love it during the beginning of form 4 somehow it just fucked up and became pain in ass.

What should I do now?

I need to see the advisor as soon as possible.

PS : I'm gonna simply study my ass of this time from next week onwards. Just don't ask why, where, when, what, how...I won't fucking tell you cos I'm not in any position to do that. Leave me alone in spiritual and academic retreat.

PPS : Mum got me more than 10 contact numbers for room to let in SS15 O.o . I think she got it
from eithere her friends or clients.

PPPS : Don't even bother to ask about my SAT preparation cos I'll just screw it up. Can't be
bothered much since I more important things to get me worried about now. Well maybe,
a mere grand total 9.5% of preparation so far to console my guilt.

PPPPS : Just found out that if I fly directly or earlier to that particular Uni, I won't need to
Calculus I & II O.o...Just a plain simple Probability and Statistics, how nice eh!But the
thing is I can't be able to fly off that early -_-. What a waste...

Nervous-O-Meter

low---------*--high

*clenches fists*